Jing Yan had a long dream.

He hugged his knees and huddled in the corner. There were some people standing at the door, wearing black dresses, whispering.He could feel their frequent glances, but he didn't want to pay attention to them, and they didn't dare to bother him.

Jing Yan buried her head between her knees.

In the dream, he seemed to be submerged in a pool of black water, unable to see his surroundings clearly, cold and suffocated, as if he was on the verge of death.

"Jing Yan? Jing Yan!"

Anxious calls gradually amplified in my ears.

Jing Yan slowly opened his eyes, and a warm light rushed in, and in the warm light, Qiao Xi held his face and looked at him worriedly.

In an instant, the temperature returned to the body, and the heart beat again.

Seeing that Jing Yan finally woke up, Qiao Xi breathed a sigh of relief: "I think you seem to be having a nightmare, and you can't wake up all the time. You almost died of fright."

"..." Jing Yan came back to his senses, his Adam's apple rolled down, and his voice was hoarse, "Qiao Xiaoxi..."

Heartbroken, Qiao Xi moved aside, trying to take off her clothes, but just as she moved, she was dragged back again.

He suddenly lay on Jing Yan's chest, looking at him blankly.

"Qiao Xi," Jing Yan murmured his name, pressing him against his chest, "Qiao Xi..."

Qiao Xi was startled.

Jing Yan...

In the next second, he reached out and hugged Jing Yan, nestled in the man's arms obediently, and said softly, "It's okay, it's okay."

Jing Yan hugged Qiao Xi tightly, and her body was also tense.

After a while, Qiao Xi moved.

He raised his head and pecked Jing Yan's cheek.

Jing Yan remained motionless, closed his eyes and let him comfort him. When Qiao Xi kissed the corner of his eyes, he held Qiao Xi's head and kissed his lips.

The room was quiet for a while, and after a while, the two separated, and after a while of tenderness, Jing Yan took a deep breath and sat up.

He took the quilt, hugged the naked Qiao Xi in his arms, and asked, "Do you feel better now? You have a fever and slept all day."

...Sure enough, I slept all day!

Qiao Xi touched her forehead and said, "I didn't feel it at all, I just felt that I had slept for a long time, and after waking up, I didn't feel any different from usual."

Jing Yan leaned over to test the temperature of Qiao Xi's forehead with his forehead.

Qiao Xi looked at Jing Yan at close range, blinked, and said hesitantly, "Jing Yan, were you sad in your dream?"

Jing Yan said hoarsely, "How do you know?"

Qiao Xi: "I feel it."

Jing Yan: "Feel it?"

"Well, I just felt that you were sad, and then I woke up." Qiao Xi replied obediently.

"Are we two in harmony?" Jing Yan asked softly.

"I think so." Qiao Xi said.

Jing Yan pulled the corners of her lips.

I finally laughed.

Usually Jing Yan is happy every day, but the mood of these two days is obviously not right.

Qiao Xi was worried and distressed, but besides being with him, she really didn't know what else to do.

Jing Yan took the thermometer again and put it in Qiao Xi's ear to measure it, only to be assured that the temperature had dropped completely.

Then he pulled Qiao Xi closer, hugged her in his arms, sat quietly for a while, and said, "You should have heard about our family, right?"

Qiao Xi nodded subconsciously: "Yes."

Then it suddenly occurred to Jing Yan that this is... Are you ready to tell him something in your heart?

Thinking of this, he restrained his face, and said seriously: "In the past, no one in the Bird Clan told me about the outside world. I only heard about it when I was at Jingyu's place. I know that your mother... died 13 years ago. , one year after his death, the current queen is..."

Jing Yan gently rubbed his head, but his eyes fell on the void.

After a moment of silence, he slowly said: "Well, my mother died of illness. Although that woman entered the palace a year after my mother passed away, she was with that man when my mother was sick and bedridden."

Qiao Xi froze.

Jing Yan said in a calm tone: "She and my mother grew up together, and my mother has always regarded her as a good friend. Before knowing the truth, when my mother was sick in bed, and she had an affair with my father, she came to When I visited my mom... I was still very close to her and called her 'Auntie'."

Qiao Xi tightened her hands.

Above the head, the man's voice was faint: "It's a bloody and vulgar drama, every time I think about what happened during that time, I feel sick."

Qiao Xi sat up.

Jing Yan's eyes met his.

"If you really love someone, it's impossible to be lonely and cheat when the other person is sick, right? Then when did he start not loving my mother? Does my mother know?" Jing Yan paused and said "Afterwards, I thought about it carefully. I think my mother should be able to feel the man's indifference, but she didn't know that the man abandoned their relationship very thoroughly, and even betrayed their marriage. Because if my mother knew, With her personality, she will definitely not continue this marriage."

"And that man, even if he didn't love him, why did he have to find a new love during my mother's illness? Why was he still the woman who was regarded as a friend by my mother? Why did he have an affair with her while allowing her to go to my mother's hospital bed as a good friend? As a gesture to visit a sick person?"

"What about that woman? Did you consider my mother as a friend?" Jing Yan paused and said coldly, "No, this matter is not a question. Since my mother passed away, her attitude towards me has changed. will find the answer.”

Qiao Xi couldn't bear it anymore, and asked, "What about your father? Can't he see the queen's true nature?"

"I thought about this question too, but I figured out the answer soon." Jing Yan took Qiao Xi's hand and said slowly, "When he was with that woman, he must have known her nature. It may even be the nature of the woman that interested him."

Qiao Xi was stunned.

Interested in straight-up hypocrisy?

But no matter what, at that time with such a woman, did Wolf King really never consider the feelings of Jing Yan Jing Yi and his wife?

Or, never thought about it at all...

Just thinking about it, Qiao Xi felt her fingertips turn cold.

He had seen the wolf king and Jing Yan standing together at the reception dinner of the Leopard King and Leopard Queen.

The respect that the wolf king has for Jing Yan does not seem to be fake, but on the one hand, it is emotionally so... It can only be said that the wolf king himself is an extremely emotionally indifferent person.

"During that time, I had many questions in my head every day." Jing Yan closed his eyes.

"After knowing the truth, I took Jing Yi and left the palace together. I don't want to see those two people again, and I don't want to be a prince anymore. I also hate those people in the palace who probably guessed before I knew the truth when I was six years old. When it comes to some things, my mother has been treating me politely, but in a blink of an eye I can bow down to that woman, flattering servants, bodyguards, everyone," Jing Yan's hand gradually tightened, "Some people say I'm too naive, my lord The world is so real, and I will understand it when I grow up. But I still feel sick to this day."

"You're not wrong!" Qiao Xi also held back Jing Yan's hand vigorously, seeing Jing Yan's appearance made her feel extremely distressed, "People who work in the palace may not be able to stop smiling at the queen, but you will feel disgusted, too. It's nothing more than a normal thing. You haven't done any bad things like revenge, and no one has the right to ask you to be considerate of them. As for the others—"

Jing Yan opened his eyes and looked at Qiao Xi.

Qiao Xi said slowly: "As for some other things, the 'adult's world' and the 'reality' are just excuses, steps for oneself, and a fig leaf!"

Qiao Xi couldn't comment on things that had no choice.

But when there is a choice in front of her, the answer in Qiao Xi's heart has always been very clear. This will never change because he is a child or an adult today, because he is always him, he has grown up, but his original heart Never distorted.

And Jing Yan is the same as him.

Why should Jing Yan be relieved?Suffering this kind of thing that he would never do and never understand in his heart, nausea is normal all his life, but——

"But I hope that your heart can completely calm down," Qiao Xi said softly, "I hope that you will stop having nightmares and sleep well on this night every year. I hope that you will be happy every day and not sad. "

Jing Yan hugged Qiao Xi again and bit his lips.

With disordered breathing, Qiao Xi whispered, "Jing Yan, does your mother want you to become the wolf king?"

"Hope, I have always regarded this as my goal." Jing Yan's silver eyes shone coldly.

Back then, he brought Jing Yi back to his grandfather's house.

On the tenth day of shutting himself in the room, Grandpa knocked on his door to let him out, and sat with him in the hallway.

It was a quiet night, and the full moon in the sky happened to be visible from the yard.

"What do you want to do in the future?" Grandpa asked him, "Do you want to study in a school outside? It's still too late, study hard, and then you can enter a good university and study a favorite major—"

With that said, grandpa turned his head to look at him, and then smiled: "No, you kid, do you still have ambition?"

He reached out and tapped the young wolf Jingyan on the forehead: "You want to be the king, this small yard can't fit you."

And Jing Yan raised his head, opened his dry eyes, and stared straight at the moon in the sky.

He is not the protagonist in those novels, he is living in the royal family but dreaming of ordinary people's dreams.

He was born looking at the throne, he wanted to become the wolf king, and his mother, his grandfather, and his family all supported him behind his back.

He originally had many plans and wishes for his own future and the future of the entire wolf clan.

"Jing Yan, you have to understand that the wolf clan does not belong to the wolf king alone, the palace does not belong to him alone, and the throne does not belong to him alone." Grandpa said slowly, "It is not his private property, it needs your help." To get rid of the relationship. The throne represents ability and responsibility. What you should consider is not who is sitting on the throne now, but whether you have the ability to take on this responsibility in the future. At the same time, you must also understand that As the prince of the royal family of the wolf clan, as the eldest son, every choice you make affects the future of the wolf clan."

Jing Yan trembled.

"Little idiot, you really can't do without the vortex of the royal family." Grandpa smiled, rubbing his head and said, "Your father, the person who is about to become the queen, and many more people who are paying attention to you... …they'll drag you in. Do you want to be sucked into the vortex?"

Jing Yan looked at Grandpa, was silent for a moment, and shook his head.

"—Then don't be passive. Go and control the vortex."

"Think about things, think about the future, and then think about what you should do next." Grandpa got up and said, "Although you are only six years old, Grandpa believes that you can figure out these things yourself."

That day, Jing Yan thought about it all night.

And five days later, he took Jing Yi out of grandpa's house.

After waiting outside for a full fifteen days, the attendants sent by that man saluted him respectfully.

Jing Yan chose to return to the palace, but when he faced the Wolf King again, he would no longer cry, would not ask why unwillingly, and would not yell or make trouble. He suppressed all emotions and showed his reason and calmness. Confront the man.

It can only be said that that man and his purpose are the same, so the two of them have been able to get along with each other in such a cold and non-provoking relationship for so many years.Most of the time, when the man has something to do, he just asks the guards to convey it to him.

However, the emotions that were suppressed in his heart did not disappear. Whenever this time came, Jing Yan thought of his mother, the woman who would have lived a free, wanton, and radiant life if she hadn't fallen in love with that man. A cheerful, gentle, free-spirited woman with a smiling face, the woman who was lying weakly on the hospital bed when she was sick, and still smiling when she saw her friends and husband, he could not sleep at night.

Jing Yan wants to become a king, but if he was born in an ordinary family, he would definitely have other goals of his own.But that's just fantasy, the past can't be changed, his mother is in love with someone who is not worthy of love.

He even still clearly remembers the half a year when he stayed by his mother's hospital bed. He was always thinking about why his father didn't come back. He complained to his mother, and his mother smiled lightly to comfort him. At that time, panicked, he was pulled away by the waiters, and he could only curl up in a ball outside the door, trembling, thinking repeatedly why his father didn't come.

That feeling is too tormented.

He also vaguely remembered that woman came to visit his mother, and when he left, he saw her off outside the door.The woman said: "Your father is the wolf king, he must be very busy, you have to be considerate of him." After hearing this, he cheered up and said to the woman with a flick of his tail, "Well, I know, bye, auntie!"

The sadness and pain when his mother died, the shock and anger when he learned the truth, the first time he recognized the essence of his father, and realized that although he loved them very much but couldn't take care of his family because of his busy schedule, it was just a fantasy in his heart. Jingyan's childhood was the coldest and darkest period.

And the memory of that time is always on these two days of each year, crawling out from the shadows with claws and claws to look for him.

He didn't want to affect Jingyi and Jiaoyue, so he always kept silent on these two days every year.

He didn't know how to talk to Qiao Xi, because he knew that Qiao Xi would be depressed.

But maybe it was a nightmare, and when he opened his eyes, he saw his beloved in front of him. At that moment, a great sense of security and fulfillment flooded into his heart, which made his tense heart relax. He finally learned how to confide this matter to Qiao Xi.

Qiao Xi's mood at the moment is very complicated. He originally thought that the relationship between Jing Yan and the wolf king and wolf queen was bad, and it was just some problems that would inevitably arise after the arrival of a malicious stepmother. He didn't expect that the real situation would be more twists and turns. around.

He said: "Jing Yan, if your mother can see you now, she will be pleased. But she will also be sad to see you now."

"This line may be a bit clichéd, but it's what I have to say, and the other thing is—" He raised his arms, put his arms around Jing Yan, and whispered something in his ear.

Live happily, keep growing, and steadily move towards the throne that will eventually belong to you.

"Don't think about bad things anymore. At this time of year, think about the happy days you and your mother used to have, and then visit the grave with a relaxed mood, just like a family reunion," Qiao Xi caressed Jing Yan's face , said in a gentle voice, "There are always more happy times than sad ones, right? Just thinking about unhappy things, forgetting about happy things, and always going to see your mother with that heavy heart, your mother will also be unhappy."

Jing Yan trembled.

Scenes from the past flashed before his eyes.

It was dim at first, with black-and-white portraits, the stiff, pale face of my mother, leaden clouds and cold raindrops hitting my face.

But soon, the warm light diffused, and in the dense light, he saw his mother's curved eyebrows.

His mother squatted in the flower field, smiled and waved to him, calling: "Ah Yan, come here."

The flowers reflected her face, which was the most beautiful woman in the world he had ever seen.

The house was quiet.

After a while, Jing Yan's whole body relaxed, as if he had completely unloaded a heavy object that he had been carrying for an unknown amount of time. Although he was tired, at least his body was no longer stiff.

He tightened his hands, hugged Qiao Xi, buried his head in Qiao Xi's shoulder, and said in a muffled voice, "Qiao Xiaoxi..."

Qiao Xi patted Jing Yan's back lightly, sighing from the bottom of her heart.

Jing Yan.

Jing Yan.

The next day was a sunny day.

The group got up early and took a speeding car to the royal cemetery.

Chris, like Qiao Xi, wakes up refreshed after a night's sleep.

Knowing that he was showing signs of transformation, he almost jumped up and yelled happily, but after Jiaoyue told him what day it was, he immediately covered his mouth.

Although he hasn't lived in Jingyan's place for a long time, he has known her for many years.It's just that although I know the year Jing Yan's mother passed away, I don't know the exact date. I didn't expect...

"Jing Yan seems to be in a good mood?"

In front of the tombstone, Chris whispered to Haoyue.

Jiao Yue also looked at Jing Yan's back thoughtfully.

Indeed, Jing Yan seems to be much better this year than in previous years.

"But the dark circles are still heavy." Chris muttered.

This muttering was heard by Jing Yan, and he turned around and said: "...I had a nightmare last night, and I still didn't sleep well."

He glanced at Black Feather.

Butterfly was startled and said, "Nightmare? Impossible! I even created a dreamless mode for you!"

"This means that there is still a solution to your miracles." Jing Yan said dryly.

The cracking method is a psychological shadow.

Everyone: "..."

I can laugh at myself, and it seems to be true.

After Yi Yi greeted Jing Yan's mother, they walked aside consciously, giving the place to Jing Yan and Jing Yi.

Just as Qiao Xi was about to leave, Jing Yan stopped her.

Jing Yan smiled at him and said, "Qiao Xiaoxi, come here, let me introduce you to my mother."

Qiao Xi blushed.

Jiaoyue smiled and said, "Go."

Everyone smiled at him, Qiao Xi walked over and stayed.

Jing Yi is closing his eyes, probably talking to his mother in his heart.

When he opened his eyes, Jing Yan spoke softly.

The breeze was blowing, and it was a little cool, but it didn't have the chill of the previous few days.

Qiao Xi looked at the photo on the tombstone.

He had also seen other photos of Jing Yan's mother on the Internet before. It was a woman with eyebrows and eyes very similar to Jing Yan, beautiful, elegant, generous, and dignified.

Jing Yan and Jing Yi's personalities must have been inherited from his mother.

Qiao Xi felt that the aunt had really given the two brothers the most precious gift when they were born.

This gift has allowed them to support each other for so many years, grow up strong and happy, and enable them to walk along the straight road and walk towards the light.

Auntie, watch them carefully.

Qiao Xi said in her heart.

On the way back, due to exhaustion all night, Qiao Xi and Jing Yan fell asleep cuddling each other, and no one came to disturb them.

I don't know if it was because of the topic last night that Qiao Xi had a dream.

... It's just that the dream is a little strange.

In the dream, Jing Yan became the wolf king. He and Jing Yan got married, and they had a child in their arms a year after their marriage, and they even hugged each other.

When she woke up, the speeding car had already landed by the wooden house, and when Qiao Xi's feet landed on the ground, she was still in a daze.

Jing Yan looked back at him, wondering, "What's wrong?"

"..." Qiao Xi tilted her head and asked him, "If the two of us get married, what will happen to the heir to the throne?"

He looked at Jing Yi who was squatting on the ground picking up leaves.

In the history of the orc race, male queens were indeed not uncommon, but since a male queen appeared, the heir to the throne is a question that needs to be carefully considered.

Will Jing Yan let Jing Yi come?

...After all, he can't have a baby like in his dream!

Jing Yi stood up, noticed Qiao Xi's gaze, and was startled: "He, it has nothing to do with me! I'm not a beast king!"

Jing Yan stared at him: "Why doesn't it have anything to do with you?"

Qiao Xi was dumbfounded.

Jing Yi immediately thought of something, patted his head and said: "Yes, it has something to do with me. My brother said that I will pick my child as the heir in the future!"

Qiao Xi understood, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry."

I always feel that I'm still causing trouble for Jing Yi, and Jing Yi's child...is also causing trouble?

"It's okay, I've discussed it with my brother a long time ago," Jing Yi said carelessly, "I like girls, as long as the other party doesn't want children, there will definitely be children in the future. I don't like being a king, maybe I have children I will like it, anyway, my brother also said that we will see the situation when the time comes."

Although he was still young when his mother passed away, the memories of that time did still exist fragmentarily in Jing Yi's mind.

He remembered how his mother was lying in bed, and how his brother had to take care of him while taking care of his mother.

It can be said that his brother has been protecting him, and Jing Yi also knows that if not for his brother, it is impossible for him to live so carefree at this age.

His brother propped up the sky for him, so he could become the Jing Yi he is now.

So his brother has found his own happiness, and he must support him unconditionally.

As long as there are no accidents, there will definitely be children in the future. Anyway, he thinks he has neither the ability nor the interest to be a wolf king, but his children might have them.

Qiao Xi was moved when she saw Jing Yi "hehe" smiled and said:

"But brother, you are responsible for helping me introduce a few more young ladies. I really like the young ladies the most!"

Qiao Xi: "..."

How to put it, since Jing Yi went to the Fox Clan, he really exudes a mysterious stallion aura.

Jing Yan said with a blank face: "Introductions are introduced, but there are no 'several'. If you fail to learn, I will beat you."

Jing Yi shivered, subconsciously touched his pi buttocks.

Auntie, sometimes it’s okay to move your lower eyes a little, cough.

Qiao Xi secretly thought in her heart.

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