[Comprehensive] Xiaoyu walks forward

Chapter 79

Everyone loved by God will die early.

Because God couldn't bear to let him stay in the world for so long.

And what does it feel like to be left behind?

Perhaps, it is the torment of a lifetime.

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A long time ago, when Yuzi died because of herself, the 15-year-old boy almost collapsed. No matter it was the roar of Hayato Gokuji or the concern of his friend Tsunayoshi, his father beat him up several times. Takeshi Yamamoto, who looked like a walking dead, was finally woken up by Hibari Kyoya.

The shiny black leather shoes stomped on the bruised young man like rags. The senior with eyes like a lone wolf was quite indifferent, and his voice without warmth was as cold as a glass of ice water. He never acted before getting angry. Hibari Kyouya rarely got angry this time, he beat up Takeshi Yamamoto in silence before he said bitterly, "...I feel really sad for Suibo Yuko, she sacrificed Life is for you to be a waste like this?"

The cold Bingsheng Bird King turned around and left after leaving these words, but the angry words burned the boy's eyes. After that day, the boy seemed to become the Yamamoto Takeshi before Yuzi's accident, but Yamamoto Takeshi No more baseball practice.

The young man who devoted his talents and efforts to kendo soon surpassed Balian's Skuvalo and became the No. 1 swordsmanship of Pengo Lie.

Takeshi Yamamoto has become very powerful.

Reliable and reassuring.

Takeshi Yamamoto is already able to fight with anyone. Except for Tsunayoshi Sawada, who is said to be the most similar to the first generation, he is the one who can restore the calmness of the violent guardian of the cloud, although he has to exclude Skylark If Gong Mi is not in the right position, he will only fight Ah Bai who will become more and more angry.

However, Takeshi Yamamoto also became strange.

No matter what happened, even the most serious injury or blow, he always smiled.

──Because Tama likes the way I smile the most.

The eyes of the young man who said this were extremely gentle, and the unchanging curvature of the corners of his mouth made people sad.

The girl's favorite smile is like an inseparable mask, which has always covered his true emotions as the boy grows into a young man.

──If he was strong enough, if he was stronger then, would Yuzi not have to sacrifice for him?

The 25-year-old Takeshi Yamamoto thought in his heart that he hadn't used "Xiaoyu" to call the girl in his heart for a long time, because he felt that he was not qualified to call him that again.

The young man who is always blaming himself has exhausted all means and made every effort to become stronger, but he found that he is still not strong enough in the girl's heart, so Yuko, who will become a witch, chose Hibari Kyoya to end herself s life.

──Why, not me?

Looking at Yuzi's eyes that had turned crimson due to her semi-witch transformation, Takeshi Yamamoto didn't ask the question in his heart, because the answer was already clear in his heart.

Yuzi felt that he was not strong enough.

At least not strong enough to bear that kind of guilt... The 15-year-old girl whose appearance is eternally frozen until the last moment, looked at him with guilt and sadness.

The regret in those eyes was like a sharp knife, cutting him, making Takeshi Yamamoto's heart ache terribly—why would you want to apologize?Obviously I failed to protect you...

The young man who is like a defeated dog can't even open his mouth to save the girl he loves the most, because the depravity of a witch is as irreversible as white paper dyed black, and the last wish of Yuzi, who has no chance of redemption, is to die as a human being , even if the part that still belongs to humans is only the soul.

──Why Okja, why not him?

In the end, that gentle child didn't want anyone to know that she still existed. If she hadn't been seriously injured and turned into a half-witch and was accidentally discovered, she might have chosen to die alone in an unknown corner.

...So why Okja, why not him?

After laughing for ten years, he couldn't even make Yuzi's favorite smile, so he could only move his stiff cheeks nondescriptly.

──That expression must be very ugly, because Yuzi, whom I haven’t seen for a long time, cried, and she only cried when she failed to escape. She looked at his face with tears, and said, Wu, stop laughing up.

Laughing is the only thing he can think of doing for Yuzi, so there is nothing he can do for the girl in the end?

Takeshi Yamamoto, who couldn't even feel the heartache, seemed to have withdrawn his soul. He stared blankly at Yuzi, and at the girl who cried so much that she couldn't even wipe her tears. The indescribable filth had already filled the soul of the girl's chest. Gems, but Yuzi still repeated word for word.

──How many years has it been since you laughed sincerely?

──Let yourself go.

──It's not your fault.

...It is obviously his fault, how could he do it?But looking at Yuzi's uneasy look at the end, Takeshi Yamamoto decided to tell a beautiful lie.

"I will definitely do it." He said, the young man who never violated his promise looked at Yuzi with a firm expression, and his eyes did not shift.

"Well, if you say it, you will do it."

So Yuko smiled, very reassuringly, the smile with tears in her eyes looked very beautiful, then she whispered a few words to Hibari Kyoumi and closed her eyes, without even leaving her body, she turned into light and disappeared in the Under the crutches of youth.

What was Hibari Kyouya thinking at that time?

Takeshi Yamamoto didn't know, because the young man remained expressionless even though he personally sent the girl away, even though his heart was definitely the same as his own.

But Takeshi Yamamoto didn't think much about it, because the last sentence he said to the girl was a lie.

...I'm sorry Yuzi, I lied, but even if I have to go to hell and swallow a thousand needles, I still hope that I can let you go with peace of mind.

Hate me, the useless me who is powerless to protect anyone, I can't even risk my life and do everything like A Gang, I can only miss you in my heart with remorse.

But even if you die, you can't see each other again, because you, like an angel, must go to heaven, and I must go to hell.

Now Takeshi Yamamoto is also smiling, because he doesn't know what expression to use other than laughing.

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After sending the girl away, Takeshi Yamamoto's life seemed to be the same as before.

It's just that even Hibari Kyoya, who is known as the strongest guardian of Peng Gelie's heart, laughed a little less. How could Takeshi Yamamoto, who is more susceptible, be indifferent?

The already conscientious youth worked harder than before.

It's like wanting to drain my energy and make my head blank, or just simply not wanting to waste my life, but everyone who sees Takeshi Yamamoto's smiling face becomes want to beat him up or don't want to work with him.

The smile still has the same curvature, but the young man who has long lost the ability to be happy, only the lines of muscles are piled up on his face, that expression is more uncomfortable than not smiling.

Innocent said that he was a normal young man who was beaten up by other guardians, and then the adult Gangji, who was full of veins and smiles, was given a long recuperation leave. He was angry and worried when he watched his partners leave Takeshi Yamamoto waved his hand with a smile on his face, "Don't worry, I won't waste my life. My life is very precious, and I want to live until I am seventy or eighty."

"If you live like this, even if you live to thirty or forty, it will be considered good luck!" Hayato, who has become much calmer, gritted his teeth, and Takeshi Yamamoto, who was still smiling, just blinked in surprise, "Don't be so bad Curse me to death, no matter what, I am a shoulder blade, and you can only be regarded as an earlobe."

"Judaime! Don't stop me! Let me kill this bastard! It's useless to worry about him!"

The almost fire-breathing Hayato's eyes were somewhat relieved, but after he left the room with Tsunayoshi Sawada who looked back a few more times, the young man who was still wrapped in bandages slowly withdrew his smile, and he rubbed Rubbing her sour cheeks, she sighed with a chuckle: "Don't worry, I won't waste my life casually, because this life was bought by Yuzi..."

Try not to disappoint, and then live better.

Even his life comes from the girl's sacrifice, the only thing left is to wait.

Because waiting is the longest torture.

However, on this day, Takeshi Yamamoto, who was recuperating in name but actually taking a long vacation, accidentally received a call from Tetsuya Kusakabe, and the message he sent made his fingers tremble so unsteadily that he almost dropped the microphone.

──Okja ten years ago appeared in this era, maybe this means that all tragedies have changed?

And Takeshi Yamamoto is willing to pay any price to turn this question mark into a period.