Rise and Fall of Rebirth

Liang Qi'an leaned against the pool, heaved a long sigh, and didn't speak for a long time.

Jian Boyin leaned over and kissed him comfortingly.

Liang Qian slowed down for a while, opened his eyes, and looked at Jian Baiyin.

"What's the matter, why are you looking at me like this?" Jian Baiyin was puzzled.

Liang Qi'an didn't know how to say it, he wanted to say, thank you for being with me at this time, but he felt that he might be laughed at if he said this, and he even felt a little hypocritical, but this was indeed his true thought.

People who are better at self-healing are more afraid of someone they can rely on. Who knows if the King Kong they have cultivated is really flawless. If they lose this person one day, wouldn't they even lose the chance of self-healing?

This thought just passed away, for Liang Qian, the existence of Jian Baiyin gave him an unprecedented feeling.

"Actually, I'm already much better." Liang Qi'an said, "I've been mentally prepared for such a long time, but when things come to an end, the emotional impact will be greater." Interested.

As Jian Boyin guessed, it's not that Liang Qi'an doesn't know his own situation, it's just that he wants to let his emotions go for a while.

Jian Boyin didn't say anything, but the silence at this moment was a kind of understanding.

Liang Qi'an naturally talked to him about his past with Tan Zheng.

Talking about the past inevitably involved things he didn't want to touch, but this time Liang Qi'an didn't keep it secret.

He leaned against the edge of the hot spring and said slowly: "When I was young, Xiaozheng loved building building blocks with me the most. They were not those sold outside, but those made by my father himself. He is very skillful. The building blocks he made were the ones that Qin Zheng and I made Favorite toy."

For the adoptive father, Liang Qi'an has always been more intimately called 'father', while his biological father has been more distantly called.

Liang Qi'an tilted his head slightly: "You asked me before whether my disease was congenital or acquired. In fact, I'm not sure, because my biological father also has such a disease. Maybe it's because the family has such a gene, or maybe the situation has triggered hidden dangers. , he had some symptoms very early. Normally, he would build sandcastles with Xiaozheng, take us to do woodworking, and help his aunt make some exquisite handmade jewelry. What he can do at home will never Let others do it."

Jian Baiyin looked at him quietly.

When people who are usually more gentle can't control themselves, they hurt the people around them even more, just like Liang Qi'an's father.

"Xiaozheng liked to cling to him very much, until one time he happened to have an illness... That time he didn't hurt Xiaozheng, but chose to injure himself."

"Do you still want to talk?" Jian Boyin interrupted him.

Liang Qi'an sneered: "There's nothing you can't say, it's all in the past, didn't you say you should be more calm about the past?"

Jian Boyin nodded slowly.

Liang Qi'an looked calm: "Xiaozheng was frightened that time. He was not in good health, his heart was congenital, and because of that incident, he was admitted to the hospital and took a long time to recover. But he After he was discharged from the hospital, he didn't deliberately hide from his father, and he even told me quietly that he knew that Dad was sick, and we should help him." He raised his eyebrows, "He has always had this kind of personality since he was a child, and he looks like a grown man on the surface. Not much, in fact, everything is very clear in his heart, he has his own set of standards and philosophy of life."

When he really opened his mouth, Liang Qi'an felt that the past was not so untouchable anymore.

"My aunt, that is, Xiaozheng's mother was unwilling to send his father to the hospital. He went in once. When my aunt went to see him, she cried very sadly. She couldn't bear to treat him like that. She was always soft-hearted, and he His illness was not so serious at the beginning, but progressive. During this period, he went to see a doctor, and his aunt accompanied him to try various methods, but he couldn't control himself more and more, and finally he could only Trapped him at home when he got sick."

Speaking of this period of time, Liang Qi'an's mood didn't fluctuate too much, and the ups and downs in the past turned into a calm narrative in Liang Qi'an's mouth.

"The doctor told us that he was still able to think normally when he was sick, and he knew what he was doing, but he couldn't do anything about it, as if there was another person in his body. Periodic depression, periodical irritability, and the rest Time, he is the father that Xiaozheng is familiar with." After breaking out of the confinement, he said a lot in one breath, some about his father, some about Tan Zheng's mother, and more about Tan Zheng.

"Xiaozheng was actually very afraid of me when he first came here, maybe it wasn't because of fear, but because of reverence?" Liang Qi'an laughed, and he didn't know how to describe it, "In front of his parents, he was like a little sparrow, chatting every day. It didn't stop, and the family was a lot more lively because of him, and when he was alone with me, he turned into a quail, and he did what I said, so good and pitiful."

Jian Boyin can almost imagine their childhood state from his description.When Liang Qi'an talked about Qin Zheng, his attitude was very relaxed, and Jian Baiyin almost understood what kind of position Qin Zheng occupied in his past experience.

"After getting to know him better, he became more courageous and would follow me and call him brother. When other children bullied him, he would sue me."

"Did you teach him a lesson?"

"Easy to do." Liang Qi'an nodded, "What's the matter, he is my family after all."

Jian Baiyin understood.

No wonder Tan Zheng's attitude towards Liang Qi'an later, it turned out that he had formed a habit since he was a child.

"After he learned how to pretend to be a tiger, the people in those streets didn't dare to touch him anymore. He didn't know how noisy he was outside, and he thought I didn't know." Liang Qi'an laughed.

"After my father got sick, he liked to stay with me more. At that time, the family environment was not good, and we often went out to do some small business with my aunt, and sometimes my aunt had to go home to take care of the sick. Me and Xiaozheng, he always looked at me carefully, and he would think for a long time if he asked if it hurts, for fear that I would lose his temper."

"It seems that you had a bad temper when you were young."

Liang Qian glanced at Jian Baiyin.

"People with too good a temper are easily bullied."

Jian Boyin nodded, this sentence is the truth.

"After Tan Zheng grew up, his father became sick more often, and he couldn't help but hurt the people around him, but his aunt never left him, but no matter how sick he was, he never touched his aunt or Xiao Zheng. Maybe the doctor said That's right, his consciousness is very clear, he would rather choose self-harm or..." Liang Qian pouted.

Or hurt the one remaining?Jian Boyin thought of the scar on the back of Liang Qi'an's neck that hadn't faded until now.

"You don't need to be so objective, especially in front of me." Jian Baiyin said to Liang Qi'an.

Liang Qi'an showed restraint from the beginning to the end, narrating his father like a bystander, as if all the emotions he had had had disappeared.

Liang Qian never underestimated Jian Baiyin's sensitivity, he raised his lips: "It's nothing, whether he subconsciously hates me, or he just chose the only one who can make a move, it doesn't matter anymore." Liang Qian left half of his body Hot spring, he needs cold wind to calm his brain, "He has worked hard all his life, but unfortunately the situation is not good. The greatest luck in his life is probably meeting his aunt and Xiaozheng. He has worked hard to be a qualified father." He doesn't blame He doesn't expect more.

"Are you afraid of becoming like him?" Jian Baiyin always hit the point.

Liang Qian glanced at him and was happy. Jian Baiyin never knew how to be tactful in front of him, but he still said: "I will never become like him." This is Liang Qian's pride.

"If there is such a day, I will almost lose control of myself."

"What will you do?"

Liang Qi'an raised his lips and smiled, but did not speak.

He's bound to end it all before then.

Jian Boyin can guess Liang Qi'an's answer, but he will not let such a thing happen again.

Liang Qian said: "I won't hurt the people around me like him." He suddenly smiled, "Do you know why I chose you?"

"So there's a reason?" Jian Baiyin glanced at him.

Liang Qi'an laughed loudly: "At the beginning I thought that if you encountered such a thing, you should be able to send me to the hospital, but now I'm not sure." He thought that Jian Baiyin was a rational person, but now rationality is rational, emotionally Instead, he couldn't make up his mind.

Jian Boyin looked at his still-marked body, and said lightly: "Don't worry, if that day comes, you will die in the end."

Liang Qi'an laughed because of his colorful hint, and he sighed: "Jian Boyin, I never thought that one day I would say this to another person." He shrugged, "After all, I will spread everything on another person." In front of a person, naked/naked/naked, there will be no fun in turning pages in the future.”

"Don't worry about it." Jian Boyin reached out and stroked the back of his neck, "Or do you have no confidence in yourself?"

Liang Qian replied to him, 'Do you think it is possible? ' expression.

"What do I look like in your eyes?" He was more interested in this.

"You want to know?"

Liang Qian nodded.

"Then let's go back to the room first."

back to the room?

Think and know what to do.

Liang Qi'an blinked, but it didn't seem like a bad idea.

"Mr. Jian is so excited, it's beyond my expectation." Why didn't he discover that Jian Baiyin had such potential at the beginning?

"Because I found that this kind of thing can also satisfy people's desire to conquer." Jian Baiyin's calm face was a little turbulent, and he smiled slightly, "Isn't it good?"

"Okay, of course, I like it very much." Liang Qi'an loved Jian Baiyin like this to death.

They left the hot spring together and returned to the room, and almost couldn't wait to close the door before they began to pick up each other's clothes and continue the exercise they hadn't enjoyed before.

While panting, Jian Boyin deliberately asked him: "Do you understand now?"

what do you know?

He knew that Liang Qi'an in his eyes was unique.

Liang Qian pressed his neck and kissed him deeply, the empty space was filled little by little, no one could disturb his emotions like Jian Boyin and make him fluctuate.

After it was over, Liang Qian hooked his leg, too lazy to move.

Jian Boyin thought he was sleepy and didn't tease him on purpose.

With half of his face buried in the pillow, the man who looked much more childish called out to him.

"Hello, Jian Boyin."

Jian Boyin opened his eyes and patted him on the back.

"Find a chance for me to treat you better." Liang Qi'an muttered, as if he was just saying it casually.

He just wants to be better to those around him now.

Jian Baiyin laughed sullenly.

"It's fine now," he said.

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Our Jane is always a big sweetie!

I wanted to write more, but it really feels appropriate to end here!So let's put down a chapter of the career line and come back again!