Dressed as school grass, white moonlight

The situation in front of him, to be precise, was a fresh wound on the big gangster's arm, which Wen Yang had never expected.

It has been bandaged, and there are still a pair of extremely symmetrical bows on both arms. The bleeding inside probably hasn't completely stopped, and a little bit of redness can be seen seeping out.

Suddenly I remembered that the first day I saw the big hooligan, he also looked like this.

But the difference from that time is that there is no sarcasm in Wen Yang's mood now, nor is there the usual excitement when seeing wounds and blood to stimulate the blood, some are just distressed.

It's a physical pain, the kind of heart-thumping pain.

Wen Yang raised his hand and pressed his chest, but couldn't help but bend over and squat down.

"Little friend!" Shao Ning panicked immediately, and put aside all the complicated thoughts when he saw Wen Yang standing behind him for the first time, stepped over in two steps, and squatted down together, the worry in his voice was so strong It can be turned into substance soon, "Where is the discomfort? I will carry you to find Shen Yao!"

As he said that, he didn't care that his two arms couldn't use any strength at all, and reached out to hug Wen Yang.

"No need." Wen Yang raised his hand and gently grabbed one of Shao Ning's wrists. After a while, he said again, "I'm fine."

Shao Ning didn't dare to move any more, and knelt on one knee on the ground in a somewhat awkward position, firmly hugging the child.

After leaning against Shao Ning for a while, Wen Yang slowly recovered, supported his shoulders to borrow strength to stand up, but as soon as he stood up, his eyes darkened, Wen Yang's feet wobbled, and he fell back into Shao Ning's embrace inside.

"No," Shao Ning frowned, and said firmly, "I still have to go to Shen Yao."

"It's really not necessary," Wen Yang wanted to get up this time without being aggressive, and leaned on him to speak softly, "I just have hypoglycemia, so take it easy."

Wen Yang really didn't lie this time.

He just looked a little serious, but in fact it was nothing serious, it was just that his physical strength was exhausted by playing basketball this afternoon, and then his mood fluctuated too much, and his body began to protest.

Seeing that the child was able to speak, and his face was not as pale as before, Shao Ning heaved a sigh of relief, sat on the ground with his arms around him, and looked at the little lollipop who was still tightly held by the child and was still dizzy. Stick, the corner of the mouth bent, "Low blood sugar? Didn't you just eat sugar?"

Wen Yang followed Shao Ning's line of sight and looked over, his pale face turned blood instantly.

"I" Wen Yang lowered his head and muttered softly, "I was going to throw it, but I saw you"

When I saw you, I forgot everything.

Hearing what Wen Yang was saying, the corners of Shao Ning's mouth curled up even higher, "It's just right not to throw it away, trade the old for the new, do you want it?"

Wen Yang didn't quite understand what Shao Ning meant, and looked up at him suspiciously.

"Close your eyes and count to three." Shao Ning raised a hand and gently covered Wen Yang's eyes.

Probably because of bleeding a lot before, the rogue's hand was still a little cold, but it was very comfortable to cover his eyes, Wen Yang's eyelashes trembled, he closed his eyes obediently, and counted to three in a low voice, "One, Two, three."

"Okay." Shao Ning moved his hand away and spread the palm of the other hand.

Wen Yang opened his eyes, and what he saw was the lollipops spread out by the gangster, with all kinds of flavors.

"One old lollipop," Shao Ning said with a smile, "for ten new lollipops, kid, is this a good deal?"

Wen Yang obviously had never played with anyone like this before, he blinked his eyes in novelty, and nodded vigorously.

As soon as the child became obedient, Shao Ning couldn't stand it anymore. He pretended to cough before turning around, picked out a coffee-flavored root, peeled it off and fed it into the child's mouth, and then swallowed the rest all at once. In the child's pocket.

After eating the candy again, Wen Yang completely recovered, blushed and sat up straight from Shao Ning's body, his eyes couldn't help but fall on his injury again.

Just as Shao Ning was about to speak, he noticed what the kid was looking at, and he froze.

The complicated emotions when I found that the child suddenly appeared behind me came back in an instant.

The problem is still the problem, it's not that the kid got dizzy, he joked a few words, and it didn't exist.

Whether Wen Yang heard what he said to Hua Yi at that time is not important now.

Even if they didn't hear it at the time, they would still be together for such a long time in the future. Wen Yang would know sooner or later that he had serious psychological problems.

At that time, what will Wen Yang think of him?

Anxiety and uneasiness arose in an instant, Shao Ning opened his mouth, but found that he didn't know what to say, and saw Wen Yang move suddenly.

The child's expression was indifferent, and he was still chewing the candy in his mouth, but without any hesitation in his hand, he used the end of the lollipop stick to cut the skin on his arm neatly.

The movement was too fast, and Shao Ning sat beside him without stopping. When he reacted, the child's arm had already started to ooze blood.

"What are you doing!" Shao Ning's voice was trembling, he touched himself twice, only to realize that the napkins had been used up before, and he was about to tear off the gauze bandages on his arms in a panic .

However, Wen Yang didn't seem to feel any pain at all, he pressed Shao Ning's hand, raised his head slightly, looked at him almost stubbornly, and called out in a low voice, "Brother."

Fuck, the kid might have been sent by the heavens to specialize in bombing him.

Shao Ning closed his eyes and restrained himself with a "hmm".

"Brother," Wen Yang called again, raised his eyebrows and approached him, "Do you think I'm a monster?"

The fireworks above his head went out in an instant, Shao Ning only felt a sharp pain in his heart, and replied without hesitation, "How could it be? How could I feel that way?"

"But I am," Wen Yang rolled his eyes and smiled harmlessly, but his tone was extremely harsh, "I am a monster, I will self-mutilate, I like to see the picture of the skin being cut open and bleeding out, I will feel excited "

Every time Wen Yang said something, Shao Ning felt his heart ache even more, as if someone was holding a dagger in his heart, pushing it in inch by inch.

"You want to say that," Shao Ning took a deep breath, trying to slow down his tone, "Then I am also a monster, and I will also harm myself. I see things that have to be symmetrical. If only one side is injured, I must draw a symmetrical line on the other side." Yes, otherwise you will feel uncomfortable.”

In fact, being uncomfortable all over the body is mild, and the real situation is far worse than being uncomfortable.

If it is asymmetrical, if he does not make the cut, he will be like a drug addict, trapped in endless anxiety and irritability, have difficulty concentrating, cannot live a normal life at all, and even feel

"I must say "goodbye" every day before we leave," the child's voice suddenly rang clearly in my ears, "Is it also because of this?"

Shao Ning snapped back to his senses, looked at the child, and after a while, nodded in resignation.

The kid is far more sensitive than he thought, but with just a few words, he can easily associate two seemingly unrelated things together.

"Yes," Shao Ning took a deep breath, and still told the most truthful situation, "It's all because of this, because of obsessive-compulsive disorder, I know it's wrong, it's morbid, but at that moment, I feel that way, If I don't cut that knife, if I don't say "goodbye" to you before we part, there are many, many meaningless little things, if I don't do that, I will feel that I will never see you again. "

Obsessive-compulsive disorder is not just what most people think, it's just a meticulous life, like cleaning the room twice more, washing hands twice before eating, and it's over. It's just a very shallow tip of the iceberg that can be seen by others .

More things that cannot be seen by others, hidden in the dark, are the real tormentors.

Its influence on Shao Ning is far greater than what others imagined.

Some people say that severe obsessive-compulsive disorder will evoke the deepest fear in people's hearts, and when it occurs, it will amplify this fear tenfold.

As far as Shao Ning is concerned, it was fine before Wen Yang appeared, he was already lost after all, but Wen Yang appeared again, lost and found again, Shao Ning was always afraid in his heart, everything in front of him was just a dream, And when he wakes up from the dream, he will have nothing.

Wen Yang can be his medicine, but at the same time, Wen Yang can also be the thread that triggers his explosion, the lever that moves his planet.

There is a saying that "everything is difficult at the beginning", Shao Ning has a deep understanding of this saying at this time.

I didn't dare to say anything at first, but once I started, I felt that I was not afraid suddenly.

Speak out, everything that is true, and then give Wen Yang the right to choose.

"I know that such thoughts are groundless, but at the time, the more I told myself not to think like this, the clearer those thoughts became, and they occupied all my thoughts so clearly that I couldn't do anything else except that one thing. Nothing can be done."

Shao Ning kept his head down and didn't look at Wen Yang. After finishing speaking in one breath, he took a deep breath and raised his head. Like a prisoner waiting for the final sentence, he asked the last sentence, "Look, am I ridiculous?"

Wen Yang looked at Shao Ning, but didn't answer immediately, until he watched the light in his eyes dim inch by inch, then suddenly smiled, and said seriously, "Yes, it's ridiculous, just like me."

"So," Wen Yang stretched out his hand and lightly poked Shao Ning's gauze-wrapped arm, "You're a big monster, I'm a little monster, we're the same."

Shao Ning was stunned for two seconds, then his eyes lit up again.

Wen Yang has always been the kind of person who can reassure him when he is uneasy or afraid, using his own, simple and brutal way that is almost extreme.

Instead of saying "I'm not afraid" or "I don't despise you" in vain, but without hesitation to tear off his disguise, and spread out the naked self who is real enough to see flesh and blood in front of his eyes.

Obviously he was also in pain, but he still smiled and waved to him as if nothing had happened, and said, "Look, we are the same kind."

This is Wen Yang's exclusive tenderness, how fortunate he got it and understands it.

Probably because he stayed in a daze for a while, and when he raised his head again, the kid had already gone quite far.

Shao Ning hurriedly got up and took big strides to catch up, his mind was still a little on the line, and he asked, "Where are we going now? This is not the way back to the classroom..."

"This is the way to the infirmary." Wen Yang paused, raised his bleeding arm and held it in front of Shao Ning, making a rare joke, "If you don't bandage the little monster, you might turn into a The little red monster."

Shao Ning: "..."

Cheng, the kid is indeed a cool guy, the jokes are so cool

After imagining the child whose whole body turned red, Shao Ning couldn't help but burst out laughing.

The kid walked ahead with his shoulders tensed, and the corners of his mouth slightly curled up.

When he was about to reach the downstairs of the infirmary, Wen Yang suddenly stopped, turned his head to look at Shao Ning seriously, and frowned, "Did we forget something?"

"Huh?" Shao Ning was still happy with himself, and didn't realize what Wen Yang was asking, "What did you forget? Did you leave something?"

"It's not a thing." Wen Yang's eyebrows were still furrowed, "I just suddenly remembered that when I first arrived at the playground, I saw two people."

Later, I don't know when, there is only one big hooligan left

"Ah..." Shao Ning was confused for two seconds, and suddenly held his forehead and laughed, "You said Hua Yi, he probably went to Shen Yao first, after all, he is a mature lamp."

There was only a d sound in the word "lamp", Shao Ning immediately woke up, bit the tip of his tongue and turned his mouth, "The mature student Hua has long learned to leave by himself"

Wen Yang stared at Shao Ning with rounded eyes for two seconds, and then laughed.

After entering the building, when going up the stairs together, Wen Yang found that Shao Ning was like a child, counting the steps while going up.

Looking at the novelty, Wen Yang turned his head and asked him, "So you?"

"So I counted." Knowing what the kid wanted to ask, Shao Ning stopped and interrupted him, "But I didn't dare to let you hear it."

Before today, Shao Ning never thought that one day he would be able to expose his strange habits so frankly in front of Wen Yang. Even if he thought about it, he thought it would be a long, long time later, but he never thought that this day would come so unexpectedly. But it seems so logical again.

Wen Yang froze for a moment, didn't speak, then turned around and continued walking up.

Shao Ning was in a good mood, and didn't care whether Wen Yang answered or not, and then told him, "Before going up, you have to judge whether it is an odd number or an even number. The left leg is first for odd numbers, and the right leg is for even numbers."

Wen Yang had been listening to him chanting to the top level, then suddenly turned his head, clutched his cuffs and said, "From now on, from now on, let me hear it."

"Ah," Shao Ning paused, pressed his heart that was about to fly out, and replied calmly, "Okay, I'll let you hear everything."

When he arrived at the infirmary, he saw the mature classmate Hua slumped on the sofa. When he saw the two of them coming in, Hua Yi squinted at them, and his tone was resentful like a little grieving woman who was alone in her boudoir, "Aiyo Young Master Tang, I'm really touched that you still think of me."

Shao Ning raised his hand and touched his nose, he was not ashamed to tell the truth, he came to the infirmary not because he remembered Hua Yi, but because he accompanied the child to bandage the wound

But he is embarrassed, someone is embarrassed.

Wen Yang blinked extra honestly, and shook his arm, "He didn't think of you, I was hurt."

"Your uncle A Tang Yun!" Hua Yi jumped up from the sofa and hooked Shao Ning's neck and shouted, "I'm angry! I can't be coaxed!"

"Don't make trouble, don't make trouble," Shao Ning slapped his hands away, "You're not my date, why should I coax you?"

"Breakdown for 3 minutes!" Hua Yi let go of Shao Ning, folded his arms and put on a proud face.

"Okay, don't be angry," Shao Ning smiled and took out a cantaloupe-flavored cigarette from his pocket and stuffed it into Hua Yi's hand, "Apologize to Young Master Hua."

"Cut," Hua Yi quickly put the cigarettes into his pocket, still talking nonsense, "Am I the one who can be bought with just a pack of cigarettes? I'm sorry, I am!"

Shen Yao couldn't see these two people playing tricks, pulled Wen Yang over, frowned and asked him, "Why are you injured too? You formed a team after every injury?"

Wen Yang pursed his lips and said nothing.

Seeing his expression, Shen Yao guessed that there must be something hard to say, and without asking any further questions, he took the hydrogen peroxide and began to disinfect his wound.

The two naive ghosts over there were finally poor enough, Hua Yi straightened his face, put his fist to his lips and coughed twice, "I've asked, the gym student who stabbed you with his hand has no grudge against us, he's just a stab Don't be afraid of big things, Zhou Kai's grandson came here to help."

When Hua Yi talked about serious matters, his speech speed would speed up, and everyone's attention was focused on it, so no one noticed that when he said the words "strike you with a finger", Wen Yang suddenly tensed up. tense look.

"I guessed it." Shao Ning looked at Shen Yao applying the medicine to stop the bleeding on Wen Yang, his tone sounded casual, but it was inexplicably cold, "Sure enough, for some people, a soft heart will become a disaster."

Shao Ning was really grateful for being able to regain his life and see the people he cared about again, and gradually began to believe in karma, and because of gratitude, and because of believing in karma, he has been living for the past two years He is very self-cultivating, relaxes himself as much as possible, lives like a real ordinary high school student, and restrains the thunderous methods used in the mall.

So what happened to Zhou Kai, he didn't hit him with a stick so that he couldn't turn over as before, but he did what most ordinary high school boys would do first, beat him hard, and then use With a little trick, he was expelled from the student union.

"I really planned to let him go," Shao Ning stepped forward after Shen Yao wrapped the gauze, and wrapped Wen Yang's bandage and tied a bow with his own hands. His tone was still cold, but his hands were extremely gentle. "But now It looks like he doesn't want to be let off."

"Zhou Kai," Wen Yang, who had been silent all this time, suddenly said, "Did you know someone from my old school?"

Before Shao Ning could answer, Hua Yi said "Fuck me", "You are very sensitive, kid, how do you know that?"

Wen Yang looked at him with a sullen face, refusing to answer such a mentally handicapped question.

Zhou Kai made trouble again and again. If he just changed the wrong school uniform for him at the beginning, it wouldn't explain anything, but then he deliberately took away his history homework, and now he has such a big hostility towards him, it's very likely. Explain the problem.

Shao Ning Hua Yi may not know that clearly, but he is too clear, too clear about what Zhou Kai did for this seemingly innocuous little prank, and what he is laying the groundwork for.

If there is no history homework, there is a high probability that parents will be invited. If he hadn't finished it hungry at that time, if the big gangster hadn't written for him to find a place for him, he would have been invited by parents long ago.

what will happen after that

Afterwards, the history teacher, maybe more other teachers and even the students in the class and the students in other classes will all know that the new transfer student from Class [-] has no parents, no mother, no one to care about.

Transferring to another school in the third year of high school is already very bad for integrating into the group. If he is labeled as having no parents and no mother to bully, he, to be precise, is Song Ci, and it won't take long for him to fall back to following Same situation as school.

But Zhou Kai wasn't supposed to know about this. If he knew, it meant that he knew people from Song Ci's original school, or that he had reached some kind of deal.

But the result?

The result was that the transaction failed. What Song Ci’s original school expected did not happen. They might have vented their anger on Zhou Kai, or they might not have paid Zhou Kai. In short, Zhou Kai was absolutely useless there. He got some benefits, but in the end, Shao Ning and the others beat him up again, and even lost his position in the student union. So many things combined, Zhou Kai was also angry.

But this kind of person is like this, he won't be angry with himself for doing so many things that shouldn't be done, and will only trace all his faults to Wen Yang or Shao Ning.

Therefore, Wen Yang knew better than anyone else how Shao Ning suffered that knife and for whom.

But he won't say it, he will only use his own way, clumsily, little by little, to repay the kindness.

There was basically no suspense about what happened afterwards. A week later, Zhou Kai and the sports student who stabbed Shao Ning were both expelled from the school for deliberately hurting someone. The reason was clear and the evidence was sufficient. Zhou Kai and the sports student conspired During the lunch break, the voice of the two was broadcast by the loudspeakers of the whole school, and the punishment of the two was also posted in a particularly conspicuous position at the entrance of the teaching building.

That day happened to be another Friday, and the thirteenth class stood in a group at the door of the teaching building to read the big-character posters.

Sun Juntao clapped his hands, "Good job! How dare you intentionally hurt us Tang Shen and Xiao Song with that thing, this kind of person doesn't deserve to be in our school!"

"That's right!" Li Yushan slapped the basketball hard, "This kind of person is still a sports student, what a fucking embarrassment to sports!"

"People like them," Li Xingyu nodded vigorously, "Who dares to ask any school!"

"This kind of bastard," Qian Shu frowned and pushed his glasses, "It's extremely dirty and capable!"

Wen Yang had just returned from having lunch with Shaoning Hua Yi, when he heard this individual's indignant remarks, he wanted to laugh and felt warm at the same time.

After thinking about it, after so long, the kindness he has received is not only from the big gangster alone, the group in front of him, including Hua Yi, Shen Yao, and even Teacher Sparrow, have helped him a lot, and they are all very good. good person.

After hesitating for a moment, Wen Yang decided to invite everyone to have a meal together to express his gratitude.

But he never speaks soft words. When others simply say "I invite you to dinner tonight", it seems that it is extremely difficult to come to him, and it is rare that he can't open his mouth.

But since he is determined to ask, no matter how difficult it is, he has to ask.

then

A group of boys who had just finished the criticism｜fighting meeting with great interest watched one of the male protagonists who were bullied in the story just now appear in front of them with a particularly serious and imposing manner, and said to them He said, "Don't leave after school tonight!"

The author has something to say: here we come!

There are reference psychological books about obsessive-compulsive disorder, and a small part serves the plot.

The next chapter will be at 0:9 tomorrow night, and the daily update will resume at [-]:[-] p.m. from next week!

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