Amanda dried herself carefully, opened her closet, faced with a closet of cold-colored clothes, she pulled her purple lips from the cold water to sneer, this action was not very successful, but in the end it only affected He lowered the corner of his mouth.

Not a successful start, Amanda thought.

Perhaps it was this thought that gave Amanda endless motivation. She picked out a suit of clothes to change, and then dried her hair.Looking at the woman in the mirror, her expression gradually changed back to a docile and well-behaved look. Her fair neck was raised, her blood vessels were clearly visible, and her eyelashes trembled slightly, which reminded Amanda of a lamb waiting to be slaughtered. It was obvious who the hunter was.

Amanda began to put on makeup for herself, and when she habitually chose the makeup she liked in the past, she realized the difference in the next moment.Amanda has really split herself into two parts, the Amanda of the past and who she thinks she is now without the memories of Amanda of the past.

In this way, Amanda can still pretend that she is still arranged by the system, just like in the past few worlds.If you want to deceive the world, you have to put on the same expression as the world. Amanda blinked again, and now she looked like a pure flower, not a poisonous snake under the flower.

Stayed at the Hill House until the afternoon, during which Hannibal called from his office, briefly caring, and after learning that Amanda didn't recall anything in the familiar environment, he comforted her that there was no need to worry too much. Push yourself, and don't put too much pressure on yourself.Finally, Hannibal mentioned that he could come and fetch her back to his house.

Amanda's eyes fell on the documents she found from under the bed again. It contained not only the information on Hannibal Lecter, but also his relatives, although everyone knew that Dr. Lecter was a loner.The page Amanda was reading belonged to Hannibal Lecter's only sister, Misha, who sadly died at the age of three.Amanda looked away, and said "uh": "Will you pick me up from school? Thank you, Uncle Lecter." She said the last sentence deliberately holding her throat.

Hannibal's deep laughter came through the receiver, and he said: "As your psychiatrist, I have reason to suspect that your mental age is only three years old, but what's going on? Obviously Doctor Lawrence told me that you are just Amnesia."

It's not that her brain is broken, Amanda heard the subtext, she snorted coldly, "I'm going to ask Hannibal you."

"Then I should say I'm sorry?" Hannibal said kindly, with a bit of pampering and connivance, which made people addicted, but who would have known that when Hannibal on the other end of the call spoke in such a tone, What exactly is on my mind.To Hannibal Lecter, it's certainly just a mask he puts on, and he's always been good at it, hasn't he?

Amanda said very generously: "I accept your apology." She added half-truthfully, "Don't offend anyone and don't offend the person who prepares the food for you."

He also said the time to pick her up, and the two of them ended their not-so-short conversation.

Amanda stared at the phone screen in a daze for a while, the group of memories that she wanted to forget deliberately seemed to have found a gap, and began to invade her memory palace that had been destroyed once.

It's just that Amanda was prepared this time. She chose to find out the "memory key" document again, not because she chose not to back down.

Seriously, Amanda doubted her whole life again, the fucking life.Forgive her for swearing, if someone like her has experienced the upheaval of her entire life in just one day, she is not crazy and is not far from crazy, but she is just a split personality.

In addition, Amanda knew from the beginning that the world she experienced was the work of others, but she also knew that they were all real and emotionally endowed.Now it's even more interesting. She herself is in the same situation. Amanda really wants to comfort herself with the theory of parallel universes, but now she is facing more coincidences and still doubts the new memories she is receiving now. Was it fabricated by the system or something?

There is no other reason, but her original life is too much like being deliberately arranged-Hannibal Lecter had a sister who died at the age of three, and he was 12 years older than his sister .Amanda Hill had a brother, also 12 years her senior, who died in a car accident when she was three, along with her parents; Hannibal Lecter had a former guardian, his uncle's wife, and Amanda Hill's guardian is her uncle; they are also the Hopkins University Department of Medicine...

Do you feel that the life trajectory of the two of them is full of too many incredible coincidences?

It is believed that Hannibal Lecter discovered this earlier, perhaps dating back to when he became Amanda Hill's psychiatrist, which was already five years ago.

Five years ago, Amanda Hill had autism under the cover of ptsd, and she had social barriers. Maybe this made her seem out of place, had no friends, walked alone, and was immersed in her own world, but I really want to say This is nothing, after all, she lives comfortably in the world she created.

But look at what happened five years later.

In that short half minute of brain hypoxia, Amanda Hill's brain was out of reality, and then there was a brand new Amanda Hill.A young and promising elite lawyer living in New York, she did not hide her autism under post-traumatic disorder, nor did she have social barriers, and she even had an unexpected boyfriend.Later, a so-called system was added, so she had a wonderful experience.

Hehe, it's only half a minute.

Why does her newborn Amanda Hill have to return to the original world at the end?

Are you resentful?Resentment was manipulated by Hannibal Lecter into an excessive dependence on him, which then became a pathological dependence, and the pathological dependence eventually reflected in the body when the truth was discovered - Amanda Hill, who never had a heart problem, had a heart attack.

Or are you unwilling?Love for nothing.

If it's the latter, then I'm really sorry, because now Amanda has no other ideas except to get revenge.Even if to some extent, Amanda should thank them, yes, they here refer to the former Amanda Hill and Hannibal Lecter, if not for them, how could she appear.

But on the other hand, if it wasn't for them, how could she come back.This is really a contradictory statement, Amanda smiled, and her overly pale face was stained with a sick flush.

……

Hannibal came to pick up Amanda. When he saw Amanda walking downstairs, he was dazed for a moment. She looked like her in the past. In her own world, she kept aloof from the whole world and was indifferent. It makes people want to break the shell she used to wrap herself, and let her experience this great world!

But soon that feeling disappeared, Amanda turned her gaze, and the sense of isolation was broken in an instant, "Hannibal, you are here." In this way, it was like a silent pool The lake water was injected with living water in an instant, and it began to come alive.

Does memory loss really make a completely different person?For such a subject, Hannibal felt that he could continue to observe.With such thoughts, Hannibal showed a usual smile to Amanda who was walking towards him, and Amanda greeted him with the same smile.

This pair of men and women have equal control in putting on the mask of camouflage.

…The consequence of taking cold showers for two consecutive days was that she had a high fever that night. The observant Hannibal first noticed something was wrong with her. He pulled Amanda to sit on the sofa, and touched her with the back of his hand naturally and affectionately. Touch Amanda's forehead.

The relaxed and comfortable expression on his face disappeared, and was replaced by solemnity. Amanda blinked blankly: "What's wrong?"

Hannibal took her temperature and said sternly, "You have a fever!"

"I'm not going to the hospital!" Amanda said eagerly, Hannibal's face softened, "I didn't say I would take you to the hospital, now go to bed and I'll get you some medicine, okay?" Now that Amanda's mental age is not up to the standard, Hannibal really wants to treat her like a child. At the same time, he is a considerate man who makes people unconsciously addicted. No one can refuse, especially when he is sick. It will be more fragile than usual.

Amanda really felt that she was having a fever. There was a volcano waiting to explode in her mind, which made her feel unspeakably uncomfortable. She tried to hold her eyelids to keep them from closing, but then it really It was too heavy, and Amanda couldn't bear it anymore, so she closed her eyes and passed out.

Amanda was dreaming, and she knew she was dreaming, as she watched her parents and her brother's car get hit by an oncoming truck.The reason why she knew she was dreaming was because she was standing in the middle of the road, and the overturned car fell in front of her, and there was a three-year-old her in the car.

Amanda wanted to step over, but a high-speed car ran straight towards her. Amanda wanted to move away, but she couldn't dodge at all!

"Amanda? Amanda?" The deep voice came in as if it split the entire space. It was a voice that Amanda could never forget...

"Huhu——" Amanda woke up from the nightmare, her breathing was not smooth, she felt that she was embraced in a warm and dry embrace, although this embrace made her feel chills all over her body, even her spine They were clamoring and trembling, but in the end she just bit her lower lip and listened to herself who was hugged into such a bosom and said in a trembling and broken voice: "My parents and my brother died in a car accident. Right? I saw pictures of them in my house, I dreamed they were bleeding a lot and I was there, right? Why?"

Ha ah, are they don't you know very well?Why didn't you also die in that tragic car accident?Why are you the only one left to face this chilling world?

Amanda delivered the most vicious judgment yet, even though she was well aware that the "you" she was talking about was Amanda Hill herself.

"Shhh, I'm here, I'm here." Hannibal touched a place hidden in the deepest part of the memory palace for the "brother" in Amanda's mouth. After he first learned of Amanda Hill's life experience Just thinking, if his Misha had survived back then, would he have grown up to look like Amanda Hill without his elder brother by his side?

Hannibal was curious at first, as an excellent psychiatrist, he naturally knew his psychology very well, it was nothing more than a kind of empathy, and he was so boring at the time.Under the consideration of comprehensive factors, he showed connivance to Amanda Hill beyond the doctor-patient relationship, and the extent of the excess is so unbelievable today.

After all, Hannibal not only allowed Amanda Hill to enter his home and shared part of his private space, but even after realizing that Amanda Hill had developed an excessive and even pathological dependence on him, he did not impose any restrictions on him. Prevent.Of course, Hannibal cannot deny that in the process of excessive and even pathological dependence, he contributed to it, and even he was the pusher.

It's a pity that his skills are not perfect enough to reshape Amanda Hill's personality in the direction he envisioned his sister Misha should be, and after realizing this, Hannibal suddenly felt interested all lost.After that, Amanda Hill was like a chicken rib to him, tasteless to eat and a pity to throw away.

Until she lost her memory, until she called "brother" in her nightmare, and now with Amanda's trembling, Hannibal seemed to be in that afternoon, he accompanied Misha around the fountain in the courtyard, which made Hannibal There was a throbbing in his heart, and he almost wanted to sigh in satisfaction.

If I had known...

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