I really want to be a good person!

At eight o'clock in the morning, Nian Zhifei was awakened by loud voices outside the room.He touched the watch on the bedside table, glanced at it, and sighed sleepily.

Nian Zhifei was led back to his ward by the nurse who came to work early this morning. He had just slept for two hours, and his bones were still moaning.What's the matter?

Wrapping himself in the quilt and counting to ten, Nian Zhifei lifted the thin quilt vigorously, opened the door and went out. "Hospital ward, can you please be quiet? Are you letting people sleep?"

As soon as he finished speaking, the three white coats and a family member of the patient in the corridor all turned to look at him.

"Know...know what's wrong?" Yun Xiangguang, a family member of the patient with red eyes, looked at him in bewilderment, "Why are you here?"

Seeing Yun Xiangguang, Nian Zhifei felt guilty for a while, and immediately became honest.He pointed to the door, and whispered: "I live in this room, yesterday I was in the same group as Team Qi."

Speaking of Qi Yaohui, Yun Xiangguang's eyes became hot again. "He had such a big accident, I only know now..."

Nian Zhifei choked again, and it took a while to repeat to Yun Xiangguang what the nurse had just told him this morning. "The team's condition has stabilized, and they can be discharged after staying in the hospital for observation for two more days. Don't worry too much."

Seeing Nian Zhifei chatting with Yun Xiangguang, the two nurses and a doctor who were blocking Yun Xiangguang were all relieved.The doctor hurriedly pointed at Nian Zhifei and said to Yun Xiangguang: "Sir, the patient's pheromone level is not completely stable now, so he must be isolated. You really can't go in. That gentleman was sent here with the patient yesterday. He knows everything about the situation, and he also contributed a lot to the initial treatment of the patient, so if you have any questions, just ask him."

After speaking, the doctor gave the nurse another wink.Two nurses who had just come out of Qi Yaohui's ward quickly locked the door and quietly left the scene.

Good guy!Last night, the alpha police officer had a big explosion of pheromone, the male alpha that even the nurses in the hospital were looking for.The situation is not stable yet, and the family member of the patient who is obviously an Omega is about to barge in. Isn't this looking for rape?

The doctor gave Yun Xiangguang a weird look, and then fled away.

The three white coats oiled the soles of their feet one after another, and Nian Zhifei scratched his hair in distress, so he had to suggest: "How about...you come to my ward for a while?"

Yun Xiangguang hurried to the hospital after receiving the news, but he didn't see Qi Yaohui waking up, so he was unwilling to leave easily, so he nodded immediately.

As soon as the two of them stepped into Nian Zhifei's ward, Yun Xiangguang's tears fell.

"What the hell is going on?! I just got up today when I received the news, Yaohui...Yaohui, he..." He choked up and sniffed, shaking his head and moaning. "Why is God so cruel to Yaohui! What's the matter, why can't it be directed at me?"

Nian Zhifei didn't know what Yun Xiangguang had heard, but he felt that he seemed to have the responsibility to explain it to Qi Yaohui. "Qi team, he's... alright! He can't say he's fine, but his pheromone shouldn't be damaged too much, and it won't affect his future life. Uh...you understand?"

Indeed, unlike the Miss Cen who recruited in the bar, although Qi Yaohui inhaled far more "mango ice" than Miss Cen, but because of the timely treatment, the sequelae will be much milder than Miss Cen.Of course, the pain in the treatment process is still inevitable.

However, Yun Xiangguang still couldn't stop crying, and said distressedly: "How much he must be hurt..."

This, Nian Zhifei had nothing to say, so he could only silently accompany Yun Xiangguang, waiting for him to finish crying.

Yun Xiangguang buried his head in tears for a while, and finally vented the fear in his heart completely.He took the tissue from Nian Zhifei to wipe away his tears, and suddenly held Nian Zhifei's hand. "Zhifei, I have one thing to ask you."

"You and I don't need to say this word. If you have anything to say, you can help me." Nian Zhifei promised earnestly.

"Help me persuade Yaohui to resign!" Yun Xiangguang looked into Nian Zhifei's eyes and said urgently.

"Ah?!" Nian Zhifei stared at Yun Xiangguang dumbfounded, not understanding what he meant for a long time. "Why...why?"

"It's too dangerous!" Yun Xiangguang exclaimed with lingering fear, "I got drugged all over this time, what about next time?"

Being a police officer is inherently dangerous!Nian Zhifei muttered a sentence in his heart, pretending to be relaxed and replied: "Next time? Just be more careful next time."

Unexpectedly, Yun Xiangguang glanced at him resentfully, and said quietly: "You speak so lightly!"

Nian Zhifei choked again, he was silent for a while before carefully persuading: "Xiaoguang, I know you are worried about Qi Yaohui. But you should also consider his thoughts more."

This was the first time that Nian Zhifei would persuade him to consider Qi Yaohui's idea.Yun Xiangguang couldn't help but glance at Nian Zhifei sensitively, and said coldly, "I don't know Yaohui's thoughts, do you know?"

Nian Zhifei closed his eyes silently, suppressing his irritability. "I really don't understand your relationship. All I know is that Qi Yaohui chose to be a policeman, working overtime and going through life and death, but never thought of taking a step back. He really loves the police profession."

"That's not love at all! It's torture, redemption, and self-torture!" Yun Xiangguang screamed uncontrollably.

Nian Zhifei was startled by the sudden roar, and leaned back slightly.

Yun Xiangguang stood up with a gloomy face, pacing back and forth, chattering endlessly. "He is, he is... can't forget that person. It's for him to be a policeman, it's for him to go to the border, it's for him not to fall in love!

"He is in his 30s and has nothing but work and training. He has no private life, no hobbies, and he doesn't even have a good home! Zhifei, have you seen what his home looks like? Except for a bed, a table, a cabinet, and a refrigerator , nothing, even the sofa was bought by Aunt Qi online for him when he moved. He has been in Haicheng for three years, and the kitchen is still brand new.

"Is this the life of a human being? Is this the life a living person should live? He is abusing himself, he is deliberately not letting himself have a good life, thinking that this is suffering with him. Now that he is dead, he I have to bury myself with him! Zhifei, this is not love at all, it is suicide!"

No, he still talked about love.Nian Zhifei thought with a little guilty conscience.Moreover, the person who really wants to seek death is definitely not Qi Yaohui's current state.

"The situation is not as serious as you think, is it?" Nian Zhifei said cautiously, "I don't think Qi Yaohui is the kind of person who pays much attention to material comfort..."

Unexpectedly, before he finished speaking, Yun Xiangguang suddenly gave him a strange look, and said with a sneer, "It seems that I was looking for you in the wrong way today. I thought that Yaohui saved you, and you would be grateful. will help me."

Nian Zhifei let out a long sigh, stared at Yun Xiangguang sharply, and asked clearly, "Xiao Guang, are you blaming me?"

Yun Xiangguang narrowed his eyes, and the eyes filled with tears instantly.

"Qi Yaohui saved me, and I am very grateful. But Xiaoguang, you have to understand that we were working last night. If Qi Yaohui was in danger, I would also go to save him without hesitation. Qi Yaohui is not threatening I'm not the one who reported it." This time, Nian Zhifei didn't give in because of Yun Xiangguang's tears.It's about Qi Yaohui, Nian Zhifei knows it, he should not give an inch.

"Zhifei, that's not what I meant, I'm not blaming you..." Yun Xiangguang wept to defend himself.

Nian Zhifei just shook his head calmly, not wanting to hear any more excuses or explanations.

"Even if you blame me, it doesn't matter. I just want you to know that no matter how dangerous the police profession is, being a policeman has the dignity and pride of being a policeman. I understand this truth, and Qi Yaohui will not fail to understand it. If you think that Qi Yaohui is only a policeman for someone, then you really look down on him. Xiaoguang, true love is not like this. If you just impose your will on Qi Yaohui's head, but don't respect him himself choice...that's not love."

Yun Xiangguang was already unable to lift his head up because of Nian Zhifei, but after hearing the last two sentences, he laughed again.He looked at Nian Zhifei with strange eyes, and said word by word: "Zhifei, you really don't understand. True love is not as easy and simple as you say. I love Yaohui, so even if he hates me, I love you. I want him too!"

The firm, almost crazy stubbornness in Yun Xiangguang's eyes shocked Nian Zhifei, making him speechless for a long time.His thinking, he admits, is simple.He likes Qi Yaohui so he is with him, no matter what Qi Yaohui wants to do, he is willing to accompany him to the end.Of course he knew it was dangerous to go to the southern province to fight drugs.However, no matter how dangerous it is, it is at most a confession of life, so what is there to be sympathetic to?

But Nian Zhifei also understands that most normal people don't think like him at all, and most normal people don't care about their own lives at all.So, maybe Yun Xiangguang is right?And I thought I was loving Qi Yaohui, but actually I was hurting Qi Yaohui, but I still don't know it?

However, Qi Yaohui scoffed at this statement in front of him. "For me? He knows how to be good for me, just stay away from me. But he will never do it. He is just playing for himself under the banner of me."

It was late at night on the third day Qi Yaohui was admitted to the hospital, and Nian Zhifei came to visit him after finishing his day's work.In fact, Qi Yaohui woke up on the evening of the second day after being admitted to the hospital, and all monitoring equipment was removed and transferred to the general ward.Qi Yaohui, who had been entangled by Yun Xiangguang for a whole day, was obviously in a bad mood when he heard that Nian Zhifei wanted to continue talking about Yun Xiangguang with him.

"He said it was for your own good, not just to make you happy. Maybe some choices make you unhappy in the short term, but in the long run..."

"For example?" But before Nian Zhifei finished speaking, Qi Yaohui interrupted him impatiently.

Nian Zhifei forced himself to look into Qi Yaohui's eyes, and it took him a long time to gather his courage. "Go to the southern province..."

Qi Yaohui was not as angry as Nian Zhifei expected, and of course he didn't angrily reprimand Nian Zhifei for going back on his word. Instead, he reached out to Nian Zhifei.

Nian Zhifei stepped forward obediently, and put his palm into Qi Yaohui's.

"Come up," Qi Yaohui asked in a low voice, tugging Nian Zhifei's arm lightly. "Lie down with me for a while."

Seeing that Qi Yaohui had already vacated half of the bed, Nian Zhifei only hesitated for half a second before lying down beside Qi Yaohui, raising his hand to caress the contours of his eyebrows and eyes.Although Qi Yaohui's pheromone had stabilized, it was still at a high value, so that Nian Zhifei could smell the familiar coffee smell as soon as he lay down.

In the dead of night, only a dim bedside lamp was on in the ward, looking at Qi Yaohui through that light, his face was still pale, he had just gone through an inhuman torture.However, Nian Zhifei knew that his courage and backbone were not broken by this.Qi Yaohui, he is the guardian of this world, anyone can retreat, but he never will.

"Nian Zai, if you don't want to go, or if you're one step closer, you don't want me to go. I will seriously consider it." Qi Yaohui also stretched out his hand and gently stroked Nian Zhifei's cheek, promising in a low voice.

Wrapped in that tender pheromone, Nian Zhifei opened his eyes wide in surprise.It turns out that his light can not only guide his direction, but also soothe his panic. "I'm not afraid of danger, and I don't want you to be unhappy because of me."

"Even this distress didn't make you change your mind?" Qi Yaohui asked softly.

Nian Zhifei buried his head in Qi Yaohui's chest, and after another long silence, he suppressed his voice: "I am really worried and scared. But this is part of the life of a police officer. If you are afraid of this, you can't do it anymore. Be a policeman. I don't know if it's right to go to Southern Province, I just know that if you are not allowed to be a policeman, you will not be happy in your life. "

"What about you? Do you still want to continue to be a policeman?" Qi Yaohui asked with a smile.

"Of course. Why not?" Nian Zhifei raised his head and looked at Qi Yaohui in surprise.

"Aren't you afraid of danger?"

"...Afraid." Nian Zhifei was silent for a long time before giving a sincere answer, "So Yaohui, if this happens again next time, let me stand in front of you."

Nian Zhifei said this in a pleading tone, softly but firmly.

Looking at his eyes as clear as water, Qi Yaohui knew that Nian Zhifei would probably never understand what kind of turbulent waves his words caused in his heart.He couldn't help tightening his arms and hugging Nian Zhifei.Hugging the ground so hard and tightly, as if wishing to melt him into his own flesh and blood, and become one with him.

"Others just want to keep me away from danger once and for all, so that they can feel at ease. But my young cub is different from others, he will protect me from danger." Qi Yaohui whispered, and pressed a kiss on Nian Zhifei's forehead.This kiss was pure and clean, without lust; yet it was tender and affectionate, extremely affectionate.

Nian Zhifei closed his eyes silently, and said in a low voice full of confusion: "But I don't know if it's right for me to do this..."

"Where is the standard answer for love? I just need to like it." Qi Yaohui answered him, smiling so happy, so comfortable, and so proud. "Xiaozi, people are different from each other. Some people like to live and work in peace. You can see what his whole life is like by watching him live for a day.

"But some people... like you, like me, we are different from them, what we like is a colorful life. The life Yun Xiangguang envisioned is not suitable for me, I don't want to look back on my life to be good, I like my present life I like all the dangers I have experienced. In a literary way, I hope that my life is as gorgeous as fireworks, even if it is short. If I have the opportunity to write a memoir in the future, I hope that a few words can make readers I was shocked and startled. This is what I want. Let mediocre people live their mediocre life, I want to be a firework!"

"That's good." Nian Zhifei was relieved now, he put his arms around Qi Yaohui's waist and said every word. "Yaohui, I'm not afraid of anything, as long as you don't regret it."

"If you mean loving you," Qi Yaohui gently lifted Nian Zhifei's chin and whispered softly. "I will never regret it."

As soon as his words fell, the two hugged and kissed tightly, and could never be separated again.