I really want to be a good person!

The blood and cold of the shattered throat seemed to still remain in the body, but the consciousness had gradually returned.Long Xinghe took a sharp breath, coughed and choked, and jumped up from the bed.

"Zhifei! Are you awake?" The smiling face of a strange man came over immediately, "Great! Wenwen, Wenwen! Zhifei is awake!" Before Long Xinghe could react, he ran happily again out.

what's the situation?Long Xinghe looked around in a daze, white walls, strange roommates wearing blue and white striped uniforms...is this a hospital? ...I, am I still dead?He touched his throat again, there was no gauze or any scars.

This is impossible!Long Xinghe struggled to get out of bed, but the strange man just now came in with another strange woman.The girl looked only in her early 20s, and she was not the most beautiful.But her makeup is meticulous, and the matching hairstyle, clothes, jewelry, and purses are very thoughtful. It is obvious that she is a woman who lives extremely delicately.Seeing Long Xinghe wake up, her eyes were flushed, and she cried softly: "Zhifei, how could you treat me like this?"

Do you know what is wrong?Who knows what's wrong?me?is she talking to me

Long Xinghe stared at the other party incredulously, and asked in a hissing voice, "Who are you?"

Who would have thought that this girl named "Wenwen" was even more shocked than Long Xinghe when she heard this, and cried out with tears streaming down her face: "You...are you acting?...Zhifei, I told you Now, we have personality clashes! Why don't you understand?"

"Impossible! This is impossible..." Long Xinghe desperately shook his head as if he had seen a ghost, and quickly got out of bed and strode towards the bathroom.Unexpectedly, just two steps away, the needle inserted in his hand knocked down the infusion stand beside the bed, and blood oozes from the back of his hand instantly.But he didn't seem to feel the pain, he pulled out the needle roughly and rushed to the sink.

In the mirror above the sink was an unfamiliar face.With clear eyebrows, high nose bridge, white lips, very young and handsome...

very scary!

"Impossible, impossible...impossible!" The face in the mirror gradually changed from shock and fear to distorted and crazy, Long Xinghe suddenly shouted loudly, and punched the mirror. "This is impossible! Why?! Why..." The mirror in the bathroom was torn apart, and Long Xinghe's right hand was dripping with blood, but he still punched the mirror like crazy, screaming in despair and pain with.

"I don't know!" Seeing this, the man beside Wenwen rushed forward and hugged Long Xinghe by the waist, trying to drag him out of the bathroom. "Zhifei, what are you doing?! Are you crazy?"

But Long Xinghe turned around abruptly, his bloody hands tightly grasping the opponent's collar. "Where's the boss? ... It's him, it must be him! Isn't it?"

The man was both surprised and bewildered. He felt distressed and disgusted when he noticed that the collar of the newly purchased high-end shirt was soaked in blood. "What... what boss? Zhifei, what are you talking about?"

Long Xinghe stared at the other party for a while, then suddenly laughed. "Fuck!" Before he finished speaking, he punched the opponent in the face again. "Where is the boss? Tell me! Tell me quickly! If you don't tell me, I will kill you! Tell me!"

"Doctor! Doctor, come quickly! Doctor! Help!" Seeing the red-eyed Long Xinghe punching him with punch after punch, Wenwen's eyes were full of tears for a long time Scared out.She didn't dare to go forward, so she could only scream "doctor" in a panic and ran out.

Then, a few men and women in white coats rushed in together, and Long Xinghe didn't have much memory of what happened next.When he woke up again, there was darkness in front of him.The right hand is a little sore, but it should have been bandaged. "...Fake," Long Xinghe closed his eyes tightly after an unknown amount of time, and murmured in a low voice. "Impossible, fake..."

"Feifei, are you awake?" This time it was a gentle female voice.When the lights came on, an old lady in her 70s wearing an elegant cheongsam appeared in front of Long Xinghe.She reached out to caress Long Xinghe's cheek lovingly, and asked softly. "Grandma changed a single room for you, is there any discomfort?"

"You..." The gentle and harmless image of the old lady caused Long Xinghe to temporarily hold back his thorny edge, and he frowned suspiciously at her.Who is it again?

Just at this moment, a little nurse came in with a tray. "Are you awake? Does your hand still hurt? This time you are lucky, you didn't hurt your bones." She came forward to change Long Xinghe's dressing while persuading him. "You frightened your grandma. Look at her. At such an old age, she still wants to accompany you in bed. Are you happy? It's just a broken relationship. What's the big deal? You have to die or live? Let's talk , you haven’t differentiated yet, so who can say what will happen in the future? Be obedient, be good, and think about it.”

Lovelorn?suicide?Long Xinghe remained silent, these two words were too far away from him.But when he saw the little nurse taking out another injection from the tray and injecting it into the medicine bag after changing the medicine, the muscles of his whole body tensed instinctively, and he asked vigilantly, "What did you inject me with?"

The little nurse smiled slightly, and coaxed the child to say: "Sleep well, tomorrow is another day."

The ingredients of the sleeping pill were quickly absorbed by his new body, and not long after, Long Xinghe fell into a drowsy sleep again.This time, he had a very long dream, a dream about "Nian Zhifei".

23-year-old Nian Zhifei just graduated from university this year, his parents died young, and his grandmother raised him and his elder brother Nian Zhifei.Grandma is a university professor. She is knowledgeable, fashionable, elegant, funny and optimistic. She is an impeccable grandma.

The eldest brother Nian Zhishi is 10 years older than Nian Zhifei. The so-called elder brother is like a father, and the calm and resolute Nian Zhishi has always loved Nian Zhifei.Nian Zhi joined the police force after graduating from university. He was brave and resolute and quickly promoted, but he couldn't get rid of the habit of always being on the front line.Therefore, when he was handling a gun robbery case last year, he blocked the gun for his subordinates and died a heroic death.Except for a set of police uniforms, Nian Zhi only left behind a half-year-old daughter who was brought from nowhere.

The eldest brother is dead, and the family members are old and young, and it's time for Nian Zhifei to set up a family.It's a pity that Nian Zhifei really doesn't look like a person who can set up a family.Probably because he lost his parents since he was a child, Nian Zhifei is shy and introverted by nature, coupled with his overly delicate appearance, he has always been the object of ridicule and ridicule by his friends.It wasn't until he went to college that Nian Zhifei gradually grew up and was no longer so beautiful that people could mistake him for a girl at any time. After his eldest brother was promoted, he added a lot of living expenses to him. Only then did he make friends in the same dormitory at school. Good friend Yan Jiawei was taken down by classmate Shen Wenwen in her sophomore year.

However, the good times don't last long. Last year, Nian Zhi died in the line of duty, and Nian Zhifei was heartbroken. He made up his mind to join the police after graduation and personally arrest the murderer who killed his elder brother. Shen Wenwen and Nian Zhifei had conflicts because of this.Until this year's graduation season, Shen Wenwen learned that Nian Zhifei had rejected the opportunity of direct research to apply for the police, and finally broke up with Nian Zhifei in a showdown.

Nian Zhifei has a deep affection for Shen Wenwen. In order to save her from the rain all night downstairs in Shen's house, Shen Wenwen never showed up.Nian Zhifeiyou was not reconciled, and went to Shen Wenwen's company the next day due to illness.Unexpectedly, he actually saw his good brother Yan Jiawei and his girlfriend Shen Wenwen affectionately feeding each other dessert at lunch.Nian Zhifei was double-betrayed, but his character made him unable to make a scene anyway, so he could only go home sadly and drink away his sorrows.But he forgot again, he just took cold medicine not long ago...

"Alas..." Long Xinghe, who had received all of Nian Zhifei's memories, couldn't help but raised his arms to cover his face, and after a long time, he silently complained in his heart: What kind of love does a minor have!

Since scientists have gradually unlocked the human genetic code, human beings have a more scientific and rigorous way of distinguishing between sexes: Alpha, Beta, and Omega.Men don't have to be strong, and women don't have to be weak.Same-sex love is not outrageous, it's just that their pheromones are more compatible.Once, an average human had two developmental periods in their lifetime, infancy and adolescence; now, they have three.After puberty, there is a differentiation period, and the age group of the differentiation period is generally around 18-20 years old.

Of course, there are not without exceptions, harsh environment or more complex psychological factors will advance or delay the differentiation period.

For example, many orphans will quickly enter the differentiation period before puberty is completely over, and most of them have differentiated into alphas representing strength.

For another example, many scientists who have dedicated their entire lives to academic research will not survive the differentiation period in their lifetime.The reason is simple: obsessed with studying, not interested in love.

But compared to the entire human group, these two kinds of people are a minority.

For the vast majority of human beings, they will choose to determine their own attributes after the differentiation period and the pheromones are stable before starting to consider the issue of marriage and love.Because only at that time can they be sure that they will not make a wrong choice.The new gender distinction has liberated the old concept of human patriarchy, but at the same time it has made them have higher requirements for love. ——Human beings can lie, but pheromones can't.But this also leads to: Although the gender is more complicated and the concept is more open, the matter of forced marriage is still a repertoire of parents.

To sum up, as a 23-year-old minor (crossed out) who has not yet passed the differentiation period, puberty is wonderful, even if your grandma wants to force marriage, there is no way to force it at present, so why are you so anxious to fall in love? !Long Xinghe was really speechless.Although a person like you is immature and weak, you really don't deserve to die; as for a person like me, there is no reason to live any longer.

"Haven't figured it out yet? Hmph! With your appearance, how can I believe that you can be a good policeman?" Long Xinghe was in a daze, but the voice of a middle-aged man sounded again in the ward. "I think you'd better go back to school obediently and continue studying!"

Long Xinghe suddenly opened his eyes and looked at the middle-aged man in casual clothes in front of him.He knew this person, Liu Mingwei, a student of Grandma Nian, a friend and colleague of Father Nian, who had been playing the role of the father of Nian's brothers after the Nian's and his wife passed away.

"You child, why didn't you call someone?" Not long after Liu Mingwei came in, Grandma Nian came over with a cup of hot tea.

"Teacher, I'll just come by myself. Why are you being polite to me?" Liu Mingwei hurried up a few steps to take the teacup, and helped Grandma Nian to sit down on the sofa beside her.

Noticing that Liu Mingwei's sharp eyes were looking at him again, Long Xinghe was silent for a long time and finally said in a low voice: "Uncle Liu."

"En!" Liu Mingwei responded forcefully, and tenderness appeared on his face again. "Feifei, your eldest brother Izumi Youzhi will definitely not want to see you change your life for him." After a pause, he added another sentence. "Besides, the police force has always disliked someone becoming a policeman for personal grudges."

Long Xinghe lowered his head and remained silent.He is not Nian Zhifei, this is not his life.

Nian Zhifei's head-down appearance is so obedient and cowardly, Liu Mingwei is still not immune, so he has to turn his head to seek support from Grandma Nian. "Teacher, what do you think?"

Grandma Nian has always been more open-minded and wise than young people like Liu Mingwei.If it weren't for this, she wouldn't be able to survive sending away one family after another.Therefore, she only said: "Feifei, no matter what decision you make, grandma will support you. It's just that if you want to be willing in matters of relationship, there will be no happiness at all."

Speaking of this, Liu Mingwei jumped even more angrily, and immediately said in a rough voice: "You haven't passed the differentiation period yet, what kind of relationship are you talking about? You were deceived by Shen Wenwen! Fortunately, Shen Wenwen is a Beta, otherwise she might influence you Do you know about the future split? Feifei, split is a lifetime thing, and if you make a mistake, you will have to suffer for the rest of your life! Now that you have broken up, don’t contact me anymore!”

As he spoke, he turned his head again to seek Grandma Nian's support. "Teacher, you can't indulge Feifei in this matter anymore! If you don't care about it, I'll take Feifei to my house!"

This time, Grandma Nian could only smile helplessly.Her little grandson was introverted and had no friends since he was a child, so he finally found a girlfriend.Even if she knew it was wrong, how could she have the heart to beat the mandarin ducks when she saw the child getting brighter day by day?

"If we split up, we will split up, and we won't contact you again." Long Xinghe hurriedly ended this embarrassing topic.He knew that even Nian Zhifei gave up in the end.

"That's about the same!" Liu Mingwei was satisfied now, and asked tentatively. "What about the police test?"

Long Xinghe was silent for a long time before answering: "Let me think about it again."

Liu Mingwei gave a long sigh, took out an envelope from his coat pocket and handed it to Long Xinghe. "Your score in the written test is very high, and next month is the physical fitness test and interview. But Uncle Liu still hopes that you can think carefully before making a decision, and don't do things that you regret because of impulse."

Long Xinghe opened the envelope, staring blankly at the big words "Notice of Police Application for Physical Ability Test and Interview of Country C" on the letter paper, with mixed emotions in his mind and remained silent for a long time.