I really want to be a good person!

——If it was really the second child and the fifth child, why such a coincidence? ...why did those international gangsters hire them both? ... If Qu Tianjiao really knew the whereabouts of the 20 billion, wouldn't those gangsters be afraid that the second child and the fifth child would take the money away? ...unless... no, no, don't think about it, how can I be sure that the killer is the two of them? ... What habits did they have in the past?

"So, did anything special happen these two days? You don't seem very interested. Nian cub? Nian cub?!"

"Huh?... Oh, no, nothing special." Nian Zhifei woke up in surprise until Shu Hui, who was sitting in front of her, raised her voice.He fiddled with the food in front of him with a fork, subconsciously avoiding Shu Hui's eyes. "...I'm looking into my elder brother's case, it's a little annoying, that's all."

But Shu Hui just stared silently at the almost untouched plate in front of Nian Zhifei, screaming silently in her heart.

Nian Zhifei's psychotherapy is once a week.How much can happen in a week? ——It can ruin Shu Hui's hard work in the past two months, even worse than before.Because Nian Zhifei no longer told her the truth.

It may be that Shu Hui's silence made Nian Zhifei aware of his flaws. He looked up at Shu Hui uneasily, and slowly put down the fork in his hand, as if waiting for Shu Hui to give him a verdict.

In an instant, Shu Hui was almost suffocated.She had only known Nian Zhifei for only two months, but the Nian Zhifei she knew was completely different from the Nian Zhifei her cousin spoke of.The cousin said that his good brother is well-behaved, kind, soft, and reliable.But Shu Hui knew that Nian Zhifei was introverted, sensitive, lacking in self-confidence, easily frightened and always in fear.

After a while, Shu Hui breathed a sigh of relief, picked up the juice in front of her, and changed to a more relaxed sitting position. "Since there's nothing special to say, why don't you listen to my complaints?"

"...Huh?" Nian Zhifei looked up at Shu Hui in doubt, a little at a loss.

"It's still early anyway, and it's related to you." Shu Hui playfully winked at Nian Zhifei. "Actually, we psychiatrists often deal with patients' families in addition to dealing with patients. The two most common sentences we hear are 'Is he mentally ill? There is a long way to go to understand mental illness!"

Nian Zhifei was indeed surprisingly sensitive, so of course he asked, "My grandma has looked for you?"

Shu Hui nodded without any surprise. "She came with your Uncle Liu, just yesterday. They didn't ask those two sentences that would make my scalp tingle, they just asked how I should cooperate with my work."

"I know they've always cared..." Nian Zhifei subconsciously paused at this point. "Me." Then, he lowered his head and smiled, and quickly changed the subject. "But sister Hui, this is not a complaint."

"There are civilized family members, but there are also uncivilized ones." Shu Hui continued.

"?" Nian Zhifei didn't say anything more, but just gave Shu Hui a questioning look.

"Qi Yaohui." Shu Hui didn't intend to be tricky, so she quickly gave the answer. "I was afraid that I would not accept him, so I hung up my number. I told him that the first rule of professional ethics of a psychiatrist is not to disclose his condition to anyone without the patient's permission. He said it's okay, because he also came to see a psychiatrist. Doctor's."

"Sister Hui, I don't think you should tell me the following. Don't forget the first rule of your professional ethics." Nian Zhifei's expression suddenly became extremely anxious, and his tone was aggressive.

"...What if this is what he wants me to tell you?" Shu Hui asked tentatively.

"Then I don't want to hear it either." Nian Zhifei stood up abruptly, staring ferociously at the humans outside the cage who ignored his pain and made fun of him like a caged animal that had lost its freedom. "I know what he suspects, but I can't answer, I can't..." Halfway through speaking, he suddenly let go of all his strength, with a terrified and helpless expression. "It's hard for me to have these, bit by bit, slowly accumulating...I can't just watch them disappear into nothing because of him or anyone..."

"Why did it come to naught? Who will come to take away what you cherish?" Shu Hui asked quietly.

- They don't need to come and get it, it's not mine at all.I stole and cheated in the name of others.And now, I can't keep it anymore, I know, I can feel it.

Nian Zhifei first lowered his head and gave a self-conscious smile, then raised his head to look into Shu Hui's eyes and replied decisively: "I don't want to say, I don't want to continue."

"Nian Zai? Why is it so fast today?...Wait for me, Nian Zai!" Seeing Nian Zhifei strode away from the restaurant, Xu Jie, who was waiting in the lobby as usual, couldn't help turning his head to look at Shu Hui who came out in bewilderment.

Shu Hui frowned slightly, unable to hide her worry. "Xiao Jie, I have been watching your brother recently, but don't ask why, and try not to interfere with him."

"Why?" Xu Jie asked immediately.

Shu Hui sighed helplessly and did not speak.Psychiatrists are really not gods, and they can't cure all diseases.If the patient refuses to cooperate and perseveres forcibly, it will only increase the pressure on him.

Xu Jie also seemed to understand something, and couldn't help asking in a low voice: "Will he commit suicide?"

Shu Hui shook her head lightly. "Probably not at the moment."

She could feel that Nian Zhifei refused her help out of a strong desire to survive.Although she didn't understand what kind of secret it was, he would rather struggle alone than ask anyone for help, and he didn't believe that anyone could help him.

Returning to the office alone, Nian Zhifei immediately sat back in front of the monitor without saying a word and began to look through the monitor intently, looking for the two familiar figures in his memory.Unknowingly, a few hours passed, colleagues came home from get off work one after another, and Grandma Nian also sent a WeChat message asking him if he was working overtime.

Nian Zhifei held his phone quietly for a while, and replied: "Work overtime, don't wait for me."

He knew that, compared to his fake grandson, grandma would definitely want to see the murderer who killed her real grandson come to justice.

After putting down his phone, Nian Zhifei watched the surveillance for more than half an hour without distraction, until the delivery boy's knock on the door woke him up.Nian Zhifei took the delivery boy in surprise and named him the takeaway. He looked down at the phone number on the delivery receipt and found that it was Xu Jie who ordered him.

"The police officer is working hard! Do you still work overtime during the Lantern Festival today?" The delivery guy looked sympathetic.

Nian Zhifei's heart moved, and he subconsciously repeated a sentence. "Yuanxiao?"

"That's right! Today is the fifteenth day of the first lunar month." The delivery boy glanced at the empty office and wondered. "Couldn't the police officer be so busy that he even forgot the date?"

"Days?" Nian Zhifei murmured to himself, ignoring the delivery boy, and ran back to his desk to find out the landlord's notes.He scratched the paper and looked at the ten lines at a glance, and soon found the sentence he was looking for: The suspect Ye Dong called me on March 3 and wanted to rent my house at 25, Xinyue Residential Building.

"March 3, March 25... the first seven days!" Nian Zhifei lit a cigarette for himself with trembling arms, and took a deep puff.

——So, they went to that alley to worship me that day, and rented that house by the way?

"Cough cough cough..."

Thinking of this, Nian Zhifei coughed again, and kept asking himself: Am I going to catch them?Should I catch them?

Nian Zhifei didn't have an answer, he just instinctively called up the monitoring of the two celestial eyes near the alley where he died in his previous life.Three years ago, on March 3, the surveillance of his first seven days flashed before his eyes frame by frame, and the flow of people near the alley came and went.Nian Zhifei's heart was beating like a numb, he didn't know whether he wanted to see those two people on the surveillance camera or not.

Time passed by every minute and every second, and the process of looking through the monitoring data this time was extremely long.Nian Zhifei only feels that seconds are like years, and it is more than ten years in the blink of an eye.

Ten years ago, he should have been only sixteen or seventeen years old, and he had just been sent to the general's side as his bodyguard.The general held a Hongmen banquet, and ordered his guests to be wiped out while entertaining Yingta.The newly recruited Shengli couldn't react at all, and stood there helplessly, watching his accomplices with submachine guns shoot more than a dozen large living people into a pile of minced meat.

Afterwards, the distraught general ordered him to be hanged up, the only one who dared to openly disobey, and smoked into a pile of minced meat.Victory thought he was going to die. In the tropical rainforest where the sun was so fierce that it was almost burning, he was hung under a tree with his skin torn apart. Every wound was filled with various insect eggs and leeches.As time passed, the feeling of pain and hunger gradually disappeared, and the last fragment in his memory was that he raised his head and looked at the scorching sun in a daze.

Then, it was pitch black.

But I don't know whether it is luck or misfortune, it is said that there was a heavy rain at noon on the third day.

Therefore, the general who had always believed in the Four-Faced God decided that this was God's will, and asked him to let him go.

He was sent down to the commando unit, under-medicated and in a coma.Without the "Three Gods" heroin as painkillers and Xiang Dong and his four brothers' careful care, he would not be able to survive.At that time, they didn't even have the surname "Xiang".It was later heard from Shengli that he vaguely remembered that his name might be "Xiang Guang".In order to get close to him, they took the surname "Xiang" with him.

Shengli knew that their flattery was just hoping that he could save their lives when they were in danger.But without the four of them, he should have been abandoned in the wilderness long ago.Therefore, he has to admit this love.

After exchanging his own life with Qu Jiang's for the lives of the four of them, they have no contact with each other.Long Xinghe never expected them to turn around and save him.People who climbed up from hell will not have true feelings, and he and the four of them were originally a deal.He paid back the favor, and there was no debt.But unexpectedly, many years later, Qu Jiang sent the old San Xiangnan who was already in a vegetative state to his eyes.

Save him, or watch him die?

Should he go to the Feiyue Group to help Qu Jiang with accounts, or should he continue to be imprisoned by Qu Jiang and wait for death?

Can Long Xinghe choose?

After dealing with Qu Jiang for so many years, observing him, pondering him, guarding against him, and dealing with him, Long Xinghe never dared to say that he understood him.This person is too suspicious, too changeable, the city is too deep, and his methods are too ruthless, these are not something the young and inexperienced Long Xinghe can handle.He retreated steadily in front of Qu Jiang and could only linger on his back. Long Xinghe clearly knew that this was never an option, and Qu Jiang would never really give him a chance to choose.

According to Qu Jiang, his four brothers did not wash their hands and go ashore after leaving him. Instead, they joined other drug lords in country T and served as mercenaries for them.But often standing by the river, how can you not get your shoes wet?This time, their employer was confiscated by the T country army. Fortunately, Qu Jiang received the news early and saved Xiang Nan's life.So he took him as a gift and gave it to Long Xinghe.

Long Xinghe couldn't trust Qujiang with a single word.

Long Xinghe knew that he made a mistake again.He shouldn't have shown strange looks in front of Qu Jiang when he saw that Feiyue Group's account numbers were wrong.So, he got involved with two more.The biggest possibility of the whole incident is that Qu Jiang deliberately went to trouble his four brothers in order to make him work hard.Now Xiang Xi is dead, Xiang Nan has become a vegetable, and there are two more.He couldn't let the other two be destroyed in Qu Jiang's hands.

Perhaps, when Long Xinghe decided to save the four of them back then, he didn't have too much affection for the so-called four brothers.Over the years, he has been tortured by Qu Jiang, and he has also regretted countless times why he pretended to be a hero to save those four instead of running away by himself.But today, Long Xinghe has been completely destroyed by Qujiang and has nothing left, so his mentality is completely different from before.

——As long as his brothers can still live well, then his life is not meaningless.At least... At least a few people can always remember him, right? ... What's more, instead of waiting to die, going to Feiyue Group may be the only chance to turn things around?

It was precisely because of such a faint hope, such a small thought, that Long Xinghe gritted his teeth and persisted for so many years, and searched for so many years, until the black despair completely overwhelmed him.Until he completed the layout, he took his own life to start the game without hesitation.

At 20:[-] in the morning, Nian Zhifei suddenly grabbed the mouse and pressed the pause button.In the surveillance screen, two men with slightly familiar appearance appeared.One was about thirty years old, and his figure was slightly fatter than before, but the smile creases at the corners of his eyes were still the same.The other man next to him is only about [-] years old. The soft baby face has gradually shown a hard outline. You can still vaguely see the familiar red mole.

Nian Zhifei's mind went blank, and he pressed the play button dumbly.I saw the two people in the surveillance screen walking into the alley with solemn expressions, and didn't come out for a long time.Nian Zhifei took a deep breath and breathed it out exhaustedly. He hung his head in a daze for a moment, and suddenly laughed hysterically.But his hands covered his eyes, as if to block the surging tears.However, in vain.All efforts, all struggles, are in vain.

It turned out that fate had already sentenced him to this heinous sinner.He had nothing, and he should have nothing.What is stolen must be returned.