I really want to be a good person!

At the same time, Qi Yaohui, who was far away at home in Beijing, had just booked a flight ticket to Haicheng in the evening with his mobile phone.Until the ticket was confirmed, Qi Yaohui said apologetically to his mother: "Mom, two floating corpses were caught from Haicheng..."

Before Qi Yaohui could finish his sentence, Qi's mother scolded loudly: "For those who celebrate Chinese New Year, don't say such unlucky things!"

It was just after eight o'clock at this time, and Qi's mother was already busy in the kitchen with the noon dishes.Because Aunt Yun's family will come to visit soon, so today's dishes are more abundant, and Qi's mother will be more busy.As for Qi Yaohui's useless dim sum, he can only look at it at the kitchen door with his hands.

Qi Yaohui leaned against the door and smiled, but didn't say anything.After a while, he rolled up his sleeves and walked into the kitchen. While helping to wash the dishes, he whispered, "I'm going back today, mom, don't mention it later!"

Qi's mother looked at her son who was helping to wash the vegetables in silence for a while, and suddenly sighed.Before the Spring Festival, Qi Yaohui had promised her that he would definitely bring Nian Zhifei back to her for a review during the Chinese New Year.As a result, during the Spring Festival, he came back alone in a daze, and he closed the door and chatted with his father for a long time as soon as he came back.After the chat, Qi Zhendong privately warned her not to mention the words "Nian Zhifei" in front of her son.

Therefore, Qi's mother does not know exactly how the son's relationship with Nian Zhifei collapsed; nor does Qi's mother know who is right and who is wrong.But Qi's mother can tell the changes this love has brought to her son. For example, Qi Yaohui in the past never thought of going to the kitchen to help his mother.It's not that this son is machismo and has decided that housework should be a woman's responsibility.It's just that his whole heart is devoted to work, and the care and consideration he can give to his family is relatively less.

But when Qi Yaohui came back this time, he was much softer than before.He is more humane than before, and knows how to take care of others, and is no longer just a cold and hard tool for solving crimes.

Who made such a huge change in his son?

This obviously goes without saying for Zim.

Thinking of this, Qi's mother couldn't help sighing again, and softly advised her son who was immersed in washing vegetables: "Actually, mom looks good at Xiaoguang..."

Qi Yaohui was going back to the capital for the Spring Festival, and Yun Xiangguang naturally followed suit.Qi Yun's family is already close, and they have to travel frequently during the Spring Festival.Qi's mother watched coldly, but Yun Xiangguang's temper was much stronger than before when he came back this time.Although he still clings to Qi Yaohui, but whenever he sees that Qi Yaohui looks bored occasionally, he obediently avoids him, and stops crying and wiping away tears.

"Mom!" Qi Yaohui gave Qi's mother a dissatisfied look when he heard the words, he paused, and finally gritted his teeth. "I don't want to think about it just yet."

The 33-year-old son still doesn't want to think about his life-long events.I'm afraid any mother will jump up when she hears this.But when Qi's mother heard this, she only winked mischievously at her son. "Do you not want to think about Xiao Guang? Or do you not want to think about anyone?"

If it was Qi Yaohui from before, I'm afraid it's time to get angry.But this time, he just kept silent and didn't answer.Suspecting that Long Xinghe's soul lived in Nian Zhifei's body, Qi Yaohui never revealed it to anyone.It's not because he's afraid that others will call him "stupid" like Lao Yan, but because he's afraid that Nian Zhifei will find it difficult to deal with himself.

But this time back to the capital, Qi Yaohui still told his father Qi Zhendong exactly what he suspected.Qi Zhendong didn't scold his son for being wild, he knew his son's abilities better than anyone else.So, he told his son that a policeman must first be worthy of the uniform; then, he told his son not to influence his judgment because of personal feelings, but to act in accordance with the law.

Qi Yaohui understood what Qi Zhendong meant. Qi Zhendong didn't want to see his son let go of any criminals for selfishness, and he didn't want to see his son wrong an innocent person because he was afraid of his own favoritism. courage.

It's true that a knowing son is like a father. Qi Yaohui's return to the capital this time is certainly one of the reasons for healing his emotional injuries.But more importantly, because of breaking up with Nian Zhifei, he was deeply confused about what he had done.

——If I really love him and really care about him, shouldn't I doubt him?Shouldn't you be investigating him?

Qi Yaohui couldn't answer himself.He instinctively felt that he was not wrong, but he clearly saw that the result was that he deeply hurt his youth.

However, I am also very hurt!Why can't you forgive me this time?

Qi Yaohui frowned unhappily, angrily dismissing the other party. "Actually, he's not good. He's a stubborn donkey, he can't walk away, he's going backwards. He has a big temper, he doesn't do things well, he quarrels, and he threw me on the hood with a shoulder fall. There must be violent tendencies! Who Special... ahem, who can bear it?"

Qi's mother was happy in her heart, but she nodded in agreement with a stern face pretending to be serious. "Ouch! Can't tell, such a big temper? That's not easy to get along with."

"That's right!" With his mother's approval, Qi Yaohui suddenly felt that he was straightened up and strengthened, even his waist was straightened up. "Obviously he dumped me, but he beat me up in the team, saying that I dumped him! I didn't know he was so scheming before!"

"Oh! Son, you are calling love blind!" Qi's mother pointed out the maze for Qi Yaohui with a sophisticated expression. "When we first talked, it was good flowers and rice, and everything was good; after getting along for a long time, I found that there were all kinds of problems in her, and everything was not pleasing to the eye."

"That's...not a problem all over the body, and it's not that bad..." Qi Yaohui retorted mutteringly.Qi Yaohui felt that he might be sick, and he was obviously very dissatisfied with Nian Zhifei, but it was uncomfortable to hear his mother say that he was wrong.

"Why isn't there something wrong all over?" Qi's mother has automatically turned on the childcare mode, mercilessly criticizing Nian Zhimi. "I quarreled with you and fought with you, and even if we broke up, I will pass the responsibility on to you. How can such a person with a bad temper and poor character be worthy of my son? Son, listen to your mother! The point is right! You Ah, hurry up and talk a little more while you are young, and accumulate experience, so that you can choose a perfect one to bring back to mom in the future!"

Qi Yaohui choked for a long time before answering with a wry smile: "Mom, I can tell, you're scolding me."

"Is there?" Qi's mother looked innocent.

Qi Yaohui was silent for a while, then said sadly: "I didn't want him to be perfect, but he...was not honest enough with me."

Qi's mother showed a "really so" expression, and sighed in a low voice: "Son, you have to allow others to have secrets, just like you have to allow your lover to have flaws."

"but……"

"No but!" Qi's mother raised her voice and said decisively, "As long as his secret doesn't hurt you or hurt the world, you should respect him. I know you have a strong personality and say nothing, but love makes you more tolerant to each other, not More harsh. Otherwise, why are you still in a relationship? Isn't it easier to be ordinary friends?"

What Qi's mother said made Qi Yaohui a little dazed, as if the world suddenly opened another door for him.Qi Yaohui has always been a policeman, and the policeman's professional habits require him to investigate all the truth and find out all suspicious points.And Qi Yaohui's cold personality also determines that he has always been a person who does not tolerate a grain of sand in his eyes.Therefore, he has been honest with Nian Zhifei in his relationship, and he must ask Nian Zhifei to be as honest with him, or even more honest.But it turns out, is there another way to get along with love?

"...Yes, is this so?" Qi Yaohui looked at his mother hesitantly.

Qi's mother smiled slightly, and said softly: "When your father was young, he often had missions. After leaving for several months or even more than half a year, there was no news. But I never asked him what he was doing."

Qi Yaohui couldn't help but laugh. "Mom, this is the rule."

"But I'm his wife, so would I leak the secret?" Qi's mother retorted confidently, "We are husband and wife, doesn't he trust me at all? He doesn't even consider my feelings at all, rather I would be for him day and night Xuanxin, won't you reveal a little bit to make me feel at ease? His heart is too cruel!"

Qi Yaohui was tongue-tied and instantly understood what his mother meant.When he was a child, Qi Yaohui also complained about his father, because he was always away, which made his friends laugh at him for not having a father.When he grew up, he also became a policeman, so he could understand his father's words better.The reason why their family can be maintained until now is that the mother is the biggest contributor.It was her concession and dedication that helped them keep this home.

In the same face of feelings, the mother chose tolerance and sacrifice to fulfill the father's career.Qi Yaohui is different. He knows that Nian Zhifei rejects the topic of Long Xinghe, but he still chooses to get to the bottom of it to make it come true... If it can be said that it is for work and justice before discovering Long Xinghe's suicide note, then after discovering Long Xinghe's suicide note After Xinghe's suicide note, jealousy has obviously taken up a proportion no less than that of work.

Qi Yaohui, who was aware of his selfishness, was a little bit embarrassed, but——

"What if I'm not even sure about his feelings for me?"

What if I'm not even sure who he is?

"Oh!" Qi's mother exclaimed in surprise when she heard the words. "Oh! This is really..."

"What?" Qi Yaohui asked sullenly.

"You talked for a few months, and before he knew who you were looking for, he was willing to accept you, willing to give up his future in Haicheng to accompany you to the southern province to fight drugs, go through life and death, and even... He is even willing to be regarded as someone's substitute by you. He accommodates you so much and puts his life in your hands, but you still can't be sure of his feelings for you. Yaohui, he should really break up with you." Mother Qi couldn't help it Confidently replied, "Otherwise, what would you ask him to do? Dig out his heart and show it to you?"

"...You kill me... Why don't you just kill me..."

Thinking of what Nian Zhifei said, Qi Yaohui seemed to have been punched hard.That day he didn't understand why Nian Zhifei would rather be strangled to death by himself than let go of the breakup.He still resents Nian Zhifei for being too cruel, and refuses to give him a chance.But it turned out that he was desperate enough to try to prove his feelings for him with his life?

"No! I didn't mean that! I didn't mean that!" Qi Yaohui shouted excitedly. He was not calling to Qi's mother, but to Nian Zhifei who was far away in Haicheng. "I didn't disbelieve his feelings for me, I just, just..."

just what?Qi Yaohui couldn't speak.

As if a basin of ice water was poured over his head, Qi Yaohui calmed down instantly.He looked straight at his mother, and said word for word after a long time: "...I just don't believe him... Ever since I doubted his relationship with Long Xinghe again, ever since I found evidence that he was indeed hiding something from me... ...I can no longer trust him..."

So I want him to repeatedly promise that he has nothing to do with Long Xinghe, so I don't even want to believe the results of his handwriting identification.Because I don't believe him, no matter what he does or says, I don't believe him!He was the one I loved the most and I turned out to be the hardest on him.

"You love me, I know. But you won't trust me like you used to, and I know that too."

Thinking again of what Nian Zhifei said, Qi Yaohui finally realized that Nian Zhifei had explained the reason for the breakup so clearly, but he was always ignorant like a fool.

Qi Yaohui couldn't help but raised his hand and slapped himself across the face. "What the hell am I... an idiot! Stupid!"

Qi's mother looked at her son with the pity and helplessness of caring for mentally handicapped children, shook her head and sighed: "Yaohui, you have been a proud son of heaven since childhood. Don't deny it, mother, this is not a prince selling melons, but you are really That’s right. So your vision is high enough to be picky, because you definitely have the capital to be picky. But mother wants you to understand that no one in this world is really perfect. It doesn’t matter if you miss the year, my son is very good, and there are still people outside Many people who are better than Nian Zhifei will admire you. But if you only want to find a perfect person, I am afraid that you are doomed to die alone."

Qi Yaohui stared blankly at his mother for a while, then suddenly put down the half-washed vegetables, turned his head and walked out.

"Come back!" Seeing this, Qi's mother stretched out her hand and dragged him back, dumbfounded. "Your scheduled flight is at six o'clock in the evening, it's useless even if you rush to the airport now!"

After a pause, she couldn't help but mention this idiot son who was so stupid that he flew into the sky and escaped from the ground. "Yaohui, everyone will have his unspeakable secrets. As long as Nian Zhifei's secret didn't hurt you, anyone, or break any law, mother hopes you can tolerate it. No matter what his past is, you will temporarily forget you Don't pursue the identity of the policeman. What matters is your present and future with him. "

"Then what if... I mean, what if he used to be a bastard with a messy private life?" Qi Yaohui whispered.

Qi's mother couldn't help looking up to the sky and sighing.She asked herself, if this wasn't her son, she would probably have already yelled at him!However, this is his son, and can he stuff it back into his stomach?

"You are dating him. You don't know whether he is this kind of person?" Mother Qi said sharply.

Qi Yaohui seemed to have been punched a second time, his head was buzzing.Even if the young cub is kissed by him, his fingertips will turn red with embarrassment. How could it be that licentious and shameless Long Xinghe?

"God! How the hell am I... How could I..." Qi Yaohui was tongue-tied, unable to believe that he would go crazy with jealousy and hatred because of certain doubts.What is the difference between his previous behavior and those men in the social news who suspect his wife is cheating when he sees his wife smiling at other men?He raised his hand and slapped himself again, covered his eyes and stopped talking.