Pilot

Shi Ye helped Sheng Xia get dressed. They sat in front of the rose plant and listened for a while, but the toilet next door was silent.

Sheng Xia hugged him tightly, Shi Ye had no choice but to carry him downstairs, ready to go out through the side door.

"Smell what?" During the movement, Shi Ye was tickled by Sheng Xia's movement, "It's all sweat."

"It smells good." Sheng Xia wanted to go over to kiss Shi Ye, but saw a figure at the top of the stairs.He hesitated, moved his waist, and got off Shi Ye.

After Shi Ye looked over, Lu Yang put away his playful expression and said with a smile, "It's too much."

Shi Ye dragged the man down, and only replied, "The flowers are blooming very well."

"Aren't you going to take yours?" Lu Yang moved sideways, and a drunk passed by unsteadily, "It's blooming and bearing fruit, so it's time to take it away."

"I won't take it anymore, I don't have time to raise it." Shi Ye nodded his chin to the person next to him, "I will raise this in the future."

After finishing speaking, he saw a few people on the opposite side smoking something from the corner of his eye, Shi Ye frowned, raised his hand to cover the eyes of Sheng Xia, who was beside him in a daze, and gestured to Lu Yang with his eyes, saying: "Over there , go take care of it."

When Lu Yang left, Shi Ye didn't let go of his hands, and still covered Sheng Xia's eyes.

There was a folk band in the bar, and Sheng Xia's head followed the rhythm bit by bit, and when he blinked, his eyelashes swept across Shi Ye's palm.

"Teacher Shi Ye," Sheng Xia seemed completely indifferent to why Shi Ye was blindfolded, and started to say something else, "This song is so good."

Shi Ye smiled, and in this position, he bowed his head and kissed Sheng Xia, and asked, "Going back? We have to deal with it next."

Sheng Xia blushed a little, but still said: "Let's finish listening to this, I like this song. It sounds better when you listen to it when you can't see it."

They were singing Li Zhi's old song, "Summer on Shanyin Road".

Shi Ye covered Sheng Xia's eyes with both hands, and could only bend over when speaking.He felt a little tired, so he simply took Sheng Xia to a corner where there were not many people, and leaned directly on Sheng Xia's shoulder, but still covered Sheng Xia's eyes.

"The band I'm singing now seems to have been around for 13 years. The one who plays the drums is very good, it's recognized." Shi Ye's voice was a little lazy, "The one who sang, Liu Han, is divorced, and he took care of his son. He has done wholesale, I’ve opened a store, I’ve opened a musical instrument store, and it’s all gone. The bands I know seem to be doing business and life is not going well.”

Sheng Xia was silent for a moment before saying: "But they sing very well, I will remember them."

"But they are old and can no longer make music with such enthusiasm." Shi Ye sighed, "30 years old is a hurdle, and after passing it, you will no longer be a teenager. When people are not young, their passion and enthusiasm will gradually diminish. It will also become cowardly and hesitant."

Sheng Xia shook his head in Shi Ye's palm: "No, music won't get old, and rock and roll won't get old either. Teacher Shi Ye, Principal Mei went to the Olympic Games closing ceremony to play guitar in his 60s."

"There are a few Brian Mays in this world, and how many bands can become queens." Shi Ye said, "We are surrounded by ordinary people, who would give everything for an illusory thing."

"I can."

Shi Ye opened his eyes, he smiled, and closed them again, "You're an idiot, you don't count."

"Too smart doesn't seem to be very happy." Sheng Xia smiled, "The world needs idiots, and the world needs bands."

Shi Ye smelled the scent of midsummer, he felt a little tired, actually a little sleepy.

Midsummer felt a strange resonance in the interval of Shi Ye's silence, and he saw Shi Ye's emotions.After a while, he said slowly: "Teacher Shi Ye, don't be sad when you are listening to the song."

Shi Ye smiled.

"It's really sad." He lowered his voice a little, and chose to admit, "I hate seeing old friends, I always feel sad, but I don't have time to feel sorry for others all day long, I need to live my own life, obviously I My own life is also a mess. I am far away from here, the band's tickets are sold from 50 to 300, then from 300 to 1000, and then to 2000... I am far away, I am surrounded, I am surrounded, I am vain and Conceited, I can't even see who I am."

Sheng Xia stretched out his hands to cover Shi Ye's hands: "No. Even if you cover my eyes, I can still see. You are just tired, Teacher Shi Ye."

"I'm really tired."

Shi Ye let out a breath.

Singing on stage:

"—Do you still remember Shanyin Road, my room on the eighth floor, where you sang day and night."

"—In such a hot summer, you look outside, looking at your fading face."

"——I miss you walking beside me so much, I can't stop my love when I think of it."

"——The rain in Nanjing keeps falling, and it keeps falling, but some people are destined to meet each other."

……

"I was also very young. When I was 19 years old, when I met you, it was all. At that time, I felt very good about myself, and felt that the world was mine. At that time, I couldn't learn to examine myself. I only drank and was upset when I had a headache. Just swearing, I feel like I'm messed up, I'm giving myself away, to the stage, to the guitar, totally."

Shi Ye spoke very slowly, he suddenly wanted to say this, and also wanted to hear Sheng Xia's reaction and answer, "I wrote a lot of songs at that time, and I wrote a lot of songs that I can't write now. The strange thing is that when I get used to the market , After adapting to the performance of ten thousand people, the lighting and the lens, I can’t write those emotions. I lost that vigorous age, I became a machine, and I hate myself very much. I hate that period of the past, But the funny thing is, my best work is written in that messy past."

This feeling reaches its peak when seeing midsummer.The other party's youth makes him a little old.

Sheng Xia grabbed Shi Ye's hand, and he leaned closer to kiss Shi Ye's eyes, and said, "Mr. Shi Ye, the song is over, let's go back."

Shi Ye didn't move.He paused and said, "I'm in a bad mood, I think you should say something."

Sheng Xia nodded and said, "I'll buy you canned fruit, let's go."

He went to pull Shiye again, and only this time.

They took the path back.Passing by someone was arguing, the girl slapped the boy and shouted loudly, shameless!Scumbag!

Sheng Xia quietly hooked Shi Ye's hand and put it in his pocket.

"It's all like this, look, Teacher Shi Ye." Sheng Xia was talking about the man and woman, "Everyone's life is like this, there are many unhappiness and many problems. There are always many people living things that we can't imagine. We are experiencing pain that we cannot imagine. But it is difficult for people to empathize with other people’s feelings. The word empathy is too pale.”

Shi Ye asked, "What pain do you have?"

"I didn't." Sheng Xia shook his head, "I just remembered that when I started doing live broadcasts and videos, I was actually at a loss at that time. Later, someone asked me to cooperate, and someone told me that you will be popular and you will have a lot of money , What will happen to you, I still feel that being rich and famous is something far away from me, I don’t know what kind of ending I will have, and where is my upper limit.”

"Will I eventually become a cover artist who disappears on the Internet, or become a star, what kind of path should I take? No one told me, and I have no concept. I seem to have no standards for many things, and no Very clear direction, the world and people I know are very contradictory. Now I seldom think about those, all I did before was just let you see me and want to stand with you."

Shi Ye: "I see, you are very powerful now, and when you grow up, you will definitely be better than me in the future."

"I was able to do this after working hard, and I also made peace with myself." Sheng Xia sighed slightly, "At first, I was afraid of facing many strangers and having to deal with so many evaluations. I hate talking to strangers. Nonsense, but then I found that people like to listen to my nonsense. I don’t know what they like about me. I may think I’m weird. But I’m grateful that they like me. No one hates being liked, right? I hope everyone They all like me a little, because I have ambitions in life."

Shi Ye squeezed his hand and repeated, "Ambition?"

rare word.

Sheng Xia nodded, "Well. I found a strange sense of continuation, just like the Queen Beatles to us, just like you to me, people can be so close suddenly, it depends on that strange A sense of continuation. This continuation pulls me, and the other end of the rope is you. I don’t think about gains and losses, good and bad, and I don’t know my future. Everything I’m going through now has no experience to draw on. My ambition is you With you by my side, I am not so afraid, I am afraid of you."

Shi Ye hugged his canned fruit, and finally heard that Sheng Xia was turning a corner to make himself happy, he smiled and shook his head: "I really... can't stand you. You say a lot of weird things every day, and you change your way to follow Let me confess, do young people fall in love like this?"

Sheng Xia said: "Then I won't talk about it in the future."

Shi Ye turned his head and glanced at him: "Retract that sentence just now."

Sheng Xia smiled: "Withdraw, withdraw."

Shi Ye felt a little younger, probably because Sheng Xia was smiling.

I'm not old, he thought, I'm not thirty yet.

"Every time you speak, I feel a little speechless." Shi Ye shook his head, "When you look at me... I always forget what I want to say."

Midsummer's tone was slow.He thought for a while before making the concluding statement of the conversation: "So, Teacher Shi Ye, it's fine that you remain the same as before, and don't care about anyone."

Shi Ye smiled, this time he smiled easily: "You don't care anymore?"

Sheng Xia smiled: "Except for me, don't worry about anyone else, okay?"

When they returned to the hotel, Shi Ye didn't open another room.When Shengxia opened the door, Shi Ye kissed Shengxia's neck from behind, sucked gently, and slid his hand along the clothes.

After the door closed, Shi Ye asked, "Do you want to sleep?"

Sheng Xia blushed a little and shook her head.

Seeing his blushing, Shi Ye smiled, and asked, "Shy?" After speaking, Shi Ye reached out and rubbed Sheng Xia's ears, while sucking Sheng Xia's lips, and took off each other's clothes one by one.

Sheng Xia was carried to the bed by Shi Ye.

"It's hard to describe, isn't it shy? ... But I just feel embarrassed." Sheng Xia panted, "I want to spread my legs when I see you, I want you to come in, I want to kiss you, I feel comfortable, I because These are embarrassing."

Shi Ye smiled.He touched Sheng Xia's mouth, and after kissing him, Shi Ye carried him to the full-length mirror, sat by the bed by himself, and softly taught Sheng Xia to perform oral sex.

Shi Ye taught very carefully.Sheng Xia became hard when she licked herself, and unconsciously rubbed Shi Ye's calf.Shi Ye looked at the other party, and asked Sheng Xia to stretch himself while licking.

Shi Ye asked, "Is it comfortable?" He stroked Sheng Xia's hair, feeling like he was lying to a child, "Call me if it's comfortable, I'm the only one here, you'll be more comfortable if you're obedient. Lift your waist up a bit, I want to see to how you did it."

Sheng Xia knelt on the ground, raised his hips slightly, and twisted his fingers in his back hole. Shi Ye looked at the mirror and stuffed another finger into his mouth.Sheng Xia could only spit out his hard penis, and Shi Ye turned his tongue.Sheng Xia looked up at Shi Ye, his eyes were wet, and he obediently licked the rest symbol tattoo on the other's finger.

It's a little strange, Midsummer smells a kind of smell, the kind I've smelled before.It wasn't the smell of sweat, perfume or anything else, but Shi Ye's body odor, which was bitter.It can't be said that it smells good, but when Sheng Xia gets close to that smell, his waist will soften.Probably everyone has a unique taste, and he feels that Shi Ye is easy to excite himself.

"Like this thing, desire this thing, it's really strange." Shi Ye looked at Shengxia and thought to himself, "But I like to see you hug me on your knees, see your blushing, see you spread your legs, and see you being fucked by me From shooting to shooting, I love it all."

Sheng Xia's face was flushed abnormally, when Shi Ye asked him if he was comfortable, he nodded blankly with his fingers in his mouth.Shi Ye seemed satisfied, pulled him up and pressed him in front of the mirror, lowered his head, repeatedly licked Sheng Xia's nipples, bit and pulled gently, and heard him blushing, Shi Ye added a finger to the wet In the soft hole, he inserted himself with Sheng Xia.

Sheng Xia couldn't hold back and started screaming, shaking her waist to meet Shi Ye's movements.He opened his legs and turned to look at Shi Ye. There seemed to be expectation, desire, and a little shame on his face, which together seemed to say: Come in quickly.

Shi Ye didn't take the cover on the side, and directly inserted himself into it, watching Sheng Xia screaming in the mirror.

Sheng Xia doesn't say fuck me, fuck me, it's so comfortable, he doesn't say these things, he says I love you.

Shi Ye looked at Sheng Xia's messy expression in the mirror.

He was a little annoyed by the sudden tenderness, so he asked the other party: "Is it comfortable?"

Wouldn't it be better to learn how others say nonsense?

Sheng Xia nodded, he had been in foreplay for too long, after coming in he was comfortable and a little confused, his whole body was shaking.He said, "Well..."

Shi Ye patted his ass, slowly inserted him, and continued to ask: "Do you like being fucked by me?"

Sheng Xia blushed so badly, he looked at Shi Ye's expression in the mirror, closed his eyes and said, "I like it."

"It seems to be more comfortable for you, isn't it?" Shi Ye rubbed his waist and began to push hard, "I like me touching you, I like me kissing you, I like kneeling, I like watching me fuck you?"

Sheng Xia was hit hard and began to tremble uncontrollably. While moaning, he whispered, "I like it."

Shi Ye carried him to the bed and changed his position. He raised his legs and spread them far apart. While pushing him vigorously, he pinched Sheng Xia's calf and kissed him.

He looked at Sheng Xia's face, saw Sheng Xia screaming, and in the thrill of his scalp tingling, Shi Ye suddenly forgave something.

As if this sort of thing was justified.I'm attracted to you, I love you, love is the best catalyst for sex, what's the difference whether we say dirty words or ejaculate in any position?Everyone has to do this, he trembles, he screams, he feels good, we love each other, where is this shameful, unbearable, and dirty?I remotely control his joy, he screams when I push him, he screams when I touch him, he screams when I kiss him, his body lives for me at this moment.

I stabbed him, I stabbed him, our bodies weeping and shaking, we indulged in this inferior obsession together.I am the beast, he is the lamb, I want to eat him, devour him, I love him.

Shi Ye smelled the smell of summer again in a trance.His Xia Tian was crying, sweating, his body trembling and convulsing, and finally ejaculated on his hands.

Midsummer made Shi Ye sweat even more.

Shi Ye was sweating profusely, looking at Sheng Xiahong and looking at himself, he didn't know what to say, nothing could express this moment.In the end, Shi Ye could only bend down and hug each other, kissing Midsummer's tears.