Pilot

In the end, Sheng Xia, who couldn't stand being teased, could only stand up and say that she went out to use the toilet.

When he was walking, he almost tripped over the thread on the ground, his back looked very ashamed and angry, anxious and fast.

Shi Ye dropped the pen, and followed Xiao Xiang and Zhong Zheng's strange eyes.

Sheng Xia blushed so hard, he didn't look back, but vaguely guessed who was following him, walked into the toilet, and before the compartment door was closed, Shi Ye grabbed his wrist and sat down on the toilet.

He pushed Shi Ye: "Brother Gao Ce said we are outside..."

Before he finished speaking, Shi Ye covered his mouth.

Sheng Xia was so ashamed and angry that he wanted Shi Ye to let go of him twice, but Shi Ye refused to let him go, pressing the person under him and saying, "Don't move, why are you running?"

"... Mmm..."

Shi Ye frowned: "Shut up."

"... um, um...???"

After struggling for a long time to no avail, Sheng Xia had no choice but to give up resistance, just covered her mouth, and looked at Shi Ye.But he still held onto Shi Ye's hand, trying to let him go.

"From the time we met to now, we've been making noises, quarreling as soon as we talk."

Sheng Xia: "... umm...!!!"

"Be obedient." Shi Ye's voice was very soft, "You let me take a good look at you. It's been four years, let me take a look, don't hide."

Sheng Xia was startled, and let go of his hand.

The location is weird.

If Shi Ye knew that he would be confessed in the toilet today, then he might not even enter this cubicle if he was beaten to death.

He originally just wanted to tease Sheng Xia, but when the two of them watched, some other emotions came out.

They looked at each other, just looked at each other, didn't speak, didn't move, just kept their eyes entwined.

As time passed, the gaze that stared at the other party changed.Heavier, fuller, hotter, full of unspeakable things.

Sheng Xia looked at Shi Ye, his eyes slowly turned red.

He closed his eyes, he didn't expect that just looking at each other like this made them want to cry so much.

very quiet.

Shi Ye's expression also became serious.Sheng Xia's eyes are still very clean, the way he looks at himself has not changed, it is straightforward, calm, with tears, and looks brighter.

Gradually he seemed to see something else through those eyes.Can see the summer, see the starry sky, see the tears, see the light, see the same throbbing as before.

See yourself too.

"Don't cry," Sheng Xia was annoyed when he cried, Shi Ye said with restraint, "I'll kiss you if you cry."

As a result, Sheng Xia's tears fell down in the next second and hit his hands, hot.

In a split second, the atmosphere was gone.

Shi Ye couldn't help laughing, and asked softly, "Oh, do you want me to kiss you?"

Sheng Xia's mouth is still covered by him, can you answer?Shaking his head or nodding, he pulled Shi Ye's hand shamefully and angrily, but Shi Ye said again: "Oh, in such a hurry? Do you want me to kiss?"

"You want it?"

midsummer:"……"

Shi Ye took a closer look at him, "This time it's your wish, I didn't force you, remember it."

After he finished speaking, he took his hand away, leaned forward and kissed Sheng Xia.

How would you describe a kiss?

If Shengxia were to describe it to you, he would say: this is a complex color, blue at first, which makes people feel warm, then orange, red, yellow and pink, all bright and colorful , is colorful, I'm a science student, I can't speak beautiful sentences, but Shi Ye is very hot, and so am I.

And Shi Ye, who writes lyrics quite beautifully, can only say: very cool, nothing else.

It's not the first time to kiss, but Sheng Xia gets closer and more suffocating.When he was almost out of breath, he pushed Shi Ye away with a little force, put his hand around Shi Ye's neck, thought for a while, and kissed Shi Ye's eyes again.

Shi Ye was very happy to be kissed. He liked this position, so he hugged the person on his lap and sat on the toilet.If you don't want to leave, just hug inside for a while, there are too many people outside.

"Why don't you want to record SummerTime, and don't like the words I wrote?" Shi Ye said, "I don't appreciate your kindness."

"No, all the lyrics you wrote are complaining about me." Sheng Xia frowned, "And you've sung it before, you sing it better."

Shi Ye looked at Sheng Xia's mouth opening and closing, feeling distracted and emotional at the same time.

He looked at that mouth and said suddenly: "You should have sat on my lap four years ago, but you pushed me away then."

After finishing speaking, Ye hesitated for a moment, but added, "I was very sad at the time, and it took me a long time to accept myself. Before I met you, how much I repelled this kind of thing...you may not be able to imagine." He Sighing, I thought I had said everything, so I finished, "So if you hide from me or push me in the future, I will be very angry. Don't make me angry. I'm old and I'm not in the mood to fight with you. Be obedient , let me live a few more years."

Sheng Xia was stunned for a long time, and he began to look at Shi Ye in a daze.

Shi Ye liked how Midsummer looked at him, so he didn't rush him, just waited quietly.

After waiting for a long time, Sheng Xia began to jump and said:

"I didn't hide from you. I really came to Beijing to find you. After you left, I fell ill, as if I died once. My mother disagreed with my coming to Beijing. I begged her. She knew I liked you. She said that I chose you, and she didn’t want me anymore. She didn’t say a word to me for four years, she didn’t want me anymore, and told me to think clearly before going home. Last year, she finally came to see me. Crying so hard, she said I was so stupid and asked me to go back with her after finishing my studies, she felt sorry for me being here alone."

"I thought before, if you don't want me, should I stay here?"

Shi Ye's expression slowly changed.

When talking about this kind of thing, Sheng Xia didn't cry, her tone was steady, it was more like telling a story belonging to someone else, without any hint of complaint.

"I have a bad sense of direction. Beijing is too big, and I can't always find my way. I have been here for four years, and I only know the way to three places..." Sheng Xia spoke slowly, "School, your company, and There is the family of Aunt Yang who has taught piano for four years."

"Beijing is so cold in winter." Sheng Xia's eyes were a little distracted, "It's too cold. I don't like it at all, the air is not good, and the food is not good. I don't like it. I actually regret it many times, and I really want to Go back, every time I think about it, I will listen to your song, listen to it a few times, and then tell myself, I want to become a better person, I will become a better person, better than you, just think about it and stick to it gone."

"Someone likes me. They say I sing well and I'm great. Many people want to sign me. I think I can do it..." Sheng Xia blinked, "I came to you."

"I can tell you now, I'm grown up, I can decide my own life. Also, I love you, I like you who sing and play the guitar, you don't play the guitar or sing, lose your temper with me, the same .”

"So don't you always yell at me, I love you, for four years. I was wrong at the time, don't be angry."

"I'll buy canned fruit later. If I buy it, I'll send it to you. I love you and I won't forget it."

There are three times.Sheng Xia felt that he was not bad, he didn't stutter, and he was quite organized.

The sound of someone entering the toilet, the sound of water running, flushing, talking, washing hands, and leaving.

Shi Ye thought to himself that this was too fucked up and caught off guard. He was unprepared. How could you casually tell me I love you in a toilet and say I love you? Listening to other people's convenient voice...

Once again, he was at a loss and restless by Shengxia.

Should I ask.Ask how you are doing, did your mother hit you, did you cry, why don't you hate me?

Sheng Xia was still looking at him, as if saying, I'm done talking, it's your turn.

Shi Ye's heart was beating wildly, and finally he asked a seemingly meaningless question: "...you have been here for four years, why didn't you come to me?"

Midsummer thought about it.

Why?Because what Zhao Jie said back then was right, I must at least be a little stronger and have a little bit of confidence before I let you see me.

I want to realize a dream, and you are the center of the circle, no matter what, I can't get out of you.

There is obviously no wind in the cubicle, being hugged, the temperature of the two of them is stuck together, it is very hot.But I don't know what was blown into my heart, Sheng Xia really felt a kind of clarity, as if she had unloaded something, her whole body was relaxed and comfortable.

Sheng Xia smiled and said, "I told Feng, didn't Feng tell you?"