golden moonlight

The time is [-]:[-] in the afternoon, and the place is the banquet hall of Fontaine Ruiya.This banquet hall may be the largest in the entire North China region. The ceiling is nearly ten meters high. A series of luxurious chandeliers that echo each other hang down, decorating the entire banquet hall resplendently and elegantly.

There are more and more guests, not only the glamorous entertainment industry, but also celebrities from all walks of life are invited to participate in this fashion ceremony.Well-dressed men and women chatted in twos and threes, and various social relationships were formed between people, accompanied by a variety of high-quality wines, allowing the guests to enjoy the supreme experience of Vanity Fair.

But even if the wine here is indeed of excellent quality, no one really comes here just for the wine, and even fewer people like Qu Haiyao seem to drown themselves in the wine glass.Zou Bin ignored him at all, and just socialized in the crowd on his own.Qu Haiyao has completely offended Liu Jiaren now. This ignorant kid has just created a little bit of income for the company, and he is doomed to have a bad life in the future.Now Zou Bin only hoped that Liu Jiaren would only target Qu Haiyao if he wanted to, and not drag the entire Huixing culture into trouble.

Qu Haiyao was also very happy.He doesn't know anyone, and he doesn't want to know anyone. The pain of being deceived and slapped face-to-face seems to have passed. When he had a showdown with Liu Jiaren, the sharp pain was wrapped in soaring anger, and he didn't feel too prickly. .But now, when the anger gradually subsides, and reason makes Qu Haiyao realize how big a mess he has made, a huge sense of emptiness hits his head and face like waves, making his whole body cold and in constant pain , Difficulty breathing.

If he had only vaguely felt a dull pain during the busy time abroad, he had just peeled off his pain and exposed it to the air.Qu Haiyao felt his brain was split again, and this time it was split into three parts, one part of the brain was very realistically entangled in how he should behave in the company and in this circle in the future, and the other part of the brain was He was furious at the fact that he was deceived and humiliated, and the last part of his brain uncontrollably echoed Liu Jiaren's gentle appearance.

At that time, Qu Haiyao thought countless times that if he were a woman, he might have willingly bowed down to Liu Jiaren's suit pants, but Qu Haiyao had never done any research on psychology, and he never understood it. The idea is just a safety boundary that I draw for myself in my heart.

——Because I am not a woman, even if I am treated like this by Liu Jiaren, I am safe. "Not a woman" is the spell that Qu Haiyao cast on himself, as long as he stays in this safe zone, he will not fall.

But in fact it has fallen.The heart that can only be controlled by spells is no longer sincere.Qu Haiyao's sincerity has probably thrown himself into Liu Jiaren's arms, and what guards him is only his little bit of dignity that belongs to a straight man that he can't show.

And now he's thankful for his straight masculine dignity.Qu Haiyao curled up his mouth mockingly, and drank the contents of the cup in one gulp - he didn't even know what it was, but felt it was a bit spicy and very sour, as if he was tasting the tears he didn't shed.He was dizzy, like a fish whose water had been evaporated, and he almost lost the strength to thump.

He was eager to rehydrate, but there was not much distilled water in this damn luxurious venue, and more liquid drinks were wines that could show status.At this time, Qu Haiyao didn't pick any more, he just went to the bar, he didn't care, he just drank whatever he picked up, completely debauched.

He doesn't drink too much, he drank everything just now, he didn't have a drink in his hand, he mixed all kinds of alcohol, and now he is out of control.His mind was buzzing and he could barely see clearly. The light in the banquet hall dimmed. On the pre-arranged crystal stage, the popular hostess and an old domestic male model joined hands to celebrate the [-]th anniversary of the Chinese version of "MENU". The official opening.

The grand music and changing lights made Qu Haiyao's dizziness worse and worse. He didn't listen to what the people on the stage said or did. All he could do was support his body and try to find the toilet. Location.It seems to be over there... Qu Haiyao tried his best to support himself, kept his footsteps that were not too wobbly, and slowly moved towards the bathroom.

This road is simply wading through mountains and rivers, but when I am unlucky, I can hardly drink cold water.The restrooms on the first floor were overcrowded, and I don't know why everyone ran over to go to the restroom when the celebration was in full swing.Qu Haiyao scolded his mother inwardly, only splashed some water on his face, and after regaining consciousness a little bit, he planned to go upstairs to the bathroom.

But when he got to the edge of the hall, he couldn't move.

Among the three people standing on the crystal platform at this moment, Rong Yi is in the middle.

Rong Yi is probably the kind of natural focus of the spotlight.Among the three people on the stage, the height of the male model is outstanding, and Rong Yi is not much taller than the hostess with sky-high feet, but the light of the two people beside her is not as dazzling as Rong Yi alone.

Qu Haiyao felt a little dazed, he had just come out of the bathroom on the first floor, and now he was standing at the side door of the banquet hall, from his angle, although the stand was not straight, it happened to highlight Rongyi's sharp cheekbones and mandibles, His straight spine, thin legs, perfectly tailored costumes, and dazzling lights all make Rong Yi show a special temperament that is completely different from ordinary people.

This person is Rong Yi, who was what Liu Jiaren asked for.And what about myself?Qu Haiyao looked down at his wet cuffs, his shirt soaked in cold sweat, his face, which was hot from the effect of alcohol but had been splashed with several handfuls of cold water, and his makeup was in a mess.

Embarrassed to the extreme.How dare you call him "Xiao Rongyi" just like that?He remembered Liu Jiaren's vicious sarcasm to him in the afternoon: What are you?

A surge of anger suddenly rushed into Qu Haiyao's brain, he thought what did he do wrong to end up in such a situation?Just because I look similar to this person on stage, I deserve to be teased, deceived, coaxed into a dazed surrender of my sincerity, and then smashed to pieces?And what about the guy on stage?He is just similar to me, if I switched positions with him, and I was the one who entered this circle ten years earlier and met Liu Jiaren, then the one who will be humiliated today is Rong Yi!

Or, if Liu Jiaren used the previous method to pursue me, maybe we would have... long ago...

Qu Haiyao suddenly woke up.He has been vaguely looking forward to the future with Liu Jiaren, he still thinks that Liu Jiaren is worth looking forward to, and he still doesn't understand that the Liu Jiaren who made him willing to deliver his sincerity is an illusion, but Liu Jiaren who broke his heart into pieces is the real one.

Not a good lover, but a good executioner.Qu Haiyao has only now realized this as if he just woke up from a dream, but the person on the stage understood it more than ten years ago.

As expected, he is a fake, inferior product, and that person is the precious Bai Yueguang.

It's too embarrassing... Qu Haiyao ran away, looking for the way to the second floor like a headless chicken, and because of the extreme confusion, he went wrong twice in a row. When he finally crashed into the bathroom for the third time, he finally He threw himself on the sink in a twirl.

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When the nauseating feeling of vomiting hit, someone happened to slap Qu Haiyao's side face hard, and I was really thankful when I thought about it later.How many people were suffocated to death by their own vomit in an alcohol coma. If they really died like that, Qu Haiyao would be so ashamed and angry that he would turn into a ghost.

But Qu Haiyao couldn't think so much at that time, he just wanted to vomit.The unlucky guy who picked him up from the ground seemed to be aware of this, and while supporting his muddy body, said coldly, "Hold it for me", and then dragged him to move.It seemed that he had bumped into something in the middle, Qu Haiyao was completely unconscious, and could only instinctively try to restrain the urge to vomit.Until he heard someone say "Okay, you vomit", as if he heard the starting gun, he vomited desperately holding the only thing he could hold in his hands.

——It was only later that he realized that what he was holding was a toilet.

Qu Haiyao vomited earth-shatteringly in the cubicle, Rong Yi closed the cubicle door so that no one would come in and see, he frowned and stared at the drunk who was in love with the toilet, lest he drown himself in the toilet.Seeing that he had almost vomited, Rong Yi went over and picked up his upper body to let the toilet flush.

——really heavy.

Qu Haiyao's body shape is similar to his appearance. He looks thin, but he actually has a lot of weight.Rong Yi was worrying about how to carry this drunk out, of course he could move him, but this is a public place, if people come and go see him, he will look ugly anyway. "Big and small Rongyi" getting drunk together is not a good gossip headline.

The drunk on the ground whimpered in pain, Rong Yi didn't bother to pay attention to him, just wanted to ignore him, and then took a step back like lightning in the next second, almost letting the drunk vomit dirty His hands and face rubbed against his pants.

Today, Rong Yi's outfit is worth more than 200 million, and he is already so angry that he wants to scold his mother.With a sullen face, he let the drunk man fall to the ground, turned around and took out a bunch of tissues, then lowered his body and lifted Qu Haiyao's head, wiping that drunken face roughly.

The drunk finally opened his eyes, and looked around with an extremely blank look like a fool.Rong Yi said impatiently: "Did you hear me? What is your assistant's phone number? I'll call him and let him come in to pick you up—what does it look like!"

The last sentence is almost audible.Rong Yi has never been someone who likes to take care of stray animals, let alone people.They're all adults, and they all have the ability to restrain themselves, yet they're still so drunk on this occasion.

But this kid is slightly different after all, especially since Rong Yi had heard that Qu Haiyao rejected Director Yuan's "Harvest Years".At that time, Rong Yi was really surprised when he first heard it, and Director Yuan himself was also surprised. When they got together, they were still guessing what the situation was, but Rong Yi actually already had some guesses in his heart.

The real situation and Rong Yi's guess were almost inseparable, so Rong Yi had to take another look at the child after all.But that's the end of it at most, Rong Yi got angry seeing Qu Haiyao's dazed look, and couldn't help but want to stretch out his hand to smack him.But before the slap came, Qu Haiyao suddenly made a sound.

"Would you like...?"

His voice is steamy, hazy, and has a hint of coquettish charm.Rong Yi couldn't see this coquettish-looking man the most, just as he was about to start scolding, he heard the owner of the voice let out a piercing cold snort in that steamy voice.

"You really... glow."

It seemed like a compliment, but it was impossible for Rong Yi not to hear the irony in this compliment.He raised his eyebrows slightly, and saw Qu Haiyao's dimly opened eyes filled with a sharp sense of pain and unwillingness.

"It's beautiful and powerful..." He seemed to be trying hard to organize the thoughts in his heart into words, but they were somewhat inconsistent. "Compared to you, I'm... not good enough," Qu Haiyao shook his head, but this action obviously aggravated his dizziness, "Not good... Anyway, I'm a fake, rotten again..."

Rong Yi couldn't bear to listen.He faintly felt that his guess was only roughly correct, not all of it. Looking at Qu Haiyao's appearance now, he was definitely not just being coerced.Back then, he was coerced, but Qu Haiyao might have suffered even worse.

Of course being deceived is worse than being coerced, Rong Yi originally thought so.Some impatience faded from his eyes, showing some softness.

"All right, all right," he tried to straighten Qu Haiyao's body, "You're not even a 'pin' now, so why are you fake...Where is your phone? I'll call your assistant."

He fumbled for the phone on Qu Haiyao's body, but suddenly the drunk child grabbed his wrist.Rong Yi was startled, and raised her head reflexively to look at Qu Haiyao, and was surprised that she had only missed a moment of looking, and there was so much hostility accumulated in those big, round eyes.

"But I'm not reconciled."

For a moment, Rong Yi felt that Qu Haiyao was not drunk at all, he said "not reconciled", and the word "not reconciled" was vividly reflected in his eyes, washing away all the drunkenness.

"What did I do wrong? I just look like you, why should I suffer this?" Qu Haiyao's eyes were red, and he didn't know whether it was the effect of alcohol or his heart was surging, "Because I was young and didn't status, do I deserve to be bullied? Do I deserve to be cheated? I’m not as good as you, do I deserve to be trampled on?”

The originally clear and clean voice became hoarse and dull under the dual effects of alcohol and hostility, and Rong Yi's wrist was slightly painful from Qu Haiyao's clasp.In fact, Rong Yi wouldn't be unable to break free from Qu Haiyao's control if she really tried hard, but the accusation every word made Rong Yi lose the idea of ​​breaking free for a while.

No one knows how well Rong Yi understands such unwillingness.Qu Haiyao's face is so similar to his own, looking at him like this is like looking at the powerless and unwilling self through more than ten years.

They are even so similar in how they deal with it—they simply avoid it and don't want to get involved.

Rong Yi used to be so angry, even a hundred times more angry than Qu Haiyao.He once picked up the keyboard and smashed the band dormitory into a mess, his hands were stained with his own blood, and he complained to heaven and earth what kind of fucking "rules" this is!However, he is nothing and has no ability, but the "rules" have already been established. All he can do is resist and walk away, and he has no right to struggle other than that.

Just like Qu Haiyao now.

Even being unwilling is like the current Qu Haiyao.He looked at the ferocious pain and grief on this young and lovely face, and in the next moment, these two expressions quickly condensed into a firmness that Rong Yi couldn't react to.

"I, no, willing, heart. I, unwilling, to be ruined by others." Qu Haiyao declared word by word, "I, Qu Haiyao, from today onwards, vow to be a person who can ruin others !"

...what a mess.Rong Yi frowned, her eyes looked a little dangerous. "Who do you want to spoil? How do you want to spoil?"

Who knew that Qu Haiyao was much more confident than him. "I want to spoil you!"

Rong Yi: "........."

"Oh." He could only utter this in response, but he still didn't understand what was going on with the painting style panting.

"How do you want to ruin it..." Qu Haiyao's thinking system, which has been dazzled by alcohol, seems to have not considered this problem, and now it is running improvised.

"What a mess... Of course I want to ride on your head!"

Rong Yi: "........."

"I want to swear to become a hardware actor who is more powerful than you, oh no, the eight gold actor!... hiccup,"

Probably because he spoke too fast and was too excited, Qu Haiyao finally hiccupped dully.Rong Yi's perception went from heavy emotion to bewilderment to nothing to say in half a minute, and finally stopped crying and laughing. He looked at Qu Haiyao who had let go of his wrist with an embarrassing face, and sighed Afterwards, he rubbed his slightly numb wrist, and while continuing to touch the phone on Qu Haiyao's body, he said with a blank expression, "Okay, okay, eight-gold film star, do you want to give you a big diamond ring with Hearts and Arrows?"

"Wang Bajie?" Qu Haiyao was in a daze, muttering in a tone that he didn't understand at all, and then he laughed: "Okay! Wang Bajie, I... yes!"

Rong Yi quickly covered her mouth with the back of her hand, afraid that she would really laugh.His shoulders trembled suspiciously, but his sensitive ears heard the small footsteps coming from outside amidst Qu Haiyao's smirk and muttering.

He suddenly darkened his face, left Qu Haiyao on the spot and left the cubicle.

Sure enough, those who come who are not kind will not come.

It was Liu Jiaren who came in.

It's been a while since Rong Yi and Liu Jiaren have seen each other. Anyway, the two know each other well. No matter how Liu Jiaren pretends to be a social elite, Rong Yi will only think that he is a beast in clothes.Just like now, he is well-dressed with a smile on his mouth, Rong Yi only feels that the mask on this guy's face is so disgusting that people just want to tear his face apart.

"Long time no see." Liu Jiaren's voice was very soft, like a deliberately ambiguous whisper.Rong Yi felt a chill again, he was too lazy to act with Liu Jiaren, so he choked back: "It would be better if it lasted longer, it's best not to see each other again."

Liu Jiaren smiled, and glanced at the cubicle where Rong Yi just came out.Rong Yi directly blocked the door of the cubicle, covering the door tightly, not so much against Liu Jiaren, who had an evil heart, but rather as protecting Qu Haiyao inside, even though the two sober people knew that they were drunk and died inside who and why.

"Because of you, another young man's life was ruined. Rong Yi, do you have a sense of accomplishment?"

There was obvious malice in Liu Jiaren's tone.Rong Yi has experienced his skill of beating and raking more than ten years ago, and now he is completely out of control: "Don't hold a shit bowl and hold it when you see it, you don't think it smells bad. Bury your own shit, otherwise you'll be dead." Eat it yourself."

Different from the heroic and imposing high-level image, Rong Yi is actually very vicious when he is really vicious. He scolds whatever is disgusting, even during fights, and whatever tricks out, everything is for the purpose of killing the other party.After Liu Jiaren learned about this side of him back then, instead of being surprised, he felt more and more that he must get this person.

But of course he didn't tell Rong Yi about this kind of mentality, and Rong Yi couldn't understand it.In the final analysis, even if he knew, he would not curb his evil deeds.Rong Yi's implementation of the concept of "sticking to oneself" has reached the point of asceticism, and he cannot be shaken by one or two abnormalities.

But the reason why perverts are perverts is that they are admirable.For Liu Jiaren, tolerance has become an important cog in his life that cannot be erased.After hearing Rong Yi's vulgar words, not only did he not flinch, but he smiled more conspicuously, his deep eyes narrowed, and there was undisguised greed in them.

"I think you look at Qu Haiyao quite differently? It's okay, don't worry, since Qu Haiyao is the first one, there will be another one in the future. Little Rongyi, little Rongyi... in this world If there are a few like yours, I will be ruined."

Rong Yi parted her lips as if hearing some funny joke. "And then? Are you scaring me? I'm not even afraid of monsters touching my own life. You threaten me with other people's lives? Are you out of your mind?"

He glanced up and down at Liu Jiaren with a look like a clown, then leaned against the door of the cubicle: "And you can't even kill me, who else do you want to kill? Gold always shines." , feces will be eaten by dogs.”

Liu Jiaren didn't mind at all that he was scolded as a shit-eating dog.He raised his eyebrows: "So you are gold?"

"Nonsense. Otherwise it's shit."

"So, the one inside?"

He glanced in the direction of the compartment, the reference was obvious.Rong Yi choked back: "I don't know if it's gold, but it wasn't eaten by dogs anyway, so it must be shit."

Liu Jiaren snorted. "Then I'll see if he will shine."

It was Rong Yi who raised his jaw arrogantly.