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"Change, change the play?"

After hearing Rong Yi's request, Diao Bishu didn't seem to believe his ears, his eyes and mouth were opened wide, and he looked at Rong Yi with a completely confused expression.

Tolerance is very calm.He thought about it and thought that it would not be easy to persuade Diao Bishu. Seeing that Diao Bishu reacted so strongly, he willingly took him to a lazy sofa at the other end, and he himself pulled a chair over to sit on the lazy sofa. forward.

"Don't worry, and don't get me wrong. I don't have any thoughts about your story or policies." His tone was calm, but his expression was a little worried. "I don't know if you have felt that Qu Haiyao's condition is not right recently, but I talked to him yesterday, and his condition is already very bad."

Diao Bishu was taken aback, and just wanted to say that Qu Haiyao's recent plays are getting better and better, but seeing Rong Yi's expression, he suddenly realized that what Rong Yi was talking about was not Qu Haiyao's performance status, but his As Qu Haiyao's state.

"What's wrong?" Diao Bishu asked with a frown.Rong Yi pinched the center of his brows, sighed, and said, "I'm too involved in the film. At the beginning, when I was filming with equipment and it was difficult to enter the scene, he thought of a method called 'parallel world', and the effect was quite good. Yes, but now it seems that the side effects are quite serious. I went to talk to him yesterday, and he was kneeling in the bathtub pouring cold water all the time, and his whole body was covered with ice. As soon as I came, he hugged me and cried, saying sorry to me , can't take me away, I cried for a long time before I 'woke him up'."

Rongyi is actually adding oil and vinegar.Although what he said was true, to a certain extent, he used some verbal scheming to make things appear more serious.Sure enough, Diao Bishu gasped after hearing this.If Qu Haiyao's side effects are so severe, then it's no wonder that his condition in the play is getting better and better, because he has been on the play and can't come out at all, which is quite dangerous for actors.Originally, in order to play the two roles of Sui Tan and Shi Xiaozhao well, the actors needed to use their emotions and states of devotion to shape them. Now it seems that Qu Haiyao probably over-dedicated.

This dangerous state is often ridiculed by the public as "work-related injury", but only the person concerned knows how serious this kind of "work-related injury" can be. Diao Bishu alone has heard several examples from acquaintances.There are people who fall in love with the couple in the play, but the other party is a married man. After playing the villain, they feel that their existence in the world is full of sins, and finally convert to Buddhism. What's more, because of the contrast with themselves There are many bloody examples of larger characters who can't tell which one is the real self for a long time, so that they escape from reality, indulge in the illusion of drugs, and eventually die.

But now that Qu Haiyao has suffered such a serious work-related injury in the middle of filming, it's no wonder that Rong Yi is worried.But it's one thing to worry, it's another thing to worry about changing the show.Generally, directors actively do psychological counseling when encountering such a situation. Diao Bishu has never heard of the director changing the play because the actors were too involved in the play, which made him even more confused.

"Since it was discovered earlier, shouldn't it be dealt with earlier?" Diao Bishu argued, "I don't think Qu Haiyao's psychological quality is that bad, why not try to adjust it first? We can reduce the daily shooting time , let him have enough space to return to himself; you can also adjust the schedule, ask him to take a leave of absence from the crew to participate in his other work; or arrange for his parents and friends to come to visit the set, let him take two days off for him to follow Stay with your family—there are so many methods, don’t you plan to try these methods first?”

"Because these methods treat the symptoms but not the root cause." Rong Yi's attitude was calm and firm. "I know Qu Haiyao very well, and I know that these methods are useless to him, because as long as the filming is not over, he must always be in the state of Sui Tan, even if you let him go on vacation, even if you let him stay with his family When a friend stays together, he must still be talking and playing in his mind."

"I told him very early on that the way I act is to turn myself into the shell of the character and let the character come to me. Qu Haiyao has done it now, but I am naturally cold-blooded, and his emotions are much more delicate than mine. Playing that kind of role in that kind of acting, it hurts him too much."

Diao Bishu frowned tightly: "Do you think you can't afford this responsibility?"

He originally intended to use the provocative method to provoke Rongyi, but Rongyi sighed unwaveringly: "I think the injury he received will eventually hurt me."

"In the final analysis, it's not because of him, but because of my own selfish thoughts."

Diao Bishu was stunned by this special brain circuit.After getting to know Rong Yi and Qu Haiyao, many things he had seen and heard were rampant in his mind. After a long time, he looked at Rong Yi in a daze, without even noticing the sound. lowered.

"You, you and Qu Haiyao...the two of you..." He stared at Rong Yi with wide eyes in disbelief and whispered.

Rong Yi smiled at him, and nodded frankly: "Yes, it's exactly what you think."

"I..." Diao Bishu reflexively wanted to swear, the conscience of heaven and earth, he hasn't uttered a swear word for many years.Rong Yi was happy to see him like that, "Are you so surprised?"

"No...you two..." Diao Bishu really felt that his eyes were wide open, "You two are not in a relationship, but you have to act as a couple in a movie...you..." He racked his brains, bewildered He choked out a sentence: "Aren't you afraid that people will know?"

Rong Yi raised an eyebrow at him: "If I hadn't come to tell you about it today, you would have known about it? Do you want it?"

Diao Bishu thought about it, yes.Unlike ordinary male and female lovers in the circle who can show their affection in a high-profile way, gay people go to the opposite extreme, wishing to make their personal relationship invisible to the public.Like Rong Yi and Qu Haiyao, after being exposed to such a turbulent nurturing scandal before, they can get together to start a company and make a movie in a fair manner. Few normal people would think that they are really a couple.

"Even if you know about it," Rong Yi continued, "now you know about it, so what? Even if the whole world knows about it, so what?"

Rong Yi smiled, obviously his expression was handsome, yet he smiled with a kind of unrestrained and unscrupulous expression.Diao Bishu nodded in admiration: "You two are amazing..." He finally understood why Rong Yi was so eager to change the play because of Qu Haiyao's poor condition, but for him, the play is the bottom line, just like the relationship with Rong Yi. Qu Haiyao is the bottom line.

"I bless you all, but it's impossible to change the play." Diao Bishu's attitude was also very firm.Since Rong Yi needed to change the play because of Qu Haiyao's state, the changes he asked for would definitely not be small. Diao Bishu even felt that if this was not Rong Yi's own play, he might just take Qu Haiyao with him. quit.

"Putting the whole body in motion. You know better than me how much the entire crew and the entire project will change if you change the play. I know you are worried about Qu Haiyao, but he is also a professional actor. He must have changed after work. The way to adjust your state back, if you care about it, you will be chaotic."

"I know." Rong Yi slightly lowered his eyes, and when he raised them again, there was a hint of unbearable and worry in his expression. "I know he might be able to adjust himself, and I should believe that he has this ability. But what if he doesn't? What if he doesn't adjust?"

"It's impossible for me to bet on the person I want to spend my whole life with, because I can't afford to lose."

Diao Bishu frowned tightly, and the incomprehensible and unreasonable obstacles made him lose his temper. "When did you become so timid? Being an actor is Qu Haiyao's job. You are afraid of this and that, so why didn't you just lock him up after he was injured?"

"This and that are two different things..."

"It's the same thing!" Diao Bishu felt that he hadn't lost his temper for a long time, and that Rong Yi, who thought he was a like-minded man, would be so confused about this kind of thing, he felt his head was about to lose his head.

"My wife, every day on the high-speed sports car, moving up and down every day, her job is not dangerous? She did not have an accident, there was one time lying in the hospital for almost two months before being discharged, I said What? Did I stop her from going to work? Now you say you want to change the show, have you asked Qu Haiyao? Did he agree? "

Before Rong Yi could speak, and Diao Bishu had no time to continue talking like a cannonball, there was a rhythmic knock on the door.

A brisk male voice came from outside the door. "Can I come in? I seem to hear someone talking about me!"

Diao Bishu and Rong Yi looked at each other, their expressions changed.In the beginning, the voices of the two of them chatting were quite peaceful, then it became louder and louder, and now it was so loud that Qu Haiyao outside the door could hear what they were talking about?

"Come in." Rong Yi took the lead and said towards the door.The door opened immediately, and Qu Haiyao came in with a bright smile on his face: "What are you talking about? Can I listen?"

Rong Yi was just about to find an excuse to send him away, when Diao Bishu said coldly: "It is true that what I am talking about should not be hidden from you. Rong Yi plans to change the play for you."

Diao Bishu lowered his voice again, but it was enough for Qu Haiyao who entered the room to hear clearly.Rong Yi cursed secretly, and saw Qu Haiyao turned to look at him in astonishment.

"Change the play? What play?"

Qu Haiyao was at a loss.Seeing him like this, Diao Bishu knew that he had guessed well, and Rong Yi never mentioned this matter to Qu Haiyao.Diao Bishu's face was even uglier than before, and he couldn't hide his anger when he stared at Rongyi.After all, he was well-trained, so Diao Bishu didn't explode at Rongyi on the spot, but turned to Qu Haiyao.

"Rongyi was worried that you would be too affected by the role and couldn't adjust your state, so she planned to change the play. As for what play to change..." Diao Bishu looked at Rongyi coldly, "It must be for Sui Tan and Shi Xiaozha to watch. It doesn't look so bitter—hmph, 'bitterness'...Rong Yi, I don't hope this is your true thought, otherwise I really misread you."

After finishing speaking, he glanced at Qu Haiyao and Rong Yi coldly, said "you two have a good talk between yourself", and then walked away.

Rong Yi looked at the closed door and his heart sank, while Qu Haiyao turned to Rong Yi and walked up to him step by step.

"Teacher Diao is angry with you." Qu Haiyao whispered, his voice and expression made Rong Yi unable to see his emotions.

"I'm more concerned about whether you are angry with me."

Rong Yi felt that this matter was not kind, whether it was for Diao Bishu or Qu Haiyao himself, as he told Diao Bishu, in fact, his thoughts were originally out of selfishness. Have self-knowledge.

Qu Haiyao looked at him, then suddenly turned around and locked the door of the room.

Rong looked at him inexplicably.Qu Haiyao turned back immediately after locking the door, and hugged Rongyi all of a sudden.

"How could I be angry with you..." Along with this warm embrace, Qu Haiyao whispered in Rong Yi's ear.Rong Yi's mind had always been tense, but now that Qu Haiyao said this to him, he finally felt a little relieved.

"Just like you will never blame me, I will never blame you."

Qu Haiyao's arms were warm, completely different from the freezing temperature in the bathtub yesterday.Rong Yi put herself on Qu Haiyao's chest with peace of mind, and quietly listened to Qu Haiyao whispering to him: "I know you are worried about me, but in fact I am not very worried."

Qu Haiyao knows himself very well.He knew that he couldn't adjust some time ago, in fact, it was because he didn't want to get out of the state in the play.As Rong Yi said, the acting state that Qu Haiyao has always yearned for is that, like Rong Yi, when he is in the role, he becomes an empty shell of the character, and when he plays Sui Tan and enters Sui Tan's life , he clearly felt that he had become Sui Tan's "body".

This is the performance state he has always dreamed of, but he didn't expect it to be so painful, and he didn't even realize that he seemed to have reached the edge of a cliff until Rong Yi came to him last night and finally collapsed in front of Rong Yi.

But even so, he wasn't too worried.He let go of Rongyi, put his arms around Rongyi's waist and asked with a smile, "Do you know why I'm not worried?"

Rong Yi was taken aback, and after thinking about it, she also smiled.

"Little fool... you trust me like that?"

Qu Haiyao laughed out loud. "Of course I believe you! As long as you are real, as long as you are by my side, I will have no problems—you are my magic needle."

Just like what Qu Haiyao himself has always believed, no matter how high he flies or how far he runs, as long as he has tolerance, the rope that is tied to him will never be loosened.