i see your calling

The coldest time of the year should be New Year's Day and Spring Festival, Lian Yan has always thought so, especially when there are lively firecrackers outside, and when he and Xu Mei are sitting in front of the cold TV with snowflakes - he hopes that the coldest time will come before the coldest time. , Shen Pingge can come back.I can come back now!Lian Yan didn't know what to do.

Shen Pingge bore half of the punishment in such a silent manner, Lian Yan was only charged with the other half of "willfulness".

Shen Yiming didn't talk to him for about three days, Lian Yan wanted to say "I'm sorry" to him several times, but he couldn't find the opportunity, and he had to squeeze his courage.

When New Year's Day was approaching, Shen Yiming took him to have his hair cut. Lian Yan's forehead hair grew long, covering her eyebrows completely, and she looked a little sluggish. That barber shop made Lian Yan feel familiar, and she remembered it when she went to wash her hair. , This is the barbershop that Shen Yiming took him to before.

That time was also at night, Shen Yiming rubbed his hair and said: "If only my son was as good as you."

At that time, he was even more afraid of strangers than now, he had to hide behind Shen Yiming, his back was tense, like an animal ready to run away at any time.His hair was cut short, and the cold wind blew on his neck, making him feel even colder.

The phone rang, and Lian Yan glanced at the message from Shen Pingge.

He said: Just say sorry to him.

He also said: He will not forgive you.

Who can say for sure, Shen Pingge is his own, no matter how blood is involved, no matter what Shen Pingge did wrong, Shen Yiming can always forgive him, but he is an outsider, he is not his own.

After getting into the car, Lian Yan hesitated, just about to touch Shen Yiming, Shen Yiming looked back and said, "Are you hungry?"

Lian Yan froze for a moment, then nodded dully.

"I'll take you to dinner first," Shen Yiming said, the car moved slowly, "Let's go to a Sichuan restaurant."

There was nothing unresolvable at the dinner table, whether conflicts or conflicts, what Shen Yiming ordered was what Lian Yan liked to eat. Like Shen Pingge, he himself didn't like spicy food, so he put the dishes in light tea and ate them like that. Before moving the chopsticks, Yan took courage and gestured with him.

- Uncle, I'm sorry.

"I still remember," Shen Yiming said with a smile, "Hurry up and eat."

Is this supposed to be forgiven?Lian Yan buried his head in the food, it was very spicy, his fair face was flushed, and he was sweating hot and humid in the cold weather, and he also cooked the dishes for Shen Yiming, Shen Yiming suddenly said: "Actually, I regard you and Ping Ping as my sons. of."

Lian Yan raised her eyes and met his eyes.

"You're still young, and it's normal to make mistakes. I'm an adult, no matter what, I can't haggle with you," said the warm yellow light above his head, and the smile lines in the corners of Shen Yiming's eyes were obvious, "You must be a good boy, and I'm closer to Pingge." It's nothing, just don't delay your studies, you're about to take the exam, right?"

Lian Yan couldn't help but feel guilty when she was moved, Shen Yiming didn't know that he and Shen Pingge were in love, if he knew, would he still say that?Maybe they will scold him.

That night he dreamed that Shen Yiming broke his relationship with Shen Pingge, he was kicked out of the villa, he didn't have a suitcase, his hands were empty, Shen Yiming pointed at his nose, and yelled: "How can you spoil my son?" ! Can you afford to lose his future!"

Lian Yan went to look at Shen Pingge, Shen Pingge smiled at him, behind him was nothingness, Huibai, his voice was very clear, he said.

"Goodbye."

After waking up from the dream, Lian Yan didn't call Shen Pingge, Shen Pingge wanted to rest.

He misses Shen Pingge so much, it even has the meaning of madness - he can come back during the New Year's Eve, it's just a game, it won't be that long, but Shen Pingge didn't say, and he didn't dare to give himself this hope.

The snow here has melted, and the sun has dried the snow particles, exposing the dry soil. Lian Yan once passed by the high school—or, when he deliberately passed by the high school, he saw Chen You, who was holding a tall Shu, walked out of the high school, saw him, his eyes met, and then quickly staggered.

It was only later that he found out that Chen You had transferred to another school.

Chen You's parents stubbornly attributed the "homosexual" illness to environmental factors, and believed that someone must have misled their children, but Chen You never said anything about it. Transferring to another school was the biggest compromise she could make.Everything was done quietly, and even leaving school was when Tan Yun had a fever and didn't come to school.

When I saw Tan Yun again, it was in physical education class. Tan Yun was sitting under the shade of a tree, fingering the pages of the book, unable to see clearly. Lian Yan wanted to go up to sit with Tan Yun several times, but gave up.When she was about to leave, she suddenly saw Yang Zhi walking by, sitting next to her, whispering something.

What did you say.

not so important.

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Lian Yan asked: Brother, can you come back on New Year's Day?

The next day will be the new year, but there is no news from Shen Pingge for a long time. Shen Yiming said, if he doesn't come back, it will be up to us father and son to live together.It's almost a new year, and it doesn't snow, it's just full and gloomy, and the weather forecast is also gray.

He told Shen Pingge about Chen You's transfer to another school, Shen Pingge probably didn't know how to judge, Lian Yan asked him: Will we do the same?

This time Shen Pingge gave him a definite answer, saying: No.

During this period of time, Lian Yan suddenly became very interested in Shen Pingge's affairs. When the lights in the villa were turned off at night, he secretly ran to Shen Pingge's room with Shen Yiming on his back, and wrapped him up in the dark night. Even wearing his clothes, Shen Pingge's clothes were bigger than his, and they were baggy to wear, and the cold wind was sucked in in winter.He curled up in the warm blanket without showing his face, as if he had returned to the most primitive state.

Even though she had expected Shen Pingge's failure to come back, Lian Yan still felt an indescribable loss. He accidentally stained Shen Pingge's pillow, and when the tears dried, there were still small circle marks.

Shen Yiming made glutinous rice balls. He didn't know how to wrap them. He bought instant food. When he bit into it, black sesame filling would flow out. It was fragrant and fragrant. Lian Yan didn't show his gloom too much. He began to feel like an adult who could hide his emotions.

Shen Yiming didn't plan to wait for the countdown to the New Year's Eve, and neither did Lian Yan.After eating, they went back to their respective rooms, Lian Yan waited for the sound of the door closing, and then slowly opened her own door, probed to make sure no one was there, and then ran to Shen Pingge's room.

As before, he took the clothes in Shen Pingge's closet, turning them in a mess on purpose, so that the folds of the clothes would bear some traces of his temper. It wasn't that cold this day, and the floor in the villa was too warm, and he even sweated Lian Yan just wore his long sleeves, the hem of the clothes reached her thighs, and her exposed legs were straight and long. He just got into Shen Pingge's bed, stretched out his fingers, and pointed at the clouds outside.

There were no stars for him to point to, and the fog formed.

He took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Shen Pingge.

Say: I won't wait for you!

Said: Why don't you come back!

He softened his attitude again and said: Brother, I miss you so much.

Fell asleep in a daze, and in the drowsiness he turned into a shadow, a shadow under people's feet, but when he looked up, he saw Shen Pingge, squatting on the bed, tying his shoelaces, Lian Yan silently yelled, asking him to kiss ground.This time Shen Pingge looked at him with gentle eyes. He heard Shen Pingge call his name and said, "Xiaoyan."

It was too real, Lian Yan was sure, definitely it was Shen Pingge's voice, he was no longer a shadow, gravity disappeared, he stood up again, stood in front of him, forced himself to open his eyes in the dark night ——He saw Shen Pingge.

Shen Pingge was wearing a beige plush jacket, with a scarf draped over his elbows, his eyebrows and eyes could not be seen carefully in the dark, Lian Yan stretched out her hand, and touched the corners of his eyes in confusion.

I'm dreaming.

He always dreamed of Shen Pingge.

Maybe the milky moonlight will give a sweet dream?That was generous too, he was always having nightmares.

"I haven't seen you for a few days," Shen Pingge gripped his fingertips and sighed, "You don't know me?"

Lian Yan blinked, stared blankly, suddenly sat up on her knees, turned the quilt to one side, straightened up, hugged Shen Pingge's neck tightly, trembling all over, kissed him again, her eyes were red, and gestured to him : How did you come back?

"Surprise for you," Shen Pingge put his arms around his waist, and they fell down on the soft bed, facing each other, "I came here by plane, and I didn't tell you in advance that I was coming back, nor did my father— —If you say so, then the three of us will probably have to spend New Year's Eve together." He laughed.

The drowsiness faded away, Lian Yan was so happy, hugging him, he was so happy whatever Shen Pingge said, Shen Pingge rubbed his hair and said, "Why are you sleeping on my bed?"

Lian Yan looked at him with wide eyes, her eyes were no longer red, but her face turned red, she buried herself in his chest and refused to listen.

"Still wearing my clothes," Shen Pingge laughed in a low voice, hooking his ear, itching, his hand touched Lian Yan's leg, "You should wear pants, otherwise it will be cold in the middle of the night."

Lian Yan shook her head, and just burrowed into his arms, Shen Pingge felt a little cold, probably because he just came in from the outside, he was very clingy, and wanted to kiss him, Shen Pingge pushed him away a little, Kissed him soothingly, helplessly: "Don't let me take a cold shower late on New Year's Eve."

Lian Yan was stunned for a moment, and suddenly realized that she didn't dare to move.

He didn't even take a cold shower, and Lian Yan stayed quietly beside him, covered with a quilt and a pillow, which wasn't enough, but no one thought about getting another pillow, Lian Yan waited for that kind of shyness After the strength passed, he slowly wrote in the palm of Shen Pingge's hand, and Shen Pingge would respond with an "um", this is a living voice!This is not a distorted sound from your phone.

It was so dreamy.

One minute before zero o'clock, Lian Yan sat up, took Shen Pingge's hand, stepped on the floor with his feet, and made a muffled sound. He opened the window all of a sudden, and scattered snow fell in from outside. .

Snowing.

The snow that was not expected by the weather forecast came before the New Year's Eve, and Lian Yan wanted to show him the snow, although it was small and thin, it had temperature and color.Shen Pingge stretched out his hand and caught the snow: "It's snowing."

"In the photo you showed me last time, the snow looks so thick, it's suitable for making a snowman," Shen Pingge said softly, "I hope this time the snow will be bigger." He said in Lian Yan's ear, "I'll take You go make a snowman."

Zero o'clock arrives on time, and the new year begins.

The snow is still falling, getting bigger and bigger, the whole world is covered with silver and white, the snowflakes fall to the ground, making a small sound like foam, Lian Yan hugs Shen Pingge, falls asleep, before falling asleep, prays that the snow will fall big point.

After all they were going to make a snowman.

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