i see your calling

It's mid-October, and November is approaching. It often rains at night. If the windows are not closed, the house will be cool. Autumn is coming.Autumn can only be perceived from the temperature, not visually. The leaves on the trees are still green, and the dust of summer is falling on them with a delay.

Shen Yiming's company signed a contract with another company at the beginning of October. Lian Yan is busy with this matter recently. Shen Yiming is seldom at home. Once he is at home, he and Shen Pingge will act like "actors". "Brothers and brothers respectful".

Even though he can't speak, eye contact is still indispensable. Lian Yan doesn't dare to look into Shen Pingge's eyes. When they meet, they can't move away. Shen Pingge always needs to cough lightly to wake him up like a dream. Generally look away.

After eating and watching TV, Shen Yiming would always ask them about the school, he and Shen Pingge couldn't sit too far apart, otherwise Shen Yiming would be paranoid.

Lian Yan simply went upstairs after eating and shut herself up.The bedroom has become his only comfortable place, no one will bother him, there are piles of books, and there are many notebooks - the notebooks are blank, Lian Yan always feels that he wants to write something, but he doesn't know what to write. What to write, so just prepare.

Later, not only Shen Yiming, but even Yang Zhi began to care about whether they were reconciled.

There was evening self-study in the high school, so he didn't need to look for Shen Pingge, and naturally he couldn't meet Yang Zhi, and the middle school and high school were not close together.Lian Yan is also busy recently. She has to prepare for the senior high school entrance examination in the third year of junior high school, and various review materials are also distributed in piles. Lian Yan's foundation is not very good, and it often takes a long time to do the questions.No one is waiting for him after school now, so he does the test papers at school for half an hour, and waits until the school is cleared before leaving.

After cleaning, the school was extremely quiet, the sound of footsteps swaying in the air, Lian Yan clutched her schoolbag, skipping down the stairs, walking not too fast, no one was waiting for him, and no one was urging him.

That day he met Yang Zhi.

Yang Zhi probably just came back from buying a meal, with a sauce pancake in his hand, he waved at him from a distance, Lian Yan had no choice but to go up to him.The chat was irrelevant, and Lian Yan only responded vaguely. When they were approaching the high school, Yang Zhi suddenly mentioned Shen Pingge.

"It seems that you haven't come to look for Shen Pingge for a long time."

Lian Yan paused, and looked up at him.

"You two..." Yang Zhi tentatively said, "Are you reconciled?"

Lian Yan didn't know where Yang Zhi knew about the cold war between him and Shen Pingge, she was surprised at first, then embarrassed, touched her nose, and nodded indiscriminately.

There were many people on the road, and there was a lot of noise, most of them were high school students who came back from buying dinner. Yang Zhi's voice was not loud, and only he could hear him, "The cold war lasted long enough, it's good to be reconciled, what can't be done?" Come on, arguing is so boring, isn't it?"

Lian Yan lowered her head and answered.

"By the way, why are you two arguing? I asked Pingge, but he didn't say anything." Yang Zhi said "Oh" and patted Lian Yan on the shoulder, "Tell me about it."

Lian Yan naturally couldn't say anything, but Yang Zhi didn't ask too much, "It's fine if you don't want to say it."

Then the mother-in-law said a few words, which was similar to what Shen Yiming said, it was nothing more than not always fighting coldly, and being able to talk about anything.

Lian Yan was absent-minded, and he didn't pay attention to what Yang Zhi said specifically. When he was approaching the high school, there was a sudden sound in his pocket.Mobile phones are not allowed in junior high school, and even Yan usually puts them in her schoolbag secretly, and only dares to put them in her pocket after school is cleaned up.

"It's pretty bold." Yang Zhi patted him on the shoulder, "Okay, then I'm going to go to class."

Lian Yan nodded obediently, with her right hand in her pocket, the phone was tightly clenched, the sweat in her palm was hot with hot flashes, and the metal also heated up. He watched Yang Zhi walk away, and then took out the phone. The screen of the phone It hasn't gone out, and the message box that popped up above is still there.

【Your friend "Wei Ziping" sent a message】

There was a willow tree outside the school gate, it was autumn, and it was a bit decayed in time, Lian Yan walked out of the school gate, stood under the willow tree, saw no one around, but her heart still felt nervous, so she clicked on the news.

[Wei Ziping]: Good afternoon.

It's such innocuous words again.

Wei Ziping often sends him such words recently.

He and Wei Ziping are in the same city, but they are far away. They are separated by several streets, and we don’t usually see each other. Keep the video in mind, and occasionally forget it. The news came, frankly showing the sense of existence.

Lian Yan didn't dare not reply to him, even though she was twisted in her heart, she couldn't help it. The video in Wei Ziping's hand was like a ticking time bomb. It moved a little more violently, and it might explode, dragging him to bruise.

He asked Wei Ziping if he could delete the video, but Wei Ziping just made a smiley face and said that he would delete it in a few days.

【Happy every day】: Really?

[Wei Ziping]: Really, just do me a favor.

But if he asked what he was doing, Wei Ziping kept it secret, but at least—for a short time, the video would not be posted.A day of stability is a day.

Lian Yan often misses Shen Pingge, and only when complicated things pile up can she stop thinking about it, and when she is free, she will inevitably think about it, but unfortunately he doesn't have many opportunities to meet Shen Pingge.The video Wei Ziping sent him has always been stored in his mobile phone. It’s hard to say why Lian Yan never deleted it. It’s suitable to take it out when he tosses and turns in the middle of the night and can’t sleep. Without the prying eyes of sunlight and lights, everything looks aboveboard.

He began to envy himself in the video. Alcohol makes people brave and forge ahead, and asking for a kiss is also bright and open.

Lian Yan used the video to alleviate the longing, and in vain turned up the volume, listening to Shen Pingge's words in the noisy noise. The light of the mobile phone screen was dazzling in the dark night, and Lian Yan often shed tears after watching it for a long time.

This person, whether in reality or through the screen, made him cry.

To be honest, Shen Pingge didn't avoid him, he asked him what he ate, asked him if he had any questions he didn't know, and he didn't forget to have his portion when he made the fruit smoothie, but Lian Yan didn't mind There is a ghost, they can't look at each other, but they will secretly remember what Shen Pingge said to him, and then write it down in the diary.

Sometimes after physical education class, Lian Yan would run to the high school, pretending to pass by through the dusty glass windows and the air, and glance at Shen Pingge from afar. Filled, filled with sweet and sour.

It was like this between them until November.

Even Yanhu got used to this kind of relationship, he thought, this is pretty good, if he doesn't bother Shen Pingge, before Shen Pingge graduates and leaves here, the line between them will never be broken.

There are two more years.

Two years is enough.

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[The previous chapter was rewritten, if you can’t catch up, you can re-read the previous chapter. 】