i see your calling

This scene can basically be shortlisted for the top three most embarrassing things in Lian Yan's life.

It has been a month since Lian Yan was discovered. Lian Yan rarely showed excessive liking for Shen Pingge, and avoided getting along with Shen Pingge. Greg felt that his liking was random and unremarkable, and would be quickly forgotten.

It's all right now, he was holding the things Shen Pingge gave him, and the bear almost opened his mouth to yell for him.

Look at me, I always bring the things you gave me when I come out to participate in the competition, I really like you!

Even the bear in Yan's arms, neither throwing it nor continuing to hold it, was very hot, but his mind went blank, he just looked at Shen Pingge in a daze, thinking that everything was a dream, and it passed in the blink of an eye.

Shen Pingge's hand for wiping his hair paused, Lian Yan watched him walk over, took the bear from his arms, and sized it up: "You always carry it?"

"Hmm..." Lian Yan was so stupid that he was almost out of breath. Shen Pingge had just taken a shower, and his body smelled of fresh shower gel, wrapping him wetly. He became a fish, but he seemed to want to Drowning in Shen Pingge's breath.

"You..." Shen Pingge held the bear with one hand, squeezed the bear's ears, and said softly, "Aren't you stupid, such a big bear takes up too much space."

Lian Yan's cheeks were hot, and the tips of his ears must have been red, he lowered his head, as if he had done something wrong, Shen Pingge put the bear on Lian Yan's bed, but said nothing, "Go take a bath. "

The bathroom was steaming, and Lian Yan was not used to the frosted glass door, so he took off his clothes quickly. He brought his own toiletries, but at a glance he saw the bath flower that Shen Pingge hadn't confiscated, and there was still white foam on it that hadn't been rinsed off. .

Lian Yan leaned over to put hot water in the bathtub, but her mind was full of foam from the bath flower.

Every inch of foam has touched Shen Pingge's skin, small bubbles burst and piled up, flowed over the ankles, maybe piled up around the feet, and then were washed away by the water and squeezed into the narrow mouth of the sewer.

Lian Yan couldn't control himself not to think too much, he even had some physiological reactions just thinking about it.When he was always facing Shen Pingge, everything was defeated, he couldn't control his thoughts, he couldn't control his physiology.

Obviously Shen Pingge didn't do anything, but he easily controlled a person.

Lian Yan still didn't have the courage to touch the bathing flower in the end, the curtain was drawn in the bathroom, and through the curtain, he saw Shen Pingge's shadow from afar, Shen Pingge was always kept out of reach in his heart He didn't dare to touch any place, he always felt like a speck of dust, and Shen Pingge was clean.

When he came out of the bathroom, Shen Pingge was lying on the bed and swiping his phone, the cold light from the phone screen was reflected in his pupils, he glanced at Lian Yan, sat up on the bed, "Go to bed, I'll turn off the lights. "

Lian Yan saw the bear lying on the bed again, bit her lip, and chose a compromise method, pushing the bear to the inside against the wall, while she hid far away, as if the bear It was scalding, like a scourge.

The lights were turned off, the curtains were drawn, and the street lamps at 23:[-] in Beijing cast dim shadows. The darkness was confined to the room, silently lurking, and the air conditioner was still working. It failed to freeze the darkness, but it made Lian Yan feel a little cold, wrapped in a quilt, and closed her eyes.

He heard the rustling of Shen Pingge.

Can't sleep?

Lian Yan lost all means of communication in the darkness - hand gestures, invisible; mouth shape, invisible; mobile phone, spare him, he didn't have the guts to ask Shen Pingge such a question.

Suddenly he heard Shen Pingge's voice.

"Lian Yan, are you asleep?"

Lian Yan wanted to pretend to be asleep, but she couldn't pretend, so she gave a low "hmm".

"Let's talk about it," Shen Pingge put his hands on his pillow and said softly, "We haven't talked about it for so long, it seems like it's not a good idea to hide here and there."

Lian Yan's heart beat violently, he grabbed the clothes in front of his heart, his hand was sore from the cloth rubbing against it, he didn't respond, Shen Pingge waited patiently for him, as if there were still many hours in the night, everything was in time, Include truth and answers.Lian Yan thought that Shen Pingge would not bring up this matter again, so she covered it up casually, and Lian Yan would not say anything, but Shen Pingge told him.

It took Lian Yan a while before she answered.

"Ah."

"I don't know how to talk about this matter with you. If there is anything you say that makes you feel unacceptable, I'd like to say sorry to you first." Shen Pingge lay on his back, looking sideways at the dim light outside, "I ...thank you for loving me."

Lian Yan's heartbeat was so high that his eardrums seemed to be buzzing. He had to work very hard to hear what Shen Pingge was saying clearly.

Shen Pingge said "thank you" to him.

Obviously liking it is not a very hard thing, it is obviously his wishful thinking, but when Shen Pingge said this, he really felt that it seemed a little tired, but he didn't feel that tired at the same time, because Shen Pingge Say thank you to him.

"I've received some likes, but this is the first time I've received likes from...boys," Shen Pingge continued, his voice was so soft that it was almost mixed with the sound of the air conditioner, "If it was someone else, I would Maybe it can be cleaned up, but because it is you, it is my problem that I have not given a definite statement for a long time."

Shen Pingge took almost all the problems on himself, even Yan wanted to deny him, but he couldn't see how much he shook his head.

"I'm not much older than you, there's a gap of two years, but I probably know more than you. You may not know what liking is, but it's just because I treat you well and give you candy, so you take it for granted I like it," Shen Pingge said, "it's not like I like you for me, everyone can give you candy, no matter the kindness is real or fake, you will meet many in the future, you are also very good, it's just that I happened to be the first Good for you, that's why you have such a misunderstanding."

Lian Yan's eyes were sore, he bit his lips hard to restrain the urge to cry, he wanted to say "no", but he knew he couldn't interrupt Shen Pingge, so he just listened.

"If possible," Shen Pingge looked at Lian Yan at twelve o'clock on the hour, he could vaguely see Lian Yan's outline and the bear beside his bed.

"Maybe it's easier for us to be friends."

Lian Yan took a deep breath, supported the bed, and sat up, Shen Pingge said: "If you have anything to say, just send it to me on the software, and I'll watch."

Lian Yan touched the phone, but found that her hands were shaking badly, it took a long time to touch the software, Shen Pingge was still waiting for him, their communication finally returned to the screen, almost ruthless and dull words.

-no.

He typed very slowly, and when he was typing, his tears just kept messing up, falling on the screen, making typos, Lian Yan erased them, took a deep breath, and continued writing.

-Many emotions can be likes, happiness, sadness, anger, heartbeat, good feelings, and gratitude.

-You can dislike me, but you can't think my liking is fake.

Everything can't be undone, he could have followed the steps and continued to be friends with Shen Pingge, if he didn't like Shen Pingge that much.

But he likes Shen Pingge too much.

Because I like it so much, I am not willing to just be friends, unwilling to be misunderstood, unwilling to lie, unwilling to pretend, this is one of his few bravery and frankness, he has such power, even Shen Pingge cannot take it away .

- I really like it.

-Brother Pinga.

-We can't be friends.

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