i see your calling

Lian Yan just lay there, staring at the halo of the silver moon outside, the room was a bit stuffy, and the air was full of half-boiling hot cicadas singing—it was so strange, a cicada could sing so loudly, as if it was about to murder Midsummer is average.

I don't feel sleepy, Shen Pingge is turning over and over in my mind, it's just too annoying, the more I don't want to think about Shen Pingge, Shen Pingge is everywhere, he becomes oxygen, along with the breath, along with the blood , When it reached his heart, it burned clearly, and it made him ache.

what.

What a nuisance.

Not because he likes it!

If he doesn't like Shen Pingge, he can look directly at Shen Pingge unscrupulously, let Shen Pingge hug him, let Shen Pingge smile at him like before, he doesn't need to be jealous, don't need to be nervous, even if Shen Pingge and Others are nice, even if Shen Pingge leaves after the college entrance examination, even...he gets married and has children in the future - what does that have to do with him!

Lian Yan really doesn't know how to explain himself, the more he understands, the more sad he gets. He kicked off his shoes and played with his mobile phone. He doesn't play games or watch TV series. He doesn't use social software much, and doesn't download many apps. Turning over and over is just like that.

By coincidence, Lian Yan opened the social software, and the chat box on the top hung there quietly, with the note "Brother Pingge".

The chat is still at the last time.

When Shen Pingge went to the hospital, he asked him if he needed to bring him back a cup of roasted celestial grass.

Lian Yan answered bluntly, no.

Ask him, ask him why, it would be good to say more, but Shen Pingge just stopped there and said, okay.

He doesn't dare to look at Shen Pingge more on weekdays, his eyes are full of clear liking, he is afraid of revealing his secrets, afraid of being frank, so he dares to do so at this time, he stares at Shen Pingge's pure black headshot, and unconsciously rubs his mobile phone The screen and mobile phone have temperature, like skin.

The top shows the time, nine twenty-three in the evening.

Forget it, sleep.

Lian Yan lifted the quilt, and suddenly heard the notification tone of the mobile phone, he subconsciously looked over.

The phone screen is on.

[Brother Pingge]: Xiaoyan?

Lian Yangang's mood that had just calmed down was longing again, he took the phone, his hands were shaking, it was so useless, Shen Pingge just sent him a message, he felt like he couldn't breathe , the face is hot.

Shen Pingge sent him a message.

Unsolicited messages.

Why did he message him?

Ah, that doesn't matter either.

It showed that he wasn't angry, that he wasn't angry that he left the table without authorization.

His soul was silent and lonely, Shen Pingge just looked at him, all his fantasies came true, and his soul was burning hot, Lian Yan was holding the phone, looking at those two words.What should he reply?he does not know.

Lian Yan pressed the wrong button several times and kept deleting. He was worried that Shen Pingge would not continue chatting with him because of his slow typing, so he was anxious, so he simply deleted the long words and just sent a "hmm" .

Shen Pingge replied quickly.

【Brother Pingge】: Shall I go to your house?

Lian Yan's heart beat suddenly, come here?What are you doing here?

Before he could continue thinking, the next message popped up.

[Brother Pingge]: Or are you here with me?

This kind of Shen Pingge is a bit strong, he rarely reveals his aggression, Lian Yan rarely senses Shen Pingge's emotions in the cold words.Shen Pingge's meaning is obvious - I want to see you.

Lian Yan is 15 years old, a young man in adolescence, but he shows very little rebellious emotion. He is good at obedience and obedience, especially to strangers. It was the same with Shen Pingge at the beginning. It's not Rose, but he tried his best to show his good side, but now he suddenly didn't want to listen to Shen Pingge's words.

Shen Pingge... doesn't like him.

【Happy every day】: No way.

As soon as the message was sent, Lian Yan regretted it. He forced himself to turn off the phone screen and took a deep breath, but in the end he couldn't resist. He opened the software again, stared at the two words he sent, and suddenly felt that it was too much. Shen Pingge just wanted to see him.

So Lian Yan sent again.

【Happy every day】: Brother, I'm a little sleepy, I want to sleep, I'll go find you tomorrow.

[Happy every day]: Are you okay?

After posting these messages, Lian Yan still regretted it.He still couldn't control himself, he just wanted to like Shen Pingge, he didn't want Shen Pingge to stay away from him.It took a while for Shen Pingge to reply.

[Brother Pingge]: Okay, good night.

This is probably the reason why people don’t like chat software. Words and real emotions can be the same or contradictory. From those few words, he figured out a lot of emotions, such as hate, like, boredom, expectation, but what One point is what Shen Pingge really thinks, he doesn't know at all.

The mobile phone lost its usefulness and was thrown beside the bed. Lian Yan turned off the light and opened the window. The night wind like water came in. Lian Yan wrote slowly on the bed sheet.

- why don't you run away from my liking?

No solution.

That annoying emotion followed like a shadow, Lian Yan was aggrieved and unhappy, she closed her eyes, but did not fall asleep.

He told himself not to think about Shen Pingge, so he thought very far, even the vast universe, imagined that he was stripped out of the universe, watching the clouds thick like spider webs, drowning the earth's forests, and the rivers like golden Silk threads, dim but bright, shone in the magnetic field and starlight, and the thin blue of the atmosphere spread into a vast expanse of haze.

If you zoom in a little closer, you can still see the Changjiro Tower, which accurately marks the stars, sun and moon.

Lian Yan's imagination and empathy are strong. He used this hypnosis to try to fall asleep quickly, but suddenly woke up with a convulsive pain in his stomach.He was belatedly aware of hunger and appetite.

At his age, he is just growing up, even Yan is thin, and has low blood sugar. If he doesn't eat well, he will easily get hungry.

Lian Yan thought that forbearance would be over, but the pain pierced him and could not be ignored.

He glanced at his phone, it was past eleven o'clock.

Shen Yiming and Shen Pingge should have slept too. Shen Yiming had just been discharged from the hospital, so he must have gone to bed early and had a good rest. For Shen Pingge...Shen Pingge would occasionally stay up late, but his schedule was also regular.

Only then did Lian Yan make a decision, sat up on the bed, opened the door carefully, it was quiet outside, the lights were turned off, it was pitch black, Lian Yan was a little afraid of the dark, so she could only turn on the screen of her mobile phone—he dared not turn on the flashlight , afraid of attracting people.

Just like this, I went down the spiral staircase in the dark, the kitchen was on the left hand corner, Lian Yan rubbed her belly lightly, and walked faster.He pushed open the kitchen door before he dared to turn on the lowest brightness of the flashlight on his phone. The kitchen was clean, not even lettuce or broccoli.

In the freezer, maybe in the freezer!

Lian Yan's Adam's apple moved, and she opened the refrigerator door again, and the yellow light in the refrigerator turned on.

Shen Yiming is used to putting all the food in the refrigerator, and there is no category. It looks quite messy, and even Yan doesn't care about that much anymore, and tiptoes to reach for the whole wheat bread slices and corn sausages inside.

As soon as she got it, Lian Yan hurriedly closed the refrigerator door like a thief, squatted down, and opened the packaging bag. She didn't care about the coldness, so she just ate it, biting the bread slices in her mouth, while busily tearing apart the corn. intestinal.

It doesn't matter if there is a lot of noise, Shen Pingge and the others are sleeping anyway.

They all ate and slept!

Lian Yan was a little bit aggrieved, and bit harder, her cheeks were a little swollen, like a squirrel.

Things that he doesn't like to eat very much on weekdays become delicious at this time, even if he is given chocolate, he can eat two, Lian Yan thinks that he is really an unprincipled person, even when he eats, and when he likes people.

He was so full of food that he didn't hear the slight movement behind him at all.

As he unpacked the second corn sausage, he suddenly heard a sound.

"What are you doing?"

Lian Yan shook in fright, the corn sausage fell to the ground, and the slice of bread in his mouth also dropped, and he suddenly turned his head to look over.

With a glass of water in his hand, Shen Pingge stood under the silver moonlight and looked at him quietly.

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