i see your calling

Lian Yan saw that Yang Zhi, who was still noisy just now, suddenly quieted down, and said after a while, "What is true?"

"Xiaoyun didn't lie to you." Shen Pingge seemed overly calm at this moment, almost feeling unreasonable, "She likes girls."

"How is it possible!" Yang Zhi said, no one answered his words, Lian Yan suddenly felt sorry for him, he loved someone innocently, this fire was half-lit, Shen Pingge just shattered his last hope, he Looking at Shen Pingge, "You... how do you know?"

Shen Pingge was silent.

"No, how did you know?" Yang Zhi stood up and walked around anxiously, "Tan Yun can tell you, maybe she won't tell me? She definitely didn't tell you. If she wants to tell you, she must tell me first. She is nice to me."

Yang Zhi looked at Lian Yan suddenly, and Lian Yan was frightened by his eyes.

"Xiaoyan, tell me, is Brother Pingge telling lies?" Yang Zhi grasped at the last straw, staring straight at Lian Yan, "Say it!"

"Why are you scaring him?" Shen Pingge frowned, Lian Yan hurriedly shrank towards him, but Yang Zhi didn't let him go, "Hurry up!"

"Yang Zhi!" Shen Pingge said.

Lian Yan hesitated, but nodded slowly.

Yang Zhi's behavior was too scary, Lian Yan didn't dare to lie.

Yang Zhi got the facts, sat down on the chair, the chair was pulled back, making a harsh sound, he said: "You all know..."

"Fuck, why? You know, even Yan's mother knows, but I don't know!" Yang Zhi became irritable, "Shen Pingge, you know, why no one told me when I was going to confess, why didn't People stop me! You fucking know it, just sit there and watch my jokes! Play me like a monkey!"

Even Yan didn't dare to take a breath, suddenly a small sound came from his ear, followed by the sound of music.

"City of stars

Are you shinning just forme?"

Lian Yan had never heard this song before, but the singing voice covered Yang Zhi's voice.

Shen Pingge put the earphones on for him, Lian Yan looked over in a daze, Shen Pingge rubbed his hair, and suddenly approached his right ear, amidst the sound of the piano and the soft singing of a female voice, he heard Shen Pingge Pingle told him.

"Sit here and wait for me."

Shen Pingge stood up, put his hands in his pockets, and looked at Yang Zhi, "If you get angry, fight, don't talk about it here, are you tired?"

"Okay! Hit!" Yang Zhi shouted, pushed the chair away, and strode out, "Go out."

It's not that Shen Pingge has never fought before, but it's the first time he has fought with Yang Zhi. As for who is better, he can't tell. He met Lian Yan's eyes.

Lian Yan shook her head at him.

Don't fight.

Shen Pingge laughed, reached out and scraped the tip of Lian Yan's nose, took his hand, loosened the corner of his clothes, and left.

There is still music playing in the headphones.

"City of stars

Just one thing everyone wants

Thereinthebars

And through the **oke screen of the crowded restaurants

It's love"

Lian Yan couldn't hear what Yang Zhi and Shen Pingge were saying, she was anxious, the glass door was closed, the refracted light was golden, and separated from the light and dark in the room, Lian Yan couldn't sit still, just stood up, didn't look When it came to the fight, he suddenly saw Yang Zhi squatting down. He could see Yang Zhi's side face, his deeply buried head, and the tears that kept falling down.

"Fuck..." Yang Zhi rested his hands on his knees and hung them down, he really didn't have any grace, "Why!"

Shen Pingge looked down at him, didn't speak, and squatted down.

"You didn't do anything wrong," Shen Pingge said, "It's too unrealistic to say that you will pass away—now there is no one, you can cry as you like."

Yang Zhi wiped his face: "Cry ass, don't cry, I'm a man anyway, I cry all day, just like a little girl."

But Yang Zhi didn't move, he looked at the dry and hot ground with red eyes, tears just fell on it, and quickly disappeared without a trace.

"She likes women..." Yang Zhi murmured, but his mind was thinking about it, he suddenly looked at Shen Pingge, "...Chen You?"

Shen Pingge acquiesced, and said: "None of us want to see your jokes. I didn't know until after you said those words. Cheng Zhou doesn't know now either."

"Okay," Yang Zhi took a deep breath and stood up, "It's so hot outside, go back... let's turn on the air conditioner."

Seeing that they came back, Lian Yan took off an earphone, looked at Shen Pingge, and Shen Pingge sat back in his original position, "It's all right."

I've been crying like that, and it's okay.

But Yang Zhi did look calmer. Drinking iced milk tea, he almost let out a feeling of venting his anger. His nose and eye sockets were red, and he looked quite cute.

"Why don't you write it?" Shen Pingge glanced at his homework, "Isn't it?"

Math workbook.

It was clean, and the only thing written on it was the word "Xie".

Lian Yan didn't want Shen Pingge to think that he didn't study well, so she quickly shook her head, Shen Pingge took another earphone and put it on.

"Do you like this song?" Shen Pingge asked him, "If you don't like it, just cut one."

Lian Yan nodded - this song is nice.

The two put on a pair of earphones to listen to the music, the milk tea shop returned to silence, and the sound of music became the only existence in this short period of time. Yang Zhi drank the milk tea by himself, his cheeks puffed up, Shen Pingge glanced, "Don't choke."

"..." Yang Zhi swallowed it with difficulty, and said in a muffled voice, "Pingge."

"Ok?"

"Tan Yun is gay."

Lian Yan paused, pretended to be calm, and continued to write the formula on the scratch paper.

Shen Pingge said: "Yes."

"She and I... grew up in the same environment. We grew up together, we ate almost the same food, and we received the same compulsory education. Now that we're in high school, it's the same," Yang Zhi still couldn't figure it out. How did she... become gay?"

"Then she grew up in the same environment, ate the same food, and received the same education as you," Shen Pingge asked, "How did you become heterosexual?"

Yang Zhi stopped: "...This is not..."

He suddenly couldn’t explain why. The current trend in society is heterosexuality, and heterosexuality is the mainstream. No one will ask why a person is heterosexual, why he likes people of a different gender from his own, but some people will ask , why is the question of homosexuality.

He said dryly, "Isn't everyone the same..."

This reason is too thin to support love and love.

"Since heterosexuality and homosexuality are both homosexuality, if they are not harmful to nature, why can't they be accepted?" Shen Pingge propped his chin, flipped through his book, and didn't read much, "Or do you think Xiaoyun is of a lower grade than others? ?”

Yang Zhi: "How is it possible! I didn't think so!"

"Then accept this matter, if you don't understand, then accept it," Shen Pingge said slowly, the song was still playing in the earphones, this time the song was changed, Leo's "Love and Sincerity", he said: " Whoever she likes, she doesn't need to file with others."

The fingertips holding the pen turned white.

For a few moments, Lian Yan even felt that Shen Pingge had discovered her deep-seated secret. Those words of Shen Pingge were meant for Yang Zhi, but he stole them all. Want to shed tears.

What about his likes?

Tan Yun dared to tell others, what about him?

He can't even say it, he is destined to be unable to explain it all his life.

Yang Zhi didn't speak any more, and didn't say anything until they left. He ordered another cup of iced milk tea and put more ice, as if it was going to cool down his esophagus until his limbs were all dry. Shen Pingge lay on his arm and asked Lian Yan : "Are there any questions that you don't know?"

Lian Yan's heartbeat hadn't calmed down yet, she pursed her lips.

"Give me the pen," Shen Pingge stretched out his hand, and Lian Yan handed him the pen in his hand. Shen Pingge took off the earphones of the two of them, and the sound of the music suddenly disappeared. When they got closer, their breathing seemed to feel warm To, "For this question, draw a picture first..."

Lian Yan was very nervous and clenched her hands involuntarily. Shen Pingge's voice was nice, clear and clean, just like him.Lian Yan suddenly thought - he can still memorize the content of junior high school mathematics!

It's amazing.

Lian Yan looked up at him, but met Shen Pingge's eyes, Lian Yan lowered her head in a panic, Shen Pingge laughed: "What are you looking at, look at the question."

Lian Yan's ears were red and she nodded.

The time I left the milk tea shop was about the same as the estimated time. At 05:30, the sky was still bright, and the sunlight gradually moved to the Tropic of Cancer. The day lengthened and the dusk came late. The night seemed less scary, but the street lights were still mechanically early. When it lights up, the sparrows are bouncing around under the street lights.

"I'm leaving," Yang Zhi kicked the pebbles under his feet.

Shen Pingge said: "Yes."

Just as he was about to leave, Yang Zhi suddenly thought of something and said to Lian Yan, "I'm sorry for scaring you today."

Lian Yan thought for a while, and stretched out her hand to him. Yang Zhi froze for a moment, and squeezed his hand, "You're quite interesting."

"Pingge, then I'm leaving." Yang Zhi let go of Lian Yan's hand and waved to Shen Pingge, "Bye!"

The light dragged out a long shadow, orange, Lian Yan looked at his back, the boy's eyes were like this light, clear and gentle.

I like him.

What about him?

Did you hear that?

The author says:

Damn, everyone's tone in the last chapter almost thought I was going to quit the circle... I just went to take the two-week exam...