i see your calling

At the dessert shop at five o'clock in the afternoon, the air is full of sweetness, the smell of bread and butter, the cashier at the counter is chatting in a low voice, and a sprinkler truck just passes by outside, barely covering up the crying.

Lian Yan actually seldom cries because Xu Mei doesn't like him crying. He was scolded and cried by Xu Mei once. Xu Mei sneered and said he was a bitch. After being beaten there, he seldom cried. past.

But this time, I don't know if I really can't restrain my emotions, or because of Shen Pingge, I can't bear the grievance that I can bear all at once.

Shen Pingge suddenly stretched out his hand and wiped away his tears, his movements were light and his eyes were calm.

Lian Yan didn't feel that kind of disgust in Shen Pingge's actions, he raised his head carefully, tears kept falling down his red eyes, along his chin, and even wet the skirt of his white shirt.

"..."

Shen Pingge sighed, looked around, they were sitting in the corner, and there was a quiet street outside the window, he said.

"hug."

Obviously there were only two words, but Lian Yan collapsed all of a sudden, he stretched out his hand softly, and hugged Shen Pingge's neck, buried his head in the hollow of his shoulder, crying softly.

He didn't care about the ugly sound of his crying—there was a stone grinding in his throat, and the choking sound he made was unbearable, but the sad emotion was like a tide, drowning him, even robbing him of breathing.

He did something wrong, he did wrong.

Lian Yan hugged Shen Pingge tightly, crying hysterically.

Suddenly, there was a rustling sound, and Shen Pingge hugged him back, very gently, and patted his back, without any extra comfort, just let Lian Yan cry by herself.

Hugging is always intimate, and the contact in temperature is like sitting in a spaceship to the boundless dark universe. It is obviously suspended, but suddenly comes into contact with a planet. Gravity is the most tender and romantic.

Occasionally someone passed by, and the sound of footsteps got into her ears. Lian Yan would restrain her crying, but let out a sobbing sound, but she didn't dare to lift her face, like a little quail, trying to hide herself.He listened to Shen Pingge.

"They can't see Xiao Lianyan," Shen Pingge seemed to have a comforting smile in his voice, "I'm blocking it."

Many people passing by looked at Lian Yan, Shen Pingge didn't tell Lian Yan, but let Lian Yan cry without scruple.

Lian Yan didn't remember how long he had been crying. He only remembered that when he got up, the sky was stained a little red, and Shen Pingge's clothes were covered with wet marks. He took a few tissues, and Lian Yan He took it with red eyes and wiped away his tears and snot.

After wiping himself a few times, he took a clean tissue and went to wipe Shen Pingge's clothes. He was crying hard, and hiccupping at the moment, Shen Pingge was a little funny: "It's not dirty, it's just tears."

Lian Yan was still sobbing and hiccupping, he suddenly felt less sad, Shen Pingge was with him, and he was blocking the eyes of those people for him.

That's better than anything.

"Cry if you want to cry, why don't you cry out?" Shen Pingge rolled his eyes, smiled at him, and said, "Get better."

Lian Yan choked, and there was water on his eyelashes, he nodded, and smiled embarrassedly at Shen Pingge.

"Do you still eat chocolate mousse?"

Lian Yan hesitated for a moment, and tightly clenched the tissue in his hand, Shen Pingge didn't rush, but just looked at him, Lian Yan shook his head.

Shen Pingge poured a glass of lemonade and handed it over: "Since you don't like chocolate, why didn't you tell me?"

Lian Yan took it, took a few sips, and finally stopped hiccupping. He pursed his lips and looked at the bicycles on the street.He didn't know how to explain this matter to Shen Pingge.

"Look at me," Shen Pingge said, and Lian Yan met his light brown pupils, "Why didn't you take your fingerprints last time?"

Lian Yan opened her mouth, but couldn't speak any syllables, and lowered her head hastily.

"You're afraid," Shen Pingge didn't need his response, he just said softly, "I'm afraid that Shen Yiming and I will throw you away like your mother, aren't you?"

Lian Yan looked at him suddenly, shaking slightly all over his body, as if being dragged out of a dark corner and exposed to strong sunlight, he subconsciously shook his head.

Shen Pingge sat on the cushion and looked at Lian Yan.

Lian Yan looks honest, but he always lies subconsciously. He wants everyone to like him. He is inferior and sensitive. This kind of deception has almost become a kind of protective shell for him.

After a long while, Lian Yan couldn't bear Shen Pingge's gaze anymore, turned her face away, and nodded slowly.

"Stretch out your hand," Shen Pingge said, with no emotion in his tone.

Lian Yan didn't know what he was going to do, but she obediently stretched out her hand.

Shen Pingge slapped his palm.

It doesn't hurt, it's still a little itchy, just like playing house.

"This is punishment, understand?" Shen Pingge moved closer, and said, "If you don't like chocolate cake, just tell me, you don't need to pretend to like it, you feel that Shen Yiming's kindness to you puts you under pressure, so you and He talked directly, Lian Yan, you should try to be honest with yourself."

Lian Yan bit her lip, struggled in her heart, and nodded.

When he finally left the dessert shop, there were still two servings of chocolate mousse on the table. Shen Pingge didn't eat much of that. Lian Yan suddenly realized that Shen Pingge didn't intend to eat chocolate mousse. Seeing the moment when he retched, he didn't say it clearly, maybe he was waiting for him to admit it - because he couldn't wait for Lian Yan's honesty, so there would be a small punishment.

In fact, it was not considered a punishment, Shen Pingge was just guiding his emotions.

After returning home, Shen Yiming was at home, with black leather shoes at the door, Shen Pingge was a little surprised, and looked at Lian Yan.

Shen Yiming poked his head out from the kitchen and said, "You came back so soon today?"

The reason for the school song competition, even if they went to the dessert shop, they came back earlier than usual.

"What's wrong with Xiaoyan?" Shen Yiming looked at his red eyes, and walked out of the kitchen. He was wearing a ridiculous apron, looking a little funny, "Crying?"

"There was an accident in the school song competition," Shen Pingge squatted on the bed to change his shoes, and said, "He's very sad."

This was probably the first normal conversation between him and Shen Yiming after the last quarrel. Lian Yan couldn't speak, but it became a bridge between them. Shen Yiming reached out and rubbed Lian Yan's hair, "No, that's it Is there a school song competition, eat something good tonight, don't remember it."

Lian Yan nodded obediently.

Shen Yiming comforted Lian Yan again, the pressure cooker in the kitchen was rumbling, and he rushed to the kitchen again, when he suddenly heard a voice behind him.

"dad."

Shen Yiming paused and turned around: "Hey, what's wrong?"

"I..." Shen Pingge lowered his head and rubbed his nose, "I'll take Lian Yan to take a fingerprint, and you go and enter the code lock, I forgot."

Shen Yiming laughed, the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes became a little obvious, he said: "Okay, let me turn the porridge down and turn the heat down."

This night was peaceful, nothing happened, no quarrels, no talking and laughing too much, Shen Yiming seemed to be particularly clumsy when facing Shen Pingge, he would be nervous even to serve Shen Pingge.

To be honest, Shen Pingge hasn't seen Shen Yiming having dinner at home for a long time. The last time seemed to be when Shen Pingge was just in high school. The dinner table was very embarrassing and no one knew what to say.

There were several spicy dishes on the dinner table, Shen Pingge said: "Is the spicy dish prepared for Lian Yan?"

"He likes spicy food, every time he takes Lian Yan to eat, he has to cry because of the spicy food, right?" Shen Yiming teased Lian Yan with a smile.

After eating, Lian Yan took the initiative to ask to wash the dishes, as if after Shen Yiming came home that day, Lian Yan took the bag and poured the water again, Shen Pingge leaned against the kitchen door and thought, Lian Yan's little thoughts, He couldn't hide it, he was full of timidity that couldn't be concealed in every move, and he was still afraid of being left behind - this thought couldn't be corrected for a while.

Shen Pingge said suddenly: "So you like spicy food?"

Lian Yan shook her hand and almost dropped the bowl and chopsticks. He turned to look at Shen Pingge, and found that Shen Pingge was not angry, and looked at him with a smile.

He was wearing off-white long-sleeved pajamas at home, and the warm yellow light from the wall lamp shone on him. His pupils were already lighter in color, but now they were softer, as if there were tiny rays of light on the eyelashes. Lian Yan blinked , suddenly felt that Shen Ping at this time was exceptionally good-looking.

"Just tell me what you like to eat in the future," Shen Pingge said behind him, "after all, it's your brother, right?"

The author says:

Lian Yan didn't want to take fingerprints because he felt that what he wanted was enough. If he worried too much, those good things would be taken away.The next update is at ten o'clock on Friday night _(:зゝ∠)_ is there?Can I ask for a starfish and comment? QUR