i see your calling

This time Shen Yiming's beating was not as severe as the last time. After the last beating, his face was burning with pain, and the next day it was so swollen that he couldn't see people, so he had to ask for leave. This time it was okay, it was just a pain.

After closing the door, Shen Pingge suddenly felt a strong sense of powerlessness. He slid down the door and sat with his knees hugged. Obviously he was not too sad, but the tears just couldn't stop, falling down silently.

He knew that he shouldn't talk to Shen Yiming like that, but he couldn't control himself. He could tell the truth, but he insisted on telling Shen Yiming in another way.

——Dad, look at me.

Childish and stubborn approach.

He didn't want to hurt Lian Yan about the matter between him and Shen Yiming. Lian Yan was pure and sensitive. He wanted to leave this place impulsively last night, but Lian Yan's eyes pierced him. They were obviously soft eyes. But it made him unable to move, unable to say hurtful words.

It wasn't until after eight o'clock that Shen Pingge calmed down, and then he got up from the ground. His legs were numb and he almost staggered. He went to the drawer to get a small ice pack, smashed it, and applied it on his right cheek.

As soon as I sat on the chair, I heard a knock on the door, so subtle that I could skip it if I didn't listen carefully.

The voice was not loud, a little hesitant, Shen Pingge knew who it was just by the knock on the door, he lowered his eyes, and after a while, the knock on the door weakened, Shen Pingge stood up and opened the door.

Just as Lian Yan was about to turn around and leave, she suddenly heard the sound of the door opening and looked over in surprise.

The two looked at each other silently.

Shen Pingge is taller than him, Lian Yan is considered to be of normal height among her peers, but her body is too thin, she looks like a young deer, her eyes are also like a deer, looking at him moistly.

"Come in," Shen Pingge turned around.

Lian Yan's eyes widened, she couldn't help jumping for joy, entered Shen Pingge's room, and closed the door behind him.

He came to Shen Pingge's room for the second time.

The first time he came here was to fall asleep on a bed. Shen Pingge was a safe haven during the thunderstorm that day. It is hypocritical to say so, but in Lian Yan's textbook, this is the best expression——he thought.

Shen Pingge didn't say anything, he sat on the chair, lowered his head, covered the ice bag with one hand, and pulled out a book with the other hand, Shen Pingge looked at him sideways, the little dumb just stood there, It seems that Shen Pingge is some kind of scourge.

Lian Yan helped turn on the light.

"Thank you."

Shen Pingge said.

The light shone on the writing, reflecting the three lines above.

"He raised his head in front of the beautiful image and stared at it intently, but he hardly dared to face it. He just had a heart of reverence and was willing to worship it like a god, and he was not afraid that the world would laugh at him and regard him as an idiot." *

Shen Pingge didn't care about him anymore, he bought this book casually in a bookstore, and he didn't read it carefully, and he didn't have any feelings for this language, so he closed it after a few glances, closed his eyes, and looked at it He leaned back in the chair and fell asleep, not caring about Lianyan.

It seemed like a long time before he heard footsteps. Shen Pingge's bedroom had a wooden floor, and Lian Yan was only wearing white socks on her feet. The footsteps were clear, and he walked over.

Suddenly there was a cool touch on the hand.

Shen Pingge opened his eyes, Lian Yan pursed his lips, gently took his hand away, looked at Shen Pingge's red and swollen side face, his eyes suddenly turned red, just as Shen Pingge was about to speak, Lian Yan had action.

He leaned down, softly touched the side of his face with his fingertips, and took a breath, carefully, Shen Pingge was a little dumb, he avoided Lian Yan's movements, and applied the ice pack again.

"What do you want to tell me?" Shen Pingge said, "Just make gestures, I can guess the meaning."

Lian Yan hesitated, raised her fist on her forehead as if saluting, then lowered it, stretched out her little finger, and tapped lightly on her chest a few times.

Shen Pingge said, "Are you apologizing to me?"

Lian Yan bowed her head and acquiesced.

The gestures were a bit complicated, Shen Pingge didn't understand his gestures, but Lian Yan's eyes could speak, when he accidentally pushed Lian Yan to the ground, Lian Yan's eyes were also like this.

Obviously so beautiful eyes.

"It's me who should apologize to you, shouldn't I?" Shen Pingge looked at him, "I pushed you down, it hurts you, Lian Yan, you should be angry."

Lian Yan shook her head in a panic, opened her mouth and called out "ahhh", as if she was about to cry.

He used to be thankful that he was a mute, he didn't like to socialize with others, he lived in the circle he circled, happiness was enjoyed by himself, and sorrow was digested by himself, but now, he had a strong urge to be with Shen Pingge say something.

"Actually, even without you, I would still quarrel with Shen Yiming like this, maybe it would be more intense, and maybe the fight is not the fuse," Shen Pingge said slowly. How kind Shen Yiming is to you, he is not a qualified father, but in the end, I am not a qualified son either, it's good that you are here."

Before the words finished, Lian Yan hurriedly took his hand, squatted down, and pressed it on her left chest.

Shen Pingge didn't expect his action, and was stunned for a while.

Under the palm was a strong heartbeat, abnormally fast, Lian Yan bit her lip.

"Are you nervous?" Shen Pingge said.

Lian Yan nodded.

"You're nervous...you don't want me to continue talking?" Shen Pingge looked at his expression and said, "You want to hear what I have to say, but you don't want me to continue talking like this?"

The words in Lian Yan's heart were finally discovered, he nodded, with water in his eyes.

"Then let's not talk about it." Shen Pingge said.

Lian Yan let go of his hand, as if she just realized what she had done, her face flushed, she stood up, and looked at a loss again.

"For me and you..." Shen Pingge organized his words, "I can't do it... I will continue to be friends with you soon, I hope you understand, take your time, okay?"

Lian Yan nodded desperately.

That's fine.

Shen Yiming had something to do in the company at [-] o'clock in the evening, and he left. Both of them hadn't eaten yet, so they had to trouble the nanny to come and cook. Eat spicy food, so the food is extraordinarily light.

Lian Yan didn't like the meal, but he didn't say anything and didn't eat much.

After dinner, they went back to their respective houses and went to bed at that point. Nothing happened and everything was fine.

There is morning self-study in the high school. They are still in the first year of high school, and it is not too early, but Shen Pingge woke up early, so he packed his schoolbag and planned to leave first. He thought his voice was quiet enough, but he heard a voice behind him. With a soft sound, Lian Yan poked her head out and looked at him eagerly.

"...Go back to sleep, it's still early." Shen Pingge said.

Lian Yan trotted over, and quickly stuffed something into the side pocket of his schoolbag, Shen Pingge asked, "What is it?"

Lian Yan shook her head, looked down at him, and ran back to the room.

Shen Pingge didn't have time until the break of the second class, and took out what Lian Yan put in his schoolbag——a piece of paper folded into small pieces, and after unfolding, it was an A4 paper filled with word.

It begins with "Gie Pingge" and ends with "Lian Yan".

Half an hour later, Shen Pingge folded up the letter again, held it in his palm for a while, and then put it into the pencil case.

He went to the junior high school earlier this time, school was over early, and the junior high school hadn't finished yet, Shen Pingge stood at the back door, through the glass, he saw Lian Yan at first sight, Wan Hao sat on the podium and read a book , A group of people buried their heads in writing the test papers—probably small tests.

Lian Yan's side face is very softly curved, her eyelashes are long, and her figure is thin. She is still biting the pen holder unconsciously when she is doing the test paper.

Shen Pingge leaned against the door and looked at him.

I thought, if it was another family that funded Lian Yan, he and Lian Yan might become ordinary friends, he would not have the opportunity to hurt Lian Yan, and Lian Yan would not have to be caught between him and Shen Yiming. good person.

Shen Ping sighed indiscriminately.

There should be about 10 minutes before school ends in the junior high school. Standing at the back door always feels like a teacher in charge, so Shen Pingge wants to stand by the window and wait for a while.

From the corner of his eyes, he suddenly saw the boy behind Lian Yan poking Lian Yan's back with a pen, Shen Pingge was taken aback, realized something, and stopped in his tracks.

Lian Yan's back stiffened and she didn't respond, the boy on the right took advantage of Wan Hao's inattention and dropped a small white paper ball, which hit Lian Yan's shoulder blade and fell to the ground with a slight sound.

The author says:

Ah, in yesterday's comments, finally not only Lian Yan has a mother, Xiao Shen also has a mother.