[Twilight] Believer

"When I was very young, I naively thought that as long as I worked hard to let a person understand myself, one day he would understand. But after I wandered in this world and stayed with different people, I found that some No matter how hard you try, there is no way to shake people. It’s not how stupid you are, or how stubborn he is, but because there is no fate for each other.”

The bonfire was buzzing in front of her, the sound of burning firewood was "crackling", and the rain was still falling. At three o'clock in the morning, several sleepless travelers unconsciously gathered in front of the bonfire. I don't know who it was The first heads each opened their mouths in turn to tell their own stories.

When it was Max's turn, she exposed half of her face from the big blanket, curled up in a ball, stared at the flames, and said the above paragraph, the long-discarded Russian now speaks like Endorsement is as stiff.But everyone around listened quietly, including a new man in a black sweater.

He was wearing a black baseball cap, which he did not take off even indoors. His long silver-white hair was tied into the cap, and he was stepping on a pair of black Martin boots. The flames fell on the scar on Max's wrist, and no one could guess what he was thinking.

Until a boy sitting next to Max handed her a pot of hot milk, his expression loosened, just because of her unguarded smile, he thought she would not smile except for a sneer, who knows She will also give others a kind smile at will.Caius's heart was empty, he lowered his eyes and quietly backed out.

The heart-to-heart conversation under the bonfire ended at four o'clock in the morning. Max picked up the blanket and went back to his bed before falling asleep.At night, the soft chirping of insects lingered in her ears, and she fell asleep soundly, and soon fell asleep.

I don’t know how many times I’ve dreamed of that cliff, where the eyes are full of gray, dark and shadowy peaks, one step forward is the abyss, there is no way to retreat, standing on the edge of the stone crevice that only one person can pass through Extremely thrilling, she stroked her beating heart and couldn't say a word.

The wind is blowing from the front, and there seems to be the sound of waves beating against stones in the distance, but it still feels very empty, as if she is the only one left in the world struggling, with no possibility of redemption, the entire universe is pouring out at this moment She just wanted to have a pair of hands to rely on.

Just when she was begging for salvation in her heart, the man's arm lay in front of her, and she opened her eyes cautiously. As the eyelids slowly opened, her heart beat became more familiar and violent, and the cold fragrance hit her. Trembling uncontrollably for a moment, she stared at this pale face like lightning in the night, her silver-white hair was tied behind her head suspiciously, he was not wearing normal clothes so he couldn't see the picture of the cloth fluttering in the wind, he stared at In the pupils of her eyes is the cold light engraved on her heart...

Max couldn't say a word of grievance, she stared at this person, her emotions were beyond complex.

How did this situation come about? Why does every threat and fear come from this person? His face that never smiles, the frost that never melts, is like a cup of coffee that can't be stopped, deeply occupying and lurking Restless blood in her body.

Helpless and powerless, but because it was a dream, she gained a lot of confidence. When she rounded her fist and wanted to hit her, he gently held her wrist. The ice and snow on her face melted and peeled off slightly. Unbelievably soft, her lingering eyes are longer than the sunset by the lake: "Don't, it will hurt."

"Pain? You know I'm not afraid of this." She withdrew her wrist from his icy fingers, and grabbed his collar with both hands, and he accommodated her with a slightly bowed head, "Caius , Caius..." Her eyes burst into tears so suddenly, the color of her eyes was like a faintly shining gemstone in the middle of the night, "I hate you so much."

As soon as her knees softened in this narrow place, she suddenly threw herself into his arms, and his hand that was pinned in the crack of the stone suddenly let go, but the person in his arms seemed to be still immersed in sleep without realizing it.

Caius had to jump hard to another foothold. He must have chosen to take her out in a very unconscious situation. When he saw her carefree sleeping face, he was fascinated.

Max was still chanting something, and it wasn't difficult for him to concentrate on listening.

"You are always lingering and lingering. As long as I close my eyes, I can dream of that dark castle."

"I don't want to see you again, you nasty old bastard, how can I forget...how can I forget...forget you..."

She was cold from the cold, her mouth was trembling and she kept accusing him of all kinds of misdeeds. He didn't know how many long nights she had been sobbing and sobbing in her dreams, but this time she didn't feel the touch. The body is so real and grounded.

He wanted to hug this person tightly to keep her warm, but in fact, he could only shield her from the wind as much as possible. Forgive him for being selfish and unreasonable. It is too difficult to hear her tell the truth. He wants more Listen to a few words.

When Caius lowered her head, she just raised her head, her pale lips contrasted sharply with his bright red lips, a warm smile was rarely caught at the corner of his mouth, Max watched him getting closer and closer in doubt , until it was too late to realize what he was going to do, the chin was easily fixed by the other party, and he was careful not to leave any marks on her smooth chin.

Caius' lips fell on her forehead, and rubbed along the bridge of her nose to Max's lips, not daring to use force, as if exhaling lightly would disperse her soul, the cold wind like water in the quiet night, intertwined Rubbing the leaves, he carefully identified everything that happened around him, not daring to examine whether the state of mind of the person next to him was really what he had realized.

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After she left, Caius often went to the room where she lived to look through the paper with her handwriting, whether it was a stain as light as ink, or a note that was solemnly left, or a caricature that was scribbled casually, as well as Italian words full of mistakes. Appreciating poetry, he dared not let Ah Luo know how he was feeling right now.

He is not at all like the original him, but no amount of sentences can describe this unstoppable state of mind. He is still angry, but every time he thinks of the relaxed and comfortable moments, he unexpectedly calms down again He said that she is good-looking, aside from the blood race, he has seen many women who are more beautiful than her in human beings. In terms of temperament, she is definitely not as good as those positive human girls, even if she is hypocritical and reserved. superior.

The cunning and cleverness she inadvertently revealed when they were getting along peacefully occasionally made him feel that there was no gap between them.

It's not that he's terribly fascinated by her, it's just that he thinks about her from time to time.

But when the two sides confronted each other, he hated her so much that he didn't know what to do, hated her for being ruthless about blood hunters, hated her for not thinking of him at all, hated her sharp teeth, hated her with a knife in her hands... , hate her...

Left and right are just a heart, he just sticks to it, anyone can give it to anyone except her, don't give it to someone who doesn't love you.