[Comprehensive] What a big bat spirit

#first letter#

To my beloved Andrea:

It's been 33 years since you last saw me, and it's not easy for me.Even though I could visit you in the Batcave every day, I always thought that one day you might be able to open your eyes and look at me.Exhausting your demon power makes you smaller, if we still have a daughter, she must look like this.

The peach sapling you asked me to buy from the merchant has already arrived, but it may be because of the relationship between water and soil that it can’t keep it alive. The only one that grew up survived because Rebecca asked the witches for a magic circle for me. , and now it has almost grown to the second floor.During flowering season, pink and white petals fall all over the garden, and some will float into my study.

I remember you said that there are peach groves in the mountains in your hometown, so I imagined the scene of planting such trees all over the manor, and then I thought that the cleaning servant would go crazy because of it.

You see, after talking so much, I still can't get to the point. You definitely don't want to hear me rambling on about that peach tree.I don't know where to start after not speaking to you for so many years.

Can't say the same, actually I go to the Batcave every day to talk to you, but I know you can't hear me, but maybe one day you will get these letters.You must be wondering why it took me 33 years to remember to write to you.I must confess that I still have a faint fantasy that in my lifetime you will wake up and hear me say these words with your own ears.

But with the passage of time, I gradually got old, and the problem of leg injury has become more and more serious in the past few years, and it will recur when it is windy and rainy.The servant said that sometimes I would sit in the study and write papers, and would close my eyes and fall asleep in the middle of writing, so I realized that if I still want to talk to you, this is my last chance.

Henry is already a grown-up in his own right. He can't forget about you, but it's never his fault.But Henry has always been unable to let go of these things. Now that the child is grown up, I can't make decisions for him in everything.Leah, you love Henry so much, I'm afraid you must be scolding me now, if it were you, you would definitely be able to wake up that little bastard.

It seems that when I get older, I can't help but think of things from a long time ago. In my dreams in recent days, I always think of the first time I saw you.At that time, I didn't know that if I fell into your territory, I would be yours.

I remember being annoyed that it was my birthday and Dad wasn't there because he had an important guest.When I look back at this age now, that ignorant boy back then made me laugh.But I'm still thankful for my ignorance, otherwise I wouldn't fall into the bat cave and meet you.

I was so terrified that day, my hands were in darkness, my knees were scratched and bleeding, I could only hear myself screaming.Until the sound of the flying bats gradually stopped, I dared not open my eyes for fear that the demons from hell would eat me.But it was so quiet all around, so quiet that I opened my eyes and saw you.

I have to say, Leah, that an orange-red orb is quite noticeable amidst a group of dark bats.Ha, are you squinting your eyes now, secretly grinding your teeth and scolding me?It was the same with you at that time, you folded your bat wings and landed in front of me, squinting your small black eyes and tilting your head to look at me, just like those harmless little animals in the forest.

So far I don't understand what gave me the courage to reach out and touch you?Thank goodness you didn't get angry right away, but just closed your eyes and enjoyed it, and then showed me the way and led me out of the Batcave.

Everyone thought I had a nightmare on my birthday that year, but no one knew it turned into a sweet dream because of you.It saves me from my childhood shadows about bats, because I think of bats and the way you squint and enjoy petting.

You know that I went to the Batcave to find you after that, but I didn't meet you.It hurts that you told me so long after you avoided me on purpose, but I don't care because you're my wife.

Where did we meet again?I remembered, it was Mr. Paige's party.That banquet was boring, but important, and it was the key to my entry into Gotham's high society.I finally went to the window sill to get some air, but I saw you grabbing the tree trunk and pawing on the window sill.You are wearing that long orange dress, and your black eyes are shining in the moonlight.

You looked at me and didn't react for a while, but I stretched out my hand to you as if I met you for the first time.Leah, you held my hand, I can't forget this, but after all these years, I can hardly remember the feeling of holding your hand.

Do you remember the little Tucker in the kitchen?You love to eat his little burritos, and he is now a grandfather of two.When I can't remember you, I will ask him to think together.He is sitting next to me now, talking about Mrs. Andrea's favorite dessert made of fresh fruit. He said that you like sweet things the most, and you won't let go of them if you hug them.

My memory is getting worse and worse. I remember the small things very clearly, but I can't remember the most important things.Tucker said that the maple syrup from the north might help the brain remember, so I asked Henry to send someone to buy it.I don’t know if it’s useful or not, but it would be best for him to come and remember for me, but that kid won’t say anything.

Dreams are helpful for recovering memory, but I just dreamed that at the dinner party, I held your hand, and you jumped briskly onto the windowsill.What did you say that night, and what did I answer you?How did we become friends?The more I think about it, the more I can't remember it.I hope I will have better luck next time I write to you.

Leah, you must also be wondering if Henry has a family, but I'll tell you next time.Good news is told slowly, my dad always said that when I was a kid.

always love you lucas

#Second Letter#

To my beloved Andrea:

It's winter again in Wayne Manor, and I remember you hated winter.Henry wanted you to play snowball fights with him when he was a kid, but you always curled up in front of the fireplace, wrapped up in a ball.You always say that winter is the season for all things to hibernate, but as far as I know, bats are not hibernating creatures, and bat spirits don't need to hibernate.

Dr. Yorkson, our current family doctor, is a very knowledgeable, harsh but kind gentleman.Where did I just say that?By the way, Dr. Yorkson has been coming so often recently. At first I thought that little Charlie was sick, or Henry was not feeling well.Little Charlie is Henry's eldest son and our grandson.He was a healthy and lively boy, and he looked more like his mother, God knows how much I would like Henry and Susan to have a granddaughter like yours.

Did they think it would be okay to hide it from me?You know me, Leah, and no one can keep anything from me.I quickly surmised that Dr. Yorkson was there for me.My mother used to say when she was alive that if I wasn't a nobleman and a big planter, I'd be the best detective in the world, and it's a pity that Henry didn't inherit any of that from me.

What did I just say?Yes, Dr. Yorkson is here for me.Don't worry, Leah, my leg injury is still the same. Without you sending me demon power when it rains, I can only ask the servant to rub the ointment that has no effect.If only Rebecca could get some good stuff from the witch, I haven't seen her in years, she and Klaus are said to have both gone to New Orleans.

If I were 20 years younger, I would definitely travel further afield, like my father did.

I seem to be off topic again, forgive me for my nagging character after I become an old man, if you are still by my side, you must still be so radiant.But you said that you can take the form of an old woman, and in winter we hide under the blanket by the fireplace, and I talk to you, and you look at me with those eyes...

Tucker says I forget things all the time, but I remember them all, I remember how we fell in love, I remember how you married me, I remember how you had Henry, I remember it all.

But I just can't remember how you left me, Henry probably still hates me.I should be angry, but I also feel that he should hate me for granted.Leah, did I do something that I'm sorry for you?

If so, Leah, do you still hate me now?

your lucas

#fifth letter#

Leah:

My hand didn't have the strength to hold the pen, and Dr. Yorkson said he didn't expect it to deteriorate so quickly.Henry is with me every day now, but I prefer to be with you. I started to have nightmares, dreaming that I made you become like this.

I woke up in a dream and talked in my sleep. Henry told me that what happened back then had nothing to do with me, but I knew it must have something to do with it.If you're really hurting, why don't I stop?If I'm not there, then why would I leave you?

Leah, you danced with me in my dream, at Christmas that year.You said that if one day I leave first, you will always find me.Just like when I found you in the Batcave.

I don't know when you woke up, I don't remember how you smiled at me, and occasionally your voice comes to my mind.Leah, can you see these letters and where are you now?

I have never been a great person, at least compared to you, I seem more cowardly and timid.I am afraid to face the fact that I have hurt you, I am afraid that I will never see you again in this life, I am afraid that you will not see me when you wake up.

Are you afraid, Leah?Don't be afraid, read the letter I wrote to you, I will always be by your side.

I don't know what death is like, I'm a Christian, but not religious.But at my age, death is no longer the scariest thing, the scariest thing is the nightmare of falling into eternity.

Lucas

#The Tenth Letter#

Leah, Leah, you never talk.But I'm going to die.

The pastor said that I can be reunited with you in heaven, but I know you are not there.