[Inuyasha] Sesshomaru's palm

?【Special episode from the perspective of killing the palace】【Special episode from the perspective of the killing palace】【Special episode from the perspective of the killing palace】

Only after I could remember things clearly did I realize that I was a male dog demon.There are two dog demons with a similar smell to me, and they say I am their child.So they often hold me in their arms, rub my head, and ask me to smile at them.

What is laughter, and how should you laugh?I didn't understand, so I asked them back.

They... well... I don't know how to describe the color of their eyes.

Water slipped out of the eye of the banshee that I should call mother.

The corner of the male demon's mouth that I should call my father also disappeared.

From then on, I should call my father's male demon, and he no longer raised the corners of his mouth to me.

He hugged me and lived in a very spacious room with many tall wooden shelves filled with...

Well, the male demon who I should call father said, the shelves are full of human books and profound wisdom, and I need to study them carefully and use them flexibly.I nodded, and since then, I seldom go out of that room.

Naturally, my father rarely went out.He personally supervised my study for a full ten years, and taught me all kinds of human ethics, conventional wisdom and the subtleties of the seven senses, as well as the influence and display of facial expressions.The practice of demon power is also following up with this knowledge.

In the end, I learned a lot.

For example, I understand that when my parents look at me, their eyes are not happy.

For example, those who understand the dog family, look at me, and they are not happy.

When they looked at me, using human phrases to describe it, it should be sadness, regret, pity and sympathy.

However, I don't have seven senses.Yes, I noticed my anomaly.

But because I don't have the seven senses, I don't feel disgusted or uncomfortable with their eyes.

Days, just like this, passed by day by day.

The father's coercion became stricter day by day.

Occasionally, he would growl and growl at me, and roll on the ground in pain.

He said he loved me very much, but I didn't know how to respond to his love, which made him very painful.

Then the banshee came and she took me in her arms and started crying again.Said that even if my heart is broken, I must understand what kind of emotion those seven senses are.From this beginning, they continued to use the method of piling up and filling up, forcing me to learn and comprehend the expression of various things and emotions.But suddenly one day, the banshee I should call my mother squatted on the ground, looking at me and smiling without crying.

"My son Sesshomaru, all my patience and tears have been exhausted for you, you go out."

I seem to have been abandoned by my own mother, who has only been teaching for five years.

She can't accept me who doesn't have seven senses and doesn't know how to respond, and the dog family has never accepted me, a companion who doesn't know how to give love.

In the end, by my side, there is only that male demon I should call my father.

He looked at me with pain and sternness on his face: "Sesshomaru, I am your father. For your father, you must obey unconditionally, look up to and love unconditionally. If you dare to let your mother shed a tear , I will solve you with the iron broken teeth at my waist."

Looking quietly at the pain in his eyes, I pressed my ears back and put my head next to his claws.

"Rub it for you," I said, even though I wasn't too fond of being petted.

"Kill, Sesshomaru?!" The father's tone was quite shocked.

"Why, why do you want to take the initiative to touch your father?"

"Give you love." Because he is still by my side and hasn't left, if he still wants to love me, I can give him love.

"Sesshomaru, no, at this time, you should say father, I want your love, and I love you too."

"Well, okay, remember." That night, after my mother abandoned me, my father was very happy for the first time.He hugged me to roll around on the grass, looked up to the sky and laughed, and hugged me around the entire Yunshang Tiangong to show off to my peers, saying that I finally knew how to respond to his love.

That night, it was the first time in my life that I felt... Well, to describe it with human phrases, it should be light.

Because that night finally there was no more oppression, and the way they looked at me no longer showed pain.

I think this is, um... it should be considered a little pleasant...

Next, my father still refused to stop and continued to force me to study.This time, it was another ten years of study.

Because I can learn the knowledge of storage, I feel that I am almost done, and I am all repeating after learning.

So my... well, I should use the phrase patience.My patience has been almost exhausted, and I want to go out and breathe the free air.And my father still oppressed my thoughts with the set of reasons that he must obey him unconditionally.

This time I looked up and asked, "Why must I obey my father? Who made this rule?"

The father was stunned for a while, unable to react for a while, and then replied in a little panic: "It's Lunchang, it's Lunchang's request!"

"Ethics is equal to ethics, so who regulates ethics?"

"Who regulates ethics? Wait, think about it first if you are a father."

"Well, think about it slowly." I'm not in a hurry, I'm really not in a hurry, and I'm also very lazy.

The longer he thinks about it, the longer my quiet time will be.

At this point, after three days passed, my father finally found him.

"Ethics are regulated by sages, now it's up to you how to refute."

"Really? Who recommended the sage?"

"Ah? Can you let father go back and think about it?"

At this point, another day passed, and my father came again.

"Sages are elected by many, many intelligent human beings."

"Oh, really? Well, take me to see those smart humans."

With joy on his face, my father took my hand and showed me all kinds of things. What he said was very smart human beings.

But I only used very simple language skills or lures, and I destroyed the so-called smart humans in his eyes one by one.

"Father, are you sure that these unsteady, even stupid human beings can really see through and know how to choose the most sage human beings to regulate the most correct ethical common sense? If father has any doubts, let me see them again. Look at the so-called sages in your eyes."

The human mind is not firm at all, and love is also hypocritical and shallow.Even the strongest kinship between heaven and earth was fully exposed in the famine.They will eat corpses, exchange sons for food, and use all kinds of cunning and dark means to betray and harm their own kind.

As long as there is an obsession with something, it is equivalent to having a weakness that can be overcome.

And human beings are very selfish existences, and I am a little good at discovering their obsessions.

The so-called sages, after taking off their camouflage coats, are actually many times uglier than those ordinary humans.

In the end, my father pulled out the broken iron tooth again and pointed it at my forehead.

"Okay, Sesshomaru, I will no longer use human routines to restrain and teach you, and you don't need to look at anyone else, just look at me. From then on, I will be your guiding light, you have the ability Come and overthrow my father!"

His sword is pointing at my forehead, and his eyes are also very serious.

He is much firmer and stronger than the banshee I should call my mother.

I'm a little bit, um... probably because I admire him.It's also a little bit, um... It's for me to please him that his obsession is so deep.

Just because of his perseverance, he put his ears back and put his head softly by his claws again.

I agree, I will look up and follow his back, and I will regard him as the next target that can be conquered and surpassed.

I thought that we would hold each other's hands like this until the day when I could defeat and surpass him.

But one day, he stopped simply looking at me.Because of the banshee I should call my mother, he was shaken.

They decided to have another child with normal seven senses.

My raised hand was empty, and I suddenly felt that this male demon who had been looking up and obeying.

He...slightly, made me feel... well, I should be disappointed.

It turns out that the love that is connected by blood is only so deep.Originally, I could see through such inferiority in human beings, but I didn't expect that when it happened to me, I was blinded from clear insight.I feel deeply disgusted with my ignorance and self-deception...

He clearly said that he would be my guide and light.

That being the case, let them have another normal child.

Therefore, I gave up on the male demon I should call my father.

It should be regarded as, um... ran away from home.

I want to find another goal that will not disappoint me so quickly, to conquer him and surpass him.

Or let me firmly believe that there is something else in this world that makes me feel bored and want to touch it.

Such an inert and deep-bred dog, maybe I am the only one in the Yunshang Tiangong.

Besides, it is already 50 years old, and it is time to let go of the male demon's hand and go out for a walk alone.

Although the human figure I cultivated is only as big as a human child at the age of four or five...

It was a forest filled with miasma, and I met a little demon, whose attribute was female.

She has a pair of blue eyes, like a faint blue color.

The humanoid body that was cultivated is the appearance of a three-year-old human child.

"Where did the dog demon come from, and he didn't say hello when he came to my site."

She was standing on the tip of a blade of grass, but the blade of grass was motionless.

I thought for a long time, and finally decided how to answer when I looked up.

On the tip of the blade of grass, there is no figure of the little banshee.

I'm not used to not answering other people's questions, which made me feel slightly humiliated.

But this little banshee is really not determined.Yes, turn around and leave.

But only two days later, he met her again.

This time, she stood at the entrance of a cave, pointing at the entrance and cursing angrily.

Sniffing the smell coming from the cave, I knew what kind of monster was inside.

It's just a brood of ordinary pheasants.

I lay lazily on my side in the tree, watching her stop and stop angrily cursing for three days and three nights.The reason was that her father went hunting in the mountains, but he failed to catch a pheasant and was pecked on the leg.She ordered the pheasant essence to go hunting in the mountains again after her father recovered from his injury.

To lead a nest of young and old, to lie down obediently and be killed.

It turned out to be an obsession with her father, so I couldn't help but want to see her color more.

I want to see how deep her determination to love and her father will be.

I want to see from her hands, who is wrong and who is right between me and my father.

Anyway, isn't it boring?

"You curse like this, um... there is no skill at all, do you need my help?"

"Which one are you, get out and play."

Have you forgotten, obviously we met a few days ago.

Wei Wei, um... it should be regarded as displeased.

"We've met."

She actually ignored me.Again, it made me feel slightly humiliated.

Busy Fei stood in front of her, "We've met before."

"It's annoying, so what if I've seen it before, don't let people forget it? You domineering monster, go back wherever you came from."

I was silent for a while before answering: "...No one wants me anymore, there is no place to go back."

She was also silent, and after a while, she looked at me, "Run away from home?"

I nodded silently, but she reached out and took my paw.

"It just so happens that I'm running away from home too. My father or something is so stupid that I don't even understand what other people want."

After complaining, she smiled at me and asked, "Tell me, I'll listen, what do you want?"

This sentence was too novel and unfamiliar, and her eyes were too bright.

My father and mother never asked me what I wanted.

No one in the canine family ever asked me what I wanted.

In the depths of the lungs, something is trembling faintly.

What do I want, I should think carefully before answering.

Because this little banshee is the first one to ask me this question, I must treat it with caution.

However, when I finally figured out how to answer, there was no trace of her in front of me again...

Sniffing the scent, I easily found where she was and who she was provoking.

"Be my pet, and I will be careful not to spoil you."

Because she was the first demon to ask me what I want.

I want to treat her as a temporary goal to pass the boring time.

But I didn't want her to turn her face to look at her eyes full of anger, "The ghost will be your pet."

"Then I give you love."

"I don't want to love you."

"Then I will love you."

"I don't want your love."

"I won't play you badly."

"Shut up you bastard."

"My name is Sesshomaru, what's your name?"

"..." She flew up silently, raising her palm as if she wanted to give me a slap.

Naturally, she is no match for me.In the end, she gritted her teeth and cursed at me.

But in the end, he cut off a strand of his own hair and handed it to me.

"Idiot, take this lock of hair and go back and tell your idiot parents that you've made friends."

"Why?" Why did you send it to me, I don't understand.Friends are easily betrayed, I don't need it.

"Idiot, your reaction is so slow, it's no wonder you can make friends. Your parents hate you because of this, right?"

"No. Because I didn't understand how to cultivate the seven senses, I couldn't respond to their love, so they didn't want me."

"Oh, so that's the case. Whoever stipulated that a demon with defects should not be allowed to exist. Your parents have abandoned you, but heaven and earth have not abandoned you. Don't be limited by your stupid parents. Your thinking and vision Let's take a hard look at this blue color!"

After these words, her eyes were abnormally bright and she looked up at the sky.

It seems that it wants to fly up and smash something.The depths of the chest began to tremble faintly again.

No one has ever said such a thing to me.She's...well, fine, really fine.

I want her, I want to respond to what she said to me!

Intense, the heart beats fiercely.For the first time in my life, I felt an urgency.

"Be my pet, I will give you whatever you want!"

"Really? Well, I'm going to be the king of the mountain, can you take this position for me?"

It's ok, I want to respond to this little banshee, I want to pet her and love her and make her something unique to me.

"Well, okay, I'll take the position of King of the Mountain for you."

Because you have promised to be my pet, as long as you want, you are willing to stain your claws and fangs! ?