[Inuyasha] Sesshomaru's palm

"Wake up!" After a dull growl, the lingering light whip hit my body.

But to my surprise, the light whip passed through my body without any pain.

She couldn't help smiling at his gritted teeth, sticking out the tip of her tongue and teasing him lightly: "Idiot, you can't hurt me."

He withdrew his light whip, and snorted coldly with an angry and strange expression: "Is that so, I can't hurt you."

The epilogue seems to be, let's wait and see.

This is my first encounter with the male demon, I remember his name.

Sesshomaru, a beautiful but bad-tempered monster.

After leaving him, I still wander aimlessly as before.

At first, the changes in the scenery and the wonderful encounters were all led by myself.

But one day, when the male demon named Taboo Sesshomaru appeared in front of him again and snorted coldly, everything changed.The bright sky is gone, the beautiful scenery has changed, the lovely humans are gone, and the amiable monsters have also changed.

Everywhere I went, there were flames of war, human beings crying in pain and sorrow, and the screams seemed to tear my heart.

Then, the monsters all over the mountains and plains all rushed towards me viciously.

Although I won't be injured or killed, I still instinctively started to flee, and kept running.

However, wherever he fled, he saw the male monster with a white tail lying alone on something in the road ahead.

With a displeased expression, he whispered: "Idiot, wake up."

"If you don't wake up again, I will turn this dream into an even crazier sea of ​​flames and purgatory!"

I was chased to the brink of embarrassment, and the dead wood that supported me asked him, "Who are you? What kind of nonsense are you talking about? Do I have any deep hatred with you? Why can't I remember anything?"

He raised his fingertips and nodded behind me, "I'm chasing you, you are sure to stand here and chat with me."

Looking away from the corner of his anxiety, he seemed to be smiling, and that smile was a little cruel.

I don't know who this monster is, but the development of the matter is exactly as he said.

It has changed, it has become a purgatory, and there are more cruel and endless killings everywhere.The eyes of humans and monsters all turned blood red.No matter which encounter it was, it was the beginning of the battle. Why did it become like this?What else can I do but escape?

For ten years, 20 years, I have been running away until I was tired of running away, until I was willing to escape and fell into the burning sea of ​​fire.

I thought it might be a relief to die, but I didn't want that male monster who had been chasing after me for 20 years.

He was actually behind me and jumped into the sea of ​​fire with me.

His eyes were very unhappy, and he whispered to me coldly and contemptuously: "What stupid thing are you doing?"

I huddled in his lap and let him block the burning fire of karma for me.

"Well, I'm tired and tired, and I don't want to run away, so it's a kind of relief to kill my life..." After speaking, in the midst of the fire, I dedicated my first kiss to him.I want to draw a colorful end to my 20 years of running away.

"Did you fall into a deeper maze instead? What a troublesome guy, it seems that we have to change the way."

This is the last sentence I heard before I was about to die...

After the consciousness returned again, the world changed drastically, and spring flowers bloomed everywhere.

In the gusts of smoke, I was hugged by the male monster and sat on the hillside, watching the human beings live in harmony below.

"What, what's going on here?" Mingming remembered that the world was filled with the darkness of purgatory.

"You finally woke up." The low and lingering soft words rang close to my ears.

"Sesshomaru!?"

"Oh, remember me."

"Of course, you have watched my embarrassment for 20 years, how could you forget it?"

"Your amnesia really makes me sad."

"Amnesia? Me? Sad? You, why are you sad?"

"I didn't stand by and watch your embarrassment for 20 years. I just slept with you in my arms for 20 years. But I didn't expect that when you woke up, you could only remember my name, and you couldn't remember any of the past. Am I sad?" His tone was very calm.

I was so calm that I believed what he said in a trance.

"I, what do we have to do?"

"Well, we are naturally related, and we can't do without each other's traction."

"...Love, love?"

"Don't you want to love me?" As he spoke, he raised his hand to brush his hair and smiled.

I was stunned by his beauty for a moment, I hurriedly came back to my senses, and shook my head foolishly.

Yes, I don't want to love him, absolutely absolutely don't want to love him.As if deep in the soul, there is a voice admonishing.

Then, I slapped him and leaped a long distance.

"Idiot, who would believe what you said..." After finishing speaking, I took advantage of the wind and flew away again.

This time, I am very happy, because the scenery has returned to its original beauty.

The only fly in the ointment is that no matter where I go, that male demon will always appear by my side.

He whispered to me again and again, "How long will it take before I can get out and you can remember."

Could it be that you were really a couple with me before?In the long-term entanglement, I finally couldn't help but doubt myself.

However, I was afraid, afraid that after falling into those golden eyes, I would never be able to get out again.

So, I turned around and ran away.With this turn around, time flies and it is the past 30 years.

Finally, one day, when they met again under the shining cherry blossoms, he bowed his head.

"Haven't you been able to react to this illusion? I'm so stupid, I can't help but want to make a move." After finishing speaking, he kissed my lips deeply.Strong yet gentle, lingering and long-lasting.I think, I'm getting dizzy with this kiss.Or, we used to really love each other.

Therefore, I let go of my guard and let him walk in.

Let him hug and lie down among the petals, take off my clothes, kiss all over me, and occupy all of me.

"...Sesshomaru, do you love me?"

"...I have already proved it with my actions, what do you still doubt?"

That's right, he loves and caresses me in every inch of skin, what else do I doubt...

Ten years, 20 years, 30 years, 50 years, 70 years, 100 years...

He spent 100 years to prove that he loves me, although he never said that word.

For 100 years, no matter what I wanted, he patiently found it.

No matter where I want to fly, he is always by my side.No matter what petty temper I played, he accepted it silently.

If you don't love someone, it is absolutely impossible to look at her with doting eyes every day for 100 years.

If you don't love someone, it is absolutely impossible to show the touching fingertips so lingeringly for 100 years.

If you don't love someone, it is absolutely impossible to wander madly against the wind with that person to see thousands of scenery in 100 years.

If you don't love someone, it's impossible to tolerate all these kinds of things.

So, I couldn't find a reason why he didn't love me, so I accepted everything with peace of mind.

"Sesshomaru, I love you..." In the end, I lay in his arms, squinting my eyes in happiness.

In the drowsiness, I only heard him say, "It turns out that I wake up only when I am loved enough..."

Then, I woke up, as if I had slept for a long time, my body was too stiff to move.

Looking up, you can see the four-corner eaves of the attic, and the cherry blossoms in full bloom.

This, this is the dog family!wrong!wrong!Not here, my love nest with Sesshomaru is not the boundary of the dog family!

"Sesshomaru!" Out of shock, I sat up straight, fearing that he would disappear from my life.

"..." He stood aside, looking at the sky for a long time, as if he was finally free and breathed a sigh of relief.

After a long time, I looked back.In those golden eyes, the softness and obsession when he loved and pitied me disappeared.

"Killing pill..."

"What's the matter?" Even the tone of voice revealed cold disgust and alienation.

"Killing pill!"

"..."

"Killing pill!"

"..."

"Why is that?"

"You relaxed your consciousness and fell into a heavy coma. Because of the monster, even I couldn't wake up. Therefore, I had to enter the illusion of your dream consciousness to force you to wake up. Explain like this , do you understand?"

I froze, shook my head, and then nodded stupidly.He wanted to grab the skirt of his shirt, but he walked away.

"It's just a long dream, you're already awake."

"Then how long have you had this dream?"

"150."

"You... manipulated my dreams, didn't you?"

"If you don't manipulate your dreams, how can I wake up." After saying this, he left.

I don't quite understand how time can fly by so fast when it's just a dream.

I don't quite understand, who is the one who made the mistake in this encounter and this dream?

I trapped him for 150 years because I fell into the illusion of dreams, and he wanted to be free to play with my love for 100 years.

In the end, I took advantage of him for another 50 years, didn't I?It's ridiculous, it's sad...

Getting up in a trance while choking, I searched for monsters everywhere, and everyone I saw asked me how many years I had been embracing Sesshomaru in my dreams.

The little monsters of the dog family all looked at me with sympathy and comfort, and at the same time gave me the year that surprised and gave up.

But I still don't believe it, I don't believe the indifference and alienation in Sesshomaru's eyes; I don't believe the back of him leaving me and walking away alone; I don't believe that I have really woken up; I don't believe that the two of them embraced each other and slept together for so many years after being persuaded by Dou Ya , Do not believe all the truths that come into contact with in front of your eyes!

But I firmly believe that this waking up is just a nightmare!And I want to find the real place that belongs to me.

So, I closed my eyes again and again, trying to fall asleep, and then when I woke up again, everything returned to the place I was familiar with.

Sesshomaru is still waiting in front of the door of our common love nest. He will stretch out one hand and roll me back into his arms from the mid-air, and then the other hand will habitually arrange my messy hair and robe, followed by a soft sigh 'Finally enough wild enough, I know I'm coming back' this sentence.

However, no more!there is none left!No matter how I fall into a dream, I can never return there.Every time I wake up, I am only accompanied by my grasping hands, the wetness on my cheeks, and a demon dog.Of course, not the one I adore.

"What happened to you during the 150-year coma?" Dou Ya suppressed my self-mutilation of pulling my hair, and yelled at me angrily.I jumped up and frantically struggled to wave his hand away, tightly covering my tearful eyes and fell into a silent choked sob.

I can't say it, this embarrassing illusion.Do you want me to tell him that in the 50 years of embracing and sleeping together, I spent 100 years dealing with his son until I was so tired that I jumped into the sea of ​​fire, and I spent another [-] years loving him so much that I fell into it. crazy.

I can't say it, I can't say it.The beauty and cruelty of this Nankeyimeng deeply hurt my heart.

It disturbed my consciousness to the point of insanity, disturbed me so much that I didn't want to wake up, I only wanted to die!

With a sound of "pa", Dou Ya gave me a hard slap with his hands, pulling me back to the brink of madness.

"Loosen your teeth, I won't force you to speak out, and no one will force you to speak out!"

"Hush... Be quiet, be quiet. What's going on, Sesshomaru has been weird these past few days. He doesn't want anyone to come near, the evil spirit is loose and unstable. I don't ask I just hope that both of you can stabilize your demon breath as soon as possible."

"He... also..." Does he seem to be in pain and entangled like me?Well, maybe there is something between us.

I waved Dou Ya's hand away, and I ran out.Whenever they saw a dog family, they all asked where the Sesshomaru was.

Then, I met him.He was sleeping on the ground, curled up into a ball, his fangs biting the corner of his mouth until a stream of blood flowed out.In the limited space, everything was filled with the strong demonic aura he exuded.It seems that he seems to be many times more sad than me.

It must be because of the influence of that soul. When I was in a state of sadness and madness, he was also here desperately expending his demon power to resist.

"...Get out, don't come close to me!" Or he didn't want to be caught by someone, so he sat up straight and wiped the blood from the corner of his lips.

"The influence of this ghost and this immature kindness, I will cut it off with my own hands one day..." As he said, he covered his chest again and began to breathe heavily.Or it was because at this moment, I was once again stabbed in the heart by the alienation in his eyes.

"Okay, I'll wait." Holding back tears and nodding, I smiled and walked towards him.

Kneeling down, stroking his red eyes.Then she leaned close to his head and blew a deep breath into his ear.

He curled up to resist the body, and then relaxed.When he released it, he seemed to have passed out.

"Despicable bastard, I warn you not to provoke me again. I am a guy who is easy to get serious. It's just a dream. It's just a dream. Why do you hurt yourself and others so seriously? You The next one, enjoy this freedom for yourself..."

After I finished speaking, I bent down and hugged his head tightly into my arms, wanting to shed this last painful tear.

After withdrawing my tears, I went to the cloud under the stairs of the Heavenly Palace on the Cloud.

Because there is no reason to stay anymore, I lost the courage to face it again.And this guy, Yingyue, actually tried to persuade me to stay.

"It's only been 150 years. Have you forgotten the affectionate confession you made to me back then? Didn't you say that you wanted to take me away to wander far away? You little heartless guy really hurt me." My heart. Elder brother, you should try to persuade her too..."?