[Inuyasha] Sesshomaru's palm

"Help! Sesshomaru, enough is enough, enough is enough, please don't say another word!"

If you continue to speak out of tune like this, I will definitely be driven crazy.

Of course, I am not a good demon.Before I go crazy, whoever wants to drive me crazy, drive me crazy first!

Therefore, resisting fatigue, he quickly got up and threw himself on Sesshomaru's chest.

While pulling on his neckline and not letting go, she leaned close to his ear and screamed loudly.

Annoyed, he waved his sleeves fiercely and swept me up a big tree.

"Hmm..." I fell to the ground and vomited a mouthful of black blood for a moment.

I just felt that my chest was empty and painful.

But I don't know how to stop this uncomfortable feeling of frustration...

"Ming Jia." Sitting up against the cherry tree, Sesshomaru's voice was still frosty.

"Master Sesshomaru, what are your orders?" It was this unseen answer again, still coming from the top of my head.

"She's so loud."

"As you order, Master Sesshomaru."

It is also because of the moment when this sentence fell, I began to be bitten by something.

The thing bites more than one place, and it seems that it will not stop until it tortures me to death.

In the constant rolling and scratching, I bit my lip desperately trying to resist the attack.

However, I still don't know what the thing that bit me is.

Until he rolled and screamed until he could no longer make a sound, until he was bitten by that thing and passed out.

All I can see is Sesshomaru, a pair of cold eyes.

Even in a dream, I can't escape...

"Wake up." Hmm... who is calling me, a very cold voice.

Youyou opened her eyes to search, and looked into the lake waves at a glance.

Under the cherry blossom trees in the lake, Sesshomaru and I were reflected.

I was leaning on his arm, and he was holding a handful of water and handing it to my lips.

"Open your mouth and drink water." Thinking of what he did last night, I turned my face away.

Without saying anything, he raised his hand and sprinkled the handful of water back into the lake.Under the shining of the sun, the handful of water splashed with mercury, emitting colorful sparkles.There are dots of stars, some of which dazzled my eyes.Instinctively turned his head to dodge, not wanting to meet Sesshomaru's eyes again.

His eyes were still cold.The bottom of the eyes also reflected my appearance.Loose hair, disheveled clothes, puffy lips.

Suddenly, I felt so pitiful for myself.But I also feel that there is a certain monster... It seems to be more pathetic than me.

"...Sesshomaru." My voice was filled with an unpleasant hoarseness.

It was as if someone had seen through his pathetic... desolation!

"Mmm." He replied coldly, touching my lips lightly with the wet water from his fingertips.

"You... Are you happy to live without the seven senses like this?"

He didn't answer, and started to straighten my hair again.

"...What a poor fellow."

"You cried." He said, his tone indifferent.

"Am I crying?" He raised his hand to touch his cheek, and tears fell down.

"Why are you crying?" It was so strange, I clearly wanted to laugh at his sadness.

"Because of me," he said, and began to adjust my shirt and belt.

"Because of you? Why?" I obviously wanted to laugh at his sadness?

"You want me to love you," he concluded, and sat me on the ground facing him.

I recovered my tidiness and retorted calmly: "I don't want your love."

He also sat upright on the ground and looked at me after a moment of silence.

"One last time," he said.

Inexplicable, I can't figure out his intentions.

"What last time?"

"Your thinking and reaction ability is too slow to keep up with my rhythm. I feel tired after spending so much time with you like this. So this is the last time I communicate with you in a way you can understand. In the future , no more."

Looking into his eyes, I saw myself in his eyes.Although I was laughing, tears flowed fiercely.

Just because of the monster in front of me, his words are like a sharp knife, piercing my soul with seven senses.

Even a demon should not live like this.Without joy, anger, sorrow, joy, and emotional entanglement, can it still be considered alive?

"Don't fall in love with me, even if I can make a gift in behavior, my heart will not respond."

His eyes became sharp and cold, and his tone was serious.As if, it really seemed to be saying goodbye to me, a very serious farewell.

"I didn't fall in love with you." I tried to calm down and gave him a smile.It's just sympathy, not love.

"Then don't look into my eyes and cry like a mother. You are not the banshee who gave birth to me."

"..." I choked up for a moment, and was forced to fight back speechlessly by his superb eloquence.

"After giving birth to me, you cry for me because you feel the grievance and pain that I can't comprehend and can't repay. And you are just an irrelevant demon. If you didn't start caring about me, why would you cry because of me. So, don't fall in love with me."

"...Does, care?" How could it be possible, "I didn't care about you, I didn't fall in love with you!"

"Okay, explain why you are crying." His pressing question became more and more sharp.

"I, I... because you treated me too badly, obviously I saved you."

"Grievance, resentment, blame me for torturing you?" He said.

After hesitating for a moment, under his sharp eyes, I nodded.

"If I don't care about anyone, even if he tortures me to death, I won't shed a single tear."

So don't fall in love with me, understand. ... He said that again, and then looked at me further and further away.

Demon, can you really live like this?Accepting no one, living alone.

Missing me for thousands of days and nights, but being tormented by the silent silence, I almost go crazy.

"I thought we were friends." I was a little embarrassed when I heard myself reply.

"I never regarded you as a friend, and I was always thinking about how to kill you. So, don't fall in love with me."

...Finally, as if a door in my brain had been pushed open by someone, I suddenly realized what I was doing now.

I am now fighting with him to win the topic of love and not love, regardless of the meaning of this topic is nonsensical, but obsessed with winning the battle, which itself has problems, he said he did not regard me as a friend, But I unconsciously... It seems that I have taken him as a friend.

She would be emptied because of his cruel hands, she would be wronged because of his torture, and she would look at him and cry like that banshee.

If this is not caring or love, then what is this touch?

don't know?Obviously just a hated dog clan, when did it become like this?

When you let me fly, or when you face each other with a poisonous tongue, or when you move your claws at me?

"Have I... fell in love with you?" I thought, maybe I was persuaded by him?

It's unbelievable, I didn't expect that I was the monster who changed his mind?

Actually, in the repeated abuse, he felt caring and love for him?

This, this is true, too ridiculous.So, I laughed and laughed so hard that I couldn't stop laughing.

He stood up suddenly, waited for my laughter to stop, and then looked down at me condescendingly.

"It seems that you finally understood and left."

"Where are you going?"

"go back."

"Oh, then you go back." After I finished speaking, I wiped away the tears from laughing, and walked away towards him in the opposite direction.

"Aren't you going back?" he asked.

"Well, I won't go back." I stood still for a moment, and then walked away again.

"why?"

"Because the only connection between the two of us has been broken, and you have two more demon lines on your face, and the demon soul seems to have disappeared after your ability has been promoted. Don't tell me, you didn't realize this. One point. Now my life and death will not affect you in the slightest, so you are free. Finally, thank you for not killing me, it is you who repaid my helping hand last night."

"You still love me..." His tone was slightly raised with doubts.

"Maybe... yes, so I'm about to move on."

"Empathy?" His tone intensified his doubts.

After hesitating for a while, he finally replied, "I haven't allowed it yet."

Turning around quietly, I looked at him with a smile.

"Am I your property?"

He stood under the cherry tree, tilting his head slightly.There was silence for a while, no answer.

No answer means no, I understand his thinking logic somewhat.

"So, do you love me?" He didn't answer again, that is, he didn't love me.

"Then, you have no right to stop what I want to do."

"..." He still didn't answer, but teleported to stand in front of me.

"Going back." He raised his eyes as if he was enduring great displeasure, and at the same time reached out his hand to grab it.

I slapped his claws away angrily, and backed away screaming, "Don't touch me!"

Although he froze his hands, his eyes turned blood red instantly and he bared his teeth at me! ?