in love with the lord of all

Li Ruo's parents have been troubled by Internet rumors recently. Unscrupulous media led them to say wrong things in order to attract traffic, and then completely distorted the meaning and broadcast them on the Internet, causing them to suffer a lot of abuse that they shouldn't have.

They are not as rich as the rumors on the Internet, they are just ordinary well-off families.

Li Ruo and their old man, her death hit the couple deeply.

When Song Qing and the others first arrived at Li Ruo's home, they also ran into a reporter pretending to be a community mediator and was kicked out.

Li Ruo's parents scolded: "Get out! Blood-sucking scum! Do you still have a conscience?"

The reporter protected the camera in embarrassment, and rolled his eyes at them: "Your daughter is dead anyway. Isn't it a good thing to serve as social news to alert other students who have been violent?"

It's really not human.

Song Qing couldn't listen anymore, Li Ruo's parents chased him out with a broom, and the reporter ran away in embarrassment.

When Li Ruo's parents came back, they saw Song Qing and asked vigilantly, "Who are you? What are you doing here?"

At first, the couple thought that Song Qing and Song Qing were reporters, and their attitudes were very conflicting.

After Song Qing proved that he was here for the police, the couple relaxed their attitude and became less sharp.

"The police have issued an official notice to clarify the rumors on the Internet, and they are still innocent, but they still refuse to let us go." Li's father looked tired: "The reporter pretended to be a community condolence staff, a social worker...just to trick us, secretly Record and then release excerpts.”

"Our family has no money, so it is impossible to bribe the police. If we were really that capable, we would have sued the school and the teachers and students who forced Ruo Ruo to death!"

Song Qing frowned, he didn't know these things, because the source of the information was all from the professor.

According to Li's father's description, it is too much for the media to deliberately publish false reports in order to attract attention and cater to netizens.

Li's father led the two to open Li Ruo's bedroom. Her bedroom and study were connected together, covering the largest area, which showed how much she was loved at home.

"After Ruoruo left, the bedroom and study room will remain the same. Don't destroy what Ruoruo left behind."

Song Qing nodded in response.

Seeing this, Father Li left the bedroom to accompany Mother Li.

As soon as Song Qing stepped into Li Ruo's bedroom, she could vaguely feel the remaining emotions, which were vague and inaudible, and felt like a woman crying in the middle of the night, quite uncomfortable.

It was four or five days before Li Ruo died, and there were still emotions left in the room, which showed that she had spent great sorrow and joy here.

The mood swings are so strong that even the frequency can be stayed for such a long time.

It's amazing, human's seven emotions and six desires.

Song Qing lamented that he had never had intense emotions, and was born with a lack of empathy, only curious and puzzled.

The bedroom is covered with plush carpets, gorgeous soft beds, countless clothes and shoes, as well as a lot of plush toys and actor posters, just like the room of every girl who is loved by the family.

Song Qing stood in the middle of the bedroom with her hands in her pockets, looking around, suddenly felt that she couldn't do anything, finding things was as distressing as cleaning housework.

"..." Song Qing coughed twice, feeling rather guilty: "Xu Congzhang, help me find it."

Xu Congzhang turned around: "What are you looking for?"

"Clues, Li Ruo's diary, or something related to Gu worms."

"Why do you think Li Ruo has something to do with Gu worms?"

"Guess." Song Qing was quite confident: "First, Li Ruo and the other two deceased had a relationship of hatred."

"Second, Li Ruo is a victim, but she was planted with Gu worms at the base of her tongue."

"Third, after Li Ruo's death, rumors about her in school and on the Internet are rampant, which clearly shows that there is a problem."

"Fourth, Li Ruo is very strange. Strangeness is abnormal, and abnormality is usually the key breakthrough."

Xu Congzhang said softly: "In the study room, important things are usually hidden inside."

"you're right."

Song Qing pushed open the door of the study. The layout inside was very common, with desks and cabinets full of books. He first checked the desks and computers, but found nothing.

Because the police had already arrived in advance, they had more experience in finding evidence, and useful clues had already been taken away, making it quite difficult to find new clues.

Song Qing walked to the bookcase. The bookcase was as high as the ceiling, and it seemed to be embedded in the wall. School textbooks were placed on the lower floor, and various types of novels and celebrity cards were placed in the middle.

The books from left to right are psychology, depression, computer and network security, and finally there are three books in minority languages, mainly Miao language and Miao folklore.

Song Qing found it strange that the books on the upper class were not like what a high school girl would read, and the categories spanned too much, which seemed a bit nondescript.

People's reading habits have preferences, unless it is a book that comes with a book.

Song Qing opened a book on Miao folklore and saw creases and traces of frequent flipping, so Li Ruo once tried to understand Miao folklore?

Does she want to know Gu Art?Still want to do something?

——Like, like him.

——like him, like him almost to death.

"?"

Xu Congzhang turned to look at the bookcase, he pointed at the bookcase with his finger: "There is something inside."

Song Qing looked in the direction he pointed, and saw only a row of novels for girls.

——Help me, help me realize my wish.

"On the wall behind the bookcase."

"The bookcase is embedded in the wall and cannot be opened."

——I enshrine you with the evil desire fed by hatred, and I dedicate it to you with the love-desire that loves to condense. I beg you to help me.

"middle."

According to Xu Congzhang's prompt, Song Qing pushed away the books on both sides of the bookcase, and finally saw a tiny gap in the middle of the bookcase with the light of the mobile phone, and there was a screw lock inside the bottom of the bookcase.

It turns out that only two sides of the bookcase are embedded in the wall, but there are flexible screw locks. Unscrew the screw lock fixed at the bottom to open the bookcase, revealing the wall behind.

Song Qing pushed open both sides of the bookcase—the sound of "squeak" was like a rotten wooden door howling tragically, and the dusty, invisible desire was exposed to the sun.

——Ancestor of the Witch God!

— Lord of all things!

——I honor you by countless names, and I beg you to help me...

After seeing the contents of the wall clearly, Song Qing was shocked, almost surprised, and murmured: "What is this?"

But seeing countless totem runes engraved on the original snow-white walls, it is mysterious and strange.The totem runes were also covered again with red paint, forming a circle from the outside to the inside, and finally gathered in the round hole in the middle.

The round pit is the size of an adult's fist, and the pit is covered with red paint, accompanied by a pungent fishy smell.

Song Qing tore open the red flakes and found that it was not paint but blood, the blood flakes accumulated by repeatedly smearing blood in the round pit.

The scene in front of me is so familiar!

It is simply a replica of the ancestral altar of the witch god in Mount Qiluo!

With the same totem, runes, and layout, the round pit is the bronze urn in the center of the bronze platform, and even the dried blood inside can be copied.

Xu Congzhang's eyes flashed red, and he said, "Sacrifice."

"Who is sacrificed to? The ancestor of the witch god?"

"Ah."

"Purpose?"

—kill them!

"call."

"To get revenge on those who bullied me?" Song Qing frowned, and quickly vetoed: "It should have failed."

Xu Congzhang looked at Song Qing slowly, the golden-red light in his eyes was faintly visible, and he asked, "Why did you fail?"

Because you, the ancestor of the witch god, haven't awakened yet.

"Because the rune is incomplete, the sacrifice failed." Song Qing continued: "The ancestor of the witch god is very kind and principled. Even if he is successfully summoned, he will not help Li Ruo take revenge on others."

In fact, he is so kind that he has no principles. Even if he is bullied to the point of cutting his flesh with a knife, he will not kill or retaliate.

Hearing this, Xu Congzhang asked in a strange tone: "Do you think the ancestor of Wu Shen is kind?"

Song Qing nodded, because he is you.

"what…"

Xu Congzhang smiled inaudibly, how could he think that the ancestor of Wu Shen was kind?

He is obviously a monster crawling out of the abyss, everyone screams and beats him, and feeds on evil desires. Why does Song Qing think he is kind?

Song Qing didn't notice Xu Congzhang's emotional changes. He took pictures of the totems and runes on the wall, and then carefully searched for other clues. Unexpectedly, he found a hidden compartment behind the base of the bookcase, which contained Li Ruo's diary.

He took out the diary and turned to the first page: I like him.

?

Who do you like?

Song Qing thought it was the girl's diary, and continued to read it.

Xu Congzhang stared coldly at the priest on the wall, the familiar totem reminded him of the unpleasant past.

If it wasn't for Song Qing who was within reach of him, and if Song Qing who always thought him kind was not there, Xu Zongzhang would have been unable to hold back the bloodthirsty thoughts in his heart at this moment.

The golden-red light almost filled the eyeballs, and the monster in the prison in the bottom of my heart was roaring angrily, because it smelled the smell of evil desire.

Song Qing made a mistake, the sacrifice did not fail.

The incomplete totem rune was used to worship the artificially forged 'Witch God Ancestor', a thief who stole his blood and half of his heart and called himself a god without authorization.

When Xu Congzhang was not awakened, he was trapped in a bronze urn as a human pig for six years, and his blood was taken and his flesh was cut by a voodoo master every day.

In the process of day-to-day abuse, the shamans gradually realized what kind of monsters they had provoked. Fear and the weakness of the gods stimulated their arrogance and ambition.

They intend to create a new lord of all things, and mold Xu Zongzhang's blood and half of his heart on human beings.

Human beings should not be able to bear the blood and heart of the gods, but they survived, and even pretended to be the ancestor of the witch god.

Xu Congzhang lowered his head, his pupils stared at the wall, and the golden-red light quickly covered his pupils, making him look like a ghost instead of a god.

It turns out that there are still fish that slipped through the net?

The previous diaries all recorded Li Ruo's love mood, sweetness, heartbeat, joy and the joy of being in love with each other.

People who are more sensitive may think it is very sweet, but Song Qing doesn't feel it, he picks shi in the sugar.

The object of Li Ruo's liking is an actor who is forced to die. She is not chasing stars with the mentality of a fan, but crazy in love with the actor with the mentality of a lover.

Collect the actors' size, residence address, friends and daily itinerary, and get close to the actors as fans. The diary contains photos of the actors sleeping.

The angle of the photo is very strange, as if it was taken from the ceiling.

unusual.

Song Qing looked up at the books on computer and network security on the bookcase, and probably understood what Li Ruoxue was here for.

Bastards are poisonous.

The actor once disclosed his relationship to the public, and Li Ruo wrote in his diary a sentence targeting and attacking the actor's girlfriend, vicious and paranoid.

It didn't take long for the actor to be blackmailed by the navy. He used his small power to retaliate against the navy, which caused a backlash.

The navy threw out ambiguous black material to attack the actor, and the black material was still the bottom line that the audience could not accept. The actor was caught in a storm, his girlfriend left, his career collapsed, and he was even involved in lawsuits.

Li Ruo took the opportunity to comfort the actor. When the whole world abandoned the actor, he appeared in front of him. He never left, comforted and encouraged him. He quarreled with his classmates, was rumored, bullied and violent, and did not defend himself in front of his parents. Because she can use the same experience to be close to actors.

Morbid and paranoid that the actor finally belongs to her alone, and only she and the actor belong to the same world.

'Love him, like him to death. '

'He finally can only see me, and finally only me in his world. '

'We're together, I'm so happy. '

'Nobody likes him but me. '

'He belongs to one of mine. '

'But why do you bully him? '

The actor was subjected to continuous violence for a year, and suffered from severe insomnia and depression. He held on to Li Ruo as a life-saving straw.

Li Ruo didn't notice any abnormalities, she also suffered from depression, and her mentality had already become distorted and crazy in love, and she was only satisfied with the actor's dependence on her.

Song Qing turned the pages, but the pages were blank, and turned a few pages in a row, and finally saw a line of words——

'he died. '

The thin and correct Chinese characters occupy a small space in the blank and large pages, forming a shocking contrast with the densely packed fonts on every previous page, creating a calmness before madness.

Turning back again, there is a line of words on the back:

'Why are they alive? '

Fang Ting laughed at his death wantonly in front of me, and I cut her face with a knife. '

'The violence escalates, Fang Ting hates me, and I hate her too. '

'Fang Ting tricked me out and tricked me into drinking water mixed with drugs. '

'As the placenta flowed out of my stomach, I suddenly became calm. '

Fang Ting said that she was the one who supported the exposure of his scandal, and she paid to protect him because she hated me. '

Last page: 'Kill 'em.Everyone must die. '

"..."

Song Qing couldn't tell who was worse and who was more paranoid.

'Fang Ting' is Li Ruo's classmate. Because she hated her, she took revenge on the innocent actor. After killing him, she never repented and continued to bully and violent Li Ruo until she was also killed.

The only difference is that Li Ruo wants to take revenge on all those who hurt the actor and her. Tongue poison and the death of the two sailors are the first steps of her revenge?

However, how did she know the desire to speak?Where did the tongue gu come from?

Speech desire and tongue Gu will never appear in Miao cultural and custom books, because Gu art is dictated by witches and Gu insects, and most of the Gu insects are passed down from generation to generation, especially the more influential high-level Gu insects.

'The desire to speak exceeds the standard, and the poison flows out from the root of the tongue' - from the group owner.

The leader of the navy group must know about tongue gu and desire for speech, and now he can catch the group leader through Ye Zi and ask him what happened.

And, the people Li Ruo wants to kill are not limited to the two sailors, but also the leader 'Fang Ting' and others.

A pale and slender hand was stretched across the eyes, and she turned to the front page to browse. Song Qing tilted her head and brushed Xu Congzhang's cheek with her nose.

He quickly leaned back, squinting his eyes, and found that Xu Zongzhang was half squatting behind him, with his chin resting on his shoulder, turning over the pages of the book with one hand.

"journal?"

"Ah."

He was very close, like blowing air next to his ears, his neck was itchy, and his voice was slightly hoarse—has Xu Juvenile entered a period of voice change?

At the age of 16, it is indeed time to enter the period of voice change, and the height is growing very fast, and it will surpass him in the near future.

As a guardian, but being taller than a minor, no matter how you think about it, it's a bit embarrassing! !

When Song Qing was thinking wildly, Xu Congzhang had already read all the diaries.

"Like it?" Xu Congzhang: "Song Qing, is this how you like it?"

Song Qing's likes are gentleness, joy, concern, harmony and appreciation, while Li Ruo's likes are fanaticism, paranoia, ecstasy and despair.

So which one is right?

Song Qing was picking at the mask, but couldn't answer for a while, and he had never had a romantic relationship with anyone, how would he know if he liked it?

Why?Why did Xu Juvenile ask?Out of curiosity or do you have a girl you like?

Yo~~~ Teenagers are just beginning to fall in love, so it must be a girl with a crush.

Song Qing, who thought she knew the truth, pursed her lips and suppressed a smile. He had to think carefully and carefully before answering, otherwise he would teach Xu Congzhang badly.

Li Ruo's liking is definitely not normal. A similar psychology has been analyzed in the book tutorial on adolescence. Li Ruo's kind of love should be a paranoid love, and his psychology is not normal.

Song Qing said, "No. This is love."

Abnormal, irrational and immature love, teenagers must never learn.

Xu Congzhang denied Song Qing's answer: "I thought love was exclusive, jealous, destroyed and pathological."

——In the nursing home when he was a child, the woman who gave him his blood crazily wanted to monopolize his lover, jealously distorted his mentality, and intended to destroy any man or woman who got close to his lover, even his own child was jealous, and even wanted to kill her. Caught in the morbid pleasure of imprisoning a lover.

"So love is ugly."

no!Love is beautiful!

Song Qing thinks of her parents, who are very affectionate and often call him the crystallization of love.

So he thinks that love should be the most beautiful thing.

Song Qing originally wanted to give an example to her parents, but seeing Xu Congzhang's expression that she really thought 'love' was ugly, she suddenly thought of his parents.

Xu Congzhang's parents are strange things in the world, his father is a scumbag, and his mother's desire to control is too strong and psychologically distorted. In particular, the "love" that Xu's mother taught Xu Congzhang is simply a typical example of mental illness.

It is difficult to change Xu Congzhang's thoughts for a while, and when he falls in love with a girl or boy in the future, maybe he will understand how beautiful love is.

Song Qing, who thinks that love is beautiful but never thinks that she will fall in love with anyone, and has the same understanding of like and love, changed her words: "Well, that's like."

"You like it too?"

"Uh-huh."

Song Qing nodded vaguely, ready to fool her.

Xu Congzhang was stunned: "So it's true—are there many kinds of liking?"

"Have."

Love among family members, love among friends, love among lovers... a lot!

Xu Congzhang said softly, "I understand."

..

mirror image real.

Likes are not only Song Qing's gentleness, concern and pleasure, but also exclusiveness, paranoia and jealousy.

——Can I stop pretending?

The author has something to say: The first half of Li Ruo's Diary: A Sweet Diary of Heartbeat and Love.

Song Qing: Picking fish from sugar is poisonous.

Lao Xu: Likes also include exclusiveness, paranoia and jealousy.

—Stupid, but also sick and broken.

Paranoid 5 started minor repairs, overhauled three chapters in Paranoid 789, and Paranoid 9 was basically rewritten.

Mainly modify the case, reduce characters and some unnecessary plots, add the interaction between Lao Xu and Qingqing, and the general direction will not change.

Paranoia is the transitional period of Lao Xu's emotional changes. If it is a little difficult to grasp, the changes will be relatively large.

Teng Luo is a character who will come out in the next "morbid" stage, and the preparation is too early, so I deleted it first.

Should be able to come up with a new chapter tonight.

Comments send red envelopes and refills.