Ai Min of Fomalhaut's Self-written Book

?I thought my life was fragile enough, but I really underestimated its tenacity.

As if I had walked through the deep cold of the underworld, I gradually woke up from the coma, the pain in my body had disappeared, and my body was covered with quilts that touched the heat, wrapped layer by layer, and occasionally "beep" in the stove A slight crackle of carbon.

The whispers of the maid could be faintly heard.

"She has been in a coma for so long, and the emperor didn't come to see her. It can be seen that she is really angry."

Another court lady beside her whispered: "The canonization ceremony has not yet been passed, and the emperor is not angry if he is so pregnant that he commits suicide. Look at one of the current concubines who no longer laughs at her behind her back."

"Yes, yes, I see that although she is beautiful, she is a miserable person. You see, she doesn't even smile at ordinary times."

I don't know who opened the door and came in with a loud voice: "The master is usually kind to you, but now you are so taunted by you when you are still recovering from a serious illness."

Jin Su's voice.

The two maids hurriedly shut up and exited the palace.

She took a pot and watered the flowers by the window one by one, which flowers needed to be watered every day, which flowers needed to be watered less, which flowers needed to be sunny, and which flowers needed to be backed by the sun. I told her one by one every now and then, presumably during the time I was unconscious, the flowers in the courtyard were taken good care of by her.

When I decided to accept Zhao Zhen, Cong Zhan’s favorite red scape had already been ordered to be sent to the greenhouse. At that time, I felt that people could not stay in the past all the time. Now that I think about it, I really regret it.

I don't know how well the red scape was taken care of.

After Jin Su finished watering the flowers, she turned her eyes and saw me. Seeing me waking up, her face was mixed with joy and sorrow. Her eyes lowered and she almost cried. She rushed to my bedside and said, "Your Majesty, you are awake, but you are worried about the death of your servant." gone."

I smiled at her: "Why are you crying?"

"The servant thinks..."

I interrupted her and said softly: "Also, I'm not some kind of empress, you can just call me Miss Mi."

She was stunned for a moment.

After lying down for too long, my body was very numb. I waved my hand at her and said, "Help me to do it."

When I woke up from illness before, my mouth was thirsty and bitter, but today I felt a sweet taste in my mouth. When I turned my eyes, I saw half a bowl of honey soup on the small table beside the bed, with the spoon still in it.

"Is this the soup you made?" I asked her.

Jin Su shook her head and said, "It was sent by Zhang Jieyu from Yunxiu Palace."

"Zhang Jieyu?" I frowned. I had never heard of her name before, and I had never made friends with her. How could she...

While chattering, a woman opened the door and entered.

"Zhang Jieyu!" Jin Su got up and gave a salute, and said, "Just now my mother was talking about you."

"My sister is awake." The woman named Zhang Jieyu stepped into the hall with a faint smile on her face.

She was dressed in plain blue-green clothes, with a few blue clouds sparsely scattered, her hair slanted in a bun and a jade hairpin, and there was no extra decoration. Most of the concubines in the palace were rich and gorgeous, but it was rare to see such plain and simple ones. It doesn't look like it has a flavor.

"Zhang Jieyu?" I looked at her and muttered.

"Sister, is there any discomfort in your body now? After sleeping for three days in a row, even the Daluo Immortal will have to lie down." Get comfortable.

I just looked at her quietly.

Seeing that I didn't speak, she smiled and said: "My younger sister doesn't leave the palace all day, so naturally she doesn't recognize me. I am Zhang Jieyu from Yunxiu Palace, nicknamed Qingyuan, if my younger sister wants to, she can call me Qingyuan. "

Zhang Qingyuan, I've heard this name before, probably Jin Su told me that she used to be one of Zhao Zhen's court ladies, who made Zhao Zhen look like a concubine.

Jin Su said gratefully from the side: "During the three days that my mother was in a coma, thanks to Zhang Jieyu's care, I sent sweet soup every day." She pursed her lips, and said a little mutteringly: "The imperial physicians in the imperial hospital only treat patients, and the imperial dining room The cooks in the house just cook the usual meals, and the empress has been sleeping for a few days. They worship the high and step down, and they will only flatter the queen to step down on the empress, even the usual soup..."

"Zhao Zhen asked you to come." I said to Zhang Qingyuan.

"Huh?" Zhang Qingyuan didn't understand what I said for a moment.

"The emperor asked you to come."

Zhang Qingyuan didn't expect my question to be so straightforward, so he choked twice and said with blushing cheeks: "Sister is so smart, the emperor was also angry and hurt his body that day, he refused to come to see you, but he kept thinking of you, so That’s why she entrusted me to visit my sister every day.”

She straightened the hair on her forehead and said seriously: "Although Qingyuan doesn't know why my sister made such a decision that day, Qingyuan feels that my sister must have her own difficulties. The past can no longer be looked back, and the only thing that can be grasped is the present, so my sister must hurry up Get well, otherwise a good life will be too short."

I'm afraid everyone knows about my jumping into the river.Zhao Zhen must have hated me, why would he miss me all the time?

"I'm a little tired, Jieyu, please go back first." I said lightly to her.

"Niang Niang." Jin Su looked at me and Zhang Qingyuan from the side, feeling a little embarrassed.

On the contrary, Zhang Jieyu was not angry because of my rudeness and indifference, and there seemed to be a peaceful smile on the corner of her mouth forever: "My sister has not recovered yet, and she must be exhausted after talking to me like this. Let's go, come to visit my sister another day."

After finishing speaking, he left with lotus steps, his back was upright and steady, and the tassels on his robe never wavered as he walked.

It's no wonder Zhao Zhen likes this kind of easy-going and peaceful temperament.

I put my hand on my lower abdomen, and now it is as normal as before. I thought I would be happy after all this is over, but now, where is my happiness?

After all, how many months of life he has been pregnant with, how can he say that he is willing to let go of it.

This kid, like his mother, met the wrong person at the wrong time, and there was no other way to go. ?