Ai Min of Fomalhaut's Self-written Book

I heard more drumming from a distance, and another hour later, he gently rubbed my hair behind my back, and the candle shadow was red, casting a wobbly shadow on the veil.

"Aren't the lights off?" I asked him.

His gesture was startled, and he breathed in my ear: "Min'er, you are finally willing to talk to me, I...I have something to tell you."

"Is it important?" I asked him coldly.

"This..." He didn't answer for a moment.

"It's not important, let's talk about it tomorrow."

"Tomorrow...you will be my wife." He whispered there, "I..."

"I'm tired, turn off the lights and go to sleep." I interrupted what he was about to say.

He didn't say anything else. After turning off the lights, he carefully covered the quilt for me, and slowly withdrew his hand after making sure that there was no gap. I cover the corners of the quilt carefully, I sleep lightly, and always feel his hand stretching out gently when I am half asleep, to check whether the corners of my quilt are covered well, sometimes I move on purpose, he is afraid of waking me up , his hand stopped in the air for a long time without moving, until I was breathing evenly, he carefully checked the quilt for me.

He was very good to me, he has always been very good to me, maybe without Cong Zhan, I would have done it with him...but that's just maybe, after all, Cong Zhan died because of his selfishness, Cong Zhan has always been cautious, serious To survive seriously, why did he use his selfishness to push Cong Zhan step by step to a desperate situation?

Big drops of tears rolled down, bitter, salty, across my cheeks and ears, I still have Zhao Zhen's child in my stomach, if I gave birth to him for Zhao Zhen, where would I be?

Time passed for a long time, the pillow was wet with tears, Zhao Zhen's breathing behind him was steady, and he presumably fell asleep.

The moonlight is clear, filtering in through the six vermilion lacquer windows one by one, clear and cold.

Zhao Zhen's breathing was still behind his ears, and he looked very stable, as if he had never done anything wrong, and he could still sleep peacefully and carefree.

Putting on my coat, I paced outside the hall.

It was very quiet outside the hall, the moonlight was as cold as hoarfrost, just now I didn't feel it inside the hall, but outside the hall, I felt the bone-chilling cold, the stone lamp in the distance was still on, leaving a faint outline.

Not far ahead is the Royal Pond, the lotus flowers inside are gone, only the ruined duckweed is left, when I passed by the day before yesterday, it was a little frozen.

Lotus, lotus, Cong Zhan knew that I love lotus, and sent me a garden full of fragrance, but the lotus was missing. At that time, I bit his ear and said, after we find a place to settle down, we must dig a small pond and plant The lotus, the carp, and the like.

At that time he asked me with a smile, what size pool do I want?Um?Or we might as well buy a house with a pool.

I pointed at him dumbfounded and said, You are really corrupt and extravagant.

I miss you so much. Whether you marry someone else or have children, even if you don't see me again, I only want you to live and live well.

I miss you so much.

There were light footsteps behind him, and the smell of Longdanxiang was very clear in this quiet and cold night.

"What's the matter? Can't sleep?" Zhao Zhen hugged my shoulders, and his voice was very light.

I looked back at him, he was only in his pajamas, his eyes were dark blue, presumably he didn't get enough sleep, and he didn't know how he found out that I wasn't by his side.

I turned around and went back to the inner room, and lay down again with my back to him, not wanting to have a word with him.

He seemed to sigh, and still gently covered the quilt for me. When his slender fingers brushed my cheek inadvertently, he stopped deliberately, as if he wanted to rub my face as usual, and I turned my head away.

He could only withdraw his hand.

After blowing out the lamp, for a long time, long enough that I thought I was falling asleep, he called me softly and tentatively: "Ming'er..."

I didn't answer him.

But he gently put his hands on my lower abdomen, and said: "Anyway, we already have a child now. I beg you, for the sake of the child, don't leave me..."

There was an unspeakable pleading in his voice, I wanted to sneer, but tears kept dripping from the corners of my eyes.

"As long as you settle down, I will give you my whole heart, and I will never do anything you don't like in my life. Never again."

The room was quiet, so quiet that I could hear my heartbeat, thump, thump, slow.heavy.

"Min'er, our family... you, I and my child will definitely live the happiest life in the world."

His fingers were cold, but his breath was warm, spraying behind my ears.

The tears flowed for a long time, and the eyes ached.

Zhao Zhen, do you think we still have a future?I can't turn a blind eye to Cong Zhan's death, he was killed by your selfishness, since the moment you decided to separate me and him, there is no future between us.

Since we have no future, how can I keep your child?

The back of my head started to throb, and my heart was pounding with pain. This might be the best way I could think of to get back at him. ?