Ai Min of Fomalhaut's Self-written Book

?Only me and Cong Zhan were left in the room. He sat next to me, dipped a piece of cloth in cold water, and tried to stick it on my forehead.

I turned my head subconsciously, and Cong Zhan's hand was hanging in the air so empty, and after a long time, I said, "Min'er, it's my fault, you have been seriously ill for so many days, but I didn't come to see you. "

His hoarse voice was very desolate in the silent room, I turned my head to look at him, and said with a firm heart: "Master Zhao is as beautiful as a flower, why worry about me, an insignificant patient?"

He was dumb.

The eyes gradually regained their focus, and the person in front of him gradually became clear. He had been gone for so many days, and he was so thin. The eyes are sharp, and it seems that the pair of deep eyes in the past have lost their warmth.

"You've lost weight." I said lightly.

"Why don't you?" He asked me back, and suddenly grabbed my hand under the bed tightly, "Min'er, I know you still love me and care about me."

With my other hand, I gently stroked the pattern on the quilt. The soft texture made me feel a little bit at ease. After staring at him for a while, Fang forced a smile and said, "Is it really important to love or not?"

"It doesn't matter." Cong Zhan said, "Whether you love me or not, I will marry you. I want to stay with you forever, that's what matters."

He lowered his head, and his cold lips gently touched my warm and sweaty forehead.

Sudden as if it was the past, when he was deeply in love, he lowered his head and kissed my forehead softly.

Too bad that was just the past.

I tried my best to push him away, "Master Zhao, I hope you can abide by the rules, maybe you can marry many women, but I, Ai Min, will never share a husband with other women!"

The words were also ruthless, and there was a burst of panting in the chest.

Cong Zhan hurriedly poured me a cup of tea and coaxed me to drink it, Fang said slowly: "Do you remember the woman who wrote poetry with you in the Xiangguo Temple Poetry Competition back then?"

Naturally I remembered, I didn't know what he was going to say, I just looked at him quietly.

Cong Zhan continued: "She is the niece of the current queen mother, I have to marry Zhao Xilian who has returned home!"

"What?" I opened my eyes wide, as if I couldn't believe it, it was her!Then she knows me and Cong Zhan...

Cong Zhan's eyes flickered slightly, "I usually only treat her with ordinary courtesy, and give her the best for food and clothing, but I am the only one who doesn't get close to her. I also slept with my clothes on the wedding night. The corners of his lips twitched slightly, "Fortunately, Zhao Qianlian knew about my friendship with you, and knew that I would not change my mind. She is also a temperamental woman, so she simply took the burden and went back to her mother's house, and told others outside that she had another favorite." Your Majesty, I won’t be charged with deceiving the Empress Dowager, now I’m waiting for the right time to issue a letter of divorce to her.”

I have been silent for a long time, Zhao Xilian, the niece of the present Empress Dowager, how could I forget her!Unexpectedly, her disposition is so similar to mine, love is love, if you don't love, you don't force it, and you will never agree with yourself.

"Min'er." Cong Zhan called me again, with affection in his eyes.

I looked up at him, he was already preparing to issue a letter of divorce to Zhao Qianlian because of me, he seemed to tremble slightly, and a thin cloud of joy quietly floated in his heart, as if a burst of pear fragrance was blown in by the wind, refreshing The sweet aroma quietly moistens my bitter heart.

Cong Zhan also looked at me, his eyes met, his eyes fixed my figure firmly, as if there were gorgeous and endless deep-seated tenderness lingering and lingering, even my figure was tactfully twirled by the reflected light.

He gently hugged me into his arms, and there was still a little unshaven beard on my face, "Min'er, it's not that I haven't come to see you after we've been apart for so long. I wanted to call you, but I held back. You always walk quickly with your head down, looking like you are rejecting people thousands of miles away. Zhao Qianlian has already helped me to this point. I can’t come to see you again. When others see it and gossip, it will make things fall short.”

It turned out to be like this, I was safely held in his arms, his arms were the same as before, the smell of sunshine and stream made me feel safe and warm.

I said softly: "Then why did you come to see me today?"

"You're sick like this, I can't take care of it anymore." Cong Zhan hugged me tighter, "Are you still angry with me now, blame me?"

I was silent for a while, and just said: "Zhao Qianlian is also considered a good woman."

The clean and sweet breath from Zhan's arms almost makes people want to fall asleep, and his voice is also a little intoxicated, "You haven't answered my question yet, are you still angry with me and blame me?"

I looked at him tenderly, "If I were angry with you and blamed you, I wouldn't stay here like this, I wouldn't have this serious illness because of you, and I wouldn't call your name in my dream." I suddenly Thinking of something, he said narrowly: "Did you hear what my aunt said just now?"

Cong Zhan's eyes brightened suddenly, and he said with a smile: "But you really listened, you called my name even in your dreams." After finishing speaking, he scratched my nose playfully, and said with a smile: "You can see that women It’s all duplicity, the farewell words you said to me at that time, I really feel very different after listening to them, those are the sentences in the farewell poems, I have read many books in my life, but I have never been afraid of such In a word."

"That day, I really lost my temper." I lowered my eyebrows and said softly, "I also did it for your own good. Fortunately, Zhao Xilian understands righteousness. With her blessing, we can be together from now on."

I put my arms around Cong Zhan's slender neck, and looked at him earnestly: "I'm going to beg my little brother to keep you away from the court. Let's go to Jiangnan together, okay?"

Cong Zhan nodded and smiled, "Okay." Suddenly he remembered something, and his face was a little dazed and melancholy.

"What's wrong?" I asked him.

"...it's nothing." Cong Zhan hesitated to speak, his thin lips parted and closed, "Min'er, you should not get too close to him, I... I think he has different feelings for you."

I was puzzled for a while, "Are you talking about the little brother?" After thinking for a while, he smiled again, "He is still a child."

Cong Zhan had a complicated look on his brows, "He's not a child, he's an emperor, he already has a harem and a queen, he..."

"Oh?" My eyes lit up, and I said excitedly, "My little brother already has a queen? Why didn't he tell me?"

"He didn't tell you?"

"No." I said Xu Xu, "he is still a child, how could it be..." I suddenly remembered, patted my head and said: "Yeah, I almost forgot, you are all very Married since childhood."

Cong Zhan's face was a little pale, without the smile he had before, he buried his head in my hair, and said in a low voice, "Min'er, I'm afraid...

Cong Zhan's body trembled imperceptibly, he had never felt like this before, I comforted him softly: "Cong Zhan, what is there to be afraid of? Zhao Xilian is doing this for us, the queen mother doesn't know, and she can't take her niece Anyway, the crime will not fall on your head, we just have to wait for the time with peace of mind."

"I'm not afraid of these, I'm just afraid that we have worked hard and overcome all difficulties, but we can't..."

I hurriedly stopped, "God will never disappoint a lover."

"En." Cong Zhan got up straight and stared at me, his eyes were filled with brilliance like jade, "Since I was with you, I just realized how small I am, and I can't see parting."

I was full of joy, I didn't know what to say, I just looked at him with a smile.

The red scapes by the window are gone, but the leaves have grown greener and bigger. Although there is no fragrance of flowers, it has a refreshing fragrance.

Cong Zhan hugged me quietly for a while, hesitantly said: "It's better not to tell the emperor about our affairs, I'm afraid he will treat you..."

I laughed, "Brother Meng really thinks highly of me, I, Ai Min, an ordinary girl, can really beat Liugong Fendai?"

The corners of Cong Zhan's lips couldn't help but lightly raised, "I don't think three thousand beauties are as good-looking as you." He paused for a moment, and then said again: "You still don't want to get too close to him, don't... ·”

"Okay, okay." I stopped, "Listen to you, don't tell him, don't go in with him, okay, sir?"

From Zhan's eyebrows and eyes softened, "I just care too much about you."

I suddenly remembered something, and told him: "You too, try to visit me as little as possible in the future, Zhao Qianlian has done this for us, we should not let others see and gossip."

"I listen to you, lady." Cong Zhan said softly.

In the ear, his sweet breath, mixed with his kisses, fell down densely.