Those years of falling in love with Mosaic [Quick Transmigration]
Chapter 173 The Real World
It was like having a long, long dream.
When you wake up, the most important person seems to be forgotten.
Kou Qiu didn't move, he still stood there in a daze.Kou Tianming stretched out his hand to pull his son, and said, "... Qiuqiu?"
Kou Qiu didn't say a word.He suddenly strode past Kou Tianming, and walked directly to the child who was still picking out the keys in front of the door next door.The one with the dimple in the middle looked at him in surprise, and said, "Abba?"
"Cub."
Kou Qiu can no longer control too much.He didn't even think about pulling him into the room, he just looked straight into the other's dark eyes, his fingers were trembling, and he couldn't hide his nervousness, "You still...do you still remember?" Remember your dad?"
The child who was being pulled looked at him with a confused expression, which didn't seem to be pretending.
"Dad... who is it?"
Kou Qiu's hand on his shoulder tightened, his voice began to tremble, "Then Xia Xinji? Gu Chen? Ying Cun? Kan Jun?"
He reported all the names, but the system's expression became more and more surprised. Instead, he held his hand and said worriedly, "Abba, are you alright?"
The little hand pressed his forehead, "Who is this, do you have a fever?"
"..."
Kou Qiu let go of his hand abruptly.He closed his eyes and suddenly turned to Kou Tianming.
"Then do you know Huo Qi?"
His nails were deeply embedded in the palm of his hand, making deep marks, but he didn't feel any pain at all, "...Dad?"
Kou Tianming shook his head.
"Who is Huo Qi," he said, "Your classmate? Do you want to invite me to your house for dinner?"
"..."
Kou Qiu's heart sank completely, all the way to the bottom.
I don't even remember.
Except for him, the whole world seems to have forgotten the existence of men.Even the system that has experienced so many worlds with him just opened his eyes wide and looked at him in disbelief, as if he had decided that he had some hallucinations.
But how is this possible?
Kou Qiu's chest heaved suddenly, and suddenly he ran quickly towards the elevator.The few people present did not react, and no one could stop him, so they had to follow behind, chasing him all the way out of the community, and rushed to the side of the road.
It is the peak period, and the traffic on the road is constantly flowing.
"Qiuqiu!" Kou Tianming said anxiously, "What are you doing?"
He looked at his son standing on the curb, and raised his voice anxiously, "Come down quickly, it's dangerous!"
Kou Qiu couldn't care less.
if--
If God still has such a trace of mercy for him——
If the world that cares for him is still awake.
He slowly inserted one foot into the passing traffic.
The fast-moving black car slammed on the brakes. Amidst the chaotic honking, the owner raised his voice and cursed: "You don't want to die?"
The young man in front of the car paid no attention to it, and still walked towards the middle of the road.The car that didn't have time to slow down brushed past his body, almost never knocking him into the air.Even so, he was still slightly injured, the car that hit his side stopped, and all kinds of sounds rang out.
"Are you going to die?"
"What's this for, looking for death?"
"I don't want to live anymore, do I..."
Gritting his teeth, Kou Tianming rushed in quickly, clamped his son with all his strength, and brought him back.
"Qiuqiu!" he said, "What the hell are you doing..."
Kou Qiu didn't answer.
He suddenly panted heavily, clutching his injured leg, tears splashed out in big drops, the young man squatted by the side of the road, and soon a puddle of water was smeared on the ground.
You see.
Uncle Huo, I'm all hurt.
Look at me - stop playing, should you come back?
Kou Tianming sighed, and put his hands on the back of his son's neck.
He whispered, "Tell Dad, did something happen?"
Kou Qiu couldn't answer.
It's not what happened to him, but what he lost.
As for this treasure, he could no longer be sure whether he would be able to find it back.
Kou Tianming held him in his arms and half forced him back.He is indeed a good father. After that, because of worry, he chose to work at home for several days, watching Kou Qiu all the time.
Kou Qiu had everything he wanted to have before time travel.He has a healthy body and a father who loves him.He lives in a big house, and there is a white swing frame in the garden, covered with flower vines, he can swing freely, and never need to worry that he will be broken as easily as a vase on the table.
He still has friends.
Xiong Gang and his wife brought their son to visit him again and again, only guessing what kind of blow Kou Qiu suffered.The system looked up from the side, and clenched his fingers worriedly.
None of them remember.
In the system's memory, the father no longer exists.From the beginning to the end, Kou Qiu completed the task alone. They accumulated enough points, and Kou Qiu exchanged for him a human body.
The world that once woke up did not know when it fell asleep again. Now, there are only strange lives and people. They surround Kou Qiu and take away the most important part of his past.
Kou Qiu didn't sleep for three consecutive days.
On the fourth day, Kou Tianming finally couldn't take it anymore and invited a psychiatrist.The psychiatrist is a middle-aged man with an amiable smile. After hearing part of Kou Qiu's story, he made a conclusion, "Mr. Kou, I'm afraid you took part of your dream as reality."
Senior officer Kou stood up, "I didn't."
He said firmly, "He is real."
"please sit down."
The psychiatrist wasn't angry either. He just pushed his glasses and signaled him to sit down. He said in a persuasive manner, "Think about it, isn't his character too distinct? It just fits every point you like?"
Kou Qiu frowned and corrected: "It's not that he has something I like, but because I like him, so I like everything about him."
"Okay, okay," said the psychiatrist, glancing at the medical record with his glasses, "then—how about you lie down first?"
Before this, he had communicated with the patient's father.Kou Tianming's opinion is quite clear, he must not let such an illusion affect his son's daily life.
If words can't enlighten you, you can only choose coercive means.
The psychiatrist took out the book, handed it to the patient, and asked him to flip through it slowly.He took out the hypnosis tool from his bag, and when he was unprepared, he slowly gave up the soft and soothing pure music.
Halfway through the music, people start to feel drowsy.Kou Qiu was no exception. Lying on the hospital bed, he yawned and closed his eyes uncontrollably.
The psychiatrist leaned down and whispered something in his ear.
This was originally just a hypnosis that he was sure of, but after he finished speaking, the patient on the bed suddenly opened his eyes again, struggled to get off the ground, and walked towards the door, "You want me to forget him! "
The psychiatrist was taken aback.
"you......."
He has been practicing medicine for so long, and this is the first time he has seen a person whose will is strong enough to resist hypnosis.Let alone just a young man with little experience, logically speaking, he shouldn't have such a strong sense of defense and persistence.
"It makes you forget, it helps your condition too," he said.
"I don't have paranoia!" Kou Qiu interrupted him, looking at him coldly, "Also, don't try to make me forget—because he is here."
The young man raised his hand and pointed to his heart.
"Until the day this heart stops beating completely, my life, this heart—will be his."
He said, eyes filled with misty melancholy.
"I swear."
After leaving this sentence, Kou Qiu strode out of the door.He didn't ask the driver to pick him up, and he didn't want to face anyone again, so he chose one at random on the bus stop at the entrance of the clinic, and sat on it without looking at it.
He didn't know where he would go or where he would go.However, Kou Qiu always wanted to find a place to wait for his lover slowly.
The car wobbled and drove forward.The passengers on the car got off slowly, and finally, only Kou Qiu got off the car at the terminal.
What came into view was the sea.
Kou Qiu sat on a reef, watching the rolling waves in front of him, as if memories were rushing back along with the sea water.He blinked, and through eyes separated by a layer of water for some reason, he could see two people laughing and playing on the beach.He saw Xia Xinji walking into the sea step by step with him in his arms, and he also saw Yan Zhuo sitting side by side with him on the rock under the setting sun.
He didn't know how long he sat there.When he realized it, it was already dark, and a little girl who picked up shells came all the way to him, and asked him in a childish voice, "Big brother, are you waiting for someone?"
Facing the sea breeze, Kou Qiu reluctantly hooked the corners of his lips.
"Yeah," he said softly, his throat was a little sore, "The person I was waiting for obviously broke the contract."
"That's it," said the little girl, rubbing her feet against the fine sand on the ground, "then I hope that big brother won't be angry with him..."
She put the little basket on the ground and said, "I was late for Jiajia's birthday party last time, and Jiajia wasn't angry at all. Brother, it's not that the person you were waiting for didn't come, he might just be stuck in traffic."
For some reason, after she said this, she felt that the young man sitting on the rock was even more sad.The young man's eyelashes trembled, and after a long while, he squeezed out the dimples on both sides, "Yes."
He said, "I...I'm not angry."
As long as he can come, that's enough.
He can wait.
Even if it takes a lifetime.
The wind was a bit cold, and the little girl was blown until her nose dripped.Kou Qiu fumbled for toilet paper in his backpack for her, fumbled around, but found another thing.
is a letter.There was also a piece of bright red rose petals on the letter, exuding an almost rotten floral fragrance, Kou Qiu brushed off the petals, stared at the letter in a daze.
The envelope looks familiar.
He vaguely remembered that he seemed to have received the same message in his previous life.
The little girl tilted her head, "Big brother, what is that?"
Kou Qiu said, "I believe."
He held the letter tightly in his hand, hesitated, and opened it.
Even if it doesn't matter... He always wants to take another look at things that can prove that everything he has passed by really exists.
The envelope was torn open, and a thin sheet of paper fell out.
Kou Qiu lowered his head to pick it up.
The sea breeze was blowing, and his forehead hair and the corners of his clothes were blown flutteringly.The paper was firmly held in his hand, and the writing on it was rolled up, and came into view little by little.
"Dear Qiuqiu, there are many cries in this world..."
Kou Qiu's fingers suddenly began to tremble.
He spread the paper out on the reef and continued to look down.
"But the world favors you."
"If I could, I would cover your ears. I would teach you love. I would teach you happiness. I would take off my mask and come and kiss you."
"You can take it as an oath, because I'm off and you—"
"You will be my end."
......
Not signed.
Kou Qiu already knew who wrote it.
His eyes were full of tears, and the child next to him stared blankly at him, surprised to see him crying and laughing, holding the piece of paper firmly in his hand, like a lost child who found it again.
Kou Qiu has seen this letter before, this is the third time.
The first time was in the real world where he died for the first time.He received the letter before the accident, but he just glanced at the envelope and threw it into the drawer.
The second time in the hospital, the letter was discarded for the second time.
Fortunately, the owner of the letter gave it a third time.This time, Kou Qiu finally opened it and saw the promise this world made to him.
The world has watched him for ten years.
The world is always the shadow that is unpredictable and untouchable, just following behind Kou Qiu.He witnessed Kou Qiu's growth with his own eyes, watched the child walk carefully in the room, watched the young man avoid the crowds on the road, watched the young man grit his teeth and endure the pain caused by the fracture.He looked at it for so long, and wanted to reach out countless times.
But he can't.
They are the guardians of the rules, not the breakers.Everything in this world has a definite number. Birth, old age, sickness and death are all called fate.
But the man wanted to break this fate.
He has been powerless for so many years.He watched the person he was watching fall heavily, and heard the sound of bones breaking.He saw so clearly that the pain, after such a long time, was still deeply engraved in his bones.
No need to think about it, just keep it in mind.
The world cannot allow this to happen.So he changed the rules and put Kou Qiu into reincarnation.
He covered up all the pain.In Kou Qiu's life, there is only sweetness left, endless sweetness, like a person who is used to bitterness, stepping into a honey pot.
Kou Qiu folded up the letter and put it in his inner pocket near his chest.
He began to wait.
The waiting time always seems to be very long, and it is true to say that it is endless.The second hand on the wall moved sixty times a minute, but the door was never knocked once.
In a blink of an eye, it is spring again, summer again, autumn again, and winter again.
The four seasons are reincarnated, but the person waiting has never come.
Kou Qiu's behavior began to be normal, he devoted himself to work, but occasionally stared blankly at the paper in his hand, in a daze.Kou Tianming looked at it and saw that he didn't act any more aggressively, so he was relieved.
Kou Tianming said, "Qiuqiu, I only have one son."
If something happens to you again, I can't even be sure whether my own bones can still bear it.
His son looked up from the file and smiled at him.But the smile didn't reach the bottom of the eyes, Kou Tianming saw it, and felt a dull pain in the heart.
He didn't understand his son's mind, and he didn't know where his melancholy came from.
In this world, no one can understand.
This kind of suffering is inherently lonely.
Winter nights are especially difficult.Occasionally, Kou Qiu woke up from a dream, subconsciously patted the empty bed next to him, and said in a daze, "Uncle Huo, pour a glass of water."
I clapped my hands for nothing, and then I remembered something, so I wrapped the quilt tightly, and couldn't sleep all night.
......day.
When there is him, the days can still be expected; when there is no time, the days are really just days.
It's just a day-to-day life.
When the system celebrated its birthday, Kou Qiu also went.In the dim candlelight, the system boy puffed up his cheeks and blew out the candle in one gulp.
It wasn't until after the guests had left that he whispered to Kou Qiu, "Abba, the wish I made is for you."
Kou Qiu looked at him.
"I told the god who is in charge of wishes." The system looked serious, "Please pass this wish of mine to Abba."
"—to make his dreams come true, that's all."
Mosaic stood beside him, and the child firmly held the hand of the system. Although he looked dumb, he held the hands of the people around him very tightly.Kou Qiu said, "Thank you."
He squatted down, and the system printed a kiss on his face.
Kiss with the fresh aroma of strawberry cake, as sweet as a strawberry.His cutie kissed him, and his eyes were also wet, as clear as if they had been washed by water.
"Father is happy, that's enough."
The little cutie said, looking at him seriously with her hands behind her back.
"I want to make you happy..."
Senior officer Kou pursed his lips and replied, "I'm working hard."
But before the waiting person arrives, he thinks that he will never be able to smile truly again.
After that, Kou Qiu also met He Wei once.
He Wei's life is not good, he has been spending money lavishly, even the adoptive parents who adopted him at the beginning are somewhat impatient now.What's more, they got a new child through IVF.
Hewei's status plummeted, and he was unpopular. When Kou Qiu saw him, the young man was leaning against the wall outside a bar that was also open during the day, regardless of the tens of thousands of coats on his body being soiled, he just frowned. , light a cigarette.
He also saw Kou Qiu, and slowly let out a breath.
"Squeamish, are you still alive?"
Senior officer Kou didn't like his tone, and frowned slightly.
"...and Wei?"
He Wei narrowed his eyes and looked at him.
Kou Qiu is obviously doing well.Kou Tianming is very sad for his only son. Everything he is wearing now is of great value.He Wei saw it, and slowly felt something else in his heart, stomped out the cigarette butt under his feet, and looked at him, "Yo, your cheap father really thinks you can be his successor with your body?— —Has he done a paternity test, how does he know you are his son?"
He Wei curled his lips, "Maybe it's a bastard that popped up somewhere—ah!"
He suddenly let out a cry of pain, and the young man in front of him pressed his lips tightly and locked his arm all of a sudden.He Wei couldn't break free, he just shouted: "Kou Qiu, you are crazy!"
He spat and gritted his teeth hard.
"You wait, I have to break all your bones!"
"Okay," Kou Qiu said, with a blank expression on his face, he took off the belt, used even more strength, and used some of his grappling skills, beating the young man until he yelled, "I'll wait."
He Wei didn't believe in evil, and tried several times to bump him against the wall, but he didn't see Kou Qiu's fracture.He finally realized that his voice changed, "How are you?"
"..."
It was Kou Qiu's fist that answered him.
Without the worry of broken bones, He Wei's showmanship is no match for a Lianjiazi like Kou Qiu.The system watched the host beat this person up, and felt elated, 【Abba, well done! 】
This kind of person needs to be beaten!
He Wei still was not reconciled, "With your current status, you..."
Kou veteran cadre is not afraid.
"If you can't be reasonable, then try your fist," he said lightly, "This is what all these years of life have taught me."
He put away the beating belt, squatted down again, and seriously placed a wad of money in front of He Wei, thick, pink bills.
He Wei was dumbfounded, never thought that he would be given money like a beggar one day, "What is this for?"
"Medical expenses." Kou Qiu said, waving his hands, "It's okay, I have money, so I'll give it to you. Buy some good medicine, don't feel bad, ah."
He got up and walked away quickly, and after walking a long way, he heard the screams behind him as if he had just woken up from a dream.
Naturally, He Wei would not want to suffer this anger in vain.However, after he went home and filed a complaint, the family members, upon hearing that he was Kou Tianming's son, blamed him for being ignorant.Kou Tianming, how can they offend them?
Kou Tianming also heard about it, but he didn't take it seriously.Instead, he said to his son, "Not bad."
Of course he would not feel that his son was at fault.
Hewei has only one way to go, and that is to knock down his teeth and swallow blood.But even if it was this road, he couldn't walk for long, because the director of the orphanage came to their home and, according to the plan, made a home visit after many years.The couple inevitably talked about the little boy they had their eyes on at the time, and lamented that the other party might have some character problems, but the dean retorted in surprise: "Who said that?"
Hewei's adoptive parents looked at each other in blank dismay.
"Why, no?"
"Of course not!" said the dean's mother, "Qiuqiu—how could Qiuqiu be such a child?"
No matter how stupid he was, he felt something was wrong at this time.
The adoptive parents are not fools either, after thinking about it for a while, they figured out why He Wei had lied at that time, and immediately reacted as if they had eaten a fly.
"...he lied to us."
The dean's mother didn't speak for He Wei anymore.But she knew that the couple might make another adjustment to their future plans.
However, these have nothing to do with Kou Qiu.
He waited for five years.
That afternoon five years later, the weather was fine.Looking out from the window, you can see the big flowers blooming in the villa area.
Kou Qiu's books were spread out on the sofa, pages turned backwards.
There was a knock on the door.
"Who?"
"..."
No one answered the door.Quiet, as if there was no one knocking on the door.
Kou Qiu's heart skipped a beat suddenly, and the sensation he felt made him stretch out his hand almost unbelievably, and pressed it firmly on his chest.He walked to the door, swallowed, and his voice became hoarse, "...Who is it?"
After a moment of silence outside, a man's voice finally sounded.
"it's me."
After a pause, the man called out his name with a more gentle voice, "Qiuqiu."
"..."
They are in and out, separated by a thin door.But the heartbeat seems to be heard clearly through this door.
Kou Qiu's voice trembled, "You're late."
"Ah."
The man said, with a smile in his voice, coaxing in a low voice, "I came too late, I will naturally apologize."
"Pay what?"
"What about the whole world?"
Kou Qiu's palm felt hot one after another, and he pulled the door open.The man outside stared at him deeply, and stretched out his hand towards him.
"Awaited."
"——My Qiuqiu."
The clock ticked and ticked, and at this moment, it finally went back to where it should go.
Kou Qiu knew that tomorrow would be a new and meaningful day.
The author has something to say: This is the end of the main text~ Tomorrow I will start a new story~
There may be two parts to the side story, veteran cadres and the system.
Then there will be no rest in the middle, and the catnip will be updated directly.
Interested relatives can go to the author's column to take a look~
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And finally, the promised car.
Please pay more attention to Weibo in the past two days (whisper)
When you wake up, the most important person seems to be forgotten.
Kou Qiu didn't move, he still stood there in a daze.Kou Tianming stretched out his hand to pull his son, and said, "... Qiuqiu?"
Kou Qiu didn't say a word.He suddenly strode past Kou Tianming, and walked directly to the child who was still picking out the keys in front of the door next door.The one with the dimple in the middle looked at him in surprise, and said, "Abba?"
"Cub."
Kou Qiu can no longer control too much.He didn't even think about pulling him into the room, he just looked straight into the other's dark eyes, his fingers were trembling, and he couldn't hide his nervousness, "You still...do you still remember?" Remember your dad?"
The child who was being pulled looked at him with a confused expression, which didn't seem to be pretending.
"Dad... who is it?"
Kou Qiu's hand on his shoulder tightened, his voice began to tremble, "Then Xia Xinji? Gu Chen? Ying Cun? Kan Jun?"
He reported all the names, but the system's expression became more and more surprised. Instead, he held his hand and said worriedly, "Abba, are you alright?"
The little hand pressed his forehead, "Who is this, do you have a fever?"
"..."
Kou Qiu let go of his hand abruptly.He closed his eyes and suddenly turned to Kou Tianming.
"Then do you know Huo Qi?"
His nails were deeply embedded in the palm of his hand, making deep marks, but he didn't feel any pain at all, "...Dad?"
Kou Tianming shook his head.
"Who is Huo Qi," he said, "Your classmate? Do you want to invite me to your house for dinner?"
"..."
Kou Qiu's heart sank completely, all the way to the bottom.
I don't even remember.
Except for him, the whole world seems to have forgotten the existence of men.Even the system that has experienced so many worlds with him just opened his eyes wide and looked at him in disbelief, as if he had decided that he had some hallucinations.
But how is this possible?
Kou Qiu's chest heaved suddenly, and suddenly he ran quickly towards the elevator.The few people present did not react, and no one could stop him, so they had to follow behind, chasing him all the way out of the community, and rushed to the side of the road.
It is the peak period, and the traffic on the road is constantly flowing.
"Qiuqiu!" Kou Tianming said anxiously, "What are you doing?"
He looked at his son standing on the curb, and raised his voice anxiously, "Come down quickly, it's dangerous!"
Kou Qiu couldn't care less.
if--
If God still has such a trace of mercy for him——
If the world that cares for him is still awake.
He slowly inserted one foot into the passing traffic.
The fast-moving black car slammed on the brakes. Amidst the chaotic honking, the owner raised his voice and cursed: "You don't want to die?"
The young man in front of the car paid no attention to it, and still walked towards the middle of the road.The car that didn't have time to slow down brushed past his body, almost never knocking him into the air.Even so, he was still slightly injured, the car that hit his side stopped, and all kinds of sounds rang out.
"Are you going to die?"
"What's this for, looking for death?"
"I don't want to live anymore, do I..."
Gritting his teeth, Kou Tianming rushed in quickly, clamped his son with all his strength, and brought him back.
"Qiuqiu!" he said, "What the hell are you doing..."
Kou Qiu didn't answer.
He suddenly panted heavily, clutching his injured leg, tears splashed out in big drops, the young man squatted by the side of the road, and soon a puddle of water was smeared on the ground.
You see.
Uncle Huo, I'm all hurt.
Look at me - stop playing, should you come back?
Kou Tianming sighed, and put his hands on the back of his son's neck.
He whispered, "Tell Dad, did something happen?"
Kou Qiu couldn't answer.
It's not what happened to him, but what he lost.
As for this treasure, he could no longer be sure whether he would be able to find it back.
Kou Tianming held him in his arms and half forced him back.He is indeed a good father. After that, because of worry, he chose to work at home for several days, watching Kou Qiu all the time.
Kou Qiu had everything he wanted to have before time travel.He has a healthy body and a father who loves him.He lives in a big house, and there is a white swing frame in the garden, covered with flower vines, he can swing freely, and never need to worry that he will be broken as easily as a vase on the table.
He still has friends.
Xiong Gang and his wife brought their son to visit him again and again, only guessing what kind of blow Kou Qiu suffered.The system looked up from the side, and clenched his fingers worriedly.
None of them remember.
In the system's memory, the father no longer exists.From the beginning to the end, Kou Qiu completed the task alone. They accumulated enough points, and Kou Qiu exchanged for him a human body.
The world that once woke up did not know when it fell asleep again. Now, there are only strange lives and people. They surround Kou Qiu and take away the most important part of his past.
Kou Qiu didn't sleep for three consecutive days.
On the fourth day, Kou Tianming finally couldn't take it anymore and invited a psychiatrist.The psychiatrist is a middle-aged man with an amiable smile. After hearing part of Kou Qiu's story, he made a conclusion, "Mr. Kou, I'm afraid you took part of your dream as reality."
Senior officer Kou stood up, "I didn't."
He said firmly, "He is real."
"please sit down."
The psychiatrist wasn't angry either. He just pushed his glasses and signaled him to sit down. He said in a persuasive manner, "Think about it, isn't his character too distinct? It just fits every point you like?"
Kou Qiu frowned and corrected: "It's not that he has something I like, but because I like him, so I like everything about him."
"Okay, okay," said the psychiatrist, glancing at the medical record with his glasses, "then—how about you lie down first?"
Before this, he had communicated with the patient's father.Kou Tianming's opinion is quite clear, he must not let such an illusion affect his son's daily life.
If words can't enlighten you, you can only choose coercive means.
The psychiatrist took out the book, handed it to the patient, and asked him to flip through it slowly.He took out the hypnosis tool from his bag, and when he was unprepared, he slowly gave up the soft and soothing pure music.
Halfway through the music, people start to feel drowsy.Kou Qiu was no exception. Lying on the hospital bed, he yawned and closed his eyes uncontrollably.
The psychiatrist leaned down and whispered something in his ear.
This was originally just a hypnosis that he was sure of, but after he finished speaking, the patient on the bed suddenly opened his eyes again, struggled to get off the ground, and walked towards the door, "You want me to forget him! "
The psychiatrist was taken aback.
"you......."
He has been practicing medicine for so long, and this is the first time he has seen a person whose will is strong enough to resist hypnosis.Let alone just a young man with little experience, logically speaking, he shouldn't have such a strong sense of defense and persistence.
"It makes you forget, it helps your condition too," he said.
"I don't have paranoia!" Kou Qiu interrupted him, looking at him coldly, "Also, don't try to make me forget—because he is here."
The young man raised his hand and pointed to his heart.
"Until the day this heart stops beating completely, my life, this heart—will be his."
He said, eyes filled with misty melancholy.
"I swear."
After leaving this sentence, Kou Qiu strode out of the door.He didn't ask the driver to pick him up, and he didn't want to face anyone again, so he chose one at random on the bus stop at the entrance of the clinic, and sat on it without looking at it.
He didn't know where he would go or where he would go.However, Kou Qiu always wanted to find a place to wait for his lover slowly.
The car wobbled and drove forward.The passengers on the car got off slowly, and finally, only Kou Qiu got off the car at the terminal.
What came into view was the sea.
Kou Qiu sat on a reef, watching the rolling waves in front of him, as if memories were rushing back along with the sea water.He blinked, and through eyes separated by a layer of water for some reason, he could see two people laughing and playing on the beach.He saw Xia Xinji walking into the sea step by step with him in his arms, and he also saw Yan Zhuo sitting side by side with him on the rock under the setting sun.
He didn't know how long he sat there.When he realized it, it was already dark, and a little girl who picked up shells came all the way to him, and asked him in a childish voice, "Big brother, are you waiting for someone?"
Facing the sea breeze, Kou Qiu reluctantly hooked the corners of his lips.
"Yeah," he said softly, his throat was a little sore, "The person I was waiting for obviously broke the contract."
"That's it," said the little girl, rubbing her feet against the fine sand on the ground, "then I hope that big brother won't be angry with him..."
She put the little basket on the ground and said, "I was late for Jiajia's birthday party last time, and Jiajia wasn't angry at all. Brother, it's not that the person you were waiting for didn't come, he might just be stuck in traffic."
For some reason, after she said this, she felt that the young man sitting on the rock was even more sad.The young man's eyelashes trembled, and after a long while, he squeezed out the dimples on both sides, "Yes."
He said, "I...I'm not angry."
As long as he can come, that's enough.
He can wait.
Even if it takes a lifetime.
The wind was a bit cold, and the little girl was blown until her nose dripped.Kou Qiu fumbled for toilet paper in his backpack for her, fumbled around, but found another thing.
is a letter.There was also a piece of bright red rose petals on the letter, exuding an almost rotten floral fragrance, Kou Qiu brushed off the petals, stared at the letter in a daze.
The envelope looks familiar.
He vaguely remembered that he seemed to have received the same message in his previous life.
The little girl tilted her head, "Big brother, what is that?"
Kou Qiu said, "I believe."
He held the letter tightly in his hand, hesitated, and opened it.
Even if it doesn't matter... He always wants to take another look at things that can prove that everything he has passed by really exists.
The envelope was torn open, and a thin sheet of paper fell out.
Kou Qiu lowered his head to pick it up.
The sea breeze was blowing, and his forehead hair and the corners of his clothes were blown flutteringly.The paper was firmly held in his hand, and the writing on it was rolled up, and came into view little by little.
"Dear Qiuqiu, there are many cries in this world..."
Kou Qiu's fingers suddenly began to tremble.
He spread the paper out on the reef and continued to look down.
"But the world favors you."
"If I could, I would cover your ears. I would teach you love. I would teach you happiness. I would take off my mask and come and kiss you."
"You can take it as an oath, because I'm off and you—"
"You will be my end."
......
Not signed.
Kou Qiu already knew who wrote it.
His eyes were full of tears, and the child next to him stared blankly at him, surprised to see him crying and laughing, holding the piece of paper firmly in his hand, like a lost child who found it again.
Kou Qiu has seen this letter before, this is the third time.
The first time was in the real world where he died for the first time.He received the letter before the accident, but he just glanced at the envelope and threw it into the drawer.
The second time in the hospital, the letter was discarded for the second time.
Fortunately, the owner of the letter gave it a third time.This time, Kou Qiu finally opened it and saw the promise this world made to him.
The world has watched him for ten years.
The world is always the shadow that is unpredictable and untouchable, just following behind Kou Qiu.He witnessed Kou Qiu's growth with his own eyes, watched the child walk carefully in the room, watched the young man avoid the crowds on the road, watched the young man grit his teeth and endure the pain caused by the fracture.He looked at it for so long, and wanted to reach out countless times.
But he can't.
They are the guardians of the rules, not the breakers.Everything in this world has a definite number. Birth, old age, sickness and death are all called fate.
But the man wanted to break this fate.
He has been powerless for so many years.He watched the person he was watching fall heavily, and heard the sound of bones breaking.He saw so clearly that the pain, after such a long time, was still deeply engraved in his bones.
No need to think about it, just keep it in mind.
The world cannot allow this to happen.So he changed the rules and put Kou Qiu into reincarnation.
He covered up all the pain.In Kou Qiu's life, there is only sweetness left, endless sweetness, like a person who is used to bitterness, stepping into a honey pot.
Kou Qiu folded up the letter and put it in his inner pocket near his chest.
He began to wait.
The waiting time always seems to be very long, and it is true to say that it is endless.The second hand on the wall moved sixty times a minute, but the door was never knocked once.
In a blink of an eye, it is spring again, summer again, autumn again, and winter again.
The four seasons are reincarnated, but the person waiting has never come.
Kou Qiu's behavior began to be normal, he devoted himself to work, but occasionally stared blankly at the paper in his hand, in a daze.Kou Tianming looked at it and saw that he didn't act any more aggressively, so he was relieved.
Kou Tianming said, "Qiuqiu, I only have one son."
If something happens to you again, I can't even be sure whether my own bones can still bear it.
His son looked up from the file and smiled at him.But the smile didn't reach the bottom of the eyes, Kou Tianming saw it, and felt a dull pain in the heart.
He didn't understand his son's mind, and he didn't know where his melancholy came from.
In this world, no one can understand.
This kind of suffering is inherently lonely.
Winter nights are especially difficult.Occasionally, Kou Qiu woke up from a dream, subconsciously patted the empty bed next to him, and said in a daze, "Uncle Huo, pour a glass of water."
I clapped my hands for nothing, and then I remembered something, so I wrapped the quilt tightly, and couldn't sleep all night.
......day.
When there is him, the days can still be expected; when there is no time, the days are really just days.
It's just a day-to-day life.
When the system celebrated its birthday, Kou Qiu also went.In the dim candlelight, the system boy puffed up his cheeks and blew out the candle in one gulp.
It wasn't until after the guests had left that he whispered to Kou Qiu, "Abba, the wish I made is for you."
Kou Qiu looked at him.
"I told the god who is in charge of wishes." The system looked serious, "Please pass this wish of mine to Abba."
"—to make his dreams come true, that's all."
Mosaic stood beside him, and the child firmly held the hand of the system. Although he looked dumb, he held the hands of the people around him very tightly.Kou Qiu said, "Thank you."
He squatted down, and the system printed a kiss on his face.
Kiss with the fresh aroma of strawberry cake, as sweet as a strawberry.His cutie kissed him, and his eyes were also wet, as clear as if they had been washed by water.
"Father is happy, that's enough."
The little cutie said, looking at him seriously with her hands behind her back.
"I want to make you happy..."
Senior officer Kou pursed his lips and replied, "I'm working hard."
But before the waiting person arrives, he thinks that he will never be able to smile truly again.
After that, Kou Qiu also met He Wei once.
He Wei's life is not good, he has been spending money lavishly, even the adoptive parents who adopted him at the beginning are somewhat impatient now.What's more, they got a new child through IVF.
Hewei's status plummeted, and he was unpopular. When Kou Qiu saw him, the young man was leaning against the wall outside a bar that was also open during the day, regardless of the tens of thousands of coats on his body being soiled, he just frowned. , light a cigarette.
He also saw Kou Qiu, and slowly let out a breath.
"Squeamish, are you still alive?"
Senior officer Kou didn't like his tone, and frowned slightly.
"...and Wei?"
He Wei narrowed his eyes and looked at him.
Kou Qiu is obviously doing well.Kou Tianming is very sad for his only son. Everything he is wearing now is of great value.He Wei saw it, and slowly felt something else in his heart, stomped out the cigarette butt under his feet, and looked at him, "Yo, your cheap father really thinks you can be his successor with your body?— —Has he done a paternity test, how does he know you are his son?"
He Wei curled his lips, "Maybe it's a bastard that popped up somewhere—ah!"
He suddenly let out a cry of pain, and the young man in front of him pressed his lips tightly and locked his arm all of a sudden.He Wei couldn't break free, he just shouted: "Kou Qiu, you are crazy!"
He spat and gritted his teeth hard.
"You wait, I have to break all your bones!"
"Okay," Kou Qiu said, with a blank expression on his face, he took off the belt, used even more strength, and used some of his grappling skills, beating the young man until he yelled, "I'll wait."
He Wei didn't believe in evil, and tried several times to bump him against the wall, but he didn't see Kou Qiu's fracture.He finally realized that his voice changed, "How are you?"
"..."
It was Kou Qiu's fist that answered him.
Without the worry of broken bones, He Wei's showmanship is no match for a Lianjiazi like Kou Qiu.The system watched the host beat this person up, and felt elated, 【Abba, well done! 】
This kind of person needs to be beaten!
He Wei still was not reconciled, "With your current status, you..."
Kou veteran cadre is not afraid.
"If you can't be reasonable, then try your fist," he said lightly, "This is what all these years of life have taught me."
He put away the beating belt, squatted down again, and seriously placed a wad of money in front of He Wei, thick, pink bills.
He Wei was dumbfounded, never thought that he would be given money like a beggar one day, "What is this for?"
"Medical expenses." Kou Qiu said, waving his hands, "It's okay, I have money, so I'll give it to you. Buy some good medicine, don't feel bad, ah."
He got up and walked away quickly, and after walking a long way, he heard the screams behind him as if he had just woken up from a dream.
Naturally, He Wei would not want to suffer this anger in vain.However, after he went home and filed a complaint, the family members, upon hearing that he was Kou Tianming's son, blamed him for being ignorant.Kou Tianming, how can they offend them?
Kou Tianming also heard about it, but he didn't take it seriously.Instead, he said to his son, "Not bad."
Of course he would not feel that his son was at fault.
Hewei has only one way to go, and that is to knock down his teeth and swallow blood.But even if it was this road, he couldn't walk for long, because the director of the orphanage came to their home and, according to the plan, made a home visit after many years.The couple inevitably talked about the little boy they had their eyes on at the time, and lamented that the other party might have some character problems, but the dean retorted in surprise: "Who said that?"
Hewei's adoptive parents looked at each other in blank dismay.
"Why, no?"
"Of course not!" said the dean's mother, "Qiuqiu—how could Qiuqiu be such a child?"
No matter how stupid he was, he felt something was wrong at this time.
The adoptive parents are not fools either, after thinking about it for a while, they figured out why He Wei had lied at that time, and immediately reacted as if they had eaten a fly.
"...he lied to us."
The dean's mother didn't speak for He Wei anymore.But she knew that the couple might make another adjustment to their future plans.
However, these have nothing to do with Kou Qiu.
He waited for five years.
That afternoon five years later, the weather was fine.Looking out from the window, you can see the big flowers blooming in the villa area.
Kou Qiu's books were spread out on the sofa, pages turned backwards.
There was a knock on the door.
"Who?"
"..."
No one answered the door.Quiet, as if there was no one knocking on the door.
Kou Qiu's heart skipped a beat suddenly, and the sensation he felt made him stretch out his hand almost unbelievably, and pressed it firmly on his chest.He walked to the door, swallowed, and his voice became hoarse, "...Who is it?"
After a moment of silence outside, a man's voice finally sounded.
"it's me."
After a pause, the man called out his name with a more gentle voice, "Qiuqiu."
"..."
They are in and out, separated by a thin door.But the heartbeat seems to be heard clearly through this door.
Kou Qiu's voice trembled, "You're late."
"Ah."
The man said, with a smile in his voice, coaxing in a low voice, "I came too late, I will naturally apologize."
"Pay what?"
"What about the whole world?"
Kou Qiu's palm felt hot one after another, and he pulled the door open.The man outside stared at him deeply, and stretched out his hand towards him.
"Awaited."
"——My Qiuqiu."
The clock ticked and ticked, and at this moment, it finally went back to where it should go.
Kou Qiu knew that tomorrow would be a new and meaningful day.
The author has something to say: This is the end of the main text~ Tomorrow I will start a new story~
There may be two parts to the side story, veteran cadres and the system.
Then there will be no rest in the middle, and the catnip will be updated directly.
Interested relatives can go to the author's column to take a look~
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And finally, the promised car.
Please pay more attention to Weibo in the past two days (whisper)
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