What if Korean Entertainment

Learning to act is learning how to expose your vulnerability to others.Open your chest in front of outsiders, reach in and poke your heart, and the songs that burst out of it are crying, talking and laughing, which is not only the character, but also yourself.If normal adults want to survive in this world, they have already put on armor to hide their weaknesses, so they won't always let themselves be bloody.

—— Zhuo Yang

In June 2000, Taihong opened the performance department.

Today the weather is 26 degrees.

The indoor temperature in South Korea is not low at all.

When Li Yingxian thought about it, he saw the girl in front of her seem to gather her things in vain, and flinched a little, her face really began to turn pale, just like an ordinary girl walking in the cold winter wind. Passers-by, although the performance is very young, his limbs are stiff, and he can't let go, so he has to nod secretly, he is still plastic.

Li Yingxian also heard Mr. Li from the vocal group always praise the trainee's talent in vocal music, but after watching her performance, Li Yingxian felt that the girl in front of him, no matter in terms of appearance or talent, seemed to be more worthy of praise. This bowl of rice in the film and television industry.

Li Yingxian glanced at the girl's face again, still admiring in his heart.

The girl who has begun to show her outline, with exquisite eyebrows and eyes, has a calm temperament and eyes that are different from her peers, but the immaturity of a girl is shining between her brows, which is the object that you will catch your eyes at the first sight even in the dark.

No wonder the company didn't give up even if it was a Chinese nationality, and face alone is enough.

It's a pity that this face doesn't act, and because of this face, maybe it will be harder than others.

Thinking of this, Li Yingxian became a little more picky in his heart, and poked a pending poke in his heart. Although this girl looked good, he also saw a few good seedlings just now.

"Let me introduce myself." Li Yingxian looked at the girl's performance with some scrutiny, and raised his chin as a gesture.

"Nei, Cheng Tianyi, born in 86." He bowed while speaking, and did not look up during the whole time.

It wasn't until she heard the voice saying "next" that she returned to the team that she regained her senses.

She pursed her lips. To be honest, she was a little dazed until now. There were several other people who were brought here by Representative Hong. Although they tried their best to keep calm, they all looked nervous and confused to varying degrees at the moment.

When an entertainment company opens an acting department, it can only be said to test the waters. It has no experience and no equipment. In private, many people are very unwilling to choose people to train their acting skills. They say that they want to cultivate acting skills, but the long-term acting training wastes time for dancing and singing. Who knows if they will be trained to be completely regarded as actors by the company A trainee, an actor in a singer company, are you kidding me? Everyone knows that Taihong is a small company. Even with God, it is still a small company. A small company that only has connections in the singer circle. Basic small company, who wants to play with you.

In fact, she may be more aware than other worried trainees that the company will not choose trainees with development prospects to come to the performing arts department. Most of them have been given up by the company to make their debut as singers, so they are allowed to be the first batch of test products, but that's the case, as the first batch, you can't say that the company doesn't value you.

Otherwise, why set up such a tasteless subject as an acting department? In fact, there is still a bit of ambition that cannot be stated clearly.

But as one of the members who is also equivalent to the possibility of being given up as a singer, Cheng Tianyi's mood is a bit complicated.

Although she knew that it was probably the reason for the entertainment restriction order, she felt that her self-esteem was going to be shattered if she was kicked here so simply, okay?

And I'm afraid it will be even more broken in the future.

"Okay, you have been in class for a month, let me see how you are all learning, and come over to Tianyi."

"Inside."

Cheng Tianyi bowed, walked out of his seat, and stood on the podium.

"Scenarios, you find something you haven't found for a long time before, and you smile from the bottom of your heart."

Cheng Tianyi took a deep breath, closed her eyes, and opened them when the teacher shouted "".

She pretended to be normal at first, as if she was scrubbing and tidying up things, everything looked busy and calm, then suddenly she stopped, touched the front, seemed to feel strange, blinked, stood up slightly, looked around, and then acted like He thought of something, ran to the side as if he had taken something, bent down slightly, made an action of unlocking and opening the drawer, then...his pupils widened slightly, made a surprised expression, and then...smiled stiffly.

Cheng Tianyi bowed towards the classroom, and sure enough, as always, a long object waved her arm, causing a burst of burning pain, Cheng Tianyi turned her head, and bowed again in the direction of the pointer.

"Have you seen Cheng Tianyi's performance just now?" Li Yingxian held the pointer in his hand and scanned the audience. "I don't need to teach you what to do and what not to do. Let's perform one by one."

"Inside." Everyone in the audience responded one after another.

"Stand by and watch." Li Yingxian looked at the girl who bowed her head respectfully and made a humble gesture, and said coldly.

"Yes." Cheng Tianyi bowed again, stepped aside, raised his head, stared at the podium, and looked very seriously.

Zheng Zhixun stared at the girl's arm for a while, and then carefully looked at the girl's face, which was more outstanding than anyone else. He knew that it must be the same 'ice' face for thousands of years, but he turned his head to watch the performance seriously. I couldn't help but take a look before.

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Taihong’s cafeteria is not delicious, and the trainees have strict dietary regulations, so the amount of food provided by Taihong is not large. Cheng Tianyi, who finished eating the food in twos and threes, put it back on the plate, hesitated for a while, and then Instead of walking towards the dance studio, he found a corner of the stairs where few people passed by.

He took out the mirror, frowning for a while, really ruining the image, trying to think of some happy things in his heart like the teacher said, and then smiled.

But soon Cheng Tianyi retracted the corners of her mouth that were stiff and twitching, and she still couldn't do it, she was used to the mask, how could she show her real self?

She doesn't hate acting, and she has no right to hate acting. In fact, she thinks that people who can act and have acting skills are very good, but Tianyi, she originally wanted to be a singer. This stubborn insistence has become quite scary. At the beginning, sm gave up her training as a matter of necessity, but she didn't expect to come to Taihong, and she was kicked here without even being asked. Although the vocal music class was held as usual, the dance practice time was restricted. Moved to class, she was a little bit unwell.

In her previous life, she practiced as an idol singer trainee for more than ten years. Of course, she also learned acting, but the time she spent practicing dancing and singing was always dozens of times longer than acting, which is enough to explain the choice in her heart. She doesn't have much talent in acting, as her former acting teacher can attest to, saying that she has a stiff expression, unable to engage in emotions, and that she wasted a face for nothing, which is naturally due to lack of training. Later, she deliberately didn't have to do hard work. Acting needs to completely let go of herself, abandon herself, and show the truth, which is why she has never been able to enter the show.

Cheng Tianyi has come to the present, not relying on anything else, but the self who walks on the dark side of dreams, relying on self-persistence, if she does not have self, she will get lost, and she has not found the fulcrum of balance.

But she is hypocritical, wearing a mask, she can't let go of her emotions, and she can't show her true self to others. These are the two biggest problems she knows well, and she can't move forward if she doesn't solve them. .

Working hard on the path she didn't choose and her rigid expression that couldn't be changed no matter how hard she tried made her feel more depressed.

It's like walking into a dead end.

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Cheng Tianyi opens the door of the house.

Since she was in the second year of middle school, she had asked Cheng's mother to agree not to drive to pick her up and let her go home by herself, so when Cheng Tianyi returned home, there was no one at home, and it was quiet, unlike before. When she came home, the scene where Zheng Meina was always watching TV in the living room waiting for her to come home was not like the scene where Cheng Jinnian would always come out of the study to drink a glass of water when the hour came, and give her an awkward look before returning to the study.

And the scenes at that time always seemed ordinary and warm.

But today seems very strange, obviously her father told her to go home before nine o'clock, so today she returned home after eight o'clock, but when she got home and found no one, can't she be more cheating?

What about trust between people?

Cheng Tianyi changed her shoes following the dim yellow light at the door, walked into the living room, was about to turn on the light, but was startled.

"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to Cheng Tianyi."

"Happy birthday, Ernie."

"Happy birthday, Xiaoyi."

"........."

Voices of different tones sounded, and Cheng Jinnian and Zheng Meina, who came out of the kitchen pushing the cake, were followed by a large group of eloquent people.

Cheng Tianyi blinked, remembering in a trance that today is indeed her birthday, looking at the people looking at her expectantly under the faint candlelight, Cheng Tianyi bent his eyes and showed a smile.

After the birthday party was over, the result of having fun was a mess. Cheng Tianyi helped Zheng Meina clean up a bit, and then was rushed to take a shower. The rest of the things will be cleaned up when the housekeeper comes tomorrow.

When she came out of the bathroom, Cheng Tianyi rubbed her eyes in a bit of sleepiness, and stood up lazily after Zheng Meina pressed and dried her hair. "Mom and Dad, good night."

"Good night." This is Cheng Jinnian who has been reading the newspaper.

"Good night, remember to go to bed early." Zheng Meina packed her things, but saw that her daughter had no intention of leaving, but looked like she had something to say, so she couldn't help but feel a little puzzled. "What's wrong?"

"No." Cheng Tianyi hesitated for a while, and finally said with a slightly red face. "Dad, Mom, thank you for letting me be born in this world, I love you."

Zheng Meina watched her daughter return to the bedroom in a daze, and it took a while to react and pushed Cheng Jinnian who was still reading the newspaper on the sofa.

"Did you hear that, husband?"

Cheng Jinnian moved his fingers slightly, and responded as if nothing had happened, but the newspaper in his hand hadn't been turned for a long time.