What to do when you dress like an idol [Entertainment]

There are only three days before the recording of the fifth phase of Sound Battle, and all the contestants and supporting guests are also engaged in intensive rehearsals.

And Lin Jingyang, who cried a lot in front of Lu Yang yesterday, recalled what happened yesterday.

There is only one feeling in my heart.

shame.

Lying on Lu Yang's shoulder and crying, it's fine to stain his clothes.

He also said a lot of things that were not there.

As an old man, he acted weaker than a little girl in front of Lu Yang yesterday.

Lin Jingyang wished she could wrap herself in a quilt and throw it directly into the trash.

I thought so, but the rehearsal still had to be rehearsed. Lin Jingyang, who had been tangled in the quilt for a long time, got up on time and was ready for the rehearsal.

When they arrived at the rehearsal room, Lu Yang had already arrived.

The environment of this practice room is very good, the windows are bright and clean, there is a big window, and there is a piano in front of the window, Lu Yang is sitting in front of the piano and playing the piano.

Lu Yang was wearing a white shirt with his back straight. His posture of playing the piano was very elegant. A gust of wind came in through the half-open window, rolled up the translucent white curtains, and also rolled up the corners of Lu Yang's clothes. The white gauze fluttered around Lu Yang's side, the morning sunlight was just right, and the thin shimmer of light sprinkled on Lu Yang's slender fingertips, making his slender fingers almost transparent.

All the good things are not like real people.

Lu Yang played exactly the silent embrace that he was going to sing with Gu Xiao, Lin Jingyang walked forward lightly, for fear of disturbing the beautiful picture like a painting.

The breeze blew across Lu Yang's forehead, as if lifting his black hair with both hands, revealing his exquisite eyebrows and eyes, Lu Yang's fingers fluttering on the keys suddenly stopped, and he raised his eyes to look at Lin Jingyang.

Turns out he found himself.

Lin Jingyang came to Lu Yang, and said sincerely: "It's really good."

The corner of Lu Yang's mouth curled into a faint arc, which disappeared in an instant.

"That." Lin Jingyang glanced at the clock hanging on the wall and said, "Let's begin."

Lin Jingyang walked to the table, took a copy of the lyrics and flipped through it, her hand paused, with a hesitant expression on her face.

"What's wrong?" Lu Yang came to stand beside Lin Jingyang, and glanced at the lyrics in his hand.

The lyrics were prepared by the program group, and the parts that the two need to sing have been marked according to the singer's intention. "Silent Embrace" was originally a song sung by a man and a woman. The male part of the original song was sung by him, and the female part was Sung by Gu Xiao.

Now Gu Xiao has been replaced by Lu Yang, but the song hasn't been changed yet. I don't know if it's because of Lu Yang, or because the program team feels sorry for him. Today's treatment is very good.

The director came to apologize to him early in the morning, and promised that there would be no more mistakes in the future. The practice room is also the best, with bright and clean windows, fruit drinks and snacks are all available, and even new lyrics are prepared. Akatsuki's name has disappeared completely.

The male and female voices have been drawn in two-color mugs, but the names of the singers are not marked.

That's right, probably because the program team thought about it and replaced Gu Xiao with Lu Yang. It was strange to ask Lu Yang to sing the female part, but it was also strange to ask myself to sing the female part.

Simply let them both decide for themselves.

Lin Jingyang looked and looked again and frowned, and finally said to Lu Yang: "Should we change the song?"

Lu Yang's eyes stayed on the lyrics for a while and asked, "How did you choose this song?"

Lin Jingyang said: "At that time, the program team asked the contestants to choose their own songs. I just heard this song, and the other party happened to be a female guest. I thought this song was good. Xiao also had no opinion on the song before finalizing it, who knows..." Lin Jingyang looked at Lu Yang and sighed: "We two big men sang it in the end."

Lu Yang picked up his copy of the lyrics, flipped through the lyrics a few times, slid his fingertips over the lyrics, and pointed out some ambiguous lyrics to Lin Jingyang: "Although it is a love song, the lyrics of this song are not clear. gender orientation."

Lin Jingyang's eyes followed Lu Yang's fingers, and compared those few lines of lyrics, she nodded her head in agreement: "That's true."

This song is a Cantonese song, and the lyrics are written by the famous lyricist Joe. Joe is very good at writing love songs that end in tragedy.

This song is an old song from the 90s. The lyrics are about the protagonists who love each other deeply, but have to separate due to some reasons.

Although it is also a song that you can't ask for, there are no obvious pronouns such as he and she, and the lyrics do not clearly reflect the gender characteristics of the protagonist.

Lu Yang said again: "This song was not a duet song at the beginning. The first version of this song was actually written by Joe for Meng Zhou, and it was sung by a male voice."

"Meng Zhou?"

"Correct."

Meng Zhou is a well-known male singer in Hong Kong. He has won several Golden Melody Awards for Best Male Singer, but he rarely comes to the mainland.

Because Meng Zhou is gay, he came out in the 90s.

Twenty years ago, the mainland was still very conservative. At that time, the Internet was not as popular as it is now, and there were not so many heterosexuals who accepted advanced concepts, treated homosexuals equally, supported gays, and opposed discrimination.

Around the beginning of the millennium, Meng Zhou came to the mainland to hold a concert, but was attacked by radical anti-gay people at the airport and stabbed in the stomach.

After that, he rarely came to the mainland.

Lin Jingyang read the lyrics carefully again.

"I also want to hug you under the sky."

"But we can only hug each other silently in the dark."

Some people say that this song is about the story of love that comes first, and it is written from the perspective of a third party.

Lin Jingyang hesitated: "Is this song..."

"The first version of this song is a song about same-sex love."

It turned out to be the case.

Lin Jingyang looked at the lyrics and said: "Such a song is said to be a song about a third party, which is really blasphemy."

Lu Yang didn't speak.

Lin Jingyang said again: "But how did this song become a song sung by men and women again?"

"Probably." Lu Yang paused, "Meng Zhou doesn't want to sing."

Lin Jingyang let out an oh, and looked at Lu Yang again: "How do you know that the first version of this song is like this?"

Lu Yang was silent for a while: "It's just hearsay."

Lin Jingyang looked at Lu Yang, and didn't delve into this question: "From what you said, it would be even more strange if we were to sing this song."

Lu Yang looked at Lin Jingyang, Lin Jingyang was holding the lyrics in his right hand, his left hand was clenched into a fist and propped on his chin, his eyebrows were wrinkled into the word Chuan, and even the eyebrows were wrinkled together, looking really distressed.

Lu Yang resisted the urge to smooth Lin Jingyang's brows, and said lightly: "But the band should have already got the song and is preparing."

Lin Jingyang is a person who doesn't like to cause trouble for others because of her own reasons, and she frowned even more when she heard this.

"Try it." Lu Yang said: "There are not many songs suitable for two men to sing."

Lin Jingyang hummed lightly.

In today’s Shanhai Radio and Television Building, there are many women, especially in the corridor on the fifth floor. Every few minutes, there are always two or three female employees walking by together. Most of these ladies will stay in front of the 519 practice room.

Although the door of 519 is closed, it still cannot stop the enthusiasm of these ladies.

When the deputy director of Shanhaitai passed by the fifth floor, he was shocked to see such a strange scene. He had never seen a scene of women getting together. The female fans blocked the crowd outside the door, and the deputy director's car almost couldn't get in, and most of the women in the station also ran to the program group to watch in the name of visiting the show.

Since then, the vice-director, who was born in the military, doesn't like to see those idol groups very much, and even called names at the meeting to emphasize the need to support local artists more.

He frowned and called a passing male employee: "What's the matter, why are you all gathered here, have you quit your job? What combination did you invite this time?"

The employee looked at the livid face of the deputy director, and said tremblingly: "No...it's not a group, it's Lin Jingyang."

The deputy director's face turned greener.

The employee looked up at the deputy director's face, almost biting his tongue: "And... and Lu Yang."

"Oh?" The deputy director's complexion suddenly improved a lot: "Lu Yang?"

"Yes..."

"Go and tell them to pay attention. It's okay to watch celebrities, but don't affect your work. It's not like you haven't seen celebrities before. How decent are you during working hours?" The deputy director continued after a pause, "It's also during break time. "

After the deputy director finished speaking, he waved his sleeves and left.

The staff, who didn't dare to vent their anger, finally breathed a sigh of relief. He patted his chest and walked up to the women who gathered together: "Sisters, you are still gathering here. The deputy director just came, do you know?"

The giggling women immediately fell silent: "Tai Li? Damn, it's too bad! Did he say anything?"

The staff member said: "You were miserable. When Li Tai heard that you were looking at Lin Jingyang, his face was as black as the bottom of a pot. He probably recalled the anger when the group came last year and the car couldn't get in."

The women howled.

"However, you are really lucky." The staff grinned, "When Li Tai heard that Lu Yang had come, his expression immediately turned from stormy to sunny, and he even said that you shouldn't watch celebrities during working hours."

"Working hours are not allowed, so that means off-duty hours are okay?" Shanhai TV's stipulated working hours are nine in the morning and six in the morning, but in fact, the TV station has no regular rest time when it is busy.

"Still watching?" The staff waved their hands: "Hurry up and go back and forth, and if Li Tai sees you again, no one can save you."

The women responded, and scattered in twos and threes, but they continued the gossip topic just now: "Look, I said that Lu Yang is a straight man killer, and you see, Li Tai is really the number one straight man in the world." Come on, it’s the same as having a big temper, as soon as you hear Lu Yang’s anger, it will disappear immediately.”

"Hahaha, my dad also likes Lu Yang, and he said that to find a partner, you have to look for someone like Lu Yang, but you said that Lu Yang is a straight killer, what is Lin Jingyang? A crooked killer? He is also quite beautiful. "

"Come on, crooked people don't like this kind of thing. Have you ever heard of being helpless and wandering everywhere? Look at someone like Lin Jingyang who looks like a 1, and someone like Lu Yang is a pure 1, right?"

The man swallowed back what he hadn't finished speaking, because the door of 519 opened just at this moment, and Lin Jingyang was facing him with a beautiful and slightly surprised expression.

The two looked at each other.

After staring at each other for a few seconds, Lin Jingyang stepped out of the door without looking sideways, passed by the two who were gossiping, and walked towards the bathroom.

"He probably didn't hear..."

"Probably not... Otherwise, if you say that he doesn't look like a 1 family, can you not respond?"

And Lin Jingyang, who walked into the bathroom without looking sideways and with a blank expression on his face, finally succeeded. The rehearsal effect of him and Lu Yang just now was not very good. This song is challenging, but it is manageable for him difficulty.

In the first few rehearsals, even rehearsing with Gu Xiao, his performance was very stable.

But as soon as he met Lu Yang, he couldn't restrain his nervousness and made frequent mistakes.

Lu Yang was very patient and practiced with him over and over again, but in the end he couldn't stand it, so he found an excuse to go to the bathroom and hurried out.

He splashed water on his face to wake up his chaotic brain.

He looked at himself in the mirror.

A very beautiful face.

"Does Lin Jingyang look like a 1?"

He remembered what the woman said just now.

He really isn't 1.

But also not 0.

He's pretty sure he's a straight guy, after all, he's reacted to the porn that a classmate stuffed him a long, long time ago too.

But when he thought that he would stand on the stage with Lu Yang and sing.

Sing the song that describes the same-sex love that is in the dark, forbearing, invisible, but like seedlings pressed under the slate, crazy, instinctive, spreading, and breeding.

As soon as he thought this way, an inexplicable emotion spread in his heart, which made him nervous and afraid.

Lin Jingyang stretched out her arms to hug herself, the body touched by her arms trembled slightly.

This kind of cognition also gave him a weird feeling similar to excitement.

"abnormal."

A voice so subtle that it was almost invisible sounded in the empty bathroom.

When Lin Jingyang returned to the rehearsal room, Lu Yang was resting on the sofa.

Lin Jingyang felt very guilty. Lu Yang was very busy. His time was squeezed out from his busy schedule. Even the rest time was divided carefully and carefully to make full use of it.

And he was wasting Lu Yang's time.

Lin Jingyang walked up to Lu Yang lightly. Lu Yang closed his eyes, his eyelashes brushed his lower eyelids, but he couldn't hide the dark circles under his eyes. He looked really tired.

He probably didn't take what he said to tell him not to stay up late at all.

Lin Jingyang raised the temperature of the air conditioner a little, and glanced at Lu Yang again.

Lu Yang leaned his head on the backrest, Lin Jingyang greedily used his eyes to trace Lu Yang's sharp jawline and mountain-like straight nose.

Even when she was asleep, she acted like she refused to be thousands of miles away.

Lu Yang raised his head, his slender neck was completely exposed in front of Lin Jingyang's eyes.

It's like a human with sweet and delicious blood exposing his skin to a vampire.

Want to take a bite.

The sudden thought startled Lin Jingyang.

And Lu Yang also opened his eyes at this time, facing Lin Jingyang.

No drowsiness, no trace of confusion from just waking up, cold and rational eyes.

Lin Jingyang tried her best to restrain the complicated emotions in her heart, and smiled decently at Lu Yang: "Rest here, you may catch a cold."

Lu Yang just looked at him and didn't speak.

Lin Jingyang just wanted to quickly change the subject: "Then let's continue rehearsing."

Lu Yang didn't ask any more questions.

Thoughts were flying in Lin Jingyang's mind, and distracting thoughts spread wildly like weeds, but they didn't show at all on his face, and his heart was like still water to curb his wildly growing distracting thoughts.

"I also want to..."

The tone was split as if the tip of a knife was cut through the middle, and the sound was harsh like a sharp claw cutting on glass.

I don't know how many sounds were wrong, or even broke the sound altogether.

He saw that Lu Yang, who had never had any emotional fluctuations, frowned several times because of his series of mistakes. Lin Jingyang felt that even the curvature of Lu Yang's mouth revealed a bit of worry.

Lin Jingyang's voice stopped abruptly.

Lu Yang twitched his eyebrows almost invisibly.

"I'm sorry, I may not be in a good state today."

Lin Jingyang lowered her head, unable to see clearly his expression at the moment.

"Take a break."

Lin Jingyang heard the sound of footsteps drifting away, and then gradually disappeared. After a long time, he raised his head, and there was no one else in the empty practice room except him.

Lu Yang left.

Lin Jingyang sat alone on the bench in the practice room for a while, and sang "Silent Embrace" by herself again

Played well, without any flaws.

But once you meet Lu Yang, you can't do it.

Lin Jingyang sat on the sofa, biting her fingers in melancholy.

When Qian Hao came in, he saw Lin Jingyang slumped on the sofa, biting his nails, exuding an aura of despair like trash.

Qian Hao was surprised: "Brother, what's wrong with you?"

Lin Jingyang let out a long sigh, and turned herself over like a grilled squid.

"All my partners ran away in anger, how can I practice alone."

Qian Hao turned his mind a few times before realizing that the partner Lin Jingyang mentioned was Lu Yang. He was puzzled and said, "You mean Lu Yang? Where did he go? I saw him before I came in."

Lin Jingyang sat up in shock from the dying illness, a carp rolled and stood up from the sofa, stared at Qian Hao and said, "You think Lu Yang is still there?"

Qian Hao didn't understand where Lin Jingyang was singing, he hesitated: "Yes, he is in the lounge with his manager, brother, you can find Lu..."

Qian Hao didn't finish his sentence, because Lin Jingyang had already run out like a whirlwind.

Lin Jingyang trotted all the way to Lu Yang's lounge, the door was open, he was about to go in and apologize to Lu Yang, but Ning Tao's voice came from the door: "You said you just wanted to sing a song with Lin Jingyang, let me give it to you I rejected the announcement for three days, as for? Even if it is the teacher's order, wouldn't it be enough to rehearse for a day, don't you really expect to win a championship with him?"

Lu Yang didn't know what he was doing, so he didn't make a sound.

Ning Tao said again: "I heard it all from outside the door just now. His tune has reached the [-]th bend of the mountain road. You said that you have been out for three days, and they dropped such a big chain for you. I'm about to go on stage, but I haven't found the tune yet, so tell me what you're planning?"

Lu Yang still didn't make a sound, but Lin Jingyang couldn't listen anymore.

It turned out that Lu Yang rejected the three-day announcement.

I wasted a whole day of Lu Yang's time.

Lin Jingyang didn't say the apology he wanted to say to Lu Yang, and he ran back to the lounge in a daze.

Lin Jingyang didn't say anything, and sat on the stool alone for a while, then sat down in front of the piano and played the piano.

It's "Silent Embrace".

He not only played, but also sang while playing.

The singing is very selfless, and the singing is very moving.

He didn't even notice that he had forgotten himself until Lu Yang came.

After singing a song, Lin Jingyang couldn't even pull back his emotions from the music. He shrugged and sat in front of the piano with his head down, wondering what he was thinking.

"Isn't she singing very well?"

It wasn't until Lu Yang's voice sounded that Lin Jingyang shook, and then suddenly found himself from the music.

Lu Yang didn't know how long he stood behind him.

Lin Jingyang bit her lower lip: "How long have you been listening?"

"Probably." Lu Yang raised his eyebrows: "It starts from your opening."

Lin Jingyang wanted to say something, this kind of partner was Lu Yang, so she was so nervous that she couldn't perform well, she couldn't say it anyway.

Fortunately, Lu Yang didn't say much, Lin Jingyang wanted to stand up, but Lu Yang put his hands on his shoulders and pressed him down: "Do it again."

Lin Jingyang warned herself not to waste Lu Yang's time in her heart.

But obviously this warning is of no use.

At a high note, he still broke the note.

If there is a knife now, Lin Jingyang will definitely use it to kill herself.

Lu Yang clasped his arms around his chest, and stared at Lin Jingyang with those light-colored eyes as beautiful as amber.

Being stared at by these eyes, Lin Jingyang's face was almost on fire.

After a long time, Lu Yang frowned his pretty eyebrows and spoke.

"Could it be that you can't sing well because you saw me?"

Got caught!

Alarm bells rang in Lin Jingyang's heart.

He typed countless drafts in his mind, thinking about how to answer Lu Yang's question decently, but he typed and typed the drafts in his heart, but he still couldn't find the most decent answer.

"I..." The word "I" stayed on the tip of my tongue for a long time, I don't know how many peaks it turned, and finally turned into bitterness: "Probably."

A strange silence spread in the silent space, no one spoke, and the atmosphere was terribly awkward.

Lin Jingyang lowered her head, unable to break the awkward silence.

"It's fine if you can't see me." Lu Yang's tone didn't fluctuate, but his words were ruthlessly tight.

Lin Jingyang thought that Lu Yang was finally tired of the rehearsal results that had no progress with him, and his hands were hanging down weakly, and he didn't have the courage to keep Lu Yang.

There was a sound of clothes rubbing and pulling in the quiet space.

Lin Jingyang was taken aback.

"Raise your head." Lu Yang's tone was slightly commanding.

Lin Jingyang subconsciously raised her head obediently.

Lu Yang on the opposite side was pulling his bow tie. He was wearing a large white shirt and a dark black bow tie today, showing a full sense of abstinence.

He didn't seem to have much patience with his bow tie, he pulled it savagely, and now the bow tie was loosely hung around his neck by him, and the white shirt was also a bit messy.

Lin Jingyang involuntarily swallowed her saliva quietly.

The tie was finally taken off by Lu Yang in a very brutal gesture. Lu Yang straightened the tie two or three times, took a few steps forward, and stood still in front of Lin Jingyang.

"Turn around."

Lin Jingyang turned her back obediently.

"Close your eyes."

Lin Jingyang blinked and finally closed his eyes.

Then he felt something blowing past his ears with the wind, the texture of the cloth covered his eyes, and the overwhelming darkness completely swallowed his sense of touch.

Lu Yang was behind him, very close and itchy.

Once vision fails, other senses of touch become more sensitive, and he can feel Lu Yang's warm breath spraying behind his ears, this feeling is so clear that it almost drives him crazy.

It was as itchy as if his heart was being scratched by something, and he was so itchy that he went crazy.

Lu Yang's voice was very close, so close that he felt it was attached to his ear, so close that he turned his face slightly, and his earlobe could touch Lu Yang's lips.

"That way you won't be able to see me."

The author has something to say:

Jing Jing: What should I do if my legs get weak when I see idols?

Yangyang: Just blindfolded and hugged~

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