[HP] Dangerous Companion

? When Remus woke up, Vader was held in his arms, his arms wrapped around her soft waist, skin to skin tightly pressed together.

It was a warm morning, and Remus' heart beat lightened by Vader's body temperature.

It had been a long time since he had a real feeling of having something, but Vader seemed to give him a sense of completeness and satisfaction.

Remus couldn't help brushing Vader's hair.He clearly remembered what happened last night. Drunkness did not make him lose his mind, but instead drew out the desire buried deep in his heart—this was what he had been suppressing desperately and forced himself to ignore.

Regret?

have.Remus began to hate his werewolf identity again. If he was not a werewolf, he would definitely pursue Vader enthusiastically, and he would give her everything.

He was afraid that if Vader found out that he was a werewolf, he would look at him with horror and rejection—a look that often became his nightmare.Even when Vader accepts the fact that he's a werewolf, he's afraid he's putting pressure on Vader's life.Werewolves are dangerous, unable to live a stable life, poverty, homelessness, worry... these will torture Vader like they tortured his parents.

Remus always felt that not responding to Vader was the most responsible thing to do, but Vader's pressing every step of the way made him admit his intentions, and now he possessed her again.In fact, I blame myself for everything. If it wasn't for him not to leave decisively and refuse decisively, but to covet warmth instead, he wouldn't have entered this situation.But Remus didn't want to leave now, and he wanted to suddenly figure it out—maybe he had to reflect.

There is a cowardly part of Remus's character, he can take responsibility, but he will not take it on his own initiative.He began to think about whether his previous refusal was for Vader's safety, or because he chose to escape because of his cowardice.He has always been afraid of the future, but to be honest, he never thought about how to face the future.He never thought about how he would manage his life if he was with Vader.He doesn't even give Vader an equal opportunity to know himself, and then make a choice.It's an ignorant escape.

If he escapes, he will only be responsible for himself, and then live a covert life, repeating the same as before.If you face it calmly, you have to face new problems and new responsibilities.

I am a coward.Remus thought, and mean.

I have to confess to Vida first, if she can still accept me, how should I arrange my future life——it’s a normal life.

But it is not easy to confess one's identity as a werewolf. This is not a matter of one sentence, but a difficulty in one's heart.For so many years, he has never taken the initiative to tell others that he is a werewolf, and he has been trying his best to hide his identity as a werewolf.James and the others discovered it by themselves. In the Order of the Phoenix during the war, his identity as a werewolf was actually useful-even so, not everyone knew that Remus Lupine was a werewolf.

It has become instinctive for Remus to conceal his identity, and he is even more afraid of Vader's attitude after telling this secret.

Give me some more time, at least not today.Remus thought, tilted his head slightly, and lightly kissed Vader's forehead.

"What an unenthusiastic kiss." Vader said suddenly. She lifted her chin and glanced at Remus. "I thought you'd already learned how to kiss after last night."

Remus couldn't help but think about last night again, and his blood boiled again.

Vader said again, "I heard that..."

Remus rolled over to hold Vader down, and stuck to her mouth, proving with facts that he not only learned it, but also could infer other things from one instance.

Early morning kisses are always prone to misfires, but Remus restrained himself, looking at Vader out of breath.He felt that it would be even more irresponsible if he did something to Vader before he had made up his mind to confess, but did not have the courage to speak out.

Vader looked at Remus, and she even felt Remus' excitement, but he just stared at him with scorching eyes, and didn't do anything—this person always has strange insistence, and being able to actively kiss is already progress.

Vader may feel that now that she likes him so much, she won't lose money if she sleeps once, and if she sleeps a few more times, she will earn money.But I don't want to take the initiative just last night, and take the initiative again today, too often.And drank a little, um, too much yesterday.Thinking about it now, it seems too embarrassing.

So she also looked at Remus quietly, but her face became more and more red, her mind was full of those fragments, and the more she thought about it, the more excited she became.So I had to say something to divert my attention: "I thought you were leaving this morning, and when I woke up, you were gone."

"I'm sorry." Remus was silent for a moment, and he looked at Vader guiltily, "I'll tell you why, but it will take a few days..."

Vader didn't seem to expect Remus to say that, she couldn't help pinching Remus' cheek, and then said thoughtfully and generously: "Well, I'm waiting for you to tell me this unspeakable secret."

Remus smiled helplessly, and picked up his wand from the pillow.

"Don't let me see it." Vader immediately covered his face and turned his head to the side.

"What's wrong?" Remus tapped Vader's collarbone maliciously with his wand. She trembled, turned over and crawled to the side.

Too much enthusiasm is not good.Crying in his heart, Vader got out of bed, picked up his underwear from the floor, and raised his head: "I really only wore these two last night?"

Remus nodded.

Vader cursed in a low voice, gave up his underwear, grabbed Remus's shirt and wrapped it casually around his body, and left the bedroom barefoot.

By the time Remus got up to make breakfast, Vader was in the shower again.Listening to the sound of water, he was distracted, and finally burned the eggs.

Vader still seemed a little overwhelmed in the morning, not at all as aggressive as last night, but in the afternoon he adjusted his mood in time, and was able to face Remus calmly.It even started to become clingy again, and sometimes Remus felt that Vader was clingier than Mr. Cat in a good mood.

In the afternoon, Claire came to the store to pay for the potion and potion ingredients she consigned, and Vida held her and talked for a long time.During this period, Claire kept looking at Remus, and she used a spell to block their voices.But Remus also seemed to be able to guess what Vader was talking about, he couldn't help being a little nervous, but also very sweet.

After sending Claire away, the two tidied up the storefront and closed the store.

Standing in the corridor, Vader put his arms around Remus and looked at him: "A kiss?"

"You don't need my permission," Remus said expectantly, licking his lips.

"This is an order." Vader said, lifting her chin slightly, she didn't close her eyes, with some playfulness, she just looked at Remus, waiting for that kiss.

Remus lowered his head and touched Vader's lips.

A dissatisfied Vader was about to protest...

"Crack!" Suddenly there was an explosion sound from the inner room, the glass made a "crack" sound, and the back door was knocked open with a bang, bouncing against the wall.

A man stood in the middle of the door, his wand pointed at them: "Crucio!"

The author has something to say: It's too late, I stopped when I had enough words, it wasn't intentional otz

don't panic

In fact, I am still struggling with the rationality of the last chapter?