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Later, when he arrived at the place, Li Zhenghao carefully knocked on the partition in front, waiting for the boss to show him.

Xiao Mocun looked at the time, it was past twelve o'clock, no wonder Yu Nian was sleepy.He whispered: "Yu Nian, wake up."

As soon as he lowered his head, the scent of ginger flower filled his nostrils again, trying to kill his calmness.

From the time of studying to the present, this only pheromone seems ordinary, but it always has a miraculous effect on Xiao Mocun, often making him impulsive like an innocent boy, wantonly plundering without pampering.Fortunately, it won't happen now, no matter how strong the smell is, it's not enough to make him lose his mind.

Therefore, Yu Nian is safe, and this safety is not easy to come by.

Xiao Mocun steadied his mind, let his hand stick to his ear, the palm felt soft and warm: "Yu Nian, I'm at your house, go home and go to sleep."

The lights in the car had already been turned off when the sleepy Beta fell asleep. At this moment, the sound was like a dull musical instrument with a staid timbre, wandering in the narrow and dark space.

A few seconds later, Yu Nianyou woke up with a bewildered expression on his face, and he thought he had fallen asleep on the sofa at home with his head tilted.He rubbed his eyes with the back of his hand, and subconsciously pushed himself down to sit up straight, but suddenly a coat fell from his back, and the touch of his palm was even more wrong.

Xiao Mo caught the suit with quick eyes and hands, and threw it aside.

"woke up?"

Only then did Yu Nian regain his senses suddenly, and immediately withdrew his hand, his face slowly becoming embarrassed.

"Sorry, I fell asleep for some reason..."

Excitement is extraordinarily exhausting.He was aroused by the strong contrast between yesterday and today, and he allowed himself to float and sink in sadness like a boat, shaking and fainting.

It was only when I woke up that I felt embarrassed.

Besides, the fabric under the palm of the hand seemed to be still wet just now, and it didn't take much thinking to know that tears and snot were all glued to it.

He patted his head annoyed in his heart.Why is it still the same as when I was a teenager, making no progress at all, venting myself regardless of time and place, and regardless of the consequences.

Xiao Mocun was only wearing a shirt on his upper body. Seeing that he was still in a daze, he thought he was still in a daze, so he suggested, "It's getting late, go back and rest."

Yu Nian held back all the words he wanted to apologize for staining his trousers, so he could only nod his head.

In such an extremely rare and peaceful atmosphere, he actually wanted to say a few more words to Xiao Mocun, but it was a pity that he fell asleep and missed the opportunity.But he didn't know what he wanted to say, he just felt that there were still many things that hadn't been said between them, and they shouldn't be separated in such a muddled manner.

But since Xiao Mocun opened his mouth, he has no way to drag the other party, otherwise he will appear to be the same as before, without any progress.

"Okay then, I'll take the steamed buns first." He pursed his lips and looked at Alpha's hand, adding worriedly, "If you have any problems with your hand, please tell me, don't hold it up by yourself, although I can't help , at least know the real situation and feel at ease."

Li Zhenghao got out of the car and opened Xiao Mocun's car door, holding an umbrella and waiting.

Xiao Mocun went down first and went to Yu Nian's side to help him hold the umbrella.

Yu Nian said thank you, stretched out his slippers from the car and set foot on the water, and the two went around to the passenger side to pick up the steamed buns.

Under the lighting of the car lights, the former family of three walked side by side, polite and polite, not a very intimate gesture.

The umbrella moves slowly in the rain, and one person is slowed down by another person. Alpha is a head taller than Beta, with a tall and slender figure in a suit, and Yu Nian, who is wearing pajamas and hugging a cat, is clumsy and clumsy, even the steamed bun is fat.

At a distance of nearly 50 meters, Yu Nian walked and wondered if he should say something, but he couldn't find a suitable topic.Looking down at his shoes with two dark crescent moons wet, he suddenly heard Xiao Mocun say, "Let me hug the steamed bun."

Very surprising.

Yu Nian was taken aback for a moment, then looked at him in a daze: "What's wrong?"

The steamed bun in his hand was still sound asleep.

Xiao Mocun only said, "I want to hug it."

Mantou didn't know what a shocking sentence his ex-father just said, he grinded his teeth into a rounder ball, and licked his paw unconsciously with his tongue.

Yu Nian looked at Xiao Mocun's left hand holding the umbrella, but didn't express the worry in his heart: Which hand do you want to hold it with?

Unexpectedly, Xiao Mocun understood: "Please hold up the umbrella for me, I will hold it with my left hand."

"But it's heavy." Yu Nian was still worried.

Xiao Mocun's face froze, and then he regained his composure: "It's much lighter than you."

Yu read it and heard it.

What do you mean, what do you mean it is much lighter than me?

It wasn't until he took the umbrella obediently and handed over the steamed bun to Alpha that he finally figured out the question: Xiao Mo could easily pick him up with one hand in the rain, so what is a mere steamed bun?

For the next section of the road, the height of the umbrella is not enough.Alpha, who is too tall, can only bend his neck slightly, firmly holding the 16-pound fur ball with his left hand, and no one is hugging him with his right hand hanging by his side.

Yu Nian shuffled to avoid the deep and shallow puddles on the road, lest her slippers suffer even more.

After walking for a while, Xiao Mo stamped his feet outside the iron fence where Qiangwei protruded from the branches, and Yu Nian also stopped.The pink rose was only an inch away from the neck, he tilted his head to avoid it, and his eyes stopped on Alpha's shoulder that was wet again.

How come it was Alpha who got rained on by the umbrella?

It can be seen that being tall is not a good thing, obviously I have paid enough attention, Alpha's broad shoulders will still be exposed outside like rose leaves, exposed to the wind and rain.

"Keep the umbrella, go there by yourself, lest your brother see the extra details." Xiao Mocun returned the steamed bun to his arms, and touched its hind feet when he let go.

With a gentle squeeze, the nails hidden in the feet will be exposed, which is very interesting.

Yu Nian hugged the mantou and pushed the umbrella back, "No need, just hold it, I'll just run back."

The villa is clearly within easy reach.

Xiao Mocun lowered his voice, not allowing him to refuse: "It's just an umbrella, don't argue with me."

Yu Nian had no choice but to take it, and stared at the water stains on Alpha's shoulders for a while, thinking in his heart, Alpha without an umbrella might just be drenched back onto the car straight.

Feeling sorry, he sent the steamed bun in his arms to the other party as if to make up for it: "Do you want to touch it again?"

As if to give Alpha a little sweetness at the end.

Xiao Mocun glanced at the snoring steamed bun, and said gently: "Next time, I'm afraid I won't be willing to touch it again."

Always exercise restraint.

Yu Nian was surprised for a moment, and couldn't help but said, "I remember you didn't like steamed buns before."

He has long felt strange.Mantou has always been like his own cat, fed by him, washed by him, and sleeps with him.In the family at that time, there was no difference whether Xiao Mo was present or not. He always depended on Mantou for life.But why after the two separated, Xiao Mocun seemed to have developed true feelings for the steamed bun, and couldn't let go.

"Why has it changed now?" he asked.

Xiao Mocun raised his eyes: "I have never disliked it."

Seriously, it sounds like it's true.

Yu Nian was stunned: "Really? But you used to act as if you didn't like it very much. You didn't let it enter your room, you didn't allow it to grab your things, and you never hugged it. I thought... thought you Don't like it, or don't like pets."

This topic doesn't seem like a pleasant one.

Xiao Mocun quickly whispered: "I hugged it, but you didn't know it." After a pause, "I didn't let you know."

Of course he hugged the steamed bun, but never in front of Yu Nian.

Most of the time, the father and son would sit peacefully on the balcony when Yu Nian was not around, those with jobs were busy with work, and those without jobs were busy licking their fur.Sometimes when he was tired from reading documents, Xiao Mocun would call Mantou's name, pat his thigh, encourage it to jump up, and use himself as a human seat.He is also very concerned about the loss of steamed buns, and will give a few security guards in the community a good salary and ask them to help find them together.

He didn't let the people in front of him know about this.

In the quiet night, Yu Nian's beautiful eyes were misty and misty, as if he had been shocked.

"Mo Cun...you have changed a lot."

Become more honest and more measured.

Xiao Mocun was silent for a moment, and asked, "Then do you think it's good or not?"

Without even thinking about it, Yu Nian said, "Of course it's good."

Xiao Mocun smiled, and Yu Nian felt embarrassed when he laughed, and added with lowered eyes, "I mean...it's a good thing that you are willing to change. To tell you the truth, you used to refuse to tell me anything frankly, everything depended on you. I guess it myself, it’s okay if I guess right, but if I guess wrong..."

He swallowed, "You're usually very angry."

This sentence is full of complaints, and the subtext is that Xiao Mocun often loses his temper at himself.

After speaking, he was afraid that Xiao Mocun would get angry right now, and looked at him anxiously.

No way, loving someone has inertia, and being afraid of someone also has inertia.

Unexpectedly, Xiao Mocun frowned when he heard the words, and looked at him deeply, with a pair of black pupils wishing he could see into his heart.

"I know. Yu Nian, I used to treat you very badly and always made you sad."

Yu Nian became quiet all of a sudden, and then heard Alpha say: "I'm sorry, I apologize to you for my previous recklessness and hurt. Don't worry, such things will never happen again in the future. I will guarantee your safety and ensure that you will not hurt by anyone, including me."

It was another dark night, and finally it was only the two of them, able to say a few heartfelt words.Both of them are trying their best to seize the opportunity, because we don't know how long it will be until the next meeting.

While his mind was agitated, Yu Nian thought, fortunately Xiao Mocun didn't ask for his forgiveness, because he still couldn't say forgiveness.

He thought for a while, then shook his head wistfully, "Mo Cun, I think you made a mistake. Although I am a Beta, I don't need your protection. I know how to take care of myself. Maybe you need to take care of me more than me. Own."

His eyes fell on Alpha's injured right hand, and there was hidden concern in his words.

Everything still sticks to that invisible line.

Xiao Mocun asked: "Then do you still hate me?"

Yu Nian was stunned for a moment, then slowly said: "Hate is hated, but what can hating you change?"

Love is not a transaction. When you give, you should be prepared to get nothing.

He raised his head and showed a bitter smile to Alpha: "I found it very tiring to hate someone, and I needed to think of those unpleasant times over and over again, so I didn't dare to hate later."

Xiao Mocun tightened his fingers holding the umbrella, and said sorry again: "I want to explain everything to you, all the causes and consequences. I don't want to force you to forgive me, but I just want to explain to each other. Would you like to Willing to listen?"

He knew that if he didn't explain the matter clearly, the two of them would never let it go.Instead of getting dragged in by resentment and misunderstanding, it's better to clear things up one at a time.

Yu Nian didn't expect him to say this, and was startled for a few seconds and said, "It's ok, I'm not busy."

So simply agreed.

Xiao Mo breathed a deep sigh of relief.

During the nights when Qi's family lived in a cage, every time he dreams of Xiao Mocun in the middle of the night, he always misses everything in the past.

The dream is idealistic, and he in the dream is completely opposite to the reality.He would praise Yu Nian's cooking, buy flowers for Yu Nian, go shopping with Yu Nian in the newly opened supermarket, and have a long talk with his father under the tree.Once he even dreamed that he bought Yu Nian a birthday present, a moon lamp.

Everything in the dream was so chaotic, and beautiful things were randomly combined to relieve his inner pain and loneliness.

Unfortunately, when he opened his eyes, he was still alone in the huge room.

This feeling of loneliness and embarrassment devours his spirit and sleep, and it will only be relieved when he treats Yu Nian well.

He collected himself, looked at Yu Nian and suddenly said: "It's a pity that no matter how much you explain, life can't be repeated."

When Yu Nian heard this sentence, he suspected that he had heard it wrong, his lips parted, and he didn't speak for a long time.

Xiao Mocun didn't want to put pressure on him, and chased after him: "Don't think too much, I don't mean anything else, but I dreamed that we went to the movies together again yesterday, and I was a little emotional."

An old movie, a small venue, just the two of them, after watching it, they still stayed where they were and refused to leave.

Yu Nian could hear the deep regret and nostalgia in his words, she lowered her head at a loss, stared at her wet shoes, and said softly: "It doesn't matter, I won't think too much. I know you must be very happy. Lonely, I hope to have a friend who can talk to me."

Xiao Mocun froze for a moment when he heard the words, and then whispered after a while: "Yes, I hope we are still friends."

In this way, they became friends in a daze.

There is nothing wrong with being friends, but being friends is not as easy as you think.