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The throat was dry and hoarse, and the chest was heavy, as if blocked by a heavy boulder.

The body is extremely light, and it is as empty as a shell, as if something important is missing, which makes people feel frightened.

What's missing?

The ball seemed small, but it was warm and lovely. It was pulled out of the stomach and snatched away against his will.

it's baby...

It's his Mu Mu...

No, don't take him.

Do not!

After being in a coma for nearly eight hours, Yu Nian woke up screaming, her eyes opened suddenly, and her hands subconsciously moved down——

It is flat and barren.

child……

What about his children?

He opened his eyes in panic, all eyes were white.Gray walls, milky white lampshades, pale sheets, everything was a mess, filling his field of vision like an alcohol tampon covering a wound.

There is a swing in his mind that carries him, dizzy and unfamiliar, his whole body seems to be falling apart, every bone is leaking pain from the bone seam, like a dilapidated bungalow leaking rain, blocking this place can't be blocked. live there.

"Well……"

He groaned, trying to stand up straight, but the moment he tried hard, he touched the wound in his lower abdomen, and immediately fell back on the bed in pain.

"The patient is awake!"

"Yu Nian! Are you awake?! How do you feel?"

"Xiao Nian!"

Indistinct human voices came from a distance, but the ears seemed to be hard to hear through a membrane.

Enduring the pain, Yu Nian turned his head with difficulty, opened his heavy eyelids and tried to identify the people around him, and gradually a few familiar or unfamiliar faces were reflected in his vision.

"Brother..." The first thing he saw was Yu Yuan in the wheelchair, his face was dark, and his eyebrows were furrowed deeply.

"Don't move!" Yu Yuan stretched out his hand to hold him down, "Be careful to open the wound."

Wound……

It turned out that he had a wound on his body, that's why it hurt so much.

"You just got off the anesthesia, is there any discomfort?" The face next to her was also very familiar, it was the little Beta nurse who always liked to look in the mirror.

They are all on the left, with tense and concerned expressions.

"Brother..." Yu Nian stared at them blankly, with a difficult voice, "Where's the baby? Where did the baby go?"

Hands stopped on the sagging stomach, at a loss.

Yu Yuan's body shook slightly, the muscles on his face twitched twice, showing a look of extreme resentment, he raised his chin and stared fiercely at another place.

"Speak." Yu Nian urged in a daze.

No one is willing to raise their heads and speak out.

Following his brother's gaze, Yu Nian turned his head with difficulty, only to realize that there were two people on the right, standing against the light, one of them was a tall figure blocking most of the window, and his face was blurred.

"Nothing."

Yu Nian recognized Xiao Mocun who spoke by his voice. When Alpha took a step closer, he could see more clearly.His bruised eye sockets had obviously been punched, and there was a long bloodstain on the stubble protruding from his cheeks, someone had taught him a lesson.

Yu Nian was startled, his heart stopped suddenly.

there is none left?

What's missing?

He turned his head to look at his elder brother, then looked back at Xiao Mocun, he held up his body and grabbed Alpha's wrinkled sleeves with all his might, "What does it mean? What's gone? How could it be gone?"

"Lie down, lie down!" The doctors and nurses hurriedly pushed his bony body back on the bed. Yu Yuan, who was in the wheelchair, looked at Xiao Mocun with gritted teeth, as if he only hated that he didn't have a dagger in his hand.

But Yu Nian became stubborn.He who had just woken up didn't know where the strength came from. Although his shoulder was pressed back by force, his five fingers were holding onto it desperately, and his face was full of pain.Xiao Mocun just bent over and let him hold him, his hands resting on the side of the bed, his body was slightly shaken by the pull.

"Speak up!" Yu Nian stared straight at him with eyes full of water, "Speak up!"

With a shake of his hand, the tears in his eyes dripped out.

"You fell down the stairs, and the child is gone." Xiao Mocun's cracked lips moved, and his usually stern voice became hoarse.

The breath of holding it was released suddenly, Yu Nian's fingers loosened suddenly, and he fell heavily back on the bed.

"Impossible... Impossible..." He looked at Xiao Mocun in a daze, shook his head and murmured, "My child is still here...you lied to me..."

The soft-hearted nurse turned her head away, raised her sleeve and quietly wiped away her tears.

"Xiao Nian..." Suddenly there was another old voice.

It's Xiao Daihua, and he's here too.The originally vicissitudes of the face seemed to have aged ten years overnight, wearing a single jacket, hunched over, looking at the person on the hospital bed with pity, "Our Xiao family is sorry for you, you, you..." said In the middle of it, he couldn't speak any more, a little water dripped from the corners of his wrinkled eyes.

Yu Nian paused for breath.

Looking past Xiao's father and son to the opposite window, the white light was scorching, stabbing his eyes for no reason.

He closed his eyes, opened his mouth, and suddenly began to breathe rapidly.The grief in the body was too much, and it was looking for an outlet to discharge it, disturbing the facial features almost hideously, fingers tightly grasping the bed sheet under the body.

"You lied to me...you lied to me! You lied to me, you lied to me!"

Mumbling turned into shouting, Yu Nian was about to stand up on the bed, trembling violently.

Several people rushed to hold him down immediately, but he struggled desperately as if he was going to find the missing child, "Give me back my child! You lied to me! Give me back Mumu!"

His world was empty, and he couldn't do anything but scream at the top of his lungs.He could almost feel that something in his body was falling down, fell into the bottomless cliff in the darkness, a hand tore apart the heart, smashed the bones one by one, and crushed them into ashes. Yang go.

The pain in his head was like an electric drill running at full power, forcing him to knock his head back desperately, so as to relieve it for a moment, and the hard bed board thumped loudly.

"Yu Nian! Don't do this!" Xiao Mocun turned pale in shock, and hurriedly leaned over and hugged his head.

Yu Nian stopped suddenly after being embraced by him.

After a few seconds of silence, he struggled harder, and the iron bed creaked and shook.He leaned his neck back, his pale face was flushed with suffocation, tears rolled down in clusters, and a mournful scream came out of his throat: "Give me back my child!"

Heart-piercing, stern to the extreme.

The doctors and nurses around couldn't bear to watch it any longer, so they could only fix his legs and feet to prevent him from struggling violently.Xiao Mocun had already sat beside him, holding his head tightly in his arms to prevent him from hurting himself, his whole body was trembling, and he couldn't tell whose body was shaking.

Seeing this, Yu Yuan shouted: "You are not allowed to touch my brother again!"

However, Xiao Daihua tried his best to step forward to stop him, and begged in a low voice: "Brother Yu, let them say a few last words, there will be no chance in the future..."

Yes, there will be no chance in the future.

The collar was wet with tears, and the gauze from the wound was bleeding again.Yu Nian was held in his arms by his favorite Alpha, but his body could no longer feel any warmth, only bone-chilling cold.

The room gradually emptied, and everyone was hidden outside, Liu Yu Nian's crying filled the room.

The cry was sharp at first, then turned into wailing, and finally became hoarse.

Xiao Mocun just sat on the edge of the bed and embraced him with his right arm, allowing him to bite the back of his hand fiercely, until the skin was torn apart.The palm of the left palm hanging by the side was pierced by a nail, and blood flowed down the wrist into the cuff of the shirt, but the pain remained undiminished.

The reality taught this arrogant and inferior Alpha in the most drastic way, what is regret.

Regret not at the beginning, regret when we met, regret when we met and fell in love.

After a long time, he spoke slowly, his voice was dim, "Yu Nian, I owe you my whole life."

It seems to be speaking to Yu Nian, and it seems to be speaking to myself.

Yu Nian was stunned for a moment, then raised his bloodless face, tears streaming down his face, and looked at him blankly.

"I don't want what you owe me, I want you to return the child to me..."

Xiao Mocun's heart constricted suddenly when he was pierced by such eyes, and the five fingers around him suddenly tightened, and then loosened suddenly.After waiting for a while, I solemnly kissed him on the forehead, which meant farewell.

"You'll still have kids."

It's just that I won't have any more kids.

—

Less than a month after the miscarriage, Yu Nian underwent gland replacement surgery.

No one forced him to do it so quickly, he asked for it himself.

He didn't want to accept Xiao Mocun's mark again, even just once.

The gland was found by Xiao Mocun for him earlier. It is said that the match is good, and even the fee has been paid.When Zhou Zhijie gave him the matching report, he said that he knew it without even flipping through it, and the sooner the operation time, the better.

"You don't even take a look, aren't you afraid that the matching degree is too low?" Zhou Zhijie frowned.

Yu Nian stood by the window and smiled bitterly, like playing a shadow play.

"I've been in the hospital for six months, and I'm almost pickled by the smell of disinfectant water. I really want to go out to breathe fresh air. Besides, there's nothing to see. As long as I don't need Xiao Mocun's help anymore, I don't care about the low matching degree." accept."

The sequelae of gland replacement had been explained to him in detail long ago, and Yu Yuan agreed with him to undergo the operation after inquiring clearly from many sources. Because Beta is relatively less dependent on glands and has the lowest level of pheromone, the postoperative reaction will be much smaller than that of Alpha and Omega. As long as regular inspections are taken on time and the matching degree of replacement glands is high, it will hardly affect normality except for fertility. Life.

Besides, in order to get this opportunity to practice, Zhou Zhijie had promised them that he would take the utmost care to complete the operation.

As for matching, what's the difference if it's as high as 99.9% or as low as 60%?As long as it is no longer B10859, he no longer needs A10859, and the purpose is achieved.It's a pity that the price is that he will no longer have children, let alone Xiao Mocun's children.

Zhou Zhijie looked at him silently, hesitated to speak for a while, and finally left.

Surgery is just two days away.

The headlights are so bright that even the hairs are not visible.

Yu Nianfu was lying on the bed, the flesh on his cheeks had disappeared in the past month, it could almost be described as shapeless, obviously, every day, the aunt tried her best to make him delicious food, but it was nothing at all. Can't keep it back.

A hole was dug in the green sterile cloth, and the anesthetic was injected into the blood vessel little by little, and a small piece was exposed on the smooth neck, frightened and cold, and a small layer of goose bumps appeared.

Zhou Zhijie, who was wearing a mask, looked at him, "Don't be too nervous, it's a minor operation."

Because of his posture, Yu Nian couldn't see the other party, and didn't reply.It didn't take long before my mind became dizzy, and I didn't even wait for the moment when the knife was cut.

The memory of the last period before he lost consciousness ran back four years ago, when he was first praised by Xiao Mocun.

"You smell so good."

When Alpha said these words, there was a youthful look on Alpha's face, and he clearly meant it seriously.

Since then, there has been such a dream in his life, the dream about 10859.Now that this dream is about to wake up, he no longer wants to think about this compliment, and no longer expects to hear this compliment again.

He wished to give up his own B10859.

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An hour later, Yu Nian was pushed out of the operating room with thick gauze wrapped around his neck.

When he woke up again, it was already dark, and Yu Yuan stood by his bedside, saying that the operation was a success, so he didn't have to worry about anything.

In the middle of the night, Zhou Zhijie, who had taken off his mask, came over to make a ward round. There were two big dark circles under his eyes.Yu Nian thanked him, and the corner of his mouth raised helplessly, as if he was suppressing his thoughts: "Congratulations on your new life."

Reborn, the word sounds good.

He slept soundly that night.The body does feel very different, although the wound hurts a bit, but the whole body seems to be much lighter, and there is a feeling that the shackles have been lifted.

It turns out that there is no dependence. It is like returning to the time before the second differentiation, free and easy.

Gradually, his mood also improved, and he no longer looked so shaky.The pheromone disorder that he was worried about when looking up the information was not serious. Except for the fact that he had two bouts of fever in the first week, there was nothing abnormal in the rest of the time.

This is a rare match.

At that time Zhou Zhijie said to him: "I know I shouldn't interfere in the affairs of the two of you, but such glands are hard to find, and Mo Cun has taken care of you."

Yu Nian smiled indifferently after listening, "I will remember to say thank you next time I see him."

The reason for saying this is because Xiao Mocun never appeared again.

Maybe it was guilt, maybe it was trouble, but they never met again.This Alpha, who said he owed him his whole life, just walked out of his life. The divorce agreement was signed and sent to the hospital. The real estate and savings were not kept. Even the steamed buns went to Yu's house in an air box.

Yu Yuan said that this is called going out of the house, Xiao Mocun knew he was wrong, so he voluntarily left.

Yu Nian's heart went numb for a moment, and then he regained his composure.

Although the glands have been changed, he is still a Beta, and he is still not sensitive to the smell of pheromones.But since then, Jiang Hua has never appeared in the house again, because he no longer likes it.

Wen Ziyu came to see him after a while, and he was sitting by the bedside, reading the detailed case explanations of the magazine, preparing for the resumption of work.

Before chatting for a few words, this good friend took a closer look at his new glands pressed with gauze, "Have you not removed the stitches for so long?"

"The doctor told me to use self-absorbing sutures. You don't need to remove them. Just take off the gauze in a few days." Yu Nian repeated Zhou Zhijie's words to the other party.

Wen Ziyu nodded with half-belief, then brought her nose closer to sniff.

"But why do I feel that your new gland still smells like ginger flower?"

Yu Nian was taken aback.

He had never cared what the pheromones of this new gland looked like, maybe it was written in the report, but he didn't read it, so he didn't know.

Glands were like tonsils to him now, part of the body, but less important.

The former B10859 existed for A10859.Xiao Mocun disappeared from his life, and B10859 followed him.

After a while Zhou Zhijie passed the corridor, Yu Nian stopped him.

"Doctor Zhou, what pheromone is my new gland? I can't smell it myself."

Zhou Zhijie glanced at the unfamiliar Wen Ziyu, then turned back to Yu Nian, "Gardenia."

Yu Nian relaxed his shoulders: "That's no wonder." He looked at Wen Ziyu and said softly, "Didn't we go to the flower market to study it when we were studying? Why can't you tell the smell of ginger flower and gardenia flower?"

Wen Ziyu stood beside the bed thoughtfully.He looked at Zhou Zhijie, saw a sharp look in his eyes, and then looked away as if threatened.

After a pause, he said, "It seems that I did make a mistake."