[British and American Entertainment] Sonnets to Olivia

~~~~~ People should not be a still life placed in a vase for people to watch, but a rhythm that spreads on the grassland and dances with the wind.Life is not an arrangement, but a pursuit. There may never be an answer to the meaning of life, but we must fully experience this unanswered life. ~~~~~ "Tom, I know what you're going to say, but it's too late, everything is too late." Olivia shook her head lightly, she was already tired of such "games".And she, who had just gone through the test of life and death, really didn't have the energy to go on with him like this.

"Is it Sophie, I swear to you, Olivia, I and I are just friends." Tom raised his hand and looked into Olivia's eyes sincerely.But he suddenly saw the haze and maturity in her eyes, it was no longer the carefree Olivia he was familiar with.She probably fits the name Ophelia better now.

"No, it's not because of Sophie. I thought a lot last night, and I think you should have thought about the same question. I'm 22 now, and we've known each other for almost seven years, but why haven't we been together?" Olivia suddenly felt that her heart didn't hurt, and the scar on her scalp was no longer a monster. "We are all adults now, and we should look at this issue more rationally. The relationship between us is not love, Tom, Maybe it's just a little more than liking. We haven't tried hard enough, there's no way we could be together, Tom."

Olivia, who was angry, didn't notice a detail, but last night, after everything calmed down, she suddenly remembered that Sophie had been calling Tom Thomas instead of Tom.This directly shows the relationship between them, and she is not even qualified to call him by his nickname yet.

"I..." Tom licked his lips, he was speechless, Olivia had seen through everything, and he was still looking forward to something that would never happen, "I think you are right, Olivia Livia, I haven't worked hard enough, I'm too limited to those fictional fantasies, so that I forgot to work hard in reality."

"It's us, Tom." Olivia certainly wouldn't blame Tom for everything, she herself puts dignity first.The reason why I didn't tell Tom about my illness was also because of my pride.She thought that staying in his heart would always be the best side of her, and it would be good if she had those ugly and sick memories by herself.

"Can we meet in the future, Olivia?" Tom sighed deeply, he didn't know how he was feeling now, but his heart was empty and sinking, as if something flew away, and what The filling came in average.

"Of course, Tom." Olivia nodded, but soon she shook her head again, "I'll see you at the cinema."

After saying this, Olivia ran away.It's not that she doesn't want to leave a little hope, but because she feels that her wig is about to fall off.I didn't intend to meet him in the first place, so I just put it on my head casually.For that little bit of dignity, she had no choice but to escape.

After returning to the United States, she filled her life with study and work.It seems that it has returned to normal, but as long as Pandora sees that her daughter is wrong.She took Olivia to her garden, and sat down under the redwood, "Olivia, do you know what kind of plant these foil swords you folded are from?"

"Hmm, succulents?" Olivia was far inferior to her mother in plant research, so she couldn't answer.

"Echeceria Olivia, this plant is called Olivia." Pandora reached out and touched her daughter's short hair. She was also very distressed. When she was most ill, she couldn't be by her side. "You think it's fate?" Why, among so many foil swords, you just folded your own?"

"Mom..." Olivia looked at the pink plant in green, and she was a little confused again.

"Some people will say don't try to fight against fate, because you will definitely lose. And some people will tell you that you must work hard to break through fate, that is the most wanton life." Pandora looked at her daughter and sighed softly He breathed a sigh of relief, "But what I want to tell you now is that only extraordinary people can break through their fate. And to become an extraordinary person, you have to work harder than ordinary people. Instead of sitting here, confused about your own destiny."

Olivia looked at Pandora, she remembered what the doctor said when she was discharged from the hospital.Because amoeba infections happen so quickly and survival is rare, they couldn't have known if something life-threatening would happen the rest of her life.It was because of this uncertainty that she made one crazy decision after another.

But those decisions are not what she would make in normal times, so now she understands that what she needs to do is not to chase Tom back, or to sever ties with him completely, but to rebuild her life first.

The self-esteem she had been obsessed with before was not real self-esteem, but the shyness of a girl.

Who doesn't want to save the best side of themselves for the first love?

This is also the most important reason why she didn't break his head off with her bare hands after Anderson pretended to write the letter.

"Oh, I forgot to tell you, there is another succulent plant, its name is SedumcomicTom." Before Pandora left, she pointed to a cluster of pink-yellow, pink-green succulent plants with red tips.They're huddled next to the olive clump, rooted in the same sand, soaking up the sunlight that filters through the redwoods.

***

After separating from Olivia, Tom began to really devote himself to acting.He acted in several plays, and sent a lot of resumes to film companies.

In early 07, he had the honor to join Charles.In a film directed by Li, the object of his cooperation is Xi Yuexi, a rising star who also does not belong to Hollywood.

It was not an easy film to shoot, and there are a lot of explicit erotic scenes in it.And his role is far beyond his own age, so it is a bit difficult.

But when he was not filming, he and Yue Xi got along very happily.She's beautiful, talented, and has a bright, easy-going personality.The two even went to Notting Hill together, where they were photographed by the paparazzi.

But he doesn't care about these, because they only admire each other, there is no admiration at all.

"Cynthia, do you think I'm naive?" Seeing that Yuexi was about the same age as Olivia, Tom wanted to know what kind of person he was in the eyes of girls.

"Do you want me to tell the truth or do you want me to say comforting words?" Yuexi didn't say it directly. Although she had been in the European and American circles for a while, she still couldn't figure out their brain circuits.

"The truth, what you really think, please tell me." Tom said very sincerely when he saw something was going on.

"Oh, don't look at me with that look!" Yue Xi turned her face away, she really couldn't bear that Wang Qingquan.And Li is still waiting for her, she can't change her mind, even if her thoughts are cheating, "You are more mature than most men your age, but generally speaking, you are still naive. And maybe because you are from the UK, And highly educated, so you have a 'I'm a gentleman, I'll respect you a lot, but you'll never get inside me' abstinence. Oh I know why Charles picked you because you're Arthur , is completely a replica of Arthur!"

"Really?" Dou Sen never thought of himself as a restrained person, he immediately asked, "Then if I say that I have a girl who has been in love for 7 years, but during these [-] years, we just corresponded with each other , and then met a few times, what do you think?"

"Are you crazy?" Yuexi looked at him in shock, "Don't tell me that you traveled through time and space and went back to fall in love with Jane Austen."

"Of course not." Tom felt a little weird when Yue Xi said that.

"Honestly speaking, a handsome boy like you should just confess directly, or make a stronger kiss. No girl can resist, unless she doesn't like men." Yuexi thought of her own Li. He is so tall, so he should be able to play a lot. Come on tricks.

"Well..." Tom sighed, then shook his head. "I kissed her, but because of some misunderstanding, she thought it was a joke."

"Oh, then you should kiss her one more time, and she won't think it's a joke. God, Tom, you look at yourself in the mirror, even if it's a joke, she will be happy!" Yuexi really Kneeling, she is anxious about the birth rate of the British, "If you stop after she thinks it is a joke, she will really think it is a joke. Then she is very anxious, hair loss, hormones It gets out of whack and becomes elusive, like menopause."

"Wow!" Tom suddenly realized, if he had met Yue Xi earlier, maybe he would not have done so many stupid things, "Then after seven years, do I still have a chance to recover?"

"Forget it, it's better for you to find the next one, so as not to cause secondary harm to others." Yuexi shook her head, "However, this is just my experience from reading many scripts, you can refer to it. Just in case If you are really with her in the future, I won't feel any pain in my face."

"I understand, I understand." Tom nodded, and his heart gradually became clear.

"So you're going to force kiss her?" Yue Xi burst out laughing, she's an actress with a big brain, and she can't stop it now.

"No, no, I'll keep my word." Tom blinked, eyes coming back to life, "I'll let her see me at the movie theater, and I'm sure she'll let me know she's trying the same way. When we each shine in our own lives, that's when we should really meet."

"You're 'British' again, Tom." Yuexi shrugged helplessly, she didn't understand what he was talking about at all!

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Recommend a movie, "Men" starring Simon Pegg, a very good romance movie