[British and American entertainment] Goddess growth record book

08

When going to the regiment in the morning, Mu Lai forgot to buy medicine, and felt that a cold was nothing.But in the end, the head became heavier and heavier.Back home, Mu Laiwei just swallowed a piece of cold medicine, and when he really couldn't hold on, he fell asleep as soon as he touched the pillow.But sleeping until midnight, the temperature on his body was burning like a fire.At first, it was only hot, but after it got hotter and hotter, Mu Laiwei's head that was about to go on strike vaguely knew that he had a fever.Mu Laiwei struggled to get up from the bed, groping with the only perception left, and put on the thick sportswear on himself very slowly.Supporting his heavy head, he picked up his usual bag from the sofa and walked out the door step by step.But when she walked to the door, she had a splitting headache, and the weakness and exhaustion of her whole body made Mu Laiwei feel extremely uncomfortable. She really had no strength at all.When I reached out to open the door, I felt that everything was going on in slow motion.After finally opening the door, the cool breeze in the corridor, the collapse and trembling of the whole body made it difficult for Mu Lai to take another step.She closed the door, her hand trembling on the handle.After closing the door, she leaned against the door, the exhausted Mu Lai closed her eyes, and sat down slowly on the ground.She hugged her knees and buried her head between her legs.She wants to sit for a while, and then...

Tom came back from filming late at night and saw this unexpected scene at the door of his apartment.The girl sat on the cold floor with her head buried in her knees, only her black hair could be seen.

"Mu, what's the matter with you?" Tom approached, his tall body bent down, and moved closer to Mu Laiwei's side. As soon as Tom's hand touched Mu Laiwei's skin, he could feel the heat wave rolling on the girl's body.He picked up the girl without hesitation.The girl also felt slightly, she opened her eyes with difficulty, and in a blur, she saw those gray-green eyes clearly.

She curled up in Tom's arms. Tom could hear the girl say "thank you" softly and very weakly.

When Mulai didn't wake up again, she was lying on a black and white bed in an unfamiliar environment, and the room was a little messy.The furnishings of the room, this is a man's room.Mu Lai got up without struggling, but her head was still dizzy for a while.There are still needles inserted in the back of the hand, and there are medicines hanging on them.

"Hi! You're finally awake." Tom pushed the door into the room with a cup of hot water, and he said pleasantly, "You've been sleeping for so long with this illness!" Tom fiddled with his fingers, "Two days."

"Two days?" Mu Laiwei was also obviously frightened by himself.

"En" Tom stood at the door, "Your fever has never gone down, and has been repeated." She is burning, and he has been taking care of her. "Come on, take your medicine first."

"Thank you!" Seeing Tom walk in, did Mu Lai unconsciously reveal the original light? Luo's feet retracted into the quilt.Due to years of dance practice, her deformed toes and toenails all fell off and lost the ability to re-grow. The thick calluses, red and wrinkled skin made her look very ugly.Even in the hot summer, her feet are not ventilated shoes.

As sensitive as Tom, of course he can detect the girl's little unconsciousness.The night before yesterday, when he was taking off her shoes, he saw these feet. He was surprised at first, but he also knew that a ballet dancer's brilliance on stage must have had hard work and dedication that other people off the stage could not have imagined.He just felt shocked and distressed.He just pretended that he didn't see it.

Mu Lai obediently drank water and took medicine without taking the glass.

He stretched out his hand to test the girl's forehead, but found that it was still a little hot: "It's still burning." Then, he picked up the mobile phone on the bed cabinet and called the family doctor Drsmith.

Mu Laiwei also reached out to touch his forehead.It's been two days, and it still hasn't healed. The disease is really complete.She slept for two days, she remembered that she had a performance last night, it must have been replaced.

Tom who hung up the phone obviously felt the girl's depression, but what he said was: "You are hungry. At noon, when I ordered takeout, I ordered an extra serving of white porridge."

"I don't even know if I should say thank you." Mu Laiwei was a little flattered by Tom's careful care.

"So get better as soon as possible." Tom left the room with a smile, "Wait a minute, Drsmith will come over to change the medicine."

Mu Laiwei lay back on the bed again, looking at the ceiling, at the hand that was hanging up the IV, and at the room full of manliness, stretched out the other hand without needles, and the sunlight of the day passed through The gap between the fingers, dazzling and confused.Her dream, upon waking up, seemed about to get worse.

Soon, Tom brought the hot porridge to Mu Laiwei.

Mu Lai wanted to take it with both hands, but...

"Let me feed you." Tom saw that Mu Laiwei was indeed a bit difficult.

"Thank you!" Mu Laiwei didn't want to say thank you anymore.She felt the warmth that belonged to the person in front of her flow into her heart.Someone who took such good care of her when she was sick.

"Actually, you said thank you a thousand times before you were still vague." Tom blinked.

Mu Lai was not surprised!

Nodding affirmatively: "I'm sure I don't have auditory hallucinations. Although you are delirious and speak very softly, I'm sure you've been saying thank you all the time. I haven't met anyone who can insist on talking to others at a time like that. Say thank you." Finally, Tom came to a conclusion: "It's cute."

Mu Laiwei's face turned suspiciously red, and she unconsciously said, "Thank you." She covered her mouth in embarrassment, and suddenly realized that she seemed to have said that word again.

"Hahaha" Tom laughed.After laughing, he asked again: "Can you cook?"

Mu Lai didn't know why, but he also nodded.

"Thank you, a meal. Chinese food, you cook."

"Yes!" Mu Laiwei responded refreshingly with eyebrows curved.

Although the girl's body is not perfect, but she can feel the vigor and youth of a 19-year-old girl. It is not the indifferent appearance of Tom when she first met, nor is it that she refuses to admit defeat when faced with provocations from others, nor is it that she invites him to watch a movie. The melancholy and sadness that did not belong to this age at that time.

After feeding Mulai, he didn't finish a bowl of porridge.After finishing the porridge, Mu Lai was lying on the bed, his stomach was warm, and he fell asleep again as soon as he closed his eyes.Mu Laiwei's appearance of feeling at ease after eating and drinking made Tom laugh uncontrollably.The sleeping Mu Laiwei, even if Drsmith removed the needle, she would not feel it.

Before Mu Lai really woke up, it was already midnight, and Mu Lai, who had just passed out of the illness, was a little alive and well.She walked out of the room, only to find that the owner of the house was not at home.He left a note that he needed to film overnight and there was apple pie in the incubator.

Mu Lai didn't sit at the dining table, his messy hair was casual, and he unceremoniously wiped out the whole apple pie.She looked around Tom's house again, it was a bit messy, with traces of tidying up but not very carefully, a standard single man's apartment.She decided that in return for Tom's meticulous care these past few days, she would be a hardworking and loving snail girl.

She first sorted out the scattered objects in the large living room, then vacuumed up the dust everywhere, and finally washed some clothes by hand or machine.In the end, with a clean and tidy room and clothes exuding the fragrance of laundry rice, Mu Lai did not leave contentedly.

Mu Lai took a hot bath before returning to his home.Mu Lai didn't look at himself in the mirror, because his face was visibly thinner due to illness, but he was in good spirits.

People soak in the bathtub.The mobile phone that has not been turned on for a long time is being bombarded by text messages and voice assistants.She seemed to have disappeared for days.She replied one by one.

But when she found a text message, she froze.The text message said: Bella took your seat, and Davy asked her to continue dancing next week.She can't dance as well as you.

Mu Lai did not throw the phone aside, curled up in the water.This is what she had expected. Davy started.

It is foreseeable that for a long time in the future, she will be in a very frustrating stage, she is losing, and then she has nothing, and no amount of effort will be easily obliterated, and then welcome To a future of ignorance.But she doesn't want to be lost so easily...

Mu Lai didn't return to the bed, lying on the warm quilt, with Zhou's family letter in her hand---a ten-page suicide note written by her father's hand.She was afraid that the paper would be damaged, so she waxed the paper.

For a period of time, she couldn't understand her parents who loved her deeply, and would tell her that even if the whole world was held in front of them, they only wanted her parents, who treated her like jewels and treasures, would treat her like this. Cruel way to leave yourself.She had resentment, and she forgave everything until her father's lawyer handed over the suicide note to her.

Plagued by depression and chaotic times, Zhou Linrong had the tendency to commit suicide several times.He didn't know when such an irreparable accident would happen.So as long as he is sober, he can write more about his daughter's words.Even if he is gone, he still wants to participate in his daughter's growth in another way. The suicide note is full of love and concern, and he writes down all the things that his daughter may encounter at every age, for fear of What's missing.He used his life experience to tell his daughter what to do when encountering certain things at a certain stage.

Dad's ten-page suicide note is the bible for her life.She always takes it out from time to time and looks through it.Every age group, especially when encountering unsolvable life problems, can read something different, and then benefit her a lot.Holding the letter in his hand, he just felt that he was still beside him, and he looked at himself with a smile, and was wronged with her.When she was young, because she was learning to dance, her mother was very strict, so every time she saw her father, she would be a crying bag with fierce skills and collapsed into his arms.Although she will be knocked by her mother, her father will still say grandly: "Our pearl will not learn to dance, and my father will support you forever." No matter how beautiful the father is outside, as long as he holds her in his arms, he is a proper daughter. fool.

Dad's dying wish is for her to live well, so she must live well.