CM Criminal Minds: Candy Queen's Chef Knight

?The defects and faults that mind are like wounds in the body. After all imaginable care has been taken to health up, still there will be as car left behind. --FrancoisLaRochefoucauld

François de La Rochefoucauld (French writer, masterpiece "Maximes", 1613-1680): Ideological defects and weaknesses are like physical wounds, even if all methods are used to heal them, they will still remain. Can leave scars.

Adolf woke up peacefully. He couldn't speak. The doctor said he needed to rest because his throat was damaged badly, which closed his vocal cords.

Garcia was completely worried and took care of him in the hospital for two days. Seeing that he was in good condition, he was willing to continue working.

Adolf looked at the sky with his rare melancholy. This body was no longer as perfect as before, and he could no longer say Garcia's favorite words of love. He didn't even know if he could continue to live hard. go down.

I really want to die, I really want to close my eyes and it will be forever, I really want all of this to be unreal.

He picked up this fruity green fruit knife more than once, recalling the sharp knife sliding on his flesh, gesturing on his slender wrist, he knew that with just a little force, he could leave, forever of.

He thought, fight again and give himself a reason to stay in this world.

At this time, Garcia was in Antonio's office, and he was in charge of Adolf's mental examination.

"White phobia, claustrophobia, sharp object phobia, voice anxiety, self-abuse, neurasthenia, antisocial personality," Antonio put down the inspection report in his hand, "Garcia, although it is cruel to say this, but I think you It's best to leave him."

"Because he will hurt you sooner or later."

The thick inspection report, what did he go through in just a few days?

"No, he won't hurt me, he never will. He loves me so much."

"It's impossible for an antisocial personality to feel loved, Garcia, he doesn't love you at all. And do you know what psychosis is like? It's that no matter how close you were with him before, no matter how close you are, it loses meaning, yes For him, people in the whole world have become the same." Antonio said helplessly, recalling the afternoon when he was checked.

At that time, Adolfo was bathed in the sun, answering his question by the window, with an expression as if there was no light in the world: "Antonio, we have known each other for so long, can you do me a favor?"

"Help me tell Garcia that Adolf is an anti-social personality and doesn't love her at all, so let her leave me early." The writing written clearly on his notebook made him move towards a mental patient for the first time. compassion.

"What about you?" At that time, what about you who had nothing?

He froze for a moment and smiled slightly.Then wrote: "I came back to give her a reason to abandon me justifiably."

"Then, she can still find someone who loves her and who she loves, and live happily together."

"This is what I always insist on!"

"What if she insists on not giving up on you?"

"In that case, I will die happier!"

Antonio looked at Garcia with a painful expression, and asked, "This is a doctor's suggestion. Okay Garcia, go back and think about it."

Antisocial personality, won't fall in love with someone?Isn't Adolf love for me?Garcia's tears flowed out uncontrollably, she sucked her nose and wiped away her tears, how could she not believe in Adolf, how much he loved her, she knew everything, didn't she?

Adolf's ward was full of bouquets, and Garcia would throw away the failed ones every day and replace them with new ones.

"Adolf, today is milk bread and pumpkin porridge." She helped Adolf up and put the porridge on his small table.

Adolf hurt his throat, and he ate only liquid for the past few days, but today he can finally eat hard food.

Because of some bad memories, he also has a phobia of porridge, but he eats the pumpkin porridge that Garcia feeds seriously, spoon by spoon.

She must have exhausted her mind, the taste and temperature are all right.

Adolf's voice hadn't healed yet, he wanted to say something hoarsely, but he didn't say anything in the end.

After Garcia left, he slashed open the bandage on his face with a fruit knife, and the red scar on his left face was covered with black medicine. From his professional point of view, it would definitely leave a scar.

Even if he could wear away the scars, or even undergo skin grafting, it would definitely have a great impact on his appearance.Silently wrapping the bandage back, he anxiously waited for the final result.

"Are you such an indecisive person? Chuyang." A pleasant female voice came from the door, and it was the ex-girlfriend of Adolf's body.

"My pear blossom wine is ready." She hooked the ceramic wine jar in her hand, as gracefully as if twisting a brush, "Looking at you like this, you can't drink it anymore."

A difficult voice came from Adolf's mouth: "Duan He?"

"It's me," Angelina Winchester said with a smile, "Look, when I took care of you, you weren't so miserable."

She gently kissed him on the forehead: "Get well soon."

His voice couldn't last too long, so he simply stopped asking and nodded slightly.

Although I don't know how the gentle and elegant Duan He turned into a beautiful woman with all kinds of charms, but he will never hurt him.

Garcia looked into Adolfo's eyes wetly. It was different from the honey-filled pampering with her, but soft and clear like jade washed by rain, full of realism.

Instead, every time it seems to be illusory and penetratingly looking for a trace of a person.

She had just made a decision and wanted to be with him at all costs, but why.

Things don't always go as expected.

Looking at the back of the little girl leaving, Duan He smiled slightly, "Aren't you going to catch up and explain?"

Ye Chuyang looked at her back, picked up the small blackboard very gently, and wrote, "No need."

There are some things in the world that are unwilling to keep because they are too important, and some people don't want to express them because they are too important.

And Garcia and his eternity are like a ruined wall, knowing that it is his own, knowing that he can keep it, but he can only choose to let it go because he can never go back to the original appearance.

Duan He seemed to have just regained his gentlemanly demeanor at this time, he sighed slightly: "The smoke in the stove is full of purple sleeves, and the wine is empty and the clothes are blue. Where in the world can we ask for love."

"When you get better, I'll drink with you, the best pear blossom brew."

"Okay," he wrote with a forced smile, "we meet again for you."

"Then Mike, what are you going to do? You know that Emil is only under his orders. He has been spying on Garcia, aren't you worried?"

"But if Garcia knows that Mike kidnapped me for her, he will be sad," Adolf wiped the blackboard and wrote again, "He won't hurt Garcia, that's enough."

"Then will you go back to China with me?"

"..." He sighed and said hoarsely, "I don't know."

The author has something to say: Alas, I am so tired of writing abuse articles, but I still have to stick to No. 13. If I say it, I will be a stepmother who keeps her word.

The update is not very regular these days, well, it’s all before six o’clock anyway, six o’clock at the latest, I’ve written everything and released it according to the latest hour.You don't have to wait, you can watch it at six o'clock?