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☆, if only you could hug me

Lin Lang cleared his throat, and ran to the balcony with his slippers on to answer the phone.

"It's me." Zhou Zhuo was also a little uncomfortable, and he didn't understand why he wanted to call Lin Lang.

"Are you out of the Internet cafe?" The other end of the phone was very quiet.

Zhou Zhuo hummed, and said, "Come out to smoke a cigarette, I'm suffocated to death."

"You little brat, what do you smoke all the time?" Lin Lang pouted, remembering that he didn't care so much about his relatives' brothers and sisters. He was never a warm-hearted person, but he always had a strange closeness to Zhou Zhuo .Zhou Zhu over there gave a wry smile, took a deep puff, then walked a few steps and threw the cigarette into the trash can.

"No more." Zhou Zhuo found a step and squatted there, just when the streetlight was blocked by the wall, and was hidden in the darkness, "Um...do you still want to hear me sing?"

"I want to hear it!" A while ago, the guild held a YY singing event. When it was Zhou Zhuo's turn, Lin Yan went out to call his mother and didn't hear it. It was always a pity because everyone else in the guild was praising it. Lin Hong pestered Zhou Zhuo a few more times to listen to it again, but Zhou Zhuo refused to agree. He had no hope at first, "Are you singing now?"

Zhou Zhuo looked up at the sky and exhaled: "There is no accompaniment, singing a cappella, and you are not allowed to laugh if you are out of tune."

……

In a familiar but lonely city, love is so devious

How long do we have to wait, so close and so far away

How can I walk into your deepest heart now

How long does it take, some flowers bloom late

how long some people have to wait

How long, a word for you, BABY

That sentence, BABY

How long do you have to wait, infatuated like a child

……

Zhou Zhuo didn't know when the tears fell. When he realized it, his throat was a little choked, and his voice was trembling. Lin Hong over there was very quiet, maybe he didn't know how to comfort others at all, but he was a little helpless. The measures are a little anxious.

Zhou Zhuo sniffled and said like a puppy, "It would be great if you could hug me. I've been alone these days, but I don't want to go home."

It hurts in an instant.

"Why don't you come to my place." Lin Hong's words startled him, but he didn't hesitate, "May Day will be in a few days, I'll take you all over Shanghai, okay?"

"Don't you want to go home on May [-]st?" Tears fell again, Zhou Zhuo felt that he was a fucking sissy.

"It's okay." Lin Lang scratched his head, "I won't go back, anyway, Qingming just went back."

Zhou Zhuo arrived at noon the day before May [-]st. Lin Hong ran off to the train station after the morning class. He had never been so energetic in physical education class, but it was still late. When he rushed to the exit, Zhou Zhuo I have been waiting for half an hour.

Lin Hong recognized Zhou Zhuo at the first sight. There was no other reason. He was so eye-catching. He was tall, thin and handsome, but like a lost kitten, he stood obediently against the wall, waiting The master came to claim it.

"Xiao Chu!" Lin Hong calmed down and called him.

Zhou Zhuo’s ID in DN is Shan Shan. People in the guild are used to calling him Shan Shan. In the game, it is sometimes simplified to 33 for typing convenience. The word is out, so Lin Hong called him Xiaochu out of his own way.

Zhou Zhuo suddenly raised his head, his slender eyebrows concealed a look of amazement, and he saw Lin Lang squinting not far away, with a radiant expression on his face. To Zhou Zhuo, it really looked like ten thousand years in one glance.

I didn’t bring much luggage, a backpack with a few changes of clothes in it, so I didn’t need to go to the hotel in a hurry. Lin Lang took him to dinner first, because I didn’t know Zhou Zhuo’s taste, so I only chose a local restaurant , the first dish served was sweet and sour pork tenderloin.

"The food in this restaurant is a bit sweet, are you used to it?" Lin Hong was a little worried.

"I'm used to it, I'm not picky." Zhou Zhuo looked at him, "I remember you like spicy food."

"Well, there is a Sichuan restaurant in our school that is very delicious. If you can eat spicy food, I will take you there." Lin Lang was a little shy when he saw it. After all, it was the first time he met a netizen, and he was still a little uncomfortable, "Are you tired? "

"Not tired." What's the point of being tired? From the moment I saw Lin Hong, all my tiredness and unhappiness disappeared.

"Okay!" Lin Lang smiled, with stars shining in his eyes, "in the afternoon, we will go to Town God's Temple first, then go to Nanjing Road, and then take a walk to the Bund after dinner. The Bund is the most beautiful at that time, but people on holidays must Too many, we have to squeeze."

"Don't go to the Bund..." Zhou Zhuo held back his smile.

"Why?" Lin Lang asked, "It's your first time in Shanghai, and you still have to walk around these landmarks. If you feel tired, we can go tomorrow."

"No." Zhou Zhuo finally couldn't help laughing, "You said before that every time your classmates and relatives came to Shanghai to play, you would take them to the pedestrian street and the Bund. If you tell you to go to the Bund, you will turn against anyone."

Lin Lang was stunned: "Have I said that? I seem to have said... Damn, why do you remember everything I say?"

Zhou Zhuo didn't say anything, looking at the embarrassingly blushing boy in front of him, he felt very cute.

"Oh!" Lin Hong bit his chopsticks angrily, "It's not the same, anyway, I think it's very happy to be with you, and I can play anything... Besides, although Shanghai is big, there are actually many places to play. Not many."

Yes, it's good to be together, Zhou Zhuo thought.

After the first day's itinerary was over, both of them were a little tired. Zhou Zhuo's hotel was near the school. After Lin Lang accompanied him to check in, he went back to school. Before leaving, Zhou Zhuo seemed to have something to say, but in the end it was Did not say it.

The next day I went to the Museum of Natural History. Zhou Zhuo ran away from home and brought a DSLR to take pictures. However, Lin Hong didn't know photography, but he felt that Zhou Zhuo's photos were so fucking beautiful!Zhou Zhuo looked at Lin Lang who was secretly hidden in the camera, and was also very satisfied.After seeing the specimens, they were not satisfied, and then went to the zoo, but the flow of people on the first day of the small long vacation still shocked them, and they didn't have time to go to other places when they wanted to go.

"Let's play something exciting tomorrow, I'll take you to Happy Valley." The two sat on the stone bench to rest, Lin Lang put his head on Zhou Zhuo's back, his voice was a little tired.Zhou Zhuo felt his entire back was burning, and Lin Lang's body temperature could be felt through his clothes. He must have been exhausted these two days.

"Tomorrow, take me to your school tomorrow, I don't want to go to other places." Zhou Zhuo said, "I'll leave early the morning after tomorrow, and I won't have a chance if I don't go to see it."

In fact, Lin Lang was a little pleased. He is not a person who likes to move around, and there is still a report that has not been completed. If he goes to school tomorrow, he can go to the library to borrow some materials. Originally, he planned to wait for Zhou Zhuo to leave. Get it done in the afternoon and evening.

But he was still a little embarrassed: "But our school is not big, so we won't be able to go shopping for long."

"I think you can't do your homework?" Zhou Zhuo turned his head back, "I really want to see how Xueba does his homework."

"Student masters also bite their pens while doing their homework." Lin Lang smiled, thinking that it was already May, and the things that had been neglected before surfaced again, "Are you still making up for your cultural lessons? Quarrels are quarrels, college entrance examinations." There can be no delay."

"I have an idea. I guess my dad will arrest me after May Day. I'm not here for a few days, so I still have to pay for tutoring. Thanks to him, he's a businessman, so he won't trade at a loss." Zhou Zhuo laughed at himself a few words, feeling uncomfortable.

Lin Lang raised his head and patted his shoulder: "Good boy."

The school is actually not too small, but it took 10 minutes to go shopping.After eating in the cafeteria, Lin Lang took people directly to the library, took a few books and carried a computer on his back, and found two empty seats next to each other in the reading room. Zhou Zhuo was holding a few books, all related to photography. .

There are also a lot of people during the holidays. Many students who haven’t returned home like to go to the library. Zhou Zhuo is a little excited and a little out of place in this atmosphere surrounded by high school bullies. He turns his head to look at Lin Lang from time to time. Responding to him, but not long after, Lin Xueba was completely immersed in the ocean of knowledge and couldn't extricate himself.

"Lin Lang, you're here too." A beautiful girl sat across from him, holding a basic English book in her hand. She looked at Zhou Zhuo, "Who is this? I haven't seen it before."

"Oh, my younger brother, come to Shanghai to play." Lin Hong came back to his senses, and introduced to Zhou Zhuo, "This is Yu Minmin, the one next door is from my hometown."

The sound of "brother" made Zhou Zhuo inexplicably upset.The two of them didn't talk anymore, and occasionally they would exchange in a low voice when they encountered a problem, as if there was an invisible barrier to isolate Zhou Zhuo from the outside, and that barrier was called Xueba.

Yu Minmin has a delicate mind, afraid that Zhou Zhuo will be bored, and sometimes finds a topic to chat with him briefly, but this kind of care has changed in Zhou Zhuo's eyes, it is clearly like taking care of the younger brother of his future boyfriend, This is not a good sister, this is simply... a rival in love.

Zhou Zhuo really wanted to make a fuss, this sense of crisis was too much to scratch his heart.

The three of them went to the Sichuan restaurant together for dinner, during which Lin Hong and Yu Minmin were still discussing topics that Zhou Zhuo couldn't understand. When Zhuo sent him back to the hotel, Zhou Zhuo couldn't help it anymore: "You can stay with me today, I'm actually quite afraid of unfamiliar surroundings."

"Your brother is very clingy to you." Yu Minmin chuckled.

Lin Hong was a little embarrassed, raised his hand and rubbed Zhou Zhuo's hair, and said, "Listen to your good brother, go to the dormitory with him to get clothes."

Zhou Zhuo finally smiled.

"Why did you book the standard room? I thought it was a big bed room." Lin Lang was dumbfounded as soon as he entered the room. He was thinking that Zhou Zhuo would not be used to a quilt, and he asked for a quilt at the front desk.

Because from the beginning I thought we would live together, Zhou Zhuo said inwardly.He sighed, and found an excuse casually: "The big bed room is fully booked, and only the standard room is left."

The idiot Lin Hong didn't think much, turned on the computer and continued to write the report that was not finished in the afternoon, Zhou Zhuo went to take a shower first, and when he came out, Lin Hong almost completed the report.Zhou Zhuo casually put on a T-shirt, his hair was still dripping, he raised his head and blew on the air conditioner, Lin Hong clicked his tongue, went to the bathroom, got a towel, came out and covered his head: "Wipe, get a hair dryer Blow dry and stay away from the air conditioner."

I was still recalling the documents in my mind. I didn't realize until Lin Lang finished taking a shower. He brought in a pair of underwear, hesitating whether to wrap a bath towel or not. There was no need to be so pretentious when I thought that they were all boys. Roommates are honest.

"You don't care about me. I've grown up too. Why didn't you know how to take care of me before? Now you're in a hurry?" As soon as he got out of the bathroom, he heard Zhou Zhuo on the phone, with a blunt and unfriendly tone. Lin Lang was stunned, thinking Do you want to go back to the bathroom and wait until the call is over before coming out, but Zhou Zhuo didn't give him a chance, he turned around as soon as he heard the sound, and then hung up the phone.

"You... Dad?" Lin Hong was a little embarrassed, and also afraid of Zhou Zhuo's embarrassment, no one wanted to be prying into the wound.

There was something wrong with Zhou Zhuo's expression, it wasn't because of what he said on the phone, but because of Lin Lang now, he was so terribly alluring.The person you've been thinking about day and night, is now bare-chested, the water droplets from the wet hair slide along the cheeks and chin, and then drip onto the smooth and sexy chest, and then meander all the way down, and only a pair of underwear underneath, two The long white legs are white and firm, which is simply a crime.Zhou Zhuo swallowed and forgot to answer.

"If only you could hug me, I'm alone these days, but I don't want to go home."

Zhou Zhuo's words flashed through Lin Lang's mind, and his heart felt hot. Then he threw the towel in his hand, strode forward, and hugged Zhou Zhuo.

"It's okay, be good." Lin Hong's soft words were in his ears.

The skin was pressed together, and one hand was still patting and stroking his back from time to time. Lin Lang, who had just taken a shower, invaded Zhou Zhuo's senses with the mixed smell of shower gel and shampoo, going crazy.

Zhou Zhuo was completely stunned, feeling that all the blood in his body was going down.

Then in the next second, Zhou Zhuo hurriedly broke away from Lin Lang's embrace, rushed into the bathroom in seconds, and closed the door.

☆, taste

Half an hour later Zhou Zhuo came out of the bathroom, his eyes flashed, his cheeks were hot, and his ears were slightly red.

This baby is too capable of crying, Lin Lang secretly sighed.

Don't let him see what I did in the bathroom, Zhou Zhuo pondered anxiously.

"Go to bed early, I'm very tired from the journey tomorrow." Lin Hong was lying on the bed playing with his mobile phone, the thin quilt covering his body casually, his back outlined a beautiful arc, Zhou Zhu looked at the ceiling, and reluctantly burrowed into the room. Into the bed, how the hell can I sleep, calling Lin Hong over tonight is simply masochistic.

In fact, Lin Lang couldn't fall asleep either. After all, he closed his eyes forcibly before going to bed and became more awake. He clearly heard Zhou Zhuo tossing and turning, and occasionally let out a barely audible sigh.

"Zhou Zhuo." Lin Hong turned over and called him softly. Zhou Zhuo responded without saying a word, but just looked at him fixedly. Although he couldn't see anything in the dark, Lin Hong moved to the side of the bed, getting closer A little bit more, "I sometimes quarrel with my parents, but in the final analysis they are all for our good, but the way of thinking is different. You are not happy after being angry for so many days, and your parents must also be very uncomfortable. You obviously So good, why do you always..."

"How am I?" Zhou Zhuo interrupted him.

"Okay!" Lin Hong stretched his neck forward again, "You look good, you have a good temper, you are good at drawing, taking pictures, and playing games...that is, your grades are not very good, but you are very smart. It’s just that sometimes parents care too much about grades and ignore the rest.”

"I hope they can care about my grades and ignore other things..." Zhou Zhuo sneered helplessly, and raised his hand to cover his eyes.

It was silent again.

For a good boy and student like Lin Hong, the quarrel with his parents is probably limited to the option of grades.

"My parents divorced when I was in elementary school." Zhou Zhuo said, unable to hear the emotion, the sleepiness that Lin Lang had just brewed disappeared in an instant, and he didn't know how to respond to Zhou Zhuo who exposed his scars.

"My mother married abroad, and I have been following my father. My father only cares about business and not me. I smoke, fight, cut classes and skip Internet cafes. He never cares. He said that as long as I don't break the law, I will not starve to death anyway. Zhou Zhuo laughed at himself, as if he was going all out, "But every time I fall in love, he starts to control me."

"Your dad has a bottom line and is firmly opposed to puppy love?" Lin Lang felt baffled. Smoking, fighting, skipping class and skipping Internet cafes, which one is not more serious than puppy love?

"No, when I got married with my first love, my dad still picked us up to and from school." Zhou Zhuo squeezed the space between his brows, feeling a bit difficult, "But later, the people I talked to... were all men."

I?Hold?

Lin Lang: "..."

"I told you before that I'm curvy." Zhou Zhuo reminded him.

Fortunately, it was so dark that the expression could not be seen clearly, otherwise Lin Hong's jaw dropping in shock would be ridiculous.Zhou Zhuo said it before, but at that time Lin Lang didn't take it to heart at all, thinking that it was nothing more than young people who like to joke, and always felt that groups like gays were far, far away from him.

"You..." Zhou Zhuo was beating his drums and feeling a little uncomfortable, "You hate me like this?"

"No no no! There is no essential difference in my eyes between liking the same sex and liking coriander." Lin Hong swallowed, cleared his throat calmly, and tried to speak in a normal tone, "Then this time What? Are you talking about...a...boyfriend again?"

"No, but it's about the same." Zhou Zhuo said, "My dad doesn't care about me because of other things. But I only met two or three times when I wasn't sure about my sexuality. When I was with my first love, I didn't I think it's fun, but I just don't have that kind of liking feeling, but when I'm with a man, there will be... My dad thinks I'm perverted, heh, he kicked me out. I'm used to it, anyway, in a few days he will be crazy again I don't feel tired when I go home."

"So you always don't want to go home." Lin Lang sighed.

"It used to be, but it's not because of this that I don't want to go home this time." Zhou Zhuo took a deep breath, as if dredging from the bottom of the pot: "This time I don't want to go back, it's because of you."

"Huh?" Lin Hong didn't respond.

"I don't want to leave you." Zhou Zhuo looked at him, "Lin Lang, I like you."

I!Hold!

I didn't drink tonight, why did Zhou Zhuo start talking nonsense?

Lin Lang has received many confessions since childhood, but this is the first confession from a boy.Before college, he was devoted to studying and avoiding puppy love. After college, he didn’t focus on dating. He also liked to look at beautiful girls more, but only for appreciation. His buddies always said that he matured late and didn’t know what to do. Now he thinks that buddy said That's right.

Because they are all boys, Zhou Zhuo's kindness and dependence on him are understood as brotherhood, but the extra delicacy and care cannot be explained until he accepts the setting that Zhou Zhuo likes boys.Then everything will be logical.

Lin Lang understood how much courage Zhou Zhuo needed to say these words, he could hear the seriousness and fear in them, but he couldn't respond to him.In the next few decades of my life planned by myself, there is no option to become gay anyway.

But he couldn't help but say something, in this blank interval, every minute and every second was infinitely elongated, what kind of torment should Zhou Zhuo suffer.At the same time, Lin Lang was a little surprised. When he heard this sentence, his first reaction was not to run away with disgust, but to say something so that he would not lose Zhou Zhuo because of rejection.

"I know I'm young and ignorant." But finally Zhou Zhuo spoke again, with a voice deep to the bottom of the lake, "But I know what it's like to like someone."

After a while, Lin Lang said, "Go to sleep."

The next day, both of their eyes were red, and they didn't sleep well all night.On the way to the station, there was nothing to say. Lin Lang plugged in his earphones and listened to music. He was a few meters away from Zhou Zhuo, but he could always see him looking at him without hesitation from the corner of his eye.

For Zhou Zhuo, every glance may be the last.When I said those words, I already understood that the ending is probably like this.It's hard to get over the water, but I don't want to, I like this thing, no matter how much I can bear it, I can't close that day.

It wasn't until he got to the station that Lin Lang started to panic. He felt sad and sad for such a bad breakup. He was obviously a kid who was closer than his younger brother. How could it be like this? He looked back at Zhou Zhuo who was following behind him with his head bowed. A burst of tingling.

Zhou Zhuo raised his head, those terrified eyes pierced into his heart, he burst into a smile unexpectedly, walked up to Lin Lang step by step, and whispered, "Don't hate me."

"I..." Lin Hong didn't know how to respond, Zhou Zhuo who forced a smile in front of him was too distressing.

"Brother," Zhou Zhuo sniffled, calling him that for the first time, "I, I will listen to your words and go home and prepare for the college entrance examination, and I won't bother you anymore... Bye now."

The moment Zhou Zhuo stepped into the entrance of the station, Zhou Zhuo turned around abruptly, rushed to Lin Lang and hugged him fiercely, Lin Lang closed his eyes, and patted his back: "Let's go, take the exam with peace of mind. "

When Zhou Zhuo completely disappeared from sight, Lin Lang's heart was suddenly rippling, implicated in emotions and confused, will he never see him again?

☆、Don't contact me any more

Lin Lang took a puff of smoke out of the car window, turned to look at the stupid cat who was staring at the big round eyes in the bag, the stupid cat tilted its head, and looked at him curiously.He closed the window, took out the sweet and sour pork and threw it on the back seat: "If you dare to scratch randomly, you can give all your dried fish to other cats."

Not long after the car drove out, the phone rang, and I didn't want to talk to my parents yet, but I glanced at it and found that it was a work phone, the fifth brother who was the sole agent of the studio.

"Brother, you must help me this time." The fifth brother yelled as soon as the call was connected. Lin Lang smiled and said, "I am the only son." Said: "Tomorrow, I will help you on a business trip, and it is still J city. Most of the problems have been solved when I came back from the last business trip, and there are still a few key systems and values ​​that need to be changed. Time is very tight, you must help brother! You The project has been launched recently, you are not that busy, I have also agreed with your fat boss, I will treat him to dinner later..."

"No, Fifth Brother." Lin Lang's head went dizzy when he heard about City J, "I've already brought the planner of your department once, this time he can go alone."

"He was originally scheduled to go, but his wife entered the delivery room today. Do you think the due date is so inaccurate now?"

"I'm going?" Lin Lang was startled. "How old is he? He looks like he just graduated. He's already a father? It's too early."

"You can pull it down!" Fifth Brother said with a smile, "He is a normal age, he is almost 30 like you and still single and addicted, can you look at yourself...Are you still at home? ? You give the phone to your uncles and aunts, and I'll ask them to beg you, I'm so sweet."

"No need." Lin Hong didn't want to talk too much, "Just tomorrow, the people who run it together?"

"Yes!" Brother Wu admired Lin Lang's straightforwardness, "This time it's Xiaorui, I'll ask her to buy a ticket and book a hotel for you, and then I'll send you the information later."

Xiaorui likes Lin Hong, everyone in the company knows it, and they can avoid it at ordinary times, but if they can't avoid it, they will probably have to be entertained when they come back from a business trip.

"Stupid son." Lin Hong glanced at the rearview mirror and said to himself, "Father will send you to your uncle tonight, and you will stay for two days because of grievances, and come back to buy you the most expensive dried fish. "

After arriving in City H, Lin Hong drove directly in the direction of Xiao Tong's house. Sweet and sour pork had been there a few times, and he was a left-behind child a few times, so he was no stranger to it.Xiao Tong was waiting for him at the grilled fish shop at the gate of the community. For the first time, Lin Lang ordered a few bottles of wine.

"What's the matter? Are you having trouble?" As soon as he saw Lin Lang, he felt that he was in a very bad mood. Xiao Tong moved the wine bottle to the side, "Aren't you with a blind date this time? The family started to force marriage gone?"

After not drinking for a long time, Jiang Xiaobai blushed a little after drinking a bottle and a half, but his consciousness was still clear, but he couldn't hold back some words.Lin Hong rubbed her face and said, "That girl is fine, but she's blown away. My parents thought I was sick, so I ran out."

"Run away from home? Really promising." Xiao Tong rolled his eyes at him, "But little wolf dog, I'm really curious what kind of girlfriend you will find in the future."

Lin Hong didn't speak, thinking that he would have to find a substitute driver later, his eyelids were a bit heavy right now.

"It's J City this time?" Xiao Tong asked.

Lin Lang hummed: "Leave early tomorrow morning, and return early Tuesday morning the day after tomorrow. Sweet and sour pork is also used to your place. I don't want to send it to the pet store. It doesn't like it every time I go there."

"I know," Xiao Tong smiled, thinking that Lin Hong is a cat just like him, with a smelly and hard temper, so he is good-looking, "Our company will organize an overseas trip on Wednesday, and you will pick it up on Tuesday night. just."

Lin Lang squinted and rested on the back of the chair, the strength of the alcohol seemed to be struggling between rising and fading, making her stomach a little uncomfortable.Xiao Tong poured him a glass of warm water, suddenly thought of something, and asked, "Did you quarrel with the retarded?"

"Huh?" Lin Hong opened his eyes and was stunned.

"I see that you haven't played games together recently, but he seems to be very concerned about your affairs. He asks me a few words from time to time, and I wonder why he doesn't chat with you directly." Xiao Tong is pure and can't think of a deeper reason , "Is it because he thinks you play games, and you are angry?"

"...Hmm." Lin Hong responded perfunctorily, and couldn't hold back to ask again, "What is he asking about?"

"Just some small things about work and life, and I even asked about the situation of your blind date, which is quite gossip." Xiao Tong said, "You didn't see him last time when you went to J City, so you can make an appointment for dinner this time if you have time, Give him a chance to apologize."

"Let's talk about it." The spirit of wine was completely up, and his mind was a little confused and drowsy, but he was unusually sober. Lin Lang sighed silently, "You just said everything he asked you?"

"Basically," Xiao Tong chuckled, "After all, I've accepted other people's handicrafts, and I'm short of staff... I'll pay attention later, don't say anything, I'll post four!"

"It's useless for you to say five, it's just you who have a good mouth all day long." Lin Hong picked up his mobile phone and called the valet driver, looked sideways at the sweet and sour pork, and said calmly, "Just say what he asks, no need Keep it a secret."

After all, it was still out of control, Zhou Zhuo should already know who he is.Lin Lang took the last sip of wine, feeling finally relieved.

The night in July was extremely sweltering, and I was still a little unbearably hot after taking a shower. I don't know if it was because of drinking, or because I was in a bad mood after arguing with my parents.After simply packing up, I ran to the balcony to smoke. I grew a few pots of green plants on the balcony, which my mother brought down from my hometown when I moved in the year before last. Lin Hong is lazy, and his patience is enough to raise a sweet and sour pork tenderloin. Natural to plants I don't care that much, I'm afraid these pots of things won't make it through this winter.

The phone rang.

It was Zhou Zhuo who hadn't contacted for almost half a month.

- Are you coming to City J tomorrow?It's raining recently, the weather is not very good

It wasn't until the cigarette was finished that Lin Hong answered him knowingly: How do you know?

- what the little fairy said

- you guys have nothing to say

Zhou Zhuo's heart skipped a beat, and for a moment he didn't know how to continue the topic, when the message from Lin Hong over there came again.

-Then tell you that I failed the blind date and ran out after arguing with my family?

-said

- if you want to know, you can ask me directly

Zhou Zhuo was a little apprehensive, Lin Hong seemed to have noticed something.

-I will be in City J tomorrow, why don't we talk about it face to face

Lin Lang's bluntness made Zhou Zhu retreat, and he subconsciously procrastinated not wanting to see Lin Lang in this situation.

-I've been busy with work recently, why don't I ask Zai Zai to treat you to dinner, he really wants to see you

How long do you want to hide?Lin Lang sneered, at first he felt cowardly and guilty, but it turned out that Zhou Zhuo was the same, just as hopeless.Before Lin Lang could reply, Zhou Zhu became even more flustered, and he thought about typing the next line.

-Damn, isn't it just a failure of the blind date? You have such good conditions, and some girls like you

Wrong on top of mistakes, Zhou Zhuo wanted to withdraw the moment he sent it out, but he was afraid of being too hypocritical.

- is that what you want to tell me

Lin Lang seemed to be angry.

- sorry i was nosy

- I'm sorry, I'm sorry, after five years, you still only say sorry?

Zhou Zhuo was stunned, and Lin Hong, who had been avoiding him all the time, made the matter clear without leaving any room, and then made a voice call without giving him any time to think.

With his heart beating like a rhapsody, Zhou Zhuo stared blankly at the screen of his phone, but he didn't dare to connect it. The second connection came one after another, and he couldn't avoid it.

Zhou Zhuo clicked to answer, as if he was waiting for the criminal who was pronounced by the judge.

"Zhou Zhuo." Lin Lang's voice, which only appeared in the dream, came to his ears clearly again, and he was caught off guard, "I don't want to play this kind of role-playing game anymore."

"I..." Zhou Zhuo, who has always been eloquent, has run out of words. He hasn't heard Lin Lang's voice for a long time, and he is still trying to distinguish whether it is still as clear and soft as before. But it was flat and cold, that was Lin Hong who did not belong to Zhou Zhuo.

"I knew you were Zhou Zhuo early in the morning, your voice, your dangerous hope, I recognized you the day I first met." Lin Xuxu said, slightly drunk, "Actually, I should stay away from you It's far away, but I still passed your friend, and I still went to meet Zai Zai, because I was a bitch, because I wanted to know how happy you were in the past five years without me! What about you? What do you want to do? It was You said stop contacting me, what are you doing now? Are you kidding me? You still think Lin Hong is funny and want to see how I can put on a show in front of you? "

"I'm sorry." Zhou Zhuo's nose was sour, he knew that Lin Hong hated hearing these three words, but he didn't know what else to say besides these three words, "I just...I can't help but want to get close to you, I don't want to disturb your life, I know you are doing well and I am content."

"So? So are you happy that I went on a blind date? So if my blind date succeeds, you won't talk to me again?" Lin Hong smiled wryly, "Who are you here to show that you are so in love? Now Are you content? I, Lin Hong, have been single since we broke up with you. Are you content? You are so charming, you have me so fascinated, aren’t you? Huh? "

If it wasn't for being drunk, Lin Lang wouldn't be able to say these words, it doesn't look like him to be so hysterical.

"Zhou Zhuo, have you never regretted it?" Lin Lang didn't give him a chance to interject, and said to himself, "Have you ever regretted provoking me? Have you ever regretted letting me go? Have you ever regretted letting me go?" No heart? I didn't question you when we broke up, and I didn't blame you. I thought that at least we were happy when we were together, but I hated you more and more these years, because more than one year Happy times, I traded five years of pain, maybe more, maybe never recovered. I don't come and go as easily as you, and you owe it to me!"

"Brother, don't hate me." Zhou Zhuo suppressed his voice.

In the past five years, he has thought countless times, what would happen now if he had gone on in the first place, but he has no right to think about it, he let go of his hand.

"Do you have a fucking heart? Why? If you like me, why did you break up? If you don't like me, stop asking about my affairs. What do you want to do? What do you want me to do? You know I let you go How difficult is it, you know who I am, so stay away from me and don't provoke me again, okay?"

I want to know if you still love me, and I want to know if letting go was the right choice.Zhou Zhuo closed his eyes and couldn't say a word.

Lin Lang sat paralyzed by the bed, he didn't know when he entered the room, he just obediently threw out the words he had held back for a long time, the world became quiet, the phone was silent for 5 minutes, until Zhou Zhuo There came the voice of Zai Zai.

"Brother Zhuo, why have you been on the phone for so long, waiting for you, hurry up!"

Lin Lang sneered and shed a tear: "Don't contact me any more."

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When Zhou Zhuo woke up the next day, he had a splitting headache and a terrible hangover. Last night was just a gathering of colleagues from the photography studio, but he ended up getting very drunk.

"Hey, drink some." Zai Zai soaked honey water and handed it to him. After taking care of Zhou Zhuo all night, his complexion was also a little ugly, and there were faint dark circles under his eyes.

Usually Zhou Zhuo's house doesn't have many outsiders coming, and if it wasn't for the drunk and unconscious Zai Zai last night, he wouldn't have stayed here, but this night was really tormented.

"What expression do you have?" Zhou Zhuo poured down a large glass of water, smelled the smell of alcohol on his body, and almost fainted. He rubbed his face and walked to the bathroom, "Did I vomit on you last night?"

"No." Zai Zai frowned, and the heaven and man fought for a while, "Who is Lin Hong?"

The movement of squeezing the toothpaste paused, Zhou Zhuo looked at him in the mirror, then lowered his head expressionlessly and squeezed the toothpaste onto the toothbrush, and started brushing his teeth without distraction. Doubt yourself too much.

Zai Zai walked behind him: "You called his name all night." Zhou Zhuo still acted as if he didn't hear it, Zai Zai felt aggrieved, "Is he someone you like?"

"Did you hear it wrong?" Zhou Zhuo spit out clean mouthwash, "Aren't you going to work today on Monday? You were absent from work just after your internship. I'm not afraid that the boss will fire you."

"I asked for leave." Zai Zai said, "Yesterday you answered the phone and something was wrong. I have never seen you like this, such a gaffe, and I have never seen you take anyone seriously."

"You've only known me for how long, only two years." Zhou Zhuo snorted coldly, impatient to be seen through, "Have you never seen me before? Then I opened your eyes yesterday."

"Brother Zhuo, I didn't realize until today that I was so wrong." Zai Zai stepped back a few steps and leaned against the wall, and said dejectedly, "I used to think that you played games and loved each other and regarded feelings as playthings, but now I Only then did I realize that it’s not that you love one when you see one, but that you have someone in your heart, and you don’t love anyone except him.”

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