Trapped Beast War: The Inescapable Love Trap gl

How can a person be emotionally stable when experiencing despair?

Indifference is undoubtedly the most terrifying of all reactions. When one suffers setbacks and fails to find a suitable target for attack, one suppresses one's anger, manifests as indifference, and has a low reaction to the outside world. This kind of indifference and suppression is harmful to physical and mental health Larger, if mediation is not done at the right time, it can deteriorate into some kind of mental illness.

Yong Qingfan's worries are not unreasonable. Wei Dongyi has lived too peacefully in this half of her life. Although she has experienced life and death, she has never realized death. There may be hope in life and separation, but there is no death. That person, that love The person you love turns into a pile of bones in the end. From then on, no one in the world will love you like her, and no one will kiss your face and tell you that the sky is falling and there is a mother.

Wei Dongyi is now caught in this mood of self-blame, nostalgia, resentment and anger, which has resulted in her being anxious, indifferent and morbidly stubborn. Yong Qingfan turned down all business entertainment, sat quietly beside her, and accompanied her. watching her uneasiness.

Perhaps at times like this, she should be left alone, but this person is Wei Dongyi, who accepts death, thinks too much, and a person who goes with the flow will live a good life. The people who can't get up often are those who go to death on the same road. Wei Dongyi is like this. The attachment that ordinary people can't understand is clearly displayed in her. When Yong Qingfan approaches her, his face gets closer and closer. Lips fell to her cheek "Baby, tell me, what are you thinking?"

"If you don't tell me, how about I tell you?" Yong Qingfan touched her smooth face and said, maybe it's been a long time since she hasn't taken care of her face, Wei Dongyi's skin is a little dry and lacks moisture, "I had a girlfriend before At that time, I worked under Wei Baishu. She was a servant in Zheng Chengfeng's family. At that time, Zheng Chengfeng and I were still friends. My girlfriend had a very good personality and a good person. There were more people who liked her than me. There are still many people who like her, and many, many people who are more powerful than me are pursuing her. At that time, I was too pursuing career and ignored her situation. Then one day, she suddenly disappeared. I have been looking for her for a long time, and she has been missing until now. I think about it, she may be dead, she may not be here, every time I think about it, I will have a kind of relief, I don't understand why, I love her, she is my first love This person is my hope and the goal of my struggle, why do I have the idea that if she really dies, I will be free? Why?"

"Later, I thought that love will become stronger with time, and it will also pass with time. Her disappearance made her completely locked in the past, imprisoned the past, and imprisoned me." Yong Qingfan lowered his arms and hugged Wei Dongyi Sitting in my arms "I ask myself now, do I love her? Of course I love her, then do I hate her? Of course I hate her, what do I hate her for, I hate her for leaving without saying goodbye, I hate her for her unfeeling, I hate myself Incompetence, Lao Han said, anger is an expression of incompetence, baby, I was very incompetent when I was young, so I hated my former self, madam, that is, your mother talked to me a lot, I suddenly thought, if now Someone told me that person is dead, she died long ago, she doesn't hate you, she always wants you to live well, then I will be forgiven, I will be unloaded, I will be released, you understand Baby, death is not the end. Those who stay behind will always be abandoned, not by the dead, but by themselves, crushing their own hearts, and then stepping on them, stabbing them, and sprinkling some salt , but also to ask others if it looks good."

Yong Qingfan's voice stopped, and the room became completely silent, only the sound of her own undulating breathing remained. Wei Dongyi did not respond to her words, and Yong Qingfan smiled wryly, "I used to suspect that she was in love with Zheng Chengfeng, and now I also suspect , you also fell in love with Zheng Chengfeng."

People with stories don’t like to talk about their own stories. This is also the most unique thing about Zheng Chengfeng. She has never talked about her affairs, past, family, relationship and loneliness. Yong Qingfan has no sense of security anymore. She is in awe of Zheng Chengfeng However, he repeated the same mistakes and pushed Wei Dongyi in front of her.

"I just want to test her reaction, I know she knows." Before Wei Dongyi could ask, Yong Qingfan took the initiative to explain, "I have almost done the investigation on that matter, I just want to know where Liu Zinong went, I I want you to help me find an answer, I used you, Zheng Chengfeng gave me the answer, and also gave me a choice with no way out, baby, will you forgive me?"

Between the two of them, Zheng Chengfeng became an undisturbed but well-known horizontal ditch. Yong Qingfan's eyes were gloomy, and he picked up the red wine glass on the bedside table and took a few sips, "I don't want you to leave me. If you still want, I can Accompany you anywhere."

It was dawn, Wei Dongyi went out, Yong Qingfan was still washing, Wei Dongyi didn't wash his face, wearing the coat he wore yesterday, he went directly into the elevator, took a taxi and rushed to the hospital, she was very haggard and met the extremely haggard Xiao Ke, Xiao Ke was yawning on the phone, he saw Wei Dongyi approaching from a distance, he couldn't believe his eyes, hung up the phone quickly, and ran over "Miss Wei, it's so early in the morning , and you're here."

"Where's my mother?"

"Still in the morgue." Xiao Ke smiled apologetically, and answered cautiously, "You came out, Mr. Yong, do you know? It was too late last night, and the death certificate cannot be processed for a while, why don't you go back first, I have already contacted the funeral home , don’t worry, leave this matter to me to assure you will be fine.”

"I want to take her back to Xiamen."

"Are you kidding me?" Xiao Ke stared at her dumbfounded, as if he was watching the Arabian Nights. "Miss Wei, going back now is more troublesome than when I came here."

"Do you think I'm joking?" Wei Dongyi asked him expressionlessly, "I'm not crazy, don't keep thinking I'm sick."

"No, I didn't mean that." Xiao Ke quickly explained, "Does Mr. Yong know?"

Wei Dongyi's anger came suddenly, "Do I even have to ask outsiders how to dispose of my mother's body?"

Xiao Ke hadn't seen her get angry very much, so he couldn't help saying, "Are you having a fight with Mr. Yong?"

Subordinates gossip about the boss's personal relationship issues, which is abrupt, let alone the opposite sex, Xiao Ke didn't sleep well all night, now he said the wrong thing, swallowed nervously, "Miss Wei, I think you should discuss it with Mr. Yong .”

"Go through the formalities as soon as possible." Yong Qingfan's voice came from behind the two of them. Xiao Ke turned his head and saw Yong Qingfan whose forehead was covered with sweat. "Boss, good morning."

Yong Qingfan's attention was completely on Wei Dongyi, and he didn't want to talk to him and replied, "Go to dinner first, and find someone to complete the formalities today."

"Okay, boss." Xiao Ke knew the current affairs and was ready to leave.

"I've arranged a caravan, and I'll go back with you later." After Xiao Ke left, Yong Qingfan put down the bag in his hand, and took out a sandwich from it, "Eat something first."

A weird smile quickly flashed across Wei Dongyi's face. In Yong Qingfan's view, that very mocking smile was more frightening than her actions today. She sat beside Wei Dongyi calmly. , Ask her "Do you want to be closer to my mother?" Or do you want to stay away from me?

She didn't say the latter sentence, and of course Wei Dongyi didn't hear it, but even if she heard it, so what? human existence.

If this attitude had been changed three months ago, Yong Qingfan would have done it a long time ago, and he would have spanked his butt even if he didn't pinch his face. "Well, do you want to eat this?" Yong Qingfan asked her.

Wei Dongyi didn't speak.

Yong Qingfan quickly withdrew his hand holding the sandwich, and ate it by himself, "I'm hungry too."

"Want to see your father?" Yong Qingfan asked her while eating, "Do you think your mother wants him to see her off?"

Wei Dongyi's body turned inward, deliberately trying to avoid Yong Qingfan, when Yong Qingfan saw this, he moved a little closer to her, "Baby, are you fighting with me?"

"I'm not that boring."

"You are in a much better mood today." Yong Qingfan commented on her with a smile, "At least you will talk to me seriously."

"The problem of my mother going back, I will solve it myself." Unable to avoid it, Wei Dongyi simply stood up, "Yong Qingfan, she is my mother, not yours, you have no obligation to do that."

Yong Qingfan spread his hands, "I hope to face it together with you."

"You are you, I am me, the two of you are not of the same mind, how can we face it together?" Wei Dongyi asked her back, "For you, death is liberation, but for me, it is parting. You have different experiences, there is no need to be hard-wired to be considerate of each other, where I want to go, I can go by myself, and you are not me, how can you know what I am thinking?"

"I know what you're thinking." Yong Qingfan stood up, looked at her face to face, and asked with a chuckle, "Do you want to break up with me?"

Wei Dongyi kept silent.

After Yong Qingfan realized that he had guessed right, he smiled instead of anger, "Wei Dongyi, your mother just passed away, and you want to break up with me today?"

"No matter what you say, we are still together today. We will talk about breaking up after the funeral of my wife is settled. If you want to break up or get back together, I can't force you." Yong Qingfan sighed, her expression was very tired "You last night Tossing and turning without sleeping, is that just thinking about this? Baby, why give up, we can go on."

She was the one who said not to talk, and she was the one who talked, Wei Dongyi turned her head and looked behind her, "I will find a way to rent a car and go back by myself, and we can talk again when I get back."