Diamond Jubilee

The funeral ended and the crying stopped.

Coming out of the synagogue, the twilight is all together, and the rainbow is a very sad color.

Driving to the clubhouse for dinner, car after car of people left.Yan Xuzhi didn't drive when he came over, Liang Liye drove to the side of the road, caught a glimpse of them, and stopped slowly.

"Get in the car, let's go together."

Yan Xuzhi hadn't moved yet, so Yan Jiale leaned over and pulled the door, but didn't.

Yan Xuzhi opened the back door in silence, and sat in the car with Yan Jiale in his arms.

Sometimes the blood relationship is really powerful, just because of the blood connection, Yan Jiale is so close to Liang Liye.Yan Xuzhi sighed in his heart, and grasped Yan Jiale's hand tightly.

"I don't have a safety seat in the car, please fasten the seat belt for him." Liang Liye reminded, Yan Xuzhi nodded, pulled the seat belt and buckled it.

Except for the initial conversation, there was silence in the car afterwards.

Passing through an intersection, the car stopped at a red light, and Liang Liye saw Yan Xuzhi sitting by the window through the rearview mirror.

Three years later, this person still seems to be the same as before.

With a cold face and a cold heart, the whole body is icy.

The face that had fascinated him and crazily fell in the sunlight, and the eyelashes were dyed a layer of light gold.

Liang Liye couldn't feel any pheromones from him, and lost the natural allure of Omega, but for some reason, he couldn't smell anything just by looking at it.His heart still seemed to be on fire, gradually boiling.

He once thought that he could already control his love for this person, but when Yan Xuzhi was right in front of him, he couldn't help but feel sad and almost collapsed thinking, to restrain, not to like, or even to hate.This kind of... this kind of idea is still a fantasy.

Going around, he is still like a clown, trying his best to make Yan Xuzhi happy.

Red lights skipped and horns blared from behind cars that weren't moving.Yan Xuzhi looked at him, but Liang Liye didn't have time to dodge, his idiot eyes turned fierce, he gave Yan Xuzhi a hard look, and then looked away in a panic.

Yan Xuzhi was stunned, leaned back with aching spine, and slowly closed his eyes.

Children just like to join in the fun, and the vegetarian meal at the funeral is not to his liking. After a few mouthfuls, he refuses to eat it.

Yan Xuzhi told him in a low voice, "You don't have to eat, but don't move around, just sit obediently, and when it's over, Dad will take you to eat something else."

Yan Jiale nodded and said yes.Liang Liye sat directly opposite Yan Jiale, seeing what Yan Xuzhi and Yan Jiale had said, he secretly looked at them.This dish was not very tasty. He thought that Yan Jiale would definitely not be able to sit still, but what he didn't expect was that Yan Jiale didn't say a word, and the expression on his face was exactly the same as that of Yan Xuzhi, as calm as water.

Liang Liye found it interesting, so he tapped the table with a chopstick.Yan Jiale recovered from the emptiness, and when he looked up, he saw the uncle making a big face in his direction.

Yan Jiale raised his eyebrows, and leaned forward with great interest, Liang Liye winked at him, Yan Jiale grinned.

The more trouble Liang Liye made, the more fun he found. The relationship between him and Yan Jiale was like a silent comedy.He teased Yan Jiale, glanced up, his expression paused, his eyes touched Yan Xuzhi, like lightning, and a trace of embarrassment was cut away.

Staggering his eyes, Liang Liye was holding the chopsticks, his knuckles turned white.

After dinner, when the dinner was over, Liao Li grabbed Liang Liye and asked him if he wanted to have another drink.

Yan Xuzhi heard their voices and looked sideways.

If it was before, he would definitely have to remind Liang Liye not to drink too much, but now he is not qualified.

Liang Liye looked towards the door, and seeing Yan Xuzhi pulling Yan Jiale out, he pushed Liao Li's hand away, shook his head and said, "Don't drink, I still have to drive."

He didn't drink when he ate at night, just to drive someone off.

Liao Li was stunned for a moment, and before she could speak, she saw him running out in a hurry.The colleague next to her came over and whispered in her ear: "I'm afraid I'm going to chase Dr. Yan. It's not easy for Teacher Liang. She's divorced, and everyone has children, so she can't let go."

Liao Li looked gloomy and said nothing.

Liang Liye ran outside the door. In the carpeted corridor, the lights scattered, and faces passed by. Finally, he saw Yan Xuzhi at the elevator entrance.He ran quickly, grabbed Yan Xuzhi's arm, Yan Xuzhi was startled, turned his head to look at him, and met his eyes.

Liang Liye breathed slightly, and said in a low voice, "I'll take you back."

Liang Liye didn't know what happened to him?

It seems that all the plans are messed up again.

Fuck, he can't control himself at all.

As long as, as long as Yan Xuzhi sees Yan Xuzhi's face, as long as Yan Xuzhi reveals a little familiar expression from the past, as long as Yan Xuzhi is not so repulsive, he... he is like Moths, plunge into the wildfire of the prairie fire, smash into this light source, even if they are abandoned again, even if they die, he still wants to get close.

"Dad, I don't want to go back yet, I want to eat something else."

Yan Jiale tugged at Yan Xuzhi's sleeve, looked up at him eagerly.

Liang Liye immediately said: "Let's go, what do you want to eat, uncle will take you to eat."

"Hamburger, ice cream, pizza, fried chicken." Yan Jiale immediately announced a series of words, Liang Liye was taken aback, and subconsciously looked at Yan Xuzhi.Yan Xuzhi sighed softly, the elevator came, he picked up Yan Jiale and walked into the elevator.Liang Liye immediately followed and stood beside them.

Yan Xuzhi said, "You can only choose one."

Yan Jiale let out an "ah", showing a disappointed look.

Liang Liye continued: "It's okay, order one of everything, I'll eat if I can't finish it."

Yan Jiale's expression brightened, and Xingxing looked at Liang Liye.

Yan Xuzhi tilted his head, with a faint smile in his eyes, very faint, and when Liang Liye turned his head, the smile seemed to have melted away.

I went to the shop that Yan Xuzhi and Yan Jiale often go to. Liang Liye ordered a lot and paid first. Then, amidst Yan Jiale's cheers, he walked to the window with a plate full of food. side down.

Tonight's meal is the most satisfying meal Yan Jiale has had since he grew up.Liang Liye also bought him milk tea. In the hot taro milk tea, you can eat taro with distinct grains, which is soft and sweet.Liang Liye and Yan Jiale had a glass each, and they drank through straws, with the same happy expressions on their faces.

Yan Xuzhi propped his chin and looked at them.

There was one more person in the seat in the past, and the shadows of the three of them were reflected on the glass. Yan Jiale kept laughing, eating a few bites of French fries and another bite of the burger. The taste will be different when dipped in ice cream, it is very delicious.

The two of them seemed to be doing an experiment, Yan Xuzhi couldn't help laughing.

Both eyes looked over, Yan Xuzhi lowered his head, the hair on his forehead covered his eyebrows, and his arm was pulled.He was stunned when he saw the bony fingers covering his wrist, and then a box of French fries was stuffed into his hand. Liang Liye said, "Try it too."

Yan Xuzhi clenched his fists, he didn't like to eat these.

But... there are too many words to refuse.

This time, he didn't want to say no.

He picked up the French fries, dipped them into the ice cream pushed by Yan Jiale, and then opened his mouth to take a small bite.

The salty taste is wrapped in the creamy taste, it is a little cold, but it is hot when you bite it.

It was a taste that Yan Xuzhi had never tasted before, a little strange.

He still didn't like it, but he still took a few mouthfuls.

"Dad, let's eat it."

Yan Jiale asked him in a childish voice.

Yan Xuzhi wrinkled his nose and showed a rare interesting smile. He leaned over and said with a smile: "It's not delicious."

Yan Jiale frowned, Liang Liye snorted, and took the French fries box from Yan Xuzhi's hand, "You don't like these at all, old-fashioned taste."

Liang Liye brushed Yan Xuzhi's back with his fingers, and his fingertips were slightly cold.Yan Xuzhi flinched, his spine hurt from sitting for a long time, he swallowed his saliva, squeezed his dry lips, smiled, and did not speak.

Liang Liye didn't notice his strangeness, and turned around and handed Yan Jiale another taro pie, "This is delicious too."

Yan Jiale asked suspiciously, "What is this?"

"Taro Pie, doesn't it mean that your father doesn't usually take you out, and he doesn't even know about this?" After finishing speaking, he looked at Yan Xuzhi harshly.

Yan Xuzhi was surprised by his eyes, not disgust or impatience, but mixed with helpless eyes full of the past.

Yan Xuzhi couldn't bear such eyes, didn't ask anything, and still treated Liang Liye so well, making him feel like a sinner who was acquitted.Even though there are so many twists and turns in it, the fact is that he cheated and hurt Liang Liye.

He wants too many things, he wants to be innocent, he doesn't want to be a burden to others, and he wants to live a stable and harmonious life. Until now, when everything is settled, he should run away and not bother Liang Liye's.

But he is a selfish ghost, there are too many things that he can't bear to let go of.

Liang Liye ordered too much, and at the end of the meal, there was still a lot left.

Liang Liye asked the waiter for a bag to pack the leftovers. He said to Yan Xuzhi: "Is there an oven at home? Go back and bake it and eat it again."

Yan Xuzhi said yes, Liang Liye nodded and continued to pack.

Yan Xuzhi stood up and wanted to help, but was chased away by Liang Liye. He heard Liang Liye mutter: "Don't move, I'll do it."

Yan Xuzhi sat down again, leaning his back against the chair, he was indeed tired.

Yan Jiale huddled beside Liang Liye, getting very close, and while watching Liang Liye packing, he secretly took a chicken wing and gnawed on it.

Liang Liye smiled and asked, "Didn't you say you were full?"

Yan Jiale gnawed his mouthful, thinking happily, like a little fool.

It was the first time I saw such a scene, but it made Yan Xuzhi feel familiar.

He stared, thinking desperately, but there were scattered and incoherent memories in his empty head.

Yan Xuzhi sighed.

Liang Liye handed him two bags, but Yan Xuzhi reached out to take them.

It was nine o'clock when I came out of the store, and the lights were bright on weekend nights.Yan Xuzhi was leaning against the window, Liang Liye asked him, "Where is your home? I'll take you there."

Yan Xuzhi opened his eyes, looked at the familiar street, and then reported the name of the community.

Liang Liye saw his tiredness, frowned and asked, "What's wrong? Are you feeling unwell?"

Yan Xuzhi didn't make a sound, it was Yan Jiale who spoke, and the child said, "Uncle, Dad is asleep."

Yan Xuzhi leaned his head against the window, the street lamps were mottled down, his face seemed to be glowing in the dimness.

Liang Liye slowly retracted his gaze and continued to move forward. The car drove smoothly on the main road.

There is an endless road ahead, Liang Liye thought, everyone is a buffoon in love, doing things that lower their figure to please and show weakness.

Day and night, I want to force my face to smile, grab my heart and show it to him, just want him to understand that I am sincere, I love you, please look back at me and smile at me, okay?

He thought he had graduated from the role.

But, it's just a thought.

The car drove to the gate of the community and stopped slowly.

Yan Jiale woke up Yan Xuzhi in a low voice, and when he woke up, his eyes were scattered.

He just had a dream.

The dream was almost exactly the same as the reality. He recalled it in a trance, and suddenly remembered why the harmony just now was so familiar.

Because of that scene, it appeared repeatedly in his dreams.

Dozens of times, hundreds of times, every night, he has been so shamelessly looking forward to it.

"Thank you."

After getting out of the car, Yan Xuzhi walked to the driver's window and looked down at Liang Liye.

Liang Liye looked up, there was no light at the entrance of the community, his vision was dim, he couldn't see Yan Xuzhi's face clearly.

He said briefly, "By the way."

Yan Xuzhi nodded to him again, very politely.

On the contrary, Yan Jiale called his uncle goodbye, Liang Liye leaned his head out of the window, leaned his arms, and said with a smile: "Don't be polite to me, next time you want to eat, call me."

"Okay." Yan Jiale said, "Then uncle, let's come out to play together after my father and I come back from our trip."

Liang Liye turned to Yan Xuzhi, "Are you going to travel?"

"Well, the hospital gave me a long vacation."

"Why suddenly..." He was stuck in the middle of his words, with a complicated expression on his face, and said in a low voice, "Because of me, I was the one who reported Zhao Feng's matter to the hospital."

Yan Xuzhi shook his head, "It's none of your business, it's my own problem. You're right, I do have personal feelings on this matter." His tone became lower, his loneliness made it impossible for Liang Liye not to go Distressed, he said, "Just like in the case of Lele, I'm always like this."