Diamond Jubilee

At eight o'clock in the morning, Liang Liye woke up to the soothing music, and there was no one around him, so he called Xu Zhi.The slightly closed door was pushed open, Yan Xuzhi was wearing a pink ruffled apron, his cheeks were a little red, he poked his head in and said, "I made sandwiches and salad, you go and brush your teeth, get up and have breakfast."

Liang Liye sat up with the quilt wrapped around him, without a shirt on. He huddled under the quilt, showing his head, crossing his legs, and tilting his head to look at Yan Xuzhi's outfit, "Xu Zhi, you look good in this apron of."

"Don't buy weird things at home from now on." Yan Xuzhi frowned, and pulled the milky white ruffles on the apron.

Liang Liye got off the bed and threw the quilt on the bed.

The floor heating was installed in the house, but Yan Xuzhi was afraid of the cold, so they turned on the floor heating as soon as November came.Liang Liye went to the bathroom barefoot, put the toothbrush with toothpaste on the water glass, Liang Liye picked it up directly.With a toothbrush in his mouth, he turned around and saw several scratches on his back.

Coming out of the bathroom, Liang Liye changed into neat clothes, apricot white long sleeves and gray pants.Seeing him coming out, Yan Xuzhi pulled out the chair and let him sit down.Freshly fried eggs and two sandwiches were placed on the blue and white checked tablecloth. Yan Xuzhi went to the kitchen to take out the mixed potato salad and put it on the table.

He sat down facing Liang Liye, and stood up again as soon as he sat down, "The milk is still hot in the microwave and I forgot to take it."

"Don't move, you've done enough in the morning, I'll get it."

Liang Liye grabbed the sandwich on the plate and swallowed it in one gulp. Yan Xuzhi looked at him and said helplessly, "Eat slowly, and no one will snatch it from you."

His mouth was full, he didn't know what to say, and strode to the kitchen.He opened the microwave with a grin and took a look, but there was nothing in it.

Liang Liye was stunned for a moment, then listened to Yan Xuzhi who said outside: "Maybe it's not too hot, you can warm it up."

Liang Liye walked to the door of the kitchen and looked at Yan Xuzhi.His Omega turned his back to him, and the ribbon of the pink apron on his back was tied into a bow. His smooth black hair hung down on the back of his neck, and the arc from his neck to his shoulders was at a right angle. He was thinner than when he was a teenager.

After learning about Yan Xuzhi's illness, Liang Liye asked Wu Zhenghe and checked a lot of information. He knew that after the disease developed and deteriorated, the sick Omega would easily forget things.

Liang Liye's throat was a little sore, when Yan Xuzhi turned his head, he turned around abruptly and hurried in.

I took out the cup and poured two cups, put it in the microwave, and pressed the time.The orange light came on, and the sound of the microwave oven rang in my ears, like the ticking of a □□ countdown. With the sound of "ding", what exploded was Liang Liye's hesitant and confused heart.

He took out the hot milk, walked to Yan Xuzhi, handed him the cup, and sat down directly beside him.

"Your plate is over there." Yan Xuzhi pointed to the other side of the table, Liang Liye reached out to grab the tablecloth, and pulled over the plate he had just eaten.

Liang Liye said, "I will sit next to you and eat."

Yan Xuzhi didn't like drinking milk very much, he frowned and took a sip, then put down the cup.

Liang Liye and his shoulders were touching each other, holding the cup and looking at Yan Xuzhi from the corner of the eye.Yan Xuzhi noticed his gaze, turned his head to cast doubt.Liang Liye immediately rolled his eyes away, put down his cup, licked the milk froth around his mouth, and said hesitantly, "When are you going to see a doctor again? I want to go with you."

Yan Xuzhi would get an injection every week, and the needle was very, very long, piercing into his gland, and it was the pain of dying.

After each injection, he would lie in bed and sleep for a long time.

Wu Zhenghe accompanied him a few times, but only a few times. Later, he didn't let Teacher Wu come.

In some places, Yan Xuzhi was so stubborn that it was beyond comprehension.What exactly is he insisting on, why does he always want to carry it alone, why doesn't he tell the pain, why does he have to suffer all the time.

Just as he was about to refuse, his alpha seemed to have seen through him, and said first: "Don't refuse, even if you don't let me go, I will secretly follow you there."

Liang Liye narrowed his eyes slightly, his brows were gloomy, his lips were tightly pursed, and the muscles at the corners of his mouth were tensed, like a bullet ready to be fired. If Yan Xuzhi dared not agree, he would load it immediately.

Under Liang Liye's stare, Yan Xuzhi raised his hand, brushed the corner of alpha's mouth with his fingertips, and said lightly: "Wipe the milk on your mouth first, and then talk to me in such a fierce tone, it will be more Has momentum."

"Aww!" Liang Liye broke his power in an instant, his straight spine softened, and his shoulders sagged and sagged.He leaned forward, put his head on Yan Xuzhi's chest, bumped it twice, and said softly: "Xu Zhi, I want to go, let me go."

A piece of cherry at the tip of his heart was picked off gently, Yan Xuzhi hugged Liang Liye's head, and whispered: "I didn't say I wouldn't let you go."

The next day, Liang Liye took a day off and got up early in the morning.Yan Xuzhi had to have his blood drawn in the morning and couldn't eat, so Liang Liye went to the supermarket in front of the community and bought two breads, ate one for himself, and saved the other for Yan Xuzhi to eat after the blood test.

When he arrived at the hospital, Yan Xuzhi went for an examination first, and after the blood was drawn, Liang Liye gave him bread.Yan Xuzhi held the cotton ball and pressed it, but couldn't move his hand.Liang Liye tore open the package and handed the bread to his mouth, and he ate it in small bites.

The inspection report would have to wait another two hours to get it, so Liang Liye ate the rest after eating half of the bread.They sat on the chairs in the hall, Yan Xuzhi half leaned on Liang Liye's shoulder, and asked, "Are you still hungry, do you want to go out to eat something?"

Yan Xuzhi raised his head and reached out to remove the bread crumbs from the corner of his mouth.Liang Liye lowered his eyes, his long eyelashes drooping, and he said: "When you have finished watching, let's go eat, I can't eat now."

Yan Xuzhi let out a "hmm", he changed his posture, Liang Liye put his arms around his shoulders, and heard him say: "I've been waiting for the report for a long time, you will be wasting all day here today."

"Being with you is not waste, but enjoyment." I don't know where Liang Liye heard the lines, but Yan Xuzhi shrugged his shoulders and held back the burst of laughter.

After the report came out, the nurse took Yan Xuzhi to see the attending doctor, and Liang Liye followed him in. Yan Xuzhi paused without making a sound, which was a tacit consent for him to stand by her side.

The results of the test report didn't seem to be good, the doctor frowned and said, "Have you ever used inhibitors?"

Yan Xuzhi froze, and Liang Liye, who was standing behind him, was also stunned, only to hear the doctor say: "I reminded you not to use this, it is against the medicine we used before."

The alpha standing behind Yan Xuzhi was breathing heavily, like a broken bellows.

He shouldn't have been allowed in.

Yan Xuzhi felt as if his back was being roasted by a hot flame, he was fidgeting all over, and interrupted the doctor with a pale face, "I know, I was not careful, I will pay attention next time."

The doctor frowned. He had been in contact with Yan Xuzhi for two years. The values ​​detected before had been stable, but this time they were abnormally poor. He pointed to the test sheet and said, "A few items of yours have seriously exceeded the standard. , Xu Zhi, you are also a doctor yourself, so you should understand what this means?"

"Liang Liye, you go out first." Yan Xuzhi didn't answer, but turned to look at Liang Liye.

Liang Liye didn't move, Yan Xuzhi pursed his lips and reached out to push him, his eyes fell on the ground, and he said in a low voice, "Please, go out first."

"Xu Zhi, I'm sorry." Liang Liye's feet fell out of the mud, he turned around, staggered, opened the door, and almost fled.

The wobbly figure, the staggering heart, the pain of covering her mouth and not knowing how to express it, accumulated bit by bit in this mortal womb.

It was the first time Liang Liye hated himself so much, it was him...he hurt Yan Xuzhi.

"Xu Zhi, was that your friend just now?"

Yan Xuzhi watched the door close, turned around slowly, shook his head, his lips were very white, and said softly, "It's the one I love."

There are too many sufferings in the world in the hospital. From a doctor to a patient, Yan Xuzhi has also become a character in this picture book.Staring at the laboratory test sheet spread out on the table, he said, "I keep forgetting things recently."

The doctor sighed, "Your condition is getting worse, I will increase the dose for you, and the injection may hurt more than before."

"It's ok."

Yan Xuzhi was lying on the bed, the long needle was pierced into the gland, accompanied by the cold liquid pushing in, and there was also a pain that was hard to ignore.His face turned pale all of a sudden, and cold sweat broke out from the corner of his forehead. The pain did not dissipate until the doctor took out the needle.Yan Xuzhi curled up and covered his mouth with his hands. The doctor asked him if it hurt, but he just shook his head.

After a long time, the body turned into a piece of rotten wood soaked by the rain, damp and cold and shivering.

With his eyes closed, he didn't know how much time had passed, maybe only a few minutes, when he heard Liang Liye's voice.

Deliberately slowing down the pace, like the breath of wind and rain hitting the glass, Yan Xuzhi closed his eyes tightly and did not move.

Liang Liye squatted beside him, and the doctor went out after a few instructions. There were only two of them in the room, one enduring the pain and the other enduring crying.Half a catty and miserable.

Liang Liye leaned his head closer to Yan Xuzhi.He stretched out his hand, not daring to really touch Yan Xuzhi, but separated a gap, and traced the outline of Yan Xuzhi with his fingers, over and over again.

Pain, like tears, takes time to subside.

Until the body gradually became numb from the pain, and the unacceptable became bearable, Yan Xuzhi moved slightly.

Liang Liye wiped his face carelessly with his hands, and looked at Yan Xuzhi nervously, "Xu Zhi, are you awake?"

Yan Xuzhi turned his head, his hair wet with cold sweat stuck to his cheek, he sat up slowly, and after a few seconds, he said to Liang Liye, "Let's go eat."

Liang Liye wanted to say not to eat, but Yan Xuzhi grabbed his sleeves, his white knuckles were still shaking, Liang Liye heard him say, "I'm hungry."

I ate a little outside the hospital, and I didn't know what to eat.Liang Li was absent-minded, dropped the chopsticks in his hand twice, and the third time, Yan Xuzhi said to go home.

It took two hours to get back home from the hospital. Liang Liye gave Yan Xuzhi a small blanket and asked him to sleep for a while.

Yan Xuzhi's seat was lowered by him, and the car drove out of the garage, and there was an upward climb.Liang Liye was very steady when he drove up, but Yan Xuzhi didn't feel any vibration.

On the flat road, the light leaked in through the car window, and Yan Xuzhi's face was almost transparent under the light.

Liang Liye asked him, "Aren't you going to sleep?"

He shook his head and said, "I can't sleep, it hurts."

Liang Liye's hand holding the steering wheel was trembling, he pursed his dry lips, and stammered, "It hurts...does it hurt badly? Let's go to the... hospital to see, okay?"

Yan Xuzhi picked up the blanket, huddled half of his face inside, and said in a muffled voice, "Don't worry too much, this... I'm used to it."

Liang Liye fell silent and squeezed the steering wheel hard.

Yan Xuzhi was listless, his eyelids were half closed, and he wanted to sleep but couldn't sleep because of the pain in the back of his neck. He could only curl up and arch his back, like a ball of crumbled white paper.Uncharacteristically, Liang Liye did not speak anymore, the car was too quiet, he turned on the radio, and the music station he often listened to was playing Oasis songs.

Yan Xuzhi moved slightly, listened to a few words, and then said: "Liang Liye, sometimes I feel like a fish in the winter flood season, frozen in the frozen river, swimming no matter what I do. stay home……"

"That feeling of anxiety is uncomfortable. I'm not good at telling others how miserable I am, and I don't like other people's sympathy, so when I first learned about this disease, I hid it from you."

"I'm not someone else."

"I know, you are the person I love the most, and I don't want to make you sad." Yan Xuzhi lowered his voice, "I will go to see a doctor by myself in the future?"

"Not good." Liang Liye refused bluntly. He said, "You are that fish, so I will be the one who cuts through the ice. No matter what, I won't let you go."