[Comprehensive HP colleagues] That year

Although Sirius wrote to Nora, he had no hope of receiving a reply at all. After all, the letters he wrote to Nora last semester were like stone sinking seas.But he didn't expect that this time, a letter would invite Nora out.

After a holiday, Nora's whole person looks different.She put on light makeup, and the texture of the clothes was high-quality, and her brows exuded a confidence and brilliance that she had never had before.

"Hi, Nora, uh, long time no see, how are you?" Sirius said nervously.

"OK How about you?"

"It's okay." Sirius said, but he didn't know how to speak again.

"You came to me to explain what happened that day?" Nora volunteered when she saw that Sirius had nothing to say.

Well, not really, Sirius thought to himself, but it seems that there is no way to talk about other things without solving the matter of that day.

Nora looked at Sirius' embarrassed look, and suddenly felt a little joy in her heart.He is so unrestrained and unrestrained, probably only when facing the girl he loves, would he be so concerned about gains and losses, right?In fact, she hadn't blamed Sirius for a long time, because "Evans" had told her that Sirius said at the time that he was not interested in her because he was worried that she would be targeted by those Slytherins.She thought it was just an excuse, but that night, she learned about the attack on the administrator Primlo.

At that time, she was really scared.She knew that Sirius, like Potter, was the sworn enemy of the Slytherins. If she was with him, those Slytherins would definitely not let her go.

Coincidentally, Sirius didn't write her many letters after that, so their relationship faded away.Unexpectedly, as soon as the semester started, Sirius took the initiative to contact him again!

She has a different status now, she has become the young lady of the Malfoy family, she is worthy of him.The surname of Malfoy will undoubtedly make those Slytherins afraid to trouble her again.There is no longer any obstacle between her and Sirius, as long as... wait, what did Sirius just say?Nora thought her ear was probably broken.

"Uh...that..." Sirius stammered, "I...I do owe you a clear account of that incident... I said that the other day, er... because, I think... ...The two of us don't seem to be very suitable..." Sirius felt that he had never been so nervous talking to someone.

"Inappropriate?" Nora was astonished, but after thinking about it, she quickly understood the reason: Sirius is a Gryffindor, and has been fighting against Slytherin, and Malfoy is a traditional Slytherin family.

"Do you mind that I'm a Malfoy now?" Nora said.Seeing the tears rolling in her eyes, Sirius sighed hard again.

"No, of course not. I didn't know you were a Malfoy then."

"Then why?"

Sirius found it difficult for him to open his mouth. He couldn't say that he did it to stimulate Lynn... That would be too stimulating to Nora...

Just when Sirius was in a daze, his uneasy expression fell into Nora's eyes, but it had a completely different meaning.Nora thought of another possibility: during the vacation, her brother mentioned to her an organization called the Order of the Phoenix, which was dedicated to fighting against mysterious people. He also said that Sirius must have joined that organization, and scolded Sirius for forgetting his ancestors.Could it be that the Order of the Phoenix didn't allow Sirius to have a girlfriend named Malfoy?Could it be, for her, that Sirius was being smitten in the Order of the Phoenix?Could it be that the disappointment in Sirius' eyes now is because he discovered that the Order of the Phoenix, and even Potter, whom he thought to be his best friend, are actually not as beautiful and pure as he imagined.In fact, that's good too, if you see clearly earlier, he won't be completely used by the Order of the Phoenix.In order for Sirius to completely break away from that deceitful organization and those friends with malicious intentions, I must try my best to win back his heart.

"Siris, is it because of me that you have been treated unfairly in Gryffindor and even the Order of the Phoenix?" Nora asked.

"How is it possible?" Sirius said subconsciously, and it was only after he finished speaking that he realized that Nora had just mentioned the "Order of the Phoenix"? !

"Sirius, you don't have to hide it from me." Nora sighed helplessly. "Sirius, when I was a Hufflepuff, they targeted your family, right?"

Where is this?Sirius found that he could not understand Nora's words at all.By the way, what exactly is this "Order of the Phoenix"?

Before Sirius could react, Nora continued: "When they found out that I was the illegitimate daughter of the Malfoy family, did they say that I was an evil Death Eater and asked you to break up with me?"

Sirius looked at Nora in astonishment, as if he couldn't believe his ears.

I got it right, Nora thought, people in Gryffindor always think they are on the side of justice, just like when the four of them attacked Senior Snape together, they never felt that they were bullying the less is immoral and would just say that Snape is an evil Slytherin and therefore deserves to be bullied.No matter how kind he was at first, in order not to be bullied by them, he would start to learn black magic, and maybe he would join the Death Eaters.

"Nora, what the hell are you thinking!? You're only 16 years old! Think on your toes and you know that self-righteous Voldemort wouldn't accept an ordinary 16-year-old girl as a Death Eater. And what's there The Order of the Phoenix is ​​being treated unfairly', I don't even know what the Order of the Phoenix is."

Nora stared at Sirius dumbfounded.She had already prepared the speech in her mind for what she was going to say next (why did I not do anything but find out my background and was called a Death Eater? If everyone in the Order of the Phoenix It’s those people who can’t tell right from wrong, they’re all people who indiscriminately add crimes to others, how much better do you think their morals can be? Are they really resisting the Dark Lord?), but what Sirius said immediately made She choked.

She never thought that Voldemort had an age requirement for accepting Death Eaters, let alone that Sirius hadn't joined the Order of the Phoenix, and didn't even know what the Order of the Phoenix was!

"You really don't know what the Order of the Phoenix is?" Nora felt that this was too foolish.

"I don't know, but tell me quickly, what exactly is the Order of the Phoenix?" Sirius looked extremely innocent.

"It's a group organized by...uh...Principal Dumbledore, and it's proud to be against the mysterious person."

Sirius' eyes lit up, and he said to himself: "A group organized by Dumbledore to fight against the mysterious man? No wonder..." He remembered the conversation between the principal and Professor McGonagall that James had overheard.Isn't such a group, such a group, tailor-made for himself and James?

"Since it's an organization against Voldemort, wouldn't it be great? Nora, thank you. I'll apply to the headmaster to join in the future."

Nora wanted to vomit blood: "Why did you join? Do you know how dangerous it is to join such an organization!"

"Okay, Nora, I know you care about me. I also know that it's dangerous. But a terrorist like Voldemort must have someone to stand up against, not me, but someone else. Otherwise, the entire wizarding world Good and evil are reversed, and tyranny/government is rampant. Since someone has to stand up, why can't it be me?"

"Why you! Why you?" Nora was furious, how did Dumbledore brainwash Sirius! "Do you think joining the Order of the Phoenix is ​​something to be proud of? Whether it is the Order of the Phoenix or the Death Eaters, they are all fighting for their own interests, and these things do not require our participation. We only need to ensure our own safety !And don't you realize that it's always Gryffindor and Slytherin who fight at Hogwarts. In fact, Slytherin rarely fights in the open, while Ravenclaw and Hufflepuff Qi is always far away from these disputes. And there are portraits telling me that before Professor Dumbledore became the headmaster, the four colleges of Hogwarts were never as clear as they are now. The people in the painting still have a look of regret Said that the unity of Hogwarts was completely broken by Dumbledore."

Sirius stared at Nora with wide eyes.Merlin's beard, that's how Nora looked at Dumbledore and Gryffindor!

"You mean, all these disputes are the fault of Dumbledore and Gryffindor?" Sirius had an indescribably strange expression.

"I didn't say that, I only know that people with brains should learn to protect themselves wisely and stay away from the battlefield."

"Save your life wisely?" Sirius finally couldn't help but sneered.He suddenly felt that it was really pointless arguing with Nora because he couldn't understand her brain circuit at all.

—Slytherins rarely provoke fights in the open?That's right, they have always been a group of people secretly bullying the poor students who are alone.

- Ravenclaw and Hufflepuff always stay away from these feuds?Ravenclaw's reaction after Plinlow's accident last semester was that he was dreaming?

——Before Professor Dumbledore became the headmaster, the four houses of Hogwarts were never as distinct as they are now?That's because Dumbledore happened to be unlucky enough to have the perversion of Voldemort during his tenure.

—The unity of Hogwarts was completely broken by Dumbledore?Sirius really wanted to know which weird portrait came to such a weird conclusion.If Headmaster Dumbledore hadn't guarded Hogwarts, Hogwarts would have been shrouded in the cloud of war just like the outside world.

"I, Sirius, will never play it safe. Even if no one wants to fight Voldemort, I will fight to the end. I'm glad to have the 'Order of the Phoenix' as a platform so that I don't have to fight alone. If all you want is a wise man Boyfriend, then I think it's right for us to break up, I'm not suitable for you." Sirius said coldly.

Hearing the word breakup, Nora burst into tears: "You actually want to break up with me for the sake of the Order of the Phoenix! Even if I am insignificant to you, what about your family? Don't you really care about your own family?" Family? Is it true that friends are more important than family? You are the young master of the Black family. It was the Black family who gave birth to you and gave you extraordinary talents. Is your best aristocratic education designed to make you finally abandon and betray them? While you are taking advantage of the rights and advantages that this surname brings, have you completely forgotten the obligations that such a glorious surname brings? Have you ever thought that if you join the Order of the Phoenix, will the mysterious man convict the Black family? Could it be that you want to put the burden of supporting a family on your younger brother's shoulders?"

Nora felt delighted when she finished her speech.Sirius, on the other hand, remained silent for a long time.

Time passed minute by minute, and Sirius never spoke.Nora waited patiently. She knew that no one had ever told Sirius what he said. Even if Sirius was sorry for her and wanted to break up with her, she had to tell Sirius what he said.Because, after all, she loves Sirius and hopes that Sirius will be well. She hopes that her words can make Sirius clear his mind and realize what is the most important thing.

Sirius felt that his anger was on the verge of erupting. He took several deep breaths before suppressing the harsh words that he blurted out, and just said coldly: "That's why you look at me like this, a coward with no sense of family responsibility, A villain who will repay his kindness and revenge?"

"You can also choose not to be such a person." Nora looked at him sincerely.

"I know those Slytherins think of me that way, but I didn't expect you to think so too. Did you think so from the beginning, or did you think so after you changed your surname to Malfoy?"

"It has nothing to do with whether my surname is Malfoy!" Nora raised her voice excitedly, "I didn't understand from the beginning why you could treat your family members so cruelly. I didn't say it before because I didn't want you not to Happy, but now I have to say, I have to pull you back from the wrong path, I can't watch you make mistakes again and again! You think friends are everything, but what did Potter teach you? The four of you bully Senior Snape, he let you run rampant in school with the advantages of early childhood education given by your parents and relatives. Sirius, you should wake up!"

Sirius clenched his fists tightly. It turned out that the girl who had been silently by his side had always looked at him like this. Her understanding silence was not understanding, but disdain!He had always felt guilty towards Nora, but now, all the guilt in his heart had disappeared.

"If you have always known what kind of person I am and have always disliked me, why do you say you love me? What exactly do you love about me?" Sirius said.

Looking at Sirius' handsome face, Nora suddenly remembered the handkerchief and warm smile he handed over on the platform that year, and said helplessly, "Maybe you don't remember, five years ago, it was our first grader." At that time, on the platform, I sat on the suitcase and cried, and everyone turned a blind eye to me, only you came to comfort me. From that moment on, I fell into it."

Until now, Sirius finally understood how ridiculous the love he was talking about with the person in front of him was. Not only had he never loved Nora, but Nora had never loved herself, her real self.He was hesitant at first, thinking that just breaking up like this would hurt Nora, but now... "Nora, what you love is not me, but the me you imagined. In fact, from what you said today It can be seen that we have never understood each other, and our worldview and outlook on life are completely different. Don’t try to remake me, I am me, if I become the me you imagined, I will no longer be myself .If we keep entangled like this, we will only become a pair of bitter couples. Let's get together and break up while we are now."

Nora looked at Sirius in disbelief. She couldn't believe that Sirius was still obsessed with explaining the truth so clearly!

"Okay, okay, it's you who insist on seeking your own death, don't regret it in the future."

"I won't regret it, never will." Sirius turned around and was about to leave, but suddenly remembered his original intention of coming to find Nora, so he could only look back depressed and said: "Although they are not lovers anymore, they are dating after all. I came here this time mainly to remind you that the Malfoy family has absolutely no good intentions in recognizing you so readily, so be careful yourself."

Nora's face flushed with anger, and she shouted angrily: "Since we broke up, you don't have to worry about my affairs. Do you think everyone is like you, disregarding their family members, and being cold-hearted? Brother Lucius and Narcissa Sister-in-law doesn't know how well she treats me! I won't be like you, who don't know the blessings in the blessing!" Said and ran away with tears.

Sirius looked at Nora's back, and suddenly felt that she was so pathetic.

Sirius reported to Lynn about Nora's attitude towards the Malfoy family, and Lynn sighed helplessly after hearing this.

"Brother Lucius and sister-in-law Narcissa don't know how well they treat me"?Lynn couldn't imagine such a scene.

She had no idea how relieved Sirius was to finally be completely separated from Nora.

The author has something to say: Happy New Year everyone~

This chapter can be said to be the original intention of my writing this article.Nora's words and those weird thoughts are basically the original text of "Love and Hate". This kind of "I love you, but I don't think of you" is really...