[Comprehensive HP colleagues] That year

A week ago, "Dark Wings" was held at the fifth-seventh grade principal re-election meeting.

"High grades have never been the main consideration for us to choose the chief, Andrew. Severus won all of you in the duel. If you oppose him, you have to give a decent reason." The current chief, Augu who is about to graduate Stuart Rookwood said.

Andrew Selwyn glanced contemptuously at Snape, who was sitting upright, and said respectfully to Rookwood: "I have many reasons, but the most important one is that Snape is still with that Mudblood. Evans is tangled up."

Rookwood frowned, and Snape said calmly, "Evans and I broke up a long time ago. I don't know why you say that."

"Breaking off? Who are you lying to? I clearly saw you and her walking into a classroom half a month ago." Selwyn said, staring at Snape.

"That's probably what you read wrong. Since I joined our Dark Feather in the third grade, I have never contacted her." Snape remained calm.Avery on the side raised his eyebrows, but didn't make a sound.

"You are talking nonsense with your eyes open! I am not mistaken! Even if there is no one else to testify about this matter, then I ask you, why have you never called her a mudblood in front of people? What are you worried about?"

There was finally a crack in Snape's calm face, but it was gone in a flash. "That's because she's a prefect, and I don't have to make fun of myself," he said.

"Are you afraid of prefects? Ha, have you all heard that? How can the dignified chief of Dark Feather be made by someone who is afraid of even prefects?" Selwyn said with a sneer.

Snape's face darkened.Luke Wood thought for a while and said, "What Andrew said is also reasonable. Severus, I am very optimistic about you, but if you are afraid of even a small prefect, I don't think I can pass on the position of chief for you."

"I'm not afraid, but I don't think it's necessary to confront Evans and deduct points for Slytherin." Snape tried his best to maintain his composure.

"Deduction of points? Thanks to the [-] points, we must be at the bottom of this school year anyway, so what's the point of deducting more?" Selwyn was still relentless.

"Well, Severus." Luke Wood said, "I'll give you ten days, within ten days, let me see your sincerity."

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"Evans, don't make me put a curse on you."

"Then break the spell for him!"

"You go, lucky you, Evans is here, snot-"

At the moment when the spell was released, he saw Rookwood's disappointed gaze, and his mind went blank.

"I don't need help from a smelly little Mudblood like her!" he heard himself say.

He saw Rookwood looking at him with an expression that seemed to say that this wasn't enough.

He has to do something more, he's already come this far, he can't give up halfway, Lily will always forgive himself anyway, as long as he tells her afterwards that he has no choice but to blame Potter... …

Countless thoughts were flashing through his brain, when he suddenly heard Lily's cold voice: "Very well, I won't worry about this anymore. Also, if I were you, I would clean up Own panties, snotlite."

He felt his insides explode: She called him Snotluck, the nickname that bastard Potter and Blake had given him?How could she call him that? !

The anger almost exhausted his rationality, but when he turned around and saw the way Lily looked at him, it was as if a bucket of cold water had been poured on his head.

Lily looked at him with trust, disappointment, surprise, and anger, but it was never as cold as it is now, as if without a trace of warmth.

He suddenly panicked.

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Lynn stared blankly at this scene, feeling absurd and terrifying.

Snape, Lily Mudblood really! ?She could imagine how extremely disappointed Lily's heart was under her calm appearance at this moment.

Lynn thought long ago that this scene would come sooner or later, and she even hoped that this day would come sooner, so that Lily would give up on Snape sooner.

But when it really happened, Lynn still felt that it was unreal.

Thinking about it, Lily really wanted to give up on Snape, otherwise she wouldn't have called him a snot-nosed man.

The Mudblood really became the last straw that overwhelmed Lily.

"Apologize to Evans!" Lynn heard James shout at Snape.She really understands James so well, it's like, the one thing I've always cherished that I've always wanted is something you have and you don't value it at all.

But Lily just turned around and yelled at James, "I don't need you to force him to apologize, you're as annoying as he is."

"What?" James yelled, "at least, I never said you were...you know what!" Lynn felt that there was a tear in James' voice.

"You think it's cool to look like you just got off your broomstick, so you mess up your hair, show off with that silly snitch, and cast spells on anyone you meet in the hallway that annoys you , just because you can—I wonder how you can get off the ground with that big head on your broomstick. You make me sick."

After Lily finished talking like a cannonball, she turned around suddenly and ran away quickly.

"Evans!" James called after her. "Hey, Evans!"

But she didn't look back.

In the matter of Lily and James, Lynn has always been towards Lily, but this time, she felt that what Lily said about James was a bit too hurtful.But considering Lily's hurt mood at this moment, she couldn't imagine that she could be calmer than her when she changed places.

She couldn't imagine that Sirius would say harsh words to her. In fact, Sirius had never said any harsh words to herself, let alone such hurtful words.

She was about to go after Lily when she heard James' voice behind her say with uncontrollable anger, "Who wants to see me take off Snotty's panties?"

The people next to him booed.

Lynn walked over, reached out and pressed James' hand holding his wand and said, "James, do you still want Lily?"

James looked at Lynn with wet eyes, and said mockingly: "I want to, of course I want to, but what's the use of thinking? She will never be moved by my feelings for her."

"That's why you didn't use the right place and method!" Lynn said sternly, but seeing James' decadent face, his heart softened again.

"Believe me, now that Lily has basically broken with Snape, if you can show a little maturity in front of Lily, even if you show a tenth of what you showed when helping those Muggle classmates who were victimized, you will I will definitely catch up with Lily."

Then she added: "I will help you, Sirius and I will help you. The premise is that you must listen to my advice. Picking up people's underwear is definitely not an act to please Lily, no matter who the object is. "

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Lynn came to the empty classroom that held Lily and Snape's five years of fond memories of Hogwarts, and he saw Lily sitting on the ground there, curled up.That is the instinctive self-protection posture of human beings, such as the fetus, such as cold, such as loneliness.

She knew that what she was going to say might be too cruel for Lily, but things had come to this point, Snape had already used that word to Lily himself, and she didn't want Lily's mood to repeat itself.

Break it up, break it up, break it up early, Lily, you deserve a better man.

Lily raised her tearful face, looked at Lynn, and laughed at herself: "I know you, all of you think that I will break up with him sooner or later, but I don't believe in fate, I don't believe in evil, but I have persisted until now, only to find out that my persistence How ridiculous, the person you care about doesn't care about you at all."

Lynn sighed slightly: "Lily, I never thought that Snape didn't care about you. I have always disliked him. I think he is cunning and cunning. In his eyes, all people can only be used or not. But after all these years, I can also see clearly that if there is anything in Snape's heart that can be called emotion, it might be you."

"Are you persuading me to forgive him?" Lily was puzzled.

"No, Lily, you know that I don't like you being with him all the time. Today, I just want you to see your relationship more clearly. I don't want you to fall into the cold war with him again, and end up I'd better forgive him, I hope you guys can really break it off completely!"

A more painful look appeared on Lily's face, but Lynn still gritted his teeth and continued.

"Lily, let me ask you, what kind of feelings do you have for Snape? Is it friendship or love?"

"I... I don't know... all these years, except because you and Blake got a little closer, he was the only male friend I had. I was sad that he refused to invite me to the fourth grade Yule Ball , watching him dance with his partner, I feel very uncomfortable. I don't know if this is love... I always think that between lovers, there should be total trust and appreciation for each other, that kind of feeling, I have paid for him before, but now, I can't find it between me and him..."

"Lily, if you can think of this, it means that your heart has not been completely swayed by Snape. I am really grateful for this. You keep telling me that he led you into the wizarding world. I think, It is for this reason that he always has a sense of superiority in front of you. So when you grow up, become an excellent witch, and have more wizard friends, you no longer regard him as the only one, even because Alison, When Mary and the others blamed and tried to educate him in turn, he couldn't bear this gap... Don't rush to object, you should remember carefully, how many times he said to you, "I want you to do so" "I won't let you How about you', I know that at those times, you were also unhappy, but you didn't get angry on the spot, and you chose to forget it afterwards."

Lily was silent, not saying a word.

"I don't know what Snape is thinking in his heart, but what I have seen is that he has never treated you with an equal attitude. He made you angry when he did something wrong last time, so he reluctantly said something considerate to you..."

Lily immediately wanted to refute, but was stopped by Lynn.

"Don't interrupt me, Lily, let me finish. Maybe, what I see is not the whole thing, after all, it is you, not me, who has been with him all the time. If you don't really feel his sincerity, you won't do it. But Lily, I didn’t tell you. I didn’t dare at first because I was afraid that you would be sad. Later, you didn’t want to listen. In fact, Snape, he hadn’t been in Slytherin for a long time. Those who attack Muggle-born classmates, including Alison and Mary, all come from a small organization called 'Dark Wings' inside Slytherin. They usually get together to practice black magic and discuss lessons. Although I am not in that organization for the plan of a Muggle-born student, a classmate in the organization told me that Snape is a member of that 'Dark Wing', and his status is definitely not low. Think about it, such How innocent could he be in the matter of Alison and Mary, and in the matter of other Muggle classmates being hurt?! Actually, you don’t feel it at all, do you? It’s just that you have been unwilling to face it. right!"

Every time Lynn said something, Lily's face became paler.

"Lily, you and I both know how absurd the theory of blood is, but Snape believes in it from the bottom of his heart, and the source of his belief may be his Muggle father who caused him great harm in his childhood. He called his Muggle-born classmates mudbloods, which is not what you think at all. He just agreed with that statement from the bottom of his heart, otherwise he would not hang up the word mudbloods all the time. On the lips. Yes Lily, he knew you didn't like that word, so he covered it up in front of you, but never in front of me. He said that word in front of me. I don't know how slippery he is. Such him , is completely incompatible with you in concept, even if you are really together in the end, together like lovers, the disagreement in concept will always be the disagreement between you. Snape is so stubborn, he will not do it for you If you can change his philosophy, you can change it long ago, and you won’t drag it to this point. If you want to continue to be with him, only you agree with him, not him to agree with you.”

"If it is said that you can overcome the disagreement of ideas, the more realistic problem is that the people he supports and the friends around him all regard you as a different kind, and you are the target they want to attack and mutilate! Maybe it is not right for Snape now. For him, you are special, but so what? He can call you a Mudblood now, but in the future, for his ideals, his friends and people he follows may turn to you with a wand. Even if you are willing to risk your life Follow him, and then? The best ending is that the person he is eager to follow gives you as an item, and you will never be able to walk side by side with him. Then even if he treats you as his true love , What will people in the Death Eater circle think of you? What will people outside think of you? At that time, Lily, you will completely lose your independent personality! I know, you are an independent girl, not those who dream of finding someone Rich and powerful men sugar daddy women, otherwise you wouldn't have been disrespectful to James. So you should really think about it, you really want to be reduced to the point where you become Snape's accessory ?"

"Lily, Snape's heart is occupied by too many things other than emotions, but you are a person who is too emotional. It is destined that he cannot give you the sense of security and recognition you want. Let go, life The scenery in the movie is not just Snape alone, if you lose your mind for his star, you will only give up the entire starry sky."

Lily stared blankly at Lynn, she really blocked all her escape routes, so cruel that no one was left behind.

Finally, Lynn said to her: "If you really still have hope in Snape, you might as well ask him: 'Are you impatient to become a subordinate of the You-Know-Who?', and see, he How will I answer you?"

That night, the door of the Gryffindor lounge portrait.

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"sorry!"

"Don't waste your words, Mary said you threatened to sleep here before I came out."

"I'm going to sleep here. I never meant to call you a Mudblood, I just..."

"Just a slip of the tongue?" Lily thought of what Lynn said to her, and there was no sympathy in her voice, "It's too late. I have been looking for excuses to forgive you for so many years. My friends can't understand why I still talk to you Talk. You and your dear Death Eater friends - look, you don't even deny it! You don't even deny that that's what you're after! You can't wait to be under You-Know-Who, can you?"

Snape's mouth opened, didn't speak, and then closed again.

Lily closed her eyes in pain. Now, can she still deceive herself?

"I can't pretend anymore, you chose your way, I chose mine."

"No...listen to me, I didn't mean to..."

"Call me a Mudblood? But you call people of my origin a Mudblood, Severus, what's the difference between me?" At the end, Lily's tone was unusually calm.

Snape struggled to say something, but Lily took one last look at him before turning and crawling back through the portrait hole...

When Snape returned to the waiting room in a daze, he saw Selwin and Yaxley, who was in the sixth grade, walking towards him. The silver-green ring of Dark Feather's primacy.

He lost, and lost very embarrassingly.He turned his face away and walked straight to his dormitory.

So far, Lily and Snape's childhood sweethearts for nearly ten years have been buried in the deepest part of their memory, and they don't want to read it.When it was opened again, it was already bloody, and heaven and man were separated forever.

The next day, Lily told Lynn that she had completely given up on Snape, and Lynn's message reached James' ears.Lynn thought that James should be happy now, but Sirius told her that James was not happy at all, and he was very worried about Lily.

That was the first time Lynn found out that maybe James' feelings for Lily were really not just sensationalism and whim, but real, sincere dedication.