[Full Time] Idol

Tang Sheng comforted her: "What's the big deal? Didn't you say to go back to China to see your mother? I think your mother should have guessed that you did all these things. Why would your relatives just say goodbye? Friends or something , Am I not your friend! And you talk about feelings, how easy it is, if you fall in love, it's over, and the company doesn't let you fall in love. "

After all, at Li Yan's age, the image in the plan is gradually changing towards maturity, so the company really doesn't have any mandatory requirements on her emotional status.

"How can it be so easy..." Li Yan couldn't help sighing. "If falling in love is really as simple as dancing, I would have been married a long time ago."

"Why is it difficult? You are too pessimistic, just like me and my girlfriend. I fell in love with her first, and after two months of pursuit, she agreed, and then we talked."

Tang Sheng's girlfriend Li Yan hasn't met yet, but I have always heard that the relationship between the two is very good, and Tang Sheng is already planning to get married.

"Speaking of which, you have been in Japan for so long this time, won't your girlfriend have any objections?"

"It's okay, she trusts me."

Seeing Tang Sheng looking so happy, Li Yan wanted to complain, she turned her thoughts, and leaned towards him quickly: "I said Brother Sheng..." Tang Sheng's sweet smile reminded him of the coffee shop. Delicate shape, small and cute cake.

"Speak up if you have something to say! You are scary like this." Tang Sheng dodged back vigilantly. Li Yan had quite a lot of evil ideas, who knows what she is thinking now.

"Brother Sheng, do you think I'm good-looking?"

"Quite good looking."

"Is my voice bad?"

"Who said that, it's pretty good, and you went to the Internet to find your black fans to read reviews?" Tang Sheng has nothing to say about Li Yan's hobby. Others like to listen to good things, but Li Yan always likes it. Collect bad words.

"Then what's wrong with me? Why don't you have feelings for me? After you became my assistant, the two of us get along day and night. We spend more time together than you and your girlfriend, right?"

"...What exactly are you trying to say." Tang Sheng's face darkened in an instant: "What are you implying to me?"

"I didn't imply you. I really don't understand. You asked me to find someone to talk to, but I couldn't find it. I'm not as earth-shattering as ugly!"

"What do you mean you can't find it? You workaholic, you don't give people a chance to find you, okay? Otherwise, the last time that Mido asked you out for dinner, you told him that you were going back to dance practice?! Besides, Yes! It’s Yangou who looks for someone on the outside, and what’s more important in dating is the inside!”

"That's different... I've already said that they are my fans..." Li Yan explained.

"Anyway, I don't believe it. I have always insisted that male fans have bad ideas about female idols, but they have no chance to implement them."

"You are so dark! Then what did you first see your girlfriend?"

"Let's think about it...the first time I saw her was in the company. She was wearing a floral dress." Tang Sheng showed a nostalgic look. He only met his girlfriend yesterday in this month. This kind of thing will really make the lover miss him even more, "She had her ponytail in her head, and the moment she turned her head, the ponytail swept high, and I saw her at a glance. That feeling...is really different."

"So the first time you saw her, you didn't pay attention to her inside, but also outside?" Li Yan looked at Tang Sheng contemptuously: "Bah! Yan Gou! Do you have the nerve to tell me the truth!"

"You don't understand. People like you who have never been in love will not understand that feeling. Do you know the feeling of being tempted? You will subconsciously forget to breathe, and you will feel that your heart is about to be forced to stop. , If you don’t experience it yourself, of course you won’t understand it!”

"Brother... I don't want to experience it either," Li Yanyu held his hand earnestly: "Let's not go to the airport, can I accompany you to the physical examination?" The heart stopped, it must be sick Bar!

"You're jealous." Tang Sheng shook off Li Yan's hand in displeasure: "So you should start a relationship, this resentment is too great, if this continues, I will resign."

"So let me ask you again, why don't you have feelings for me?" Li Yan was really serious about asking this question. "You said it so I can correct it."

"Actually...the first time I saw you...I thought you were quite cold? After all, we are in a working relationship. Besides, I have a girlfriend, okay?"

"Indifferent? Is there..." Li Yan tilted her head: "Obviously everyone says I'm warm and cute."

"That's just an isolated phenomenon, or when you are working. You are actually very cold at ordinary times, do you really not realize it? Or even though you are very kind, you are very clear in your heart."

Li Yan shook her head silently.

"It's a bit inappropriate to say that you are indifferent. It just feels like you are always focusing on your own thoughts, and it is difficult for others to blend in. Moreover, your attitude towards people you don't know is indeed very good, but the good ones are very unfamiliar, and you always feel..." Tang Sheng scratched his head: "I always feel that you are quite afraid that the relationship will develop further."

"Even with me, you were very polite at the beginning, but you got better later on. Are you afraid of getting closer to people? It's nothing. Although the relationship is close, there will be some collisions, and you will also find that the other person flaws. But my friend, your friendship with her is enough to allow you to tolerate everything."

"I... It's not that I'm afraid of getting closer, I'm just..." Li Yan was silent for a long time, and slowly said the answer: "I'm more afraid of losing, it's really scary to suddenly lose something I've always had. "

"Hey...that is to say, there are indeed variables in life all the time, but this does not mean that you have to give up all your happiness to prevent yourself from getting hurt?" Tang Sheng couldn't help but persuade her: "Li Yan, you have always Thinking about things is very clear, why can't you think about this issue?"

"I also know what you said is right, but..." Li Yan hesitated to speak: "Sometimes it's really... difficult to get rid of a thing, for example, if you get burned, you will have feelings for it I lost my fear, so even though I knew it wouldn’t happen, I was still worried, what I got would be lost in the end, I was really happy to have it once, but without the person to share with you, do I want to hold this glory for the rest of my life?”

"Then what are you still fighting for now? Are you going to live your whole life with this fame after becoming famous?"

"Of course not, I'm just overcoming this fear..."