Mao Taijiu only hesitated for 30 seconds before running out to chase Jin Nana.

Fuck his Korean dramas, let's go our own way.

He caught up with Jin Nana on the path outside the yard and called her, "Nana."

Jin Nana trembled, stopped and turned around slowly.The reason why she was eager to move out was that apart from not wanting to get involved in Officer Li's private affairs, there was another more important reason: Officer Li and Mao Taijiu were so similar to each other now that she couldn't tell them apart more and more. Get rid of these two people.

For example, the sound he yelled from behind, except for the different tone, was very similar in other aspects, breath, and feeling.

It was dark, and the street lamps were already on. The handsome young man in front of him was bathed in the lights, and the dim light made him look very much like the man in her dream.

"Nana," Mao Taijiu looked at Jin Nana, and confessed bluntly, "I like you, let's date." He was originally a straight ball player, and this kind of clear confession is his style.

Jin Nana was in a state of mind, if she hadn't tried to bite her lip to stay awake, she would have almost agreed.so similar!Someone said to her more than two years ago: "Nana, I like you, let's date." The same words were said by different people, and even the tone and intonation were extremely similar.

"Nana," Mao Taijiu said, "I'm serious, not pretending to be my girlfriend, really date me."

Jin Nana's eyes were filled with tears, and she shook her head lightly at him: "I'm sorry. No way."

"You don't believe me? Tomorrow Yang Shiwen and Che Jianyu arrive on the same plane, you can ask them." Mao Taijiu was in a hurry, the ex-girlfriend's question had been clarified, why still not work?

"Not for that reason."

"What's the reason? You obviously have feelings for me."

"I'm sorry." Jin Nana lowered her head, two tears slid down her cheeks and fell to the grass. When she raised her head again, her eyes were slightly red, "I have feelings, but not for you, I mistook you It was someone else. Sorry for not telling you, you and my deceased husband are very similar in appearance."

Mao Taijiu didn't know whether he should be happy or sad, but Nana still liked him.

"I'm looking for his shadow in you. It's not fair to you, and it's also a kind of betrayal to him." Jin Nana sighed, turned to leave.Mao Taijiu shouted behind her: "Jin Nana, I don't mind."

"I mind."

Jin Nana paused for a moment, took a deep breath, opened her legs and continued to walk forward, ignoring him.

Mao Taijiu chased after him.

"Do you want to live with a dead man forever? Can he feel at ease if you suffer so much?"

"That's my business." Jin Nana stopped and looked back at Mao Taijiu, "Don't follow me anymore, and I'll treat you as harassment. You should know that I am a fourth-degree judo, right?"

Jin Nana walked away, and Mao Taijiu stood by the side of the road, feeling sour, sweet, bitter and astringent in his heart.

Jin Nana went to a nearby small church. She would come every week to bring some food to the stray cats and dogs near the church, to bring some dishes she made to the elderly priest, and to sit in the small cemetery behind the church. sit down.

The cemetery of the small church used to only bury the clergy, but later a few quiet rooms were specially set up to store the ashes of relatives for believers or nearby residents, and a certain fee was charged to maintain the church's expenses.Jin Nana deposited Mao Taijiu's urn here.

There were no ashes in the urn, only two bags.One vacuum bag contained Jin Nana's favorite white shirt with plastic buttons, and the other small bag contained a handful of soil that Jin Nana brought back from the ruins of Paradise Island.There are no photos on the simple urn, only the name written in Chinese characters.

Jin Nana took out a handkerchief to wipe off the dust on the urn, and took out the withered flowers in front of the urn and threw them into the trash can.I came here in a hurry today, I didn't bring him any flowers, next time.

Whenever she misses him, she comes to sit down.

She has been working hard to start a new life, she has become healthy and cheerful, she has many friends in her life, her studies are in progress, she has been doing good things, she is doing everything well, there is only one thing to do Less than: Erase the traces left by that bad guy in her heart.

His iniquity is undeniable, and he is a real bad guy.But on the other hand, he appeared in Jin Nana's life as a man, but he was the lover she wanted, with strong, warm and direct feelings, always loving and cherishing her, and always looking at her alone.

I didn't plan to wait for him, because I knew I couldn't wait.When she learned everything about Mao Taijiu from Ishihara and Cruz, she knew that death was his final answer.Don't pester and don't bother, it's only possible after he's dead.

Maybe one day she will stop missing him so strongly, maybe one day she will feel moved when she sees someone completely different from him, maybe there will never be that day.

Jin Nana refused to let Mao Taijiu follow her, but Mao Taijiu couldn't help but followed behind her, with a distance of about ten steps.

Officer Li was rejected, and Mao Taijiu didn't know what to do.He is afraid of losing her, afraid that Jin Nana will move out as soon as he wakes up tomorrow.Yes, he knew that Jin Nana was looking for a house.Once she moves away, what excuse can he use to pester her?

Mao Taijiu followed Jin Nana far away, feeling that only seeing her would make him feel less uneasy.

Seeing Jin Nana entering the church, Mao Taijiu also followed.He didn't know that Jin Nana believed in religion. He himself had no faith. He used to play around with the Bible, but now because of his own unique experience, he was in awe of fate and religion.

Jin Nana's figure disappeared at the gate of the cemetery, and Mao Taijiu stopped in his tracks.Who can she come here to mourn?Wouldn't you be volunteering in a cemetery?

Mao Taijiu hid behind the bushes. After a while, he saw Jin Nana coming out of the cemetery and walking on the road in front of him. He was about to continue to follow, when a young clergyman ran after him: "Mao Taijiu Wait a minute, madam, you forgot something."

Jin Nana stopped, and the man handed Jin Nana a handkerchief, which she had left behind when she was wiping the ashes of the urn.

"Thank you." Jin Nana took the handkerchief and turned to leave.

The name "Mrs. Mao" almost shook Mao Taijiu's soul. When Jin Nana was completely out of his sight, Mao Taijiu turned around and walked into the cemetery. He quickly found the man with the words "Mao Taijiu" urn with Chinese characters.There are photos on other urns, but this one has nothing, except these three words.

But it is indeed "Mao Tae-joo" instead of "Han Tae-sun".

Mao Taijiu ran out of the church like flying, and ran towards Jin Nana's small courtyard.

He caught up with Jin Nana just as he entered the courtyard gate.

"Nana." Mao Taijiu reached out to grab Jin Nana's shoulder.Jin Nana is so annoying, why is Officer Li pestering her endlessly?She put down her shoulders and tried not to let him grab her, but the man behind her immediately clung to her, followed her like a shadow, wrapped her arms around her, and hugged her tightly.

"Nana." Mao Taijiu hugged Jin Nana tightly, buried his face on her shoulder, tears streaming down uncontrollably, "It's me, I'm back. I'm not Li Hengjun, I'm... I'm Mao Tai..."

The violent running made him out of breath, and his emotional agitation made his speech intermittent. Before he could utter the last word, Mao Taijiu was tripped by Jin Nana's elbow and leg, and fell over his shoulder to the grass.Mao Taijiu was thrown so hard that he couldn't get up for a long time. He barely got up, but Jin Nana grabbed him. She asked him tremblingly, "You, what did you just say... what... what...Mao Tai...?"

Mao Taijiu sighed and said clearly: "I am Mao Taijiu."

The two looked at each other at a very close distance. He refused to admit his identity on Misty Island back then, but now he said it himself, because she finally accepted him. He is a person full of sins, but he is also Someone loves someone and someone misses it.

Mao Taijiu's eyes were red, and he looked at Jin Nana with tears in his eyes.

Jin Nana's head was buzzing, and her rationality told her that this was impossible, but the tearful man in front of her disturbed her mind again. Before she knew it, Jin Nana also had tears in her eyes, and she subconsciously said, "Officer Li, You...how did you know about Mao Taijiu...who told you?"

She couldn't believe it.He didn't want to hide it anymore.

"Nana, I didn't tell you the truth because I didn't know what to say, what happened to me couldn't be explained, and I was afraid that you wouldn't accept me."

The voice of the man standing in front of Jin Nana was choked with sobs, every word was solemn and gloomy.

"I really love you, and I really know that I was wrong, I am very guilty, I am willing to accept punishment, and I am willing to make atonement. After Misty Island and you parted, I went to Paradise Island. Do that with the heart of death, I also really experienced death. But I actually came back to life, and when I woke up again, people called me Lee Hyung Joon, saying that I had been in a coma for six years."

Their eyes were entangled with each other, and their eyes were blurred with tears. Jin Nana wanted to believe but couldn't believe it, and Mao Taijiu wanted to get close but didn't dare to get close.

Everything in the past two months flashed through Jin Nana's mind. He looked at her sad and gentle eyes. He always kept time and wanted to meet her. If he was a little nice to him, he would show his happy face. expression, holding her tightly to protect her and holding her in the crowd, racking his brains to think of some clumsy ways to get close to her.

Why does she always regard Li Hengjun as Mao Taijiu, because they were originally one person.

"Nana, can you take me in? Can you teach me? I want to be a good person, and I want to be with you." Although afraid of being rejected, Mao Taijiu still mustered up the courage to express his desire and prayer.

Jin Nana didn't speak, but opened her arms towards Mao Taijiu, which was a gesture of acceptance.

Mao Taijiu stretched his arms forward and hugged Jin Nana tightly, and he buried his face on her shoulders, and the tall man cried like a child, crying out of breath.

Xiao Hei ran out from nowhere and crawled back and forth under the feet of the two of them.Why are both of them crying?Who bullied whom?Which one should it help?The dog was very depressed, and finally squatted on the side and barked twice.No one cares about it.Xiao Hei continued to bark, and kept barking until the two hugging tightly turned their faces to look at it.

Mao Taijiu asked Jin Nana: "Did you forget to feed it again?"

Jin Nana shook her head: "It's over."

"Then what does it want?"

Xiao Hei picked up its ball, wagging its tail and ran to Mao Taijiu. One eyebrow of Mao Taijiu was raised high, and he wanted to play with the ball at night. When did this dog have such a problem?

However, he didn't care about pursuing it, so he had to get rid of the dog light bulb as soon as possible. He and Jin Nana still had a lot to say.

Mao Taijiu threw the ball to the farthest corner of the yard, and while Xiao Hei was chasing the ball, he hurriedly dragged Jin Nana into the house.

That night they huddled together in Jin Nana's small bed on the second floor and talked until midnight.

Obviously the bed in Mao Taijiu's room was bigger, but he insisted on living in Jin Nana's room because he had never been here once.Jin Nana can't do anything about his rambunctiousness, so just sleep in a small bed if you don't think it's too crowded, anyway, he can't be a monster.Within three months, he can only be a gentleman and not a man. Jin Nana has heard from Cruz.

When the excitement of recognition, the pain of separation, and the joy of meeting again were poured over and over again in various ways, Mao Taijiu discovered a problem.Jin Nana was only willing to let him hold her. Whenever he wanted to kiss her, she always pushed her away.

"Kissing will not harm the body, and kissing is okay." Mao Taijiu patiently explained and persuaded.If you can't do anything else, you must have this kind of benefit, right?

"No." Jin Nana resisted, "I always think that you are Li Hengjun."

"Then close your eyes and don't look at me."

"No, the voice is also Li Hengjun."

"Kim Nana, my face looks exactly like Lee Hyung Joon's."

"Why is it the same? You have laugh lines at the corners of your eyes, nasolabial folds around your lips, and forehead wrinkles on your forehead."

"You like that? You actually like wrinkles?" Mao Taijiu was amazed. The young and beautiful police officer even lost to the wrinkled Mao Taijiu in appearance?

Jin Nana smiled: "You are so stupid sometimes, I like you in person, and those are also a part of you." There are also picky food and clothing, narcissistic obsession with cleanliness, strange taste for leftovers, and you have to do it all day long. Demon, but innocent and sincere, warm and direct, cute and able to melt people's hearts, those are all him.

"Wrinkles are beautiful." Jin Nana gently touched the corner of Mao Taijiu's eyes.In fact, it's not the wrinkles that look good, but Mao Taijiu's charming temperament unique to mature men.Mao Taijiu's face is really unique, after 35 years old, he is more attractive than when he was young.

"Don't worry about that, Nana, the wrinkles will grow back, and they will be exactly the same in a few years. Cherish your husband's rare youth now."

Mao Taijiu held Jin Nana down and kissed him forcefully, he had to let her overcome the psychological barrier, otherwise what would happen to his happiness in the future?

On the narrow bed, Mao Taijiu covered Jin Nana with his whole body, holding her shoulders and holding her face to prevent her from escaping.Mao Taijiu's lips pressed against Jin Nana's lips with thirsty enthusiasm, those were the lips he missed in his dreams, the touch was soft and sweet.Mao Taijiu's lips gently rubbed, sucked, and licked repeatedly. He was slowly experiencing the joy of regaining her, and he was also asking for her permission to open up more sweetness for him.How could Jin Nana resist his obsession, her heart was beating wildly, her face was red and her ears were hot, she gave up resistance after being rubbed by him a few times, her lips were half-opened and let him drive straight in, she was kissed passionately by him, her arms He also hugged the man's waist and back involuntarily.

The two kissed deeper and tighter, and Jin Nana felt that Mao Taijiu wanted to suck her soul out of her body and swallow her. Everything haunts him.Longing for too long, longing too deep, only by merging into one can the lovesickness be untied.

A long and fiery deep kiss ended, the two were already out of breath, Mao Taijiu looked at Jin Nana's eyes changed, he instinctively wanted to go further, but was stopped by Jin Nana grabbing his hand , and pushed him away from him.

"Two choices, sleep here honestly, or you sleep downstairs."

Mao Taijiu turned over and lay on his back, clenching his fists and trying to calm his shortness of breath. He thought that a kiss would be all right, but the kiss lost control, like throwing a match into a barrel.

Of course he didn't go downstairs, sleeping alone in a quilt, is he a fool?I don't know if Expert Chen is lying to him, saying three months.Obviously, he is extremely energetic now, and it is no problem to fight a tiger.But Mao Taijiu still didn't dare to make fun of his body. This was not the original body. He and Nana wanted to be together for the rest of their lives.

Jin Nana also calmed down for a few minutes, she was not as violent as Mao Taijiu, and she was able to calm down faster.Jin Nana got up and turned off the bedside light, and fell asleep with her back to Mao Taijiu, and then said: "Go to sleep quickly, I have to pick up someone at the airport tomorrow." The monster he made had to be cleaned up with him .

Mao Taijiu turned sideways slowly, put his face on the back of Jin Nana's neck, and complained: "Nana, you don't love me as much as before." When he stopped him just now, he was so quick, he just touched... ...What a shame.

Jin Nana closed her eyes and refused to talk to him.

Mao Taijiu put his face closer to the back of her neck, almost in her ear, and whispered softly, "Jin Nana, I love you."

The six characters contain endless lingering sentimentality and endless twists and turns.From death to life, I am so happy to be able to say these words to my lover again.

Pulling the quilt up above the shoulders of the two, Mao Taijiu put his arms around Jin Nana's waist, closed his eyes and prepared to sleep.In the dark, he heard Jin Nana's response.

"Mao Taijiu, I love you."

Mao Taijiu was surprised at first, then smiled, slightly tightened Jin Nana's arm, hugged her and sighed, then closed his eyes.

Didn't expect her to say "I love you" by his real name, but she did.Mao Taijiu had such an asshole life, he lived a crazy and worthless life for the first 36 years, but met his destined lover in the last two years, and finally lived what a human being should be.From then on, he can let go of the three words "Mao Taijiu" with peace of mind, and he can only be Jin Nana's man wholeheartedly, atone for the unfinished sins together, and walk the unfinished road together.

For the rest of my life, I will walk with you.

【End of text】

To hope to see what you cannot see, to feel what you cannot feel, to achieve the impossible - Helen Keller

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