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Jin Nana counted the days on the desert island for seven days.

These seven days were very difficult.

There are very rich daily necessities in the hut, all kinds of rice grains and dried vegetables, and there are many root vegetables in the cellar outside. Let alone seven days, Jin Nana can spend [-] days here comfortably, eating and drinking well.

There is even electricity, solar storage panels, and solar water heaters. Nothing else can be done, but lighting and bathing are guaranteed.

But she was alone.

Back then when Mao Taijiu and Mao Taijiu lived on a deserted island, the conditions were much worse than this. They didn't have a bite of rice to eat, and the two of them huddled together to sleep, and they had to wear a worn-out plastic sheet on their bodies.

But at that time, I didn't feel bitter, because we relied on and supported each other, and because we had expectations for our future life.

But now, no matter how materially everything is available, a person will feel very lonely, and the future is so dark that he can't even think about it.

Jin Nana spent the first day in anger, pain and regret. Tired of crying and cursing, she could only walk back.

The next day her anger and pain began to subside, but her regret increased.

Not long ago, she signed to receive a large amount of property from Han Taishan, and given her so much, the part in his hands should not be a small amount.

And he seems to have more and more people.

He is rich, has manpower, is involved in the underworld, and has such a terrible past. He regards human life as nothing. Jin Nana can't imagine how much damage such a person will cause to the world if he does bad things.

Why is she so stupid and came alone to seek the truth, she should have called Kim Young Joo first.

On the third day, Jin Nana was a little calmer than the previous two days.

Jin Nana had a strange feeling, she felt that Han Tae-sun should not hurt her, and he would listen to what she said.

Jin Nana, who was washing her face, patted her face vigorously, and splashed cold water on her face.

Wake up, Jin Nana, that's a big devil, not a young man in love.

But... isn't it?He is obviously a young man in love, full of enthusiasm for her...

Tears rolled down her cheeks unknowingly. In the past two days, Jin Nana would cry whenever she thought of the time when the two were together, completely uncontrollable.

Jin Nana forced herself not to think about those days, fake, all fake, even his people are fake, can love be true?

From the fourth day onwards, Jin Nana decided not to think about anything. Her mind was in a mess, and all kinds of thoughts drove her to go crazy.Don't think about it, don't think about it, anyway, I can't think clearly.

Jin Nana cooked in the hut, went out to fish and hunt, and cleared the weeds on the forest path near the house.

It is impossible for Han Tae-sun to leave her on the island for the rest of his life, he will come to see her anyway, just wait.

In the evening, Jin Nana dragged a chair and sat outside to watch the moon. The moon was big and round. Is it the fifteenth day of the lunar calendar?

In the past, Jin Nana would occasionally look at the moon on the roof of her roof tower. The moon seemed to be not as big as the moon on the deserted island, and it didn't seem to be as bright. It was obviously the same moon.

On the night of the seventh day, Jin Nana suddenly became alert when she slept until midnight. She sat up and reached out to turn on the light.

Han Tae-sun—no, Mao Taijiu was sitting in front of her bed, not very close to her. He was sitting at the end of the bed, looking tired and haggard.

Jin Nana imagined a situation where they would meet, and she thought it was 80.00% likely that they would fight, but she didn't expect to meet in such a situation.

"Woke you up?" Mao Taijiu's voice was gentle, and his expression was also very gentle.

Jin Nana didn't know what to say.

beat him out?Can't do it, knowing that he is a bad guy, but still can't do it.

It is absolutely impossible to get along with him like before.

Mao Taijiu took off his shoes and got into bed from the end of the bed.

Jin Nana was like a cat with all its fur standing on end. She reached out and grabbed the coat next to the pillow to put it on her body, and raised her legs to get out of bed and put on her shoes.

This ridiculous man, in their current situation, is it possible for them to share the same bed and be a good husband and wife?

"Don't," Mao Taijiu waved his hand to stop her, "Where are you going in the middle of the night? I won't touch you, I just want to lean on you, I'm a little tired." He just walked out of the blood and fire, Wanted to see her, for a little reassurance.

Mao Taijiu grabbed a pillow and put it at the end of the bed, and he lay down.The bed was huge, and he and Jin Nana were on each side, separated by a person's width.

"You should have a lot to ask me, right? Nana." It was Mao Taijiu's first words.

There was a lot to talk about, so Jin Nana thought about it and asked, "What are you doing with Jiang Quanjiu, Wu Zhenhe, and Li Runcheng?"

Mao Taijiu smiled wryly, as expected he asked this first, fortunately he didn't do anything.

"Li Yuncheng ran back to the Golden Triangle, Jiang Quanjiu and Wu Zhenhe did not move, and I will not move in the future."

Jin Nana breathed a sigh of relief, she was really afraid that he would kill innocent people indiscriminately.

"Li Runcheng, you can't move either."

Mao Taijiu was almost turned upside down by her, but this is not the key issue now, he nodded and agreed: "I will not move Li Runcheng either."

Jin Nana was dubious and asked, "You...you didn't do anything else bad, did you?"

Mao Taijiu smiled wryly again, why is her mind full of the idea that he is doing bad things now?It's really hard for bad people to change their ways, and no one will believe them if they change.

"The Yamada family is about to collapse."

"Really?" Jin Nana was a little unbelievable. It was the underworld family that had been passed down for many years, and the famous Japanese underworld family. For many years, the police had nothing to do with it.

"Yeah." Mao Taijiu really spent a lot of time on the matter of defeating the Yamada family. It took two years of hard work and finally reaped the results. It became a pot of porridge."

"The organ transplant gang was destroyed?"

Mao Taijiu nodded: "The gang on the Japanese side was wiped out due to infighting, the gang on the South Korean side was destroyed by the police, and all those who escaped were caught." President Zhao and Secretary Cui managed to escape to the Philippines , has now been locked up on Paradise Island.

Jin Nana's inner feelings are complicated and difficult to express. The person in front of her is a bad person, but the things she did seem to be not all bad things. The division subverted the underworld, destroyed the evil gangs, and punished the bad people.

How absurd, bad guys punish bad guys, what about the police?

"What are you going to do with me?" Jin Nana finally asked.

"Nana, we are already married."

"You cheated me." Jin Nana was merciless, "Do you dare to tell me your real name and experience?"

Mao Tai was speechless for a long time.

"What are you going to do with me? Lock me up, or kill me?" Jin Nana asked again.

"How could I..."

"Why don't you, haven't you locked me up now? Are you going to let me go? When?"

Mao Taijiu asked with ten thousandth hope: "Nana, can't the two of us live on this small island? It's just the two of us." Forget everything about the past.

Jin Nana nodded: "So you decided to lock me up. Did you tie me up, or give me some medicine to make me lose my mind?"

Mao Taijiu's throat choked up, and his eyes were sore.

"I don't want to live in this world as a walking dead. If you still remember the good things we did before, you can simply kill me."

"Jin Nana!" Mao Taijiu roared angrily, "If you dare to mention that, I will... who do you think I am?!"

How could he do that to her? !

With tears all over her face, Jin Nana asked him, "How dare you say you haven't thought about it that way?"

However, Mao Taijiu also had to admit that he had thought about locking her up on a small island and trying every means to trick her into giving birth, would he be able to live like this for the rest of his life?

But all he thought about was showing weakness, begging for mercy, coaxing, not using violence or using drugs.

It's just that he no longer has much credibility in her eyes, and he had already used all the deception and drugs when he got her to the island.

Jin Nana wiped away her tears, put on her coat, got out of bed and put on her shoes, and said to him, "Don't count on it, I won't let you touch my finger again."

Jin Nana opened the door and left the bedroom.

When the bedroom door closed with a bang, Mao Taijiu knew that the door in her heart was also closed to him.He was the one who lived in her heart in the past, and there will be no place for him in the future.

In the past two years, what she worried and feared the most was not being discovered by Jin Nana, but that after she found out, she would no longer love him.

Mao Taijiu sat up, weeping quietly.

His world was originally gray, but it became colorful because of Jin Nana's presence.He couldn't see or feel others, but because of Jin Nana, he can communicate with the world.People cannot live in a world without love, so the original him will wantonly destroy and seek his own destruction.Now he understands love, has love, but loses love.

It turned out that this was God's punishment for him.

For a person who disregards his own life and the lives of others, depriving him of his life is not a punishment, because he does not feel that kind of punishment at all.Only letting him have the most cherished thing and then taking it away is punishment.

Mao Taijiu sighed long, with a half-smile on his face.

He understood Wu Zhenhe's anger and pain of losing his wife, Jiang Quanjiu's sadness and helplessness of losing his father, he understood.

Why did he keep these two people from killing?Because they confuse him.Wu Zhenhe and Jiang Quanjiu did not turn into monsters because of their pain.Wu Zhenhe and Jiang Quanjiu have always insisted on the justice that Mao Taijiu did not believe in or experienced.Mao Taijiu always felt that their persistence was ridiculous, but he was vaguely touched by them.

Everything that Mao Taijiu saw before was evil. The top people do whatever they want, the bottom people are stupid and superficial, there is nothing that money cannot buy, and there is no human nature that cannot be defeated by power.

These two people gave him a different feeling, and Mao Taijiu vaguely realized that there seemed to be another world he never knew.

Jiang persuaded Jiu, don't lean towards monsters next time, but lean toward people who love you.

At that time, Mao Taijiu thought: How can I have a next time?There is no one who loves me.

Now he has, as Han Tae-sun, he started a different life again, and he also has someone who loves him.Mao Taijiu wants to live a good life. He can't empathize with people in this world because of his natural flaws, but it doesn't matter, he can take her rules as a yardstick, as long as she is there, he will not go astray.

It's a pity that there is only a little distance from happiness, and punishment comes.

Mao Taijiu sat in the bedroom for a long time, and he slowly got up after a while.

He pushed open the bedroom door and walked out, turned on the light in the hall, and saw Jin Nana sitting on the sofa with her face covered, tears streaming down her fingers.

"Nana," Mao Taijiu felt distressed, but he didn't know how to comfort her, so he could only say awkwardly, "I won't hurt you."

He will not force her, he will not coax her again, and he will never do anything that will hurt her.

"You won't hurt me?" Jin Nana lowered her hands, her eyes swollen into peaches.

She stood up slowly and whispered, "Han Tae-sun, you have ruined my whole life."

Mao Taijiu smiled wryly, yes, even though he subjectively didn't want to hurt her anymore, he had already hurt her deeply.

Both of them had red eyes, and they looked at each other a few steps away.

"Nana, is there no way between me and you?" This was Mao Taijiu's last, weak, hopeless struggle.

Jin Nana shook her head.

The glimmer in Mao Taijiu's eyes went out.

Jin Nana called: "Mao Taijiu."

This was the first time Jin Nana called his name, and Mao Taijiu's heart trembled when he heard it.

Jin Nana has calmed down: "Mao Taijiu, I'm not your opponent, probably no one in this world can beat you. I thought about it, even if I call Kim Young-joo, it's useless, I'm going back to Korea It's no use. You can always find me and take me here or somewhere else. I guess, from the day you set eyes on me, I've been in your hands."

Mao Taijiu was bloodied by Jin Nana's words, but he couldn't refute.

He couldn't live without her, he had to be with her to live.He would indeed seek her out, try every means, plead with every means, in an attempt to find a way between the two of them.However, she is not in his palm, they are all in God's palm.

"Mao Taijiu, you are like the kind of child who plays sparrows. The so-called liking is to hold tightly in your palm, regardless of whether the thing you hold can breathe or live. When will you see and feel the pain of others?"

"Nana!" Mao Taijiu's Adam's apple twitched.

He has felt, his own pain and the pain of others.

"Although you have locked me up, I will not give up." Jin Nana said firmly and softly, "I have encountered many bad things in my life, and I have never given up. It is the same now, I will Resist until the end. I'm stupid, but I'll persevere. I'll run away if I get the chance, and then make your crimes known to the public. Don't try to trick me any more, I won't believe you, and I won't I will be shaken. I have only killed one bad guy in my life, and I let off the second bad guy and killed Officer Zhu. I have always regretted it, and I swore that I would never be soft-hearted to the bad guy again."

?Mao Taijiu raised his head, the muscles on his face twitched slightly, showing a distorted smile.She was making a declaration of battle to him, and the person he loved said to fight him to the end, so it would be better to end it now, all of this.

Mao Taijiu took out a gun from his body, turned the handle upside down and threw it to Jin Nana.

"There are bullets in it."

Then he took out his phone and threw it on the sofa.

"Shoot, Jin Nana. Kill me, then ask Jin Yingzhu to pick you up, and you will be free."