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In the blink of an eye, it entered May, and Jin Nana has been a training instructor for more than a month, and she has already adapted to this kind of regular life.

The main function of the training center is to train new police officers. Occasionally, advanced training courses will be held to provide advanced guidance on various skills for active police officers.

Jin Nana had just been transferred, and she was not available for the advanced training class, so she beat new students in the judo hall every day.

The life here is completely different from the intense excitement she used to have on the front line. She goes to work on time and leaves at a fixed time, and her daily work is also the same, with little change.

And the news is completely blocked, not to mention the news of the Japanese gangsters, even Kim Nana doesn't know a few about the security case in Seoul.

During the period, she went to the Interpol Central Bureau a few times to visit Shin Eun Ah or Kim Young Joo, and also tried to know some related trends.

As a result, Jin Yingzhu called into the office for a training meal.

"Do you know what you did against discipline?"

Jin Nana lowered her head and said nothing.

"Stop asking, it's not doing yourself any good, or the person who's helping you."

After that, Jin Nana seldom went back, and never asked about front-line news.

Jin Yingzhu felt that Jin Nana seemed to pay too much attention to the person who saved her, but he had too many things to do at hand, so he couldn't take care of her little thoughts for the time being.

In late May, Officer Oh Ji-hoon of the Busan Police Agency came to Seoul for the third time and invited Kim Nana to dinner.

The first two times he came to see Jin Nana was because of business.It is the first time to investigate the case of Jin Nana and Officer Zhu being attacked.For the second time, Jin Nana was notified of the progress of the investigation of this case.

The body of Officer Zhu and the damaged speedboat have never been found, nor has the suspect who killed Officer Zhu been caught.It took a long time, and Jin Nana was far away from that person at that time, so it was impossible to accurately describe his physical characteristics, which also made it more difficult to arrest.

As for the suspected smuggling boat detained by the police, because of insufficient evidence, the boat and people were finally released together.But the boss of the ship is on the blacklist of the police. The bad guys will not stop after doing bad things once. The police will keep an eye on him. Sooner or later, these people will be brought to justice.

When talking about business, Wu Zhixun has a very warm attitude towards Jin Nana, always staring at her with burning eyes.

In the past, Jin Nana was relatively slow in this regard, but now that she has experience in love, seeing such eyes, it is easy to understand that Wu Zhixun wants to pursue her.

Jin Nana agreed to Wu Zhixun's invitation, and was going to reject him calmly.

The two met at an internet celebrity restaurant near Hongdae.

Wu Zhixun arrived early and was waiting in the restaurant. Jin Nana came here by bus after she got off work.

The weather is getting hotter, and Jin Nana is wearing a white shirt, jeans, flat shoes, her hair is tied into a ponytail, and her face is refreshingly exposed.Her dress is very simple, but she is beautiful in person, and the simple dress makes her very beautiful.

Recently, Jin Nana has lost some weight. The baby fat on her plump cheeks has finally disappeared, and her facial features have become more refined. She had a strong girlish look before, but now she has a lot more femininity.

Wu Zhixun looked at Jin Nana appreciatively, and at the same time greeted her to take a seat, and handed her the menu to ask her to order.

Jin Nana opened the menu and looked at it carefully. At this time, Wu Zhixun noticed the ring on her left ring finger.

Wu Zhixun's gaze was surprised at first, then dimmed, and finally frowned and asked: "The ring on Nana Xi's hand is very nice, is it new?"

Jin Nana put down the menu, stretched her fingers, looked at the ring tenderly, and smiled on her face: "It's an engagement ring."

Saying these words, it was like hitting Wu Zhixun with a small hammer. Officer Wu's heart became cold, and he still struggled a bit: "I haven't seen you wearing it before."

Wu Zhixun tried his best to search his memory. It is true that Jin Nana didn't wear it when he met the first few times. If he wore it, he couldn't not see it.

"I was working at that time, and I wore it during training in case I hurt others." Jin Nana explained while gently stroking the smooth surface of the ring.

Wu Zhixun forced a smile and said, "Congratulations."

"Thank you."

The meal was tasteless for both of them.

When we parted after dinner, Wu Zhixun couldn't help asking: "What kind of person is your fiancé? Is he a colleague?"

"It's a colleague." Jin Nana nodded, with a smile on her face and brilliance in her eyes.

What kind of person is he?He is a very powerful person.But Jin Nana just kept these words in her heart, and didn't say them out, because she was suspected of showing off.

Wu Zhixun gave up completely, he said to Jin Nana: "Goodbye. I wish you happiness."

After the two parted, Jin Nana took the bus home. When she got home, she took off the ring, tied it firmly to the string, and then put it back on as a necklace.

In fact, if you want to reject Wu Zhixun, you can just say it directly, and you don't need to take such trouble to take off the ring and put it on.

She probably just... misses him.

There is such a person in my heart, but there is no way to mention it to anyone.

When thinking about how to reject Wu Zhixun before going to the appointment, Jin Nana subconsciously took off the ring and put it on her finger.

Wu Zhixun is someone outside of her life circle, even if he mentions that he has a fiancé, he will not gossip around, and it will not have any influence on her or that person in Japan.

I believe that Wu Zhixun will never come to her again, and it is good that this matter can be resolved in this way.

After Jin Nana changed her clothes, she took out her Japanese textbook, placed it on the small table, opened it and read words and phrases aloud.

This is her daily routine every night, learning Japanese.

One week after the transfer, Jin Nana went to sign up for a Japanese class, which was held three times a week.Now she can already speak a few simple daily conversations.

Unable to get information from Jin Yingzhu, Jin Nana was going to look it up on her own. There is an Internet in this world. Although she seldom uses it, she knows the role of the Internet.

The first step is to learn Japanese, otherwise, if you give her some Japanese news, she won't be able to understand it.

For so many days on the gangster's island, because of the language barrier, she obviously watched a lot and listened to a lot, but in the end she didn't know anything.

The name of the gang is not known, nor is the name of the island.

The only thing that was memorized was "Ishihara-kun, let's go to Takeda's house."

From the route and time of her return, Jin Yingzhu deduced that the small island should be near Kyushu Island in Japan, but she couldn't do it if she wanted to confirm it. There are too many small islands near Kyushu Island.According to the two Japanese surnames Ishihara and Takeda, the origin of the gang cannot be found out, because they are not full names, and they are not well-known figures of the gang.

It has been more than a month since the separation, and there is no news from him.

At the beginning, Jin Nana missed Mao Taijiu as much as she does now.

At that time, her mood was much sweeter and less worried, and she always felt that it would not be long before the two of them would meet again.

But as time passed day by day, lovesickness and worry came back like the stamina of cherry blossom wine, and Jin Nana gradually discovered that her waiting was very bitter.

Even if the other couples are separated, they can at least communicate via video, make phone calls, or even write letters. Only she and him have completely cut off contact.

There are photos, gifts, and various things impregnated with memories for other lovers, but there is nothing between her and him, only the ring on her hand, and the clothes she wore back from Japan.

She even knew very little about the man himself.

During the time the two were together, Mao Taijiu often teased her and talked about Jin Nana's preferences, friends, various things she experienced from childhood to adulthood, every important game she played, and even her house number and ID card. No. He asked over and over.When Jin Nana asked him, he either laughed and didn't answer, or said something else to get away.

"You don't tell me anything." Jin Nana pretended to be angry, "Your confidentiality rules are so strict, so you can't tell me anything?"

"There is something to say."

"Say."

"The first time I saw you, I liked you very much."

Jin Nana blushed, and all the displeasure in her heart disappeared in an instant.

Mao Taijiu is not a person who likes to show love with words, except when the two were together on the first night, he said that he likes and loves, but he has never said words like confession since then.He used his body to express more, and his eyes seemed to grow on her body. Wherever she went, his eyes followed.

"It turns out that you have plans." Jin Nana recalled Mao Taijiu taking off his clothes for her to wear on the desert island, and hugging her to keep warm.

"You also have plans for me."

"I didn't." Jin Nana denied.Be tempted to be tempted, she is absolutely restrained in her behavior.

"Why not? We slept together on the second night on the desert island. Didn't you almost take off my clothes and leave me my shirt and underwear?"

Jin Nana immediately blushed from her face to her neck. At that time, she didn't think too much about saving him.

"I'm...I'm here to save you...you're sick and your clothes are so wet, what should you do if you don't take them off?"

Mao Taijiu nodded, recognized the justice of undressing him, and then asked her: "Then how did it feel when you hugged me to sleep later?"

How can I feel it? He was so cold at the time... But after his body warmed up, she no longer felt nothing... Shyness, fear, curiosity, throbbing, all of them... The feeling is too complicated, a sentence or two Can't tell at all.

Jin Nana didn't speak, and Mao Taijiu continued to ask.

"If other men were living on a desert island with you, and encountered a situation like mine, would you help him undress, and then sleep with him?"

Most likely not.Maybe he will help take off his wet clothes, but he will not sleep with him in his arms, and will put everything that can keep him warm on his body.

"You said you had no intention?" Mao Taijiu could know the answer just by looking at her expression, he smiled: "How dare you hug me so much, don't try to run away if you hug me, Jin Nana."

Jin Nana glared at him, obviously she had no intention, she just treated him a little better than others.Who is as bad as him?Pretend to be sick, pretend to be drunk, and use all kinds of scheming when getting along with her.

She rushed over to settle accounts with this scheming man, she didn't know what happened, after some calculations, the two rolled on the bed.

Looking back on the past, Jin Nana felt sweet at one moment, and bored at the other.That person was so strong and unable to refuse when he came to him, and now he has cut off contact with her so thoroughly that she dare not contact him, so why can't he send a message through some channels to make her waiting life a little easier? ?

Another two months later, midsummer came, and Jin Nana still lived a life of wrestling students during the day and learning Japanese at night.She stopped working part-time. Studying is a nerve-wracking thing. At the same time, the efficiency of part-time work and study is too poor, wasting tuition fees in vain.

This evening, Jin Nana spread out paper on the small table and tried to write a letter to Mao Taijiu in Japanese for the first time.

As a scumbag with well-developed limbs and a simple mind, Jin Nana always felt that the pen was extremely heavy, and it didn't feel right to hold the pen horizontally or vertically.

But this is an assignment left by the Japanese teacher. Students are required to write diaries or letters in Japanese to exercise their writing skills in Japanese.

The teacher said that when encountering words that you cannot write, you can use Korean instead, and don’t be afraid of writing mistakes. As long as you can write and keep writing, your Japanese level will definitely improve steadily.

Jin Nana may not be very good at other aspects, but she is very patient and especially persistent. If she is determined to learn Japanese, she must learn it well.

Anyway, I write and read by myself, and I am not afraid of shame.

"Taishan Jun", these three words were written, and Jin Nana crossed them out with a pen and replaced them with "oppa".

From the time the two confirmed their relationship, Mao Taijiu insisted on calling her "oppa" instead of calling her Taishanxi.

Jin Nana stuttered and wrote, daubed and corrected, wrote and scratched, and after scrapping two sheets of paper on the front and back, she finally completed a handwritten letter with dozens of characters, in which several Japanese words were mixed with most of the Korean ones. .

Jin Nana bit the bullet, found a large notebook and copied the first handwritten letter as neatly as possible. The content is as follows:

"Oppa, how are you in Japan? It's hot, don't be greedy for cold food, and don't drink cold drinks, your stomach is bad, you must take care of your body."

"Oppa, I'm fine in Korea. Recently, the officer praised me again, and the students also like me very much. I even received handmade cakes from female students."

"Oppa, I miss you very much, you must be well and come back safely."

From this day on, Jin Nana wrote a letter every day, almost without interruption.The length is not long, dozens of words, and the content is similar, asking if the other party is well, telling about the trivial things of my life, and occasionally recalling the sweet moments when the two were together.

Such letters were written from summer to autumn. Jin Nana's Japanese level is getting better and better, and she no longer creates a lot of waste paper every time she writes a letter, and the number of Korean words in the letter is getting less and less.

But in fact, it didn't help her understand Mao Taijiu's current life situation.Jin Nana is not very good at reading Japanese websites. Watching Japanese videos, she can even guess and understand part of them.However, it is impossible to obtain news about gangsters through such channels. If it really appears on the social news, it will either be news about a big gang or news with a bad influence, and it has nothing to do with Mao Taijiu.

It's just that people's longing must have a place to place their affection. Learning Japanese and understanding that country seems to be closer to the person there.

In October, Jin Nana received news from Mao Taijiu for the first time after the two separated for half a year. To be precise, it was not news.

He deposited a large amount of money into her account, just enough to redeem the house that Jin Nana's family had pledged in the bank, and there was still a slight surplus.The remittance bank is a bank in Zurich, Switzerland, and the remittance postscript is the four letters "oppa".

Jin Nana took the bank notice and beat the wall at home angrily.

Bastard bastard bastard, I want to know about you, what do you mean by throwing money at people?Sure enough, the stinky young master's virtue will not change for the rest of his life.

Jin Nana was crying, laughing and angry. Finally, wiping away her tears, she packed up some of her belongings, took her accumulated vacation with the training center, and bought a plane ticket on impulse and fled to Japan.