probably not possible

The first ray of sunlight in the morning shines into the room through the window.

Jin Nana opened her eyes dimly. She would have already woken up at this time, and her practice was over.Jin Nana has always been very diligent. Even during the few days when she was living on a deserted island, she would take time to practice exercises in the morning. At least stretching was a must, otherwise her body would easily become stiff.But yesterday and today, she failed to get up on time, and the reason was the culprit who was holding her.

Jin Nana pursed her lips, grabbed the big male hand on her waist, and raised it slightly, trying to slip out of Mao Taijiu's arms.

But as soon as he pulled that hand up, before the person got out of his embrace, Mao Taijiu woke up, stretched out his arms to take her back, kissed her back with his lips, and asked vaguely: "Why are you going? "

"That... it's time to get up."

Mao Taijiu opened his eyes and glanced at the sky: "It's still early."

"It's getting late, Ishihara should be up, I have to make breakfast."

"Make breakfast for that kid?" Mao Taijiu sneered at first, and then said in a low voice, "It seems that you were not very tired last night, and you still have the energy to make breakfast..."

Jin Nana's face turned red in an instant, and the memories of the previous night began to churn and ferment in her mind... They were all unbearable scenes, sweet, crazy, terrifying, unimaginable and fascinated, she really He was tormented to the point where he couldn't even lift his fingers, and he carried her to the shower.Only then did I know that he was indeed merciful during the first night.

"Okay, don't go, sleep for a while." Jin Nana snuggled back to Mao Taijiu's arms obediently.

But it was too late, the demon king was already awake, Mao Taijiu held Jin Nana's shoulders and made her turn around in his arms, and the two faced each other.There was a charming smile on Mao Taijiu's face, the brows were affectionate, the corners of the eyes were full of doubts, the dimples on his face were as shallow as intoxicating fine wine, Jin Nana was dizzy from the handsome appearance, and she was facing people early in the morning. What does he want to do with such a smile?

"Don't sleep anymore, I want to eat my breakfast." His deep and hoarse voice was as terrible as ever.

He didn't cook breakfast at all, what did he eat?

The next moment Jin Nana understood, she turned around and wanted to escape, but she couldn't escape, her four-dan judo strength was like paper at this time, and the person holding her tightly even had the leisure to tease her: "What the hell? Why do you turn around, do you like the back...?" The hot breath blew into the ears, and itched to the bottom of my heart.

They arrived on the first floor an hour later than usual, and the industrious and brave Ishihara had already prepared the real breakfast. He made some sushi rolls and cooked miso soup.

Shi originally thought that he could have a peaceful breakfast, but...was the situation from yesterday reproduced?Jin Nana ignored Mao Taijiu with a straight face again.

But what was different from yesterday was that Jin Nana didn't seem angry, she seemed a little shy, she ate silently with her head down, without looking at anyone.Mao Taijiu stretched his brows and eyes, and smiled at the corner of his mouth, as if he was in a very good mood.

I really don't understand them, Ishihara shook his head, people in love are too emotional.Although it was awkward, it didn't look like an atmosphere of quarreling. Shi Yuan pretended not to see the eyebrows and eyes of the two, sat upright, ate his breakfast quickly, and then hurriedly evacuated from the dining table.

As soon as Ishihara left, Mao Taijiu immediately picked out the carrots from the sushi and put them on Jin Nana's plate.

"Don't be picky eaters." Jin Nana glared at him, "Thinking about the days you lived on a desert island, it would be even more difficult to eat some vegetables."

Mao Taijiu thought about it, and it seems to be true. At that time, eating fish and eggs every day made him disgusted when he saw eggs, so he gave up picking carrots out of sushi. It seemed that eating them together was not bad, after all, carrots were only for color matching. , put very little.

Mao Taijiu always eats in a gentle and elegant manner. The sushi rolls are relatively small, so he just picked up one and put it all in his mouth, his cheeks puffed up instantly.

Jin Nana looked at him and smiled quietly, probably beauty is in the eye of the beholder, the man in front of him is full of young master's disease, picky food and clothing, she finds it cute, she really needs to go back and put some medicine on his eyes.

But the young master seemed to be like this only in front of her. He pretended to be like that in front of others, maintaining a good, cold, mysterious and elegant demeanor.So, it's still very cute... Jin Nana bit her chopsticks, worrying about her increasingly serious eye disease.

After breakfast, the two went to the study.Ishihara brought a set of literacy textbooks used by his aunt's little cousin, and used them as Jin Nana's temporary Japanese textbooks.Mao Taijiu opened a thick file bag to look carefully at the information, which contained Ishihara's mother's medical records.

"You don't even know medicine, do you?" Jin Nana looked at Mao Taijiu in awe. Do undercover policemen need to know astronomy and geography?He also knows too much.

"I don't understand, I just want to see if his materials are ready enough. I want to help Shi Yuan's mother apply for a hospital in the United States."

Jin Nana raised little stars of admiration in her eyes, and sighed: "It's good to be able to help others."

Mao Taijiu raised his head, this concept is open to question, he is not doing good deeds to help others, but just buying people's hearts.However, is it really just to buy people's hearts, without any idea of ​​helping Shi Yuan?Mao Taijiu was stunned.From childhood to adulthood, Mao Jifan taught him that the philosophy of survival is violence and plunder, and what he sees and learns is all about the exchange of interests.The entire upper class does not regard the lower class as human beings. Those who work hard and those who work hard are not only two classes, but also two species.At that stage of life, Mao Taijiu had neither helped others nor received help.

"What good is helping others?" Mao Taijiu looked at Jin Nana.Jin Nana seems to like helping others very much, will she try to help others in the future?

"I will be very satisfied." Jin Nana said with a gentle expression, "You can help others, which means that you have the strength to spare. If you are not in a predicament, others will be helped and can get out of the predicament. How good it is. Human beings depend on each other to live. You can't live alone in this world."

is that so?Mao Taijiu thought about it, he didn't know anything else, but if there was no Jin Nana in this world, let him live alone... Mao Taijiu shuddered, it would definitely not work.

"During the five years when my father was bedridden, I got help from many people. Otherwise, I would have to work part-time and take care of patients. I would not be able to keep busy. My aunt's family, as well as neighbors, colleagues, and people from the gymnasium Many brothers, my teacher, and Yingzhu oppa, many people have helped me. I am really grateful to them."

Mao Taijiu was a little moved. Although he still didn't think there was any good in helping others, it seemed good to get help when he was in a difficult situation.At this moment, he suddenly thought of the garbage boat on the Chengyun Wharf, the disabled people who rescued him, and even the strangers who made him feel humiliated in the underground passage but actually gave him some help.

help?very strange word.It's good to get help, so in order to get help, need to help others?

Mao Taijiu let out a deep breath.

In the past, there were two bonds between him and this world, one was his mother and the other was his father.It was a couple who were polar opposites, and all their thoughts were not on one channel.He instinctively likes to be close to his mother because he can feel love and warmth.Later, after this bond was broken, the other bond made him experience all negative things.It was difficult for Mao Taijiu to empathize with others. Since then, he has fallen into complete loneliness. He cannot integrate into the world, cannot experience other people's joys, sorrows, sorrows, and naturally cannot have an intimate connection with anyone.Including Mao Jifan's joy, he also couldn't experience it.Are you so happy to make a lot of money again?Money is just numbers to people like them.Who is so happy to be defeated?It seems that he can experience that there is pleasure in destroying.

But even if he kept destroying, he would get bored, so he didn't want to play anymore. Everything was too boring and lonely, so it's better to end it sooner.

Now he didn't feel that way, he didn't feel bored, and all the trivial things became very interesting.Because Jin Nana is by his side, he seems to reconnect with the world.He will also try to accept and think about some things that he cannot understand and experience.

Mao Taijiu was surprised to find that since he escaped from the mental hospital and met Jin Nana, he had experienced many things he had never imagined, met many different people, accepted help from others, and actually helped others. The world is different.

"Jin Nana, come here." With desire in his eyes, Mao Taijiu called out to the only person in the world who could make him feel warm and loved.

Jin Nana came over with a smile: "What's the matter?" Sometimes he would suddenly become like a child, with an unreasonable stubbornness.Jin Nana has never been in a relationship, so I don't know if other men will do the same.

Mao Taijiu sat on the leather swivel chair, leaned over his body, put his arms around Jin Nana's waist, and buried his face between her chest and abdomen.

"Never leave me." Mao Taijiu tightened his arms, his long eyelashes drooping, and said in a low voice that Jin Nana could hardly hear, "Don't abandon me."

Jin Nana also put her arms around Mao Taijiu, stretched out her hand to gently stroke his hair, her motherhood was born, and said softly: "Of course I won't leave you, we will always be together." The pressure of being an undercover agent is really too great Well, such a handsome guy who is extremely smart, high-quality and shining like gold, seems to have no confidence in love... Which woman would be willing to leave a man like him?

In the afternoon, Mao Taijiu called Shi Yuan into the study, returned the medical records to him, and said, "Okay, send an email to Dr. Smith."

Shi Yuan was a little excited: "Brother Taishan, is it really possible?"

"It can be done." Mao Taijiu's expression was very calm, and his eyes were gentle. "Didn't you also see the reply email yesterday? Your English is also good. Dr. Smith said that their cure rate is 30%, which is much higher than Japan's." .

Shi Yuan calmed down his emotions, bent down and bowed deeply to Mao Taijiu at ninety degrees: "Brother, my life will be yours from now on."

"What do I want your life for? To cure your mother but take your life, what's the point of her living?" Mao Taijiu smiled, "Don't think so much, just work for me, wait Your mother went to the United States, and you followed her, and finished college by the way, and my business over there also needs reliable people to watch over."

Shi Yuan bowed his head and said, "Yes." For him, this was almost a kindness of rebuilding, saving his mother's life, and giving him a future, which was much brighter than fighting and killing in gangsters.

Ishihara knew that he could not have a chance to break free from the current trajectory of fate. Although Mao Taijiu was trying to win him over these days, he was also carefully observing Mao Taijiu.Ability, skills, resources and tolerance, Mao Taijiu far exceeds everyone Ishihara has met in the gang. If he is not in trouble, he may not be able to see people at Ishihara's level.So he will firmly grasp this opportunity, for his mother and himself.

"Is there any news worth noting?"

"No." Ishihara lowered his head and replied, after thinking for a while, he said, "When Seto was drinking the day before yesterday, he said that his brother-in-law was stupid. He could get a lot of money, but in the end he brought an ancestor back... and he seemed to be a little bit unfair to Miss Nana. thinking."

Seto is the thin man who pointed a gun at Mao Taijiu's head on a deserted island. He is the brother-in-law of Chi Yuan, the backbone of the gang. Taking advantage of Chi Yuan's momentum, he is very arrogant, and ordinary gangsters usually give him three points.

Mao Taijiu's eyes became gloomy and cold. Sooner or later, he would tear this kid to shreds, daring to miss his woman.

"I think it's better to send the lady away as soon as possible." Shi Yuan suggested, it is not a good thing for Jin Nana to stay here for a long time.

"I know." Mao Taijiu was very conflicted, he should send her away quickly, but he really couldn't bear it, the two of them were in the hottest and sweetest time of their relationship, wishing that a day could become 48 hours, wishing to be together all the time.

After thinking for a while, he finally made up his mind: "The day after tomorrow at the earliest, or one day later, the person from Sakura will definitely come to the door, that's when."

"Or I'll send Miss Nana to Fukuoka by boat." Ishihara proposed another method, "There are people familiar in Fukuoka who can secretly send Miss Nana back to Korea."

Mao Taijiu didn't agree, he had the experience of being blackmailed once, and he was afraid that if Jin Nana also encountered such a thing, smuggling a boat was really not a good choice.

"Wait another day or two." Mao Taijiu said softly, give him another day or two, not only need to use their memories to bind Jin Nana, but he also needs these memories to support the days after separation.