Silly Scholar's Wife

"Dawn."

As soon as Zhao Huan pushed the door open, he hurriedly swallowed back the name he wanted to say.

I saw Mu Chenxi sitting by the window, holding a needle and thread, and knitting quickly with both hands under the afternoon sun.

It was a scarf, milky white, and on the exposed corner was a pattern of two hands holding together, which was the hidden symbol on Zhao Huan's decoration.

Mu Chenxi's eyebrows and eyes were gentle, the corners of her mouth were slightly raised, with a slight smile, and her whole body was full of lightness, as if she was doing something she liked and was so happy about.

Zhao Huan bit his lips tightly, trying not to let himself make a sound, gently wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, silently closed the door and turned to leave.

He really wanted to cry aloud, he really wanted to throw himself into Mu Chenxi's arms to enjoy his warmth, he really wanted to snuggle up to his shoulders and rely on him with peace of mind, he really wanted to release all his emotions.

But he can't, he can't live up to Mu Chenxi's heart, he can't live up to Mu Chenxi's love, he can't live up to all the sacrifices Mu Chenxi has made behind his back.

Everyone said that they had done a lot for Mu Chenxi, without Zhao Huan, there would be no Mu Chenxi today.

But who knows what kind of choice Mu Chenxi has made, because of his trivial emotions, he is willing to be a fool in the mouth of some people.

In order to make myself happy, I change ways to make myself happy every day.In order to allow myself to sleep for a while, I get up early every day to cook.In order to make myself not so hard, I secretly go to draw for myself in the middle of the night every day.

The Mu Chenxi from before, the Mu Chenxi in the eyes of others, the Mu Chenxi whose family put their hopes in him, and the successful and famous Mu Chenxi, let him let go of them all.

Just to be the Mu Chenxi in my own eyes, to be the Mu Chenxi I like, to be the Mu Chenxi I feel at ease.

Zhao Huan leaned against the door of the carving room, weeping silently, his shoulders shook slightly, suppressing the sound of sobbing.

Drops of tears slowly ran across his cheeks, his eyes were full of sadness, how could he make Mu Chenxi give so much, and make him sacrifice so much behind his back.

Zhao Huan couldn't help it, and wept silently on the door, because he was uncertain about the future, and because of his little worry, he positioned Mu Chenxi's life as a child.

Thinking of him pulling her to act coquettishly, pretending to be innocent and childish, just to make herself laugh.Thinking of him letting go of his status as a gentleman and willingly walking into the kitchen to make soup for himself.Thinking of him working from dawn to dusk without telling me, just to help me share some of the hard work.

Zhao Huan felt his heart ached, for all that he had never had, for all that Mu Chenxi had given up for himself, all made him grieve.

All emotions erupted the moment Mu Chenxi knit a scarf for herself.All the tears flowed uncontrollably when seeing the happy smile on Mu Chenxi's face.

Zhao Huan had already discovered something was wrong the moment Mu Chenxi yelled at the head of the academy, who had a damaged IQ like a child, could speak sharply and coldly, and yell at people without a trace of fear.

At that time, he just thought that Mu Chenxi might have the consciousness of recovery, but he was not sure whether he was going to recover or had already recovered a little, Mu Chenxi didn't know it himself.

After observing coldly for a while, he didn't see much change in Mu Chenxi. Zhao Huan thought it was because of his own illusion and being too sensitive.

Until Mu Chenxi said that he would be able to see his father the next day, he was sure that he was going to start getting better little by little.But Mu Chenxi told himself time and time again that he couldn't remember that before, he would always be his favorite Mu Chenxi.

So far, Zhao Huan is completely sure that Mu Chenxi recalled the past and retrieved the lost memories, but he has no intention of changing the status quo, and he has no intention of telling anyone.

Still doing the current Mu Chenxi, and even trying to be the Mu Chenxi he likes, all of this is for himself, Zhao Huan clearly understands.

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"young married woman."

Mu Chenxi pushed open the door of the carving room, "Take a break, it's very cold outside today, I saw snowflakes falling, so I made a hot pot for you to eat."

"What hot pot, it's hot pot."

Zhao Huan pointed at him, "You just can't remember, you're so smart, did you run away from home?"

"I didn't run away from home, I was made stupid by being scalded by the hot pot."

Mu Chenxi sat down with a smile, "Daughter-in-law always said to be careful, don't get burned, I will remember this word."

"Nonsense."

Zhao Huan put down the carving knife and packed up his things, "I'm hungry too, let's go eat first."

"Daughter-in-law, wait."

Mu Chenxi picked up Zhao Huan's face and looked into his eyes carefully, "Is your wife crying? Who made you angry, or did Chenxi do something wrong to make you angry?"

"No."

Zhao Huan smiled, and looked at Mu Chenxi tenderly, "How could Chenxi make me angry! I won't be angry with others either."

He took Mu Chenxi's hand and led him out, "I haven't rested all afternoon, my eyes can't stand it, I will pay attention to it in the future, don't worry."

"Oh."

Mu Chenxi's dark eyes rolled around him, and said thoughtfully: "It's all my fault, I didn't come to see my wife, will you punish me to wash your hair for you later?"

"it is good."

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"Brother Liu, thank you for your help."

When Mu Chenxi arrived at the academy the next day, she thanked him, "Your sister is so heroic, she looks like a strange woman."

"What about her?"

Liu Wenqing was stunned, "Don't look at her young age, she is so smart! As soon as I said that I would prepare a set for the servants in the house for the winter, she immediately took over the job, and everyone in the house knew about it. I am very grateful to her now."

"Haha."

Mu Chenxi smiled and said, "Your sister is very cute, but she is afraid that other houses will take the lead and bring a few carriages to surround our Muyixuan."

"She just wants to be the first to lobby all the relatives, just thinking about buying your first batch of goods, and not letting others get any."

Liu Wenqing betrayed her sister to the core, "Yesterday, I took the servants from the mansion and walked around the mansions in full dress, which attracted the envy of many people!"

"Brother Mu, Brother Liu."

Wang Qingquan watched the excitement they were talking about, and asked from a distance: "What are you talking about, so lively?"

"Talk about my sister."

Liu Wenqing talked about his sister's embarrassment, "Now it's so beautiful, the servants in the house are grateful, and the people in the other house are envious."

"Yes."

When Wang Qingquan heard about it, he immediately took out a piece of paper from his pocket, handed it to Mu Chenxi and said, "This is the amount required by the county government, and the amount required by our mansion."

"You don't know!"

Wang Qingquan said triumphantly: "I took the things back, and my mother immediately took a fancy to her. She also said that she wanted to buy from you and sell them in the shop. See if you have this idea. If so, you can discuss it." .”

"It's a good thing."

Mu Chenxi patted him on the shoulder with a smile, and said, "You've been a great help. The county town is no match for our town. The sales must be quite a lot. Thank you."

"You're welcome, a little thing."

It was the first time Wang Qingquan was thanked by him, and he immediately straightened his back, "Don't say anything else, this little thing is not worth thanking, if it will be useful in the future, Brother Mu just say it."

"Yes."

Li Shaojie also said: "Brother Mu, you don't have to think about it too much. Our interactions have nothing to do with the family, so we don't need to think about our status and family background."

He looked at Mu Chenxi with a very sincere attitude, "We must participate in the self-study room. We are just doing a little favor and doing our best. Brother Mu, please don't refuse."

"it is good."

Mu Chenxi could no longer refuse their wishes when she saw what they said, "You don't have to deal with money matters, if you want to help in other places, you can do it."